Zhang Tie's words made Yan Feiqing hug him more tightly, tears couldn't help but flow down, Yan Feiqing, who looked like a strong man of the sky knight in front of others, was just an infatuated woman at this time, "You don't have to be like this, who are you going to kill, what are you going to do, you tell me, I am your woman, your business is my business, I can do what you can do, I will go" "I'm a man, there are some things that I have to solve by myself, and this matter has to be solved by myself" Zhang Tie smiled, kissed Yan Feiqing on the lips again, and wiped the tears from Yan Feiqing's face, "Don't think about it, take a good rest first" After saying this, Zhang Tie stood up and left the cultivation secret room, letting Yan Feiqing recover by himself in the secret room first.
As soon as Zhang Tie walked out of the secret room, he saw a steward in the Sect Master's Pavilion hurriedly walking over with a cold sweat on his face, and the steward just said a word, which made Zhang Tie's face change greatly, "Sect Master Ma Ma Girl has an accident."
Ma Aiyun's room was in a courtyard of the Sect Lord's Pavilion, and when Zhang Tie hurried to the courtyard, several maids who were responsible for taking care of Ma Aiyun knelt in the courtyard of the courtyard, their faces pale and trembling.
At this time, the sky has just dawned, these two days, Ma Aiyun got up at this time, today Ma Aiyun has not gotten up at this time, one of the maids asked a few times outside the room, there was no sound in the room, the maid listened, there was no movement in the room at all, after the maid boldly entered the room, only to find that Ma Aiyun had an accident.
"Wow" Zhang Tie's hand was forced, and the door of Ma Aiyun's room was almost opened by Zhang Tie, Zhang Tie rushed into the room with a gust of wind and saw Ma Aiyun.
Ma Aiyun lay neatly and quietly on the bed, her hands on her lower abdomen, a piece of letterhead pressed on her hands, and a lock of cut hair.
Senior Sister Ma, who was once alive, at this time, her whole body was already cold, she was no longer breathing, and her eyes were closed.
On the letterhead in her hand, there were only four words.
Seeing Ma Aiyun like this, Zhang Tie took the letterhead that Ma Aiyun pressed on his hand with a trembling hand and unfolded it.
On the letterhead, it is Ma Aiyun's beautiful handwriting.
Until this time, I don't know how to call you, I don't know whether to call you junior brother, Zhang Tie, or elder, these titles are not what I want, after you advanced to the knight, I heard the news of your wheel ceremony, very happy, but at the same time, it is also very contradictory, I know that the distance between us will be farther and farther away, at that time, in fact, I have lost the qualification to call you junior brother and Zhang Tie, according to the rules in Huaiyuan Hall, if I call you so, it is disrespectful.
But I don't want to call you Elder, because that would go against my heart, I actually fantasized that one day I could stand in front of you and give you a more affectionate title, but I know that in your heart, I may just be a passing guest in your sky like a meteor, after so many years in the cold city, I am not even sure if you still remember me.
But I will always remember you, because you are the first and last man I really fell in love with in my life.
I've never regretted falling in love with you.
I was already out of this world when you read this letter, please forgive me, I am a selfish and cowardly woman, I can't bear all this now.
Gu Caidie and Yuan Ziyi were killed by me, they were my best sisters, it was me, I let them die in front of me, I couldn't face them, I couldn't face their families and our mutual friends, and I couldn't face myself.
You said that at that time I was mentally controlled, and many of the things I did were against my heart, I know that this is your comfort to me, but I can't forgive myself, because I remember every detail of that time, I know that the wine is poisonous, I know that day was a trap, it was the wine I poured for them, it was the trap I pulled them down, and it became a burial in the trap.
I hated everything I did, I was just an ordinary little woman, all of which was beyond my means.
I don't want to fight, I don't want to cultivate, I don't want to be a master, I just want to have a home, to be able to live a peaceful and happy life with a man I love, to have a few children for that man, to do laundry and cook for that man, once, I thought that man would be you.
As your former woman, I led you into a trap, as a good sister of Butterfly and Purple Cloth, I killed them, and as a mother, I can't even protect my own children.
I don't know what the point of living for a person like me is, maybe only by leaving this world forever can I get true peace, and let Caidie and Ziyi really forgive me, and let myself be able to forgive myself, I just want to say sorry to them when I see Caidie and Ziyi.
After our child was born, just a hundred days later, they took him away from me, and in the next ten years, I only saw him three times, the most recent time was six years ago, and I can't even remember what he looked like now.
Please promise me that we must find our child, and do not let him be alone in the world, without the loving care of his parents, and through the wind and frost.
If you can find him, give him the hair I left, and tell him on my behalf that I love him, I am not a competent mother, and I hope he doesn't hate me.
If you don't bother, please help them build two clothed mounds in the future, and bury me next to Caidie and Ziyi.
Ai Yun is a masterpiece.
A drop of wet marks spread on the letterhead, and then another drop fell, wetting the letterhead, Zhang Tie held the letterhead, there was no sound, but the hot tears fell one by one.
"Why are you so stupid, why are you so stupid" Zhang Tie sat down on the edge of Ma Aiyun's bed, gently stroked Ma Aiyun's already cold face, muttered to himself, tears raining down.
A ninth-level warrior, as long as his freedom is not restricted, if he wants to commit suicide, breaking his heart is the fastest and most unavoidable way for others.
Zhang Tie was condensing the runes of the clone technique in the secret room last night.
Just last night, after Ma Aiyun wrote this suicide note, he lay down on the bed calmly, shook his heart, and left calmly and resolutely, leaving endless grief and regret to Zhang Tie
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