When I was little, my mother often complained to her neighbors about what to say I did something bad in my previous life, and God wanted to punish me by giving birth to Han Bing, a bastard.
Growing up, I tortured my mother a lot, and she would be beaten almost every day.
If I don't get spanked one day, I'll be grateful for the tickles all over me.
I would often kneel on the washboard where she washed clothes for hours.
But I never bow my head and admit my mistakes in front of her.
Every time she hit me, my father would always protect me.
As time went by, she was driven crazy by me, and she had no choice but to compromise, as long as they didn't organize a group to come to my house to complain, or beat up their children.
She is also numb.
She can't control me, but when she grows up, someone will always take care of me.
So when I was 18 years old, I suffered my first loss, which changed my life.
After I was released from prison, I seemed to be a bit stubborn.
Relying on the two years of learning from Wan Ye, although my temper was more restrained than before, my temper was still the same.
The stones in the latrine were smelly and hard.
It wasn't until the tragic deaths of Wu Hai and Chen Nina that I finally woke up.
From that time on, I began to think about life.
Human life is short and fragile.
That’s when I realized that I was nothing but a kind of blind, arrogant, ignorant, and fearless stupidity.
After experiencing pain and endless setbacks, I suddenly couldn't find the meaning of living.
The morality I understand in my mind is a kind of ignorance in the real society.
Or those who are so-called morally suitable in prison, not in today's society.
During those two years in prison, I seemed to have lost contact with the outside world, and I was somewhat unable to keep up with the changes of the times.
Many of my thoughts are limited to prison, that condensed small society.
That was that time.
I shed all the tears I had shed in my life shamelessly.
Some people say that a man bleeds but does not shed tears.
It is a sign of cowardice for a man to shed tears.
I just want to say.
That's because men haven't reached the point of sadness.
That's when I put all the pain away.
He pointed at Yulong mindlessly.
I thought revenge would bring endless pleasure, but it turned out that I was wrong.
On that last night before Uryū's trial, I looked at the frightened, terrified, and tired man I once was.
I suddenly discovered that he was not as sacred and inviolable as I thought.
He is simply trying to survive.
It was that night that I finally understood the true meaning of being open to all rivers.
People always grow and sublimate themselves through constant setbacks, and they will understand many things.
Whether you believe it or not, the more injured you are, the more afraid you will be of being injured again.
Because the excruciating pain is really unbearable.
So after experiencing Wan Xinyi's departure, I gradually began to close off my emotions.
For Xing Rui, I chose to escape.
But worldly ideas.
The pressure from my family no longer gives me the energy to wait any longer.
For me, Xing Rui is one of the women who has the deepest influence on me, but Xing Rui is not the best marriage partner.
She doesn't have Chen Nina's sweetness, nor Wan Xinyi's understanding.
But she is indeed the woman who made me taste the sour first love for the first time in my life.
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Although the process was excruciating, I have always kept those memories in my heart.
Xing Rui is not a smart woman, but this woman is very good at pretending.
Although this woman looks shrewd on the surface, perhaps in the eyes of us ordinary people, the police are very smart.
Otherwise, how can we bring those cunning bad guys to justice?
But after a long period of getting along with Xing Rui.
I found something wrong with Xing Rui's character.
She is a typical straight-tempered person who speaks freely.
If you do something, she won't be satisfied.
She said she would be merciless and I would never let go of what she said regardless of the occasion.
Sometimes she can make others angry to death with just one word, but she doesn't even realize it.
There are many women like this in the world, they are kind-hearted, but they are bad with their mouths.
Take the last time I was sitting at the bus stop in front of the Communications Market.
Although I knew in my heart that Xing Rui was doing it for my own good, she was so straight-tempered.
People don't care at all about what you think in your heart.
She doesn't care about whether you can accept it or not, no matter how happy she is or what she says.
She felt comfortable, and I was so angry that my lungs exploded.
When she saw you were angry, she went to comfort you again.
Have you vented a few words?
She feels very wronged.
She always teaches you the cases she has seen in the police force, and you can't refute it.
Once you refute, she will stubbornly elevate her point of view to a higher level and say that there is something wrong with your brain.
I sometimes wonder if Xing Rui was taught stupidly in the police academy.
You said that you are a woman and never come to put on makeup, and your clothes are all gray or black.
Although you are not married yet, you give people a I feel like a widow whose husband has died.
Sometimes we would have dinner in a restaurant decorated in a romantic style, and she would always sit in the seat of King Zhou Wu and Zheng Wang.
Her waist was straighter than chopsticks.
She didn't have the romantic atmosphere of a young couple at all.
When you go to the cinema to watch a movie, the lights are dim, but before you even think about touching her hand or hugging her, she will give you a vicious look and tell you to pay attention to your image.
When I think of this, I can't help but curse.
On the Putian Dam, in order to save Xing Rui, I took off her clothes.
That was the first time I saw the unique shyness and reserve of a woman on Xing Rui's face.
If it hadn't been for that accident, I wouldn't have dared to think that Xing Rui would still be a woman.
Xing Rui is such a person.
She has always followed her own path and let others have their say.
She doesn't care at all about other people's ratings of her, especially when it was reflected in the incident of Li Jun jumping off the building.
She was sad for more than a month.
After that period of time, she should Whatever happens, whatever happens Since talking to Xing Rui, she seems to have changed.
Sometimes you have to admire that the magic of love is endless and it can really change a person.
Later, I specially invited Xing Rui's colleague to dinner.
After all, he gave me an elbow because of Xing Rui.
When I invited him to dinner, I also called Li Jun.
If it weren't for him, Xing Rui might not have dared to do this.
Since I reconciled with Xing Rui, I have no time to look for a new marriage partner, because she will look at you hard.
This makes me have to admire Xing Rui's experience in criminal investigation.
Since establishing our relationship with Xing Rui, I have gradually understood that the police are sometimes not as powerful as I imagined.
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Speaking of Xing Rui's work, it is really not done by humans.
There are only five people in a city investigation team, including her.
She is the captain, the deputy captain is the big brother disguised as a security guard, and the other three are people I have met in Diamond Life.
Those three subordinates disguised as ruffians.
Such a small department is responsible for the video investigation of all criminal cases in Yangbei City, including trivial matters such as asking for help from the masses, such as wallets and mobile phones forgotten in taxis, and street surveillance needs to be transferred to find that taxi. car.
If your dog gets lost, it needs to be monitored.
Moreover, Xing Rui and his team are working hard.
Sometimes they sit on the monitoring terminal and watch 24 hours a day without skipping any frames.
After all, it only takes a moment for a street thief to steal something.
Even if you watch carefully for 23 hours, 59 minutes and 59 minutes, if you don't pay attention at the last second, all your efforts will be in vain.
I used to think that the police were superior and could check anyone's ID card.
They were hooligans, and their legs would tremble when they saw the police.
They were better behaved than sheep.
If you don't really understand them, you won't know that they have an unknown side.
You simply don’t believe that they will become exhausted.
Especially people nowadays, as their living conditions improve, they begin to pay attention to the spiritual world.
They are always used to being self-centered.
Perhaps in their eyes, any police officer should serve the people unconditionally.
This is not true at all.
But the premise is that things must be done according to the rules.
Without rules, there will be no success.
Sometimes I don’t understand why we Chinese always like to use our privileges to do things.
Once, a middle-aged woman went to the Xing Rui Brigade for surveillance.
The city bureau had express regulations that the local police station must register and receive police records before viewing.
When Xing Rui explained, the woman was obviously an unreasonable shrew.
She said that Xing Rui was taking taxpayers' money and deliberately making things difficult for her, or that she was the owner of Ma Chaoming, the chairman of Yangbei Zhongtian Real Estate Co., Ltd.
Sister.
Xing Rui explained for a long time, but the old woman still refused to give up.
I know Xing Rui's temper.
She immediately quarreled with her daughter.
The old woman was scrupulous and had seen the world.
Xing Rui was no match for her at all.
The old woman actually secretly recorded Xing Rui's scene at that time.
Come down.
After the video is edited and processed, it is sent directly to the Internet using WeChat.
And in order to attract people's attention, the title was actually "This is a good public servant of the people, a good policeman who serves the masses."
I watched the video.
It was obviously taken out of context to discredit Xing Rui.
The video was only 17 seconds long, but Xing Rui was the only one speaking loudly.
Moreover, Xing Rui’s warning signal was clearly captured.
The video went viral in Yangbei City's Moments, and public opinion overwhelmingly pointed the finger at Xing Rui.
After seeing the video, I rushed to the Yangbei City Public Security Bureau as soon as possible.
After not seeing her in Xing Rui's office, her colleagues found out that Xing Rui had gone to supervise the detachment.
I sat there for more than an hour before she came back.
After Xing Rui came back, he didn't say a word, just cried on his work.
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I know in my heart that this girl must have been scolded.
Who told you to have a bad temper?
But the development of things is obviously not that simple.
Two days later, Xing Rui was punished with a major demerit.
Everyone who works in the police knows that once he is recorded with a major demerit, it means that Xing Rui's future will be ruined.
I didn't expect that the eldest sister of a real estate developer in Yangbei City would be so energetic, but it was just a simple quarrel.
This is how the Yangbei Municipal Bureau will deal with Xing Rui.
And he didn't even ask about the cause of the matter or Xing Rui's explanation.
This big mistake was obviously just the beginning, there was a bigger one waiting for Xing Rui, and the final inspection team reported the results to the Yangbei Municipal Commission for Discipline Inspection
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