Seeing that Xing Rui was deliberately avoiding the topic, I poured a cup of boiling water for Xing Rui, touched her forehead with my finger and said: "What are you thinking in your little minds?
Am I that kind of person?
Xing Rui, if we could control our tempers more and consider each other at all times, we might not quarrel so often. small,o I have a stubborn temper, and sometimes I do things impulsively, just for the sake of temporary pleasure, but in fact there is nothing in my heart.
I used to think that there was too much estrangement between us.
After all, our relationship with your father was involved.
But now I think about it.
External factors are all irrelevant.
Relationships are pure and flawless and there should not be a trace of impurities. in.
In fact, through so many things, I have come to see clearly that I just suffer from the shortcomings of my character.
My character is my most fatal flaw, and I am working hard to correct it.
That day in the ward, when I looked at Li Jun hugging you, I wanted to rush up and kill him.
But I restrained myself for the first time, because you were here and I didn't want to scare you.
I am a man, Xing Rui.
Please remember this for me in the future.
If you dare to have an affair with another man in front of me again, no matter what your purpose is, I hope you can consider my feelings.
If there is a next time , I am absolutely wrong to be silent, I will definitely return the favor.
As long as it is difficult for you to be ambiguous with one man, I will dare to be courteous to a hundred women.
If you don’t believe it, you can try it.
When I finished saying this, Xing Rui looked at me in shock.
She grabbed my hand and tears fell down from the corners of her eyes.
Xing Rui choked and said: "Han Bing is sorry, I thought you didn't care about me."
I touched Xing Rui's hand, looked at the flow of people outside the window, and said with deep emotion: "It's not that I don't care about you.
It's just that I feel like I'm not worthy of you.
After all, I'm a married person.
I'm also a worker who carries corpses, and I haven't officially been established yet.
And you are in my heart.
You exist like a goddess, and there is no way I can compare with you.
Xing Rui, to be honest, I really feel inferior in front of you.
You may not be able to understand that feeling.
I have lived in the family home of Dagudui Funeral Home since I was a child, and every day, I have to take a twenty-minute bus ride to go to school.
The children in our funeral home are looked down upon in school.
They say we are unlucky.
Even the seating arrangements should be kept away from other people's children.
You can't feel that kind of discrimination at all.
It's a kind of inhuman mental torture.
At that time, I only had one thought, that is, I must be better than others.
If you treat me coldly, I will beat you until you convince me.
Fear me.
In elementary school at that time, I confidently became the king of children, but unfortunately, I was forced to transfer to another school because of some things.
In fact, you know, I admired the police very much when I was a child.
Like many children, I have a dream of being a police officer.
This may be a dream that every man has.
Looking at the heroic police uniform.
He energetically raised his gun and said to the bad guy: "Don't move, I'm a policeman.
So majestic, but there are a lot of helplessness and regrets in life.
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When I say this.
Xing Rui held my hand and laughed and said: "That was before.
The situation now is like this.
When we policemen face bad guys and pull out our guns, the bad guys will laugh at us and say: “Come on, come on, if you dare, shoot me, hit me on the head, if you don’t kill me, you are not a policeman.
I looked at Xing Rui in confusion and said, "Don't you think the bad guys are afraid of you?
Xing Rui laughed even louder and said: "Today's police officers have become a vulnerable group.
Some time ago, when I was not sick, I was constructing an intersection, and a female driver drove a car and ran a red light in front of the Labor Building.
I was caught red-handed by the traffic police on duty at the time.
What do you think the female driver was like?
Not only did he not admit his mistake, he also pointed at the traffic police and scolded him.
He scolded the policeman as a watchdog raised by the government.
Even the onlookers were embarrassed to listen to those words.
There were many people watching at that time.
The traffic policeman was over 50 years old.
He was standing on the road on duty in such a cold weather and was insulted by a female driver in the street for more than half an hour.
I kept filming nearby with my mobile phone.
Finally, when the traffic policeman refused to let her go, the female driver called her husband and daughter to come over.
Then she surrounded the old policeman on the street and shouted at the policeman.
Hit someone.
Before I could say a few words of justice, their family actually pointed at me and threatened me to say something.
They told me not to interfere with my business and to stop meddling in my own business.
I might get beaten up while walking at night.
Hey, so did I.
I'm speechless.
It's not easy to do anything now.
Han Bing, by the way, let me ask you a question If you love your career very much, but you have to leave this city, be separated from the people you love most for a few years, and go to work and study in other places. what would you choose Should I choose to give up my career and be with the person I love, or should I give up this relationship for the time being and study abroad wholeheartedly?
As soon as Xing Rui said this, I immediately understood why Xing Rui met her this time.
She said so many digressions and tentatively asked me if I would stop liking her if she stopped working as a police officer.
What was her intention in saying these things against her will?
Looking at Xing Rui's face that seemed to be on trial, I really didn't know how to answer.
From the bottom of my heart, I don’t want Xing Rui to go to another place to study, nor do I want her to leave me.
Because I don’t know what will happen if Xing Rui goes abroad for a few years, whether he will fall in love with someone else, and what will happen to us after a few years.
All of this is unknown.
There are many uncertain factors in life.
No one can guarantee who will love whom forever.
Because we can't control each other's own destiny, but I know better that Xing Rui said this inconsistently, which is actually testing me.
I can even see that she really wants to study abroad.
After a brief silence, I deliberately pretended to be generous and said with a smile: "It is a good thing to study abroad.
If it were me, I would definitely choose to study.
As long as the relationship is deep, let alone a few years, even if it is more than ten years, it is not a big deal.
I was in prison and heard that a woman was outside the prison. , waiting for her husband for eleven years.
In fact, when I said this, my heart was bleeding.
I am a person who wants to save face and suffer.
Although I feel very sad, in order not to tie up Xing Rui, I have to pretend to be happy for her.
Xing Rui seemed very happy after hearing what I said.
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She smiled and said:
"Let me just say, you will definitely support me.
It seems that I judge a gentleman with a villain's heart.
Han Bing, my unit notified me a few days ago that I will go to Shenyang Criminal Police College for further study.
The entire Yangbei City Bureau has There are only 6 places, and those who go are the best of the best from the team of the Science and Technology Bureau.
I think maybe because of my parents, the city bureau gave priority to taking care of me.
My work unit has talked to me several times and asked me to prepare and go after the New Year.
I haven't decided yet, Han Bing, do you want me to go?
If you don't want me to go, I won't go.
I raised my neck, took a swig of beer and said: "This is a good thing.
Of course I will go.
Yangbei is so big and there are only six places.
It is such a good opportunity, why not go?
By the way, how many years have you been there?
Rui took a sip of boiling water and said: "Do you also want me to go?
Haha, it's only been two years.
With a serious tone, I raised my glass and said: "Two years is not a short time.
I wish you all the best in advance.
You will be promoted step by step when you return from your studies.
Xing Rui's mouth turned into a flower, and she raised her glass to touch my glass.
That day, Xing Rui and I had the meal for several hours.
When we sent Xing Rui back, it was already late at night.
The house where Xing Rui lives is a family home built in the 1990s by the old county public security bureau.
But it is obvious that the old residents here are no longer all family members of the police.
Anyone with some ability has moved away.
Downstairs, Xing Rui asked me to sit at her house for a while.
I knew what this meant, but I didn't go.
If Xing Rui hadn't said about going to study, maybe I would have gone upstairs and something would have happened with her.
But I don’t know why, when Xing Rui said that she was going to study for two years, I felt a little empty in my heart.
At that moment, perhaps only I knew that once Xing Rui furthered his studies, he might be like our funeral parlor, where those sent out to study would be promoted to leaders.
Director Liu, Yutian's father, went to Liuquan Funeral Home.
After returning for a few months after exchange, he became the top leader of the funeral home.
I think Xing Rui is going to study this time, and maybe he will be promoted after he comes back.
As for me, a temporary worker in a funeral home, there is no temporary worker even in the official establishment.
I will be fired immediately.
How can I delay Xing Rui?
Sometimes at the beginning of a relationship, one always falls in love without hesitation, without considering anything else, such as family background, job position, economic conditions, and material foundation.
But once one wants to be together for a long time, many factors will be taken into consideration.
Maybe this is also a sign of maturity in men.
When I sent Xing Rui upstairs, I went downstairs.
Looking at Xing Rui's disappointed face, I didn't know that my heart was filled with all sorts of flavors.
But I am a man and I cannot put a wedding dress on her, so I have to take off her underwear easily.
Looking at the bright lights in Xing Rui's room, I felt like my heart was instantly hollowed out.
On the way home, Xing Rui sent me a text message and asked me why I did this to her.
In fact, there are some things that everyone knows in their hearts.
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If the paper window is broken, it will be meaningless.
I didn't know how to reply to this text message.
A few minutes later, Xing Rui called me and asked me why I didn't reply to the text message.
I smiled and explained, “While driving, I was so focused that I didn’t pay attention.
Then Xing Rui and I said some tender words on the phone, and then hung up the phone hastily.
When I arrived at the gate of Roma Community, I saw a familiar figure coming out of the Mood for Love Bathhouse and getting into a silver Mercedes-Benz.
Then the Mercedes-Benz slowly came up Ankang Road.
Looking at the license plate number of the Mercedes-Benz, I suddenly remembered that in Li Lina's dream, Qin Dayi was driving this car and often went to Yangbei Normal University to pick up Li Lina. tgt: