In this war between me and Li Jun, I thought that the god of luck would favor me again and I would definitely win. small,o But when I doubted Xing Rui, the sense of victory in my heart suddenly disappeared, replaced by an unspeakable sense of frustration.
God looks at me and I made a huge joke.
If I hadn't fallen in love with Xing Rui, maybe I wouldn't be so uncomfortable.
But during the time I spent with Xing Rui, I gave my true feelings.
My feelings for Xing Rui were sincere and without any impurities.
From the beginning, I have never been on guard against Xing Rui, but now it seems that I am really ashamed.
Because I know that in Xing Rui's heart, I am just the target of her revenge.
Just like what I did to Yulong back then, I once stubbornly believed that as long as Yulong could die in my hands, I would not hesitate to pay any price even if my life was shortened by thirty years.
However, when that hatred was released instantly, I was surprised to find that revenge did not actually bring pleasure to my long-suppressed spirit as I imagined.
On the contrary, it felt like my heart was instantly hollowed out by something inexplicable.
In fact, people like Xing Rui and I sometimes have very similar personalities.
They are all tough-minded people.
The reason why Xing Rui hides himself so deeply is just to follow the same old path as before.
In order to confuse Yulong, I pretended to be a grandson in front of Yulong.
At that time, my purpose was very clear to kill him.
But Xing Rui didn't just ask for my life.
This is what I fear the most.
I vaguely felt that Xing Rui was mentally torturing me.
Carefully recall every moment of our time together.
Quarrels, emotions.
More times than we have fun.
I believe in fate.
I think if Xing Rui's father was not because of me, we might be from two different worlds.
We seem to be like two stars flying in the same orbit, colliding together inexplicably.
I don’t know what the result will be.
I don't dare to think about it either I used to stubbornly believe that our personalities were different, and if we slowly get along, all problems would be solved.
But everything proves that feelings are the most sincere things in the world, without any impurities.
Xing Rui used my feelings for her to hurt me.
Didn’t she think that while hurting me, she was also hurting herself?
I once told her.
The highest level of deceiving a person is to use one's true feelings.
Obviously Xing Rui did it, she did it flawlessly.
And me Whether I ever denied it or not, I am now.
Already but unable to achieve the goal of calming the mind.
Likewise, I can't even figure it out.
Xing Rui painstakingly weaved this web.
Is Xing Rui a pig?
It was her father who risked his life to save me, but it was Fatty Cheng who caused the trouble.
I am also a victim Xing Rui's mind was obviously stuck on this knot.
I tried to use Xing Rui's ideas to analyze Xing Rui's life.
A girl who was born in a police family has been dependent on her father since she was a child.
People say that the girl was her father's little lover in his previous life.
Xing Rui's love for his father is the most unforgettable.
Then the problem arises Her father died because of me.
At the moment of the car accident, I knew that it was his father who protected me with his broad body and sacrificed his life.
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But I don’t want to do this either.
I almost died.
But Xing Rui obviously can't untie this knot.
Just like I hated Fang Chen at the beginning, I think Wu Hai would not have died if it weren't for Fang Chen.
But carefully pondering Fang Chen's thoughts, he is related to Bai Xue after all, and has the blood of the Fang family.
If Fang Chen hadn't protected me secretly, I don't know how many times I would have died in Nie Ying's hands.
As people slowly grow up and mature, there are some problems that cannot be taken at face value.
I forgive Fang Chen.
In fact, I know that he is also innocent.
If Fang Chen were replaced by me, for the sake of family ties, I think I might be the same as Fang Chen.
After thinking about it, I pointed my finger at peace, which is also a kind of spiritual sublimation.
But obviously, Xing Rui did not see the problem as clearly as I did.
The car arrived at Yangbei Traditional Chinese Medicine Hospital unknowingly.
In the ward, I met Li Jun’s parents and himself.
Li Jun was lying on the bed, seemingly waiting for me.
His parents were sitting nearby, and the atmosphere in the whole room Dull and depressing.
I walked into the ward with an expressionless face.
Li Jun’s father, after all, was the leader.
When he saw me getting up, he stood up and said pleasantly: "Come in and sit down.
I'm sorry to disturb you on such a hot day.
Come in and sit down."
As for Li Jun's mother, she was obviously not as wealthy as her father.
She looked at me with a sullen expression on her face.
It was as if I owed her a lot of money.
When Li Jun saw me coming in, he frowned and smiled bitterly, then nodded as a greeting.
Li Jun's family and I were the only ones in the ward.
I was a little disappointed without Xing Rui.
What does Li Jun mean by calling his parents here?
Are you planning to scold me and vent your resentment, or is Li Jun using his father's ability in Yangbei City to pressure me to give up on Xing Rui?
I don't know.
After I entered the room, I kept muttering to myself that I could still be as shameless as a rich man.
After all, I still feel a little guilty about Li Jun.
Although it has nothing to do with me, after all, Li Jun is disabled now.
If I were to jump off a building and Li Jun came to see me, I guarantee that my mother would be in the ward and would not be able to bear the hat that Li Jun scolded me.
It was a small single room of 20 square meters, neat and clean.
I walked around the ward and felt no supernatural presence at all.
There was a bouquet of flowers on the bedside table.
I put the milk in my hand on the table and said calmly: "The body has recovered so well Li Jun lay on the bed, cried and laughed and said: “I’m recovering well.
I do massage and acupuncture every day just like at work, and practice functional rehabilitation training.
As soon as Li Jun finished speaking, his father took out a pack of cigarettes and asked: "Smoking?
I shook my head and said: "Smoking is not allowed in the ward.
When I was in the hospital, Li Jun took care of me.
When I got addicted to smoking, Li Jun always helped me quit smoking.
As soon as I said this.
Li Jun's father was a little embarrassed and stuffed the cigarette into his pocket.
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The four of us were sitting in the ward, and no one easily got to the point.
But I could clearly tell from the faces of Li Jun's parents that they must have something to say to me, because their expressions were a little bit natural.
Except for Li Jun's father, who was quite natural, Li Jun and her mother were obviously holding something back.
We exchanged pleasantries in the ward, everything.
What happened during Director Cao’s lifetime.
I can tell from Li Jun's mouth that Li Jun respects Director Cao very much.
After all, Director Cao arranged for Xing Rui to take care of Li Jun.
Regarding this matter, Director Cao is a pimple in my heart.
Li Jun's family tradition is very admirable.
Although I can see on his mother's face, she doesn't want to see me.
But her mother never said an unpleasant word from beginning to end.
I remember when Li Jun was being rescued in the intensive care unit.
Her mother's knife-like mouth scolded Xing Rui until she burst into tears.
After I came to the ward, Li Jun's mother didn't say an unpleasant word, no matter what.
With just a few, it is incomparable to ordinary families, after all, if it weren’t for me.
His son wouldn't be like this either.
Although Li Jun’s parents didn’t make things difficult for me.
But I was sitting on pins and needles in the ward right now.
I sat down.
After about half an hour, seeing that Li Jun hesitated to tell me why he came to see me, he refused to leave.
Seeing me leaving, Li Jun raised his head with difficulty and said: "Wait a minute, I have something to tell you.
As soon as he said this, I clearly felt that Li Jun was three points shorter than me in terms of momentum.
I said: "It's not like Li Jun and I have known each other for a day or two.
If you have anything to say, talk directly without any worries.
You are seriously ill now, and I know you feel uncomfortable.
Don't worry, I won't be angry no matter what you say.
When I was hospitalized, you always monitored me.
I lay in bed for more than a month and couldn't get out of bed.
I can understand how you feel now.
I know that you look down on me from the bottom of your heart.
If you want to scold me, just speak up.
It's okay.
Big deal.
We are all men, I can handle venting.
As soon as I said this, Li Jun's mother covered her face and choked.
A sad atmosphere filled the room.
Li Jun asked his father to help him stand up.
He put a pillow on his back to make himself look less embarrassed.
He smiled and said: "Can you give me one of your cigarettes?"
I glanced at his father, who nodded.
I took out the cigarette and handed it to him.
Li Jun smiled and said: "Liqun cigarettes, I remember you have always smoked this brand.
I lit a fire for him and said: "I am a conservative person at heart.
I smoke only one brand of cigarettes and nothing else.
Li Jun took a puff of cigarette and said: "I am no longer qualified to scold you.
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If my body were not like this, I would be a reform-through-labor member just like you.
I have only one purpose in calling you here today.
I will give Xing Rui to you, and our hatred will be over from now on.
My eyes widened and I stared at Li Jun's haggard face.
When he said these words himself, I was quite surprised and looked at his bloodshot eyes.
I could tell that he must have thought about it all night before making this difficult decision.
Li Jun's idea is very simple.
People are inherently self-aware.
Xing Rui and I grew up together, and he loves Xing Rui without any hesitation.
Throughout childhood, in the most beautiful golden period of life, this man guarded his beloved girl with all his heart, and stayed with Xing Rui until he joined the work.
That friendship is deeper than the sea and higher than the mountains, but due to my involvement, everything failed.
The reason why Li Jun bowed his head was because he realized that he was no longer able to protect Xing Rui and give her Xing Rui happiness, so he had no choice but to bow to me.
What does it mean for a man of flesh and blood to bow his head to another man?
I know in my heart that Li Jun used to be such a tough person.
He was as tough as a dick in front of Director Cao, and he fought with me several times.
Now it's as soft as noodles.
How could I not understand what he was thinking at this time. tgt: