In the first half of my life, when I was young, although I was also sad because of the early death of my mother.
When I was five years old, I was taken by my father from my mother's palace full of white spirit flags to the queen's Kunning Palace, and when I saw the tall figure of the girl who was known as the morning light of the empire, when she stretched out her still slender and tender hand to hold my hand, and showed me a gentle and dazzling smile, my ignorant sadness was like a mist on the water, gradually dissipating.
She squatted down, held me in her arms, and said softly in my ear: "Mother, don't cry, the eldest sister will take care of you for your mother in the future, and no one will bully you for the rest of your life." ” I will always remember how warm her hug was, warmer than that of my mother, who was always just dressing up and looking forward to my father's arrival.
I could only touch the gorgeous and cold jewel on my mother's body, she was always afraid that hugging us would mess up her hair and crush her clothes, and I can't remember the last time she hugged us.
But the eldest sister will always have only the fragrance of the sun and the warm body temperature on her body, and she will never care if we tear off her hairpin and pull the crown of her head.
Even that year, she was only a ten-year-old girl, but she was already long enough to fit on the shoulders of the guards, and could easily pick up the five-year-old me, and even the thin little Yuzhi, who always cried and didn't like to eat.
Queen Nan has not been in good health since she gave birth to her little brother, she is a woman who is as warm as water, although she is not as beautiful as a mother, but I think she is more like a gentle mother than her mother.
She didn't like me and Yuzhi that much, and she had to take care of her second brother and the youngest Yuyuki, who were in worse health, so she rarely came to see us in our side hall.
The nurse said that I should learn to please Nan Niangniang, but I prefer to use this time to follow the eldest sister, even if I just look at her, I will feel warm.
This kind of thing to please Nan Niangniang, it is more suitable for Bao Yuzhi to cry.
He's also willing to do it.
But I just want to follow behind my eldest sister.
The eldest sister is very busy every day, and everyone knows that the eldest sister is going to inherit the throne, and before she and the ceremony, she will be canonized as the crown princess.
She has to learn a lot of things from the Taifu every day, and she also has to see how her father handles political affairs.
But she was never impatient, even if I cried and played tricks with Jade, she would patiently hug and soothe us, as if no one in this world could make her angry.
But no one dared to make her angry, not only the palace people, but also me and Yuzhi.
The younger brother has always been jealous that Yuzhi and I can get the most love from the eldest sister, although it is his own sister, but he already has Nan Niangniang, why do you want to rob the eldest sister with me In other words, not only the younger brother, but all the brothers and sisters are jealous that Yuzhi and I can get the most attention from the eldest sister.
I am very proud, Yuzhi and I are the only prince and princess who are qualified to live in Kunning Palace, and we live in the side hall of the eldest sister, and we can have breakfast with the eldest sister every day.
The eldest sister will always be like the most brilliant sunrise, and no one is more suitable to be the future empress than her.
Therefore, her thirteen-year-old canonization gift was unexpectedly grand, and Jade and I prepared our most beloved gifts to give to the eldest sister.
I still remember the warm and atmospheric smile on the eldest sister's red robe standing on top of the golden palace, still childish, but more beautiful and heroic, the red cherry blossom mark on her lower lip is bright and beautiful, and her gaze overlooking the courtiers and us is far and deep, dazzling but not dazzling, completely different from us yellow-mouthed children.
At that moment, I suddenly felt that there was really no title more suitable for the eldest sister than the Imperial Morning Light.
All our brothers and sisters fell to their knees with joy and looked up at our eldest sister, who was born to sit on the throne of Golden Luang.
That year, Tamayuki and I were eight years old Sir has already begun to teach us to read history.
The royal battles, cannibalism, fratricide and fratricide in the history books, I don't think it will ever happen in our home.
Yes, I call that cold, hierarchical palace home.
Even if I vaguely understand from my grandmother that the death of my mother is not so simple, and the people say that the men of the heavenly family are so dazzling, but our mother Shen Guifei, her appearance, scorching beauty, is the only existence in the palace that is more dazzling than the appearance of my father when I was young.
I know that my father likes her mother very much, but his love for her mother makes her ambition swell too much.
She is the only palace concubine in the palace who has given birth to a dragon and phoenix fetus for hundreds of years, and Qin Tianjian is known as a good omen.
The only one who gave birth to a dragon and phoenix fetus in the palace of the Great Yuan Dynasty was the founding empress.
The auspicious omen of me and the representative of the jade made her think that one of us could replace the eldest sister.
But Queen Nan, the woman who was as gentle as water, the wife who was not so favored by her father but was extremely respected, how could she be indifferent to the eldest sister being harmed by her mother.
She can tolerate her mother taking away her father's love, but she will never allow her children to be touched.
The mother concubine only has unparalleled beauty, but where is the opponent of Queen Nan and the Nan family, so she died. hehe After a long time I learned all the truth, I just wanted to smile, and the nurse looked at me like I was a cold-blooded monster, because I didn't feel half sad in my heart.
The nurse is stupid and vulgar.
She didn't understand how someone like her eldest sister could be replaced, no one could replace her, whether it was me or Yuzhi.
As long as the eldest sister is still there, the court where the mother concubine died, is the warmest home for me and Yuzhi.
The father was sad for a long time because of the death of his mother's concubine, and he no longer favored the new palace concubine, in fact, according to the standard of a historical god king, he only had one queen south, and our concubine mother, as well as Xian Zhaoyi and a Li Guiconcubine who was not even titled, and Li Guifei, who was promoted from the palace, was already a rare infatuated emperor.
Fortunately, this wife and three concubines have all given him many children, Empress Guangnan and my mother have five children, and Xian Zhaoyi and Li Guifei have six children, so he is not short of children.
But because of the death of my mother, he treated Yuzhi and me better than other children.
And because of the eldest sister, no one dares to look down on us, even Queen Nan takes care of us a little more, showing rare gentleness, even if she kills our mother, but we are still the most favored children in the palace except for the prince.
I have to admit that Queen Nan is a qualified queen, and it is natural that the mother concubine can't fight her.
In my long, short childhood before the age of fourteen, I was happy as a carefree bird for most of the time, and the only thing in my world was my eldest sister and my cry-loving twin brother Yuyuki.
My eldest sister has always been a man of promises, she has fulfilled her promises, the eldest sister is like a mother, and she has given me and Yuzhi more than our mother in those years.
The eldest sister is our master, our sister, and our friend, and she never thinks that our childish words are ridiculous.
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Even after she moved into the East Palace when she was thirteen years old, Yuzhi and I were forced to go on a hunger strike and insisted on following her to the East Palace.
She said, we are auspicious from heaven, and we will definitely bless the East Palace and the dynasty, and she said that Yuzhi and I are only eight years old, just ignorant children.
But at that time, she didn't know, her father didn't know, Queen Nan didn't know, the courtiers didn't know, the people in the world didn't know, and the emperor didn't know.
We are not auspicious at all, we are not simple children, we have not blessed anyone, we are the omen of calamity Especially my twin brother Qiu Yuyuki.
He doesn't look like me at all, he has a special good looks, or to put it more bluntly, he has a bewitching beauty.
From my father, but also from our mother.
As he grew up, this beauty became more and more dazzling, attracting everyone's attention.
And as he grew up, his viciousness became more and more obvious.
In my long and torturous life, I always think about it again and again.
What was it that made him look terrible.
When he was young, he was such a crying and weak person.
Later, I thought that some people were born in a poisonous pool, and they began to rot like mud from the inside.
Qiu Yuzhi is the flower of evil in that poisonous pool.
The more flamboyant, the more poisonous it is.
And in the long nights that followed, every time I dreamed back at midnight, I regretted it, and I trembled with regret.
Why, why didn't he strangle him earlier Obviously, he was so thin and weak before he was fourteen years old.
Why, why didn't you remind the eldest sister earlier, he was such a terrible monster.
Perhaps, if I had told my eldest sister earlier, killed him earlier, or sent him to the palace, or imprisoned him, would not have so many tragic things happen later, without those bloody storms.
My brothers and sisters wouldn't have died And whether my favorite eldest sister will survive Always, forever by our side.
When did he begin to discover his viciousness?
It started when he cried and broke the neck of a kitten It started when he cut open the belly of the little pigeon that his second brother gave him and pushed it on my head with an innocent face It was from the point where he slashed the throat of the old eunuch who tried to touch his beautiful face with a knife It started when he gouged out the eyes of the little palace maid who looked at him more It started when he tried to push his younger brother who was holding his eldest sister in his arms into the pond yes Every night, every midnight dream, I tossed and turned, and woke up in tears.
Why was I so cowardly back then, and why was I threatened by him?
That year, that day was my fourteenth birthday, and one moment ago, I was wearing the fire-like clothes used by my eldest sister and the Empress Dowager to sacrifice to heaven, and I took my eldest sister's hand and begged her to paint a picture for me as a gift for my birthday.
No one in the court knows that the Empress Dowager of Minglie has inherited Master Yan, a calligraphy and painting master who is rare in a hundred years, and there are missionaries from the West, who are good at painting.
I looked at the eldest sister's heroic face, gentle and focused expression, and I imagined that the horse I found in the future must always be good to me like the eldest sister, gentle to me, tolerant of me, love me, and as good-looking as the eldest sister The kind of heroic beauty that is as comfortable as the morning light, not the feminine beauty of my brothers.
And the next moment, as soon as the eldest sister wrote the opening words of the inscription, she was called away by her father, and then my brother came in and ripped off my clothes stiffly, ignoring the pain of me and the shame of my girl, and mocked me contemptuously, "Are you worthy too?"
Yes, I don't deserve it, but the eldest sister loves me, and she is willing I screamed angrily, I want to tell my eldest sister all the good things he has done since he was a child.
Then he laughed.
"If you tell the eldest sister about the things I did, the eldest sister won't like you anymore, and will kick us all out, and you and I will never see the eldest sister."
The slender young man who was so beautiful and so wise that he was close to a demon lifted my chin and said to me with a contemptuous smile.
"Mi Niang, you are such a stupid little girl, if it weren't for me, you would be nothing, do you think Queen Nan is good to us, just because of the eldest sister, if it wasn't for me to please her obediently, she might have killed us a long time ago" At that time, his hands were full of the blood of the palace people around me, and he smeared that blood on my face, laughing at my cowardice and mocking my ignorance.
And at that time I would only tremble, only tremble I actually believed him.
He came to me, smiling so brightly and gorgeously, and his phoenix eyes were bewitching beyond his age: "This is our brother and sister's little secret, if you tell others, I will cut off your head, and you will never see the eldest sister again." ” I trembled and defended my "little secret" with him.
I don't know what a thousand miles of embankment is, collapsed in an anthill.
When I bumped into the things he had done before, he would cry innocently and find many excuses for him to do those things, so I secretly told myself that it was a prank, that he was my brother, but he was so thin and so crying, and I would protect him and not tell anyone.
The eldest sister said that brothers and sisters should be friendly.
And on the day I was fourteen years old, I suddenly realized that all the things I saw about Qiu Yuzhi in the past were simply because he was an evil ghost However, I became an accomplice of the evil spirit, and he grew to the fullest, killing my siblings one by one, and even my eldest sister, whom I loved so much Because I had the same birthday as him, he actually asked his father to set off with the young general to defend the law.
The father and eldest sister didn't agree at first, because Qiu Yuzhi was really too thin, he looked like a gorgeous but delicate plant, even the second brother looked stronger than him, and everyone thought that he couldn't stand the ravages of the wind and sand.
It's just me, desperately shouting in my heart to go, go, go to the law, let the wind and sand bury you, and you will never come back It was the first time I had the idea of dying And the subject is my twin brother.
It's not so much hatred as panic.
He seemed to sense my thoughts, after all, we are twins, he gave me a strange smile and only said four words to me silently: "As you wish." ” Yes, as I wished, his stubbornness and persistence were not convincing even the eldest sister.
His tongue is wrapped in lotus flowers and he is good at acting, so that his father is pleased that he has such a "heroic, strong and proud" son.
It was only the eldest sister who looked at him that made him avoid it slightly.
The nineteen-year-old eldest sister looked at him, sighed deeply, and said nothing.
More than ten years later, I once asked my eldest sister who was imprisoned if she had seen anything back then The eldest sister sat on a gorgeous chair, wearing gold shackles on her feet, her face was as pale as paper, and she said calmly, "There is no need to mention the past."
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That's a secret.
Silence disappears in the years.
Until now, I am old and no longer in my prime, and I still don't understand whether my eldest sister has noticed anything It's just that she still has the same illusions about that demon as I do After all, she is such a wise and calm person with a gentle heart.
And I naively thought that Qiu Yuzhi left the palace and our home, and maybe never came back, at least, he might become a normal person On the day Qiu Yuzhi left, the eldest sister personally read out the holy decree of her father to canonize him as Prince Chen.
All the brothers couldn't help but be jealous, except for the younger brother who was pushed into the water by him at that time and almost died, Nanhou personally invited the holy decree of canonizing the younger brother as Prince Lian, hoping that the precious title could suppress the younger brother's too light eight characters.
In fact, how did Nanhou know that his younger brother had two accidents three times, and it had nothing to do with his eight characters, if it was related, it was also because he had Qiu Yuzhi, a vicious brother who collected debts, in his eight characters.
And Qiu Yuzhi's holy decree to ask for canonization was asked for by the eldest sister for him.
How could my brothers not be jealous Even I'm jealous.
Qiu Yuzhi pretended to be more well-behaved than anyone else, with his face that deceived the world, his mouth, and his overly good mind, even a woman like Nanhou who had experienced countless ups and downs was coaxed to the past, and he also deceived the eldest sister into caring for him the most.
Since I was a child, I had to feed my eldest sister when I ate, I had to take a bath to my eldest sister, and when I couldn't sleep, I had to accompany my eldest sister to tell stories.
And I could only follow his ass, sharing the love of my eldest sister with my eyes, and thinking that I had to take care of this skinny brother a little more.
Just because he looks beautiful and weak, like expensive porcelain, he needs the care of his eldest sister and me.
Until the day of our birth at the age of fourteen, he no longer hid his vicious true colors.
But he is still the eldest sister's favorite younger brother, and even his younger brother is not as good as him. is about to leave the palace, and he is also taken care of by the eldest sister.
I watched him leave, and no one knew the joy in my heart, because I was too excited that after I was happy with the eldest sister, my gentle gaze would fall more on me, so that I ignored the viciousness in his eyes when he looked at the eldest sister, or the princess.
Yes, when the eldest sister was sixteen years old, the East Palace ushered in its male host, the eldest son of the Dingguo family, the champion of the dynasty, the world-famous genius Gan Changqing, the Changqing Imperial Monarch Wenwu Shuangquan, is the eldest sister's attendant, and the two have been childhood sweethearts since childhood.
The father and the emperor decided their marriage with the Duke of Dingguo early, and the eldest sister's marriage to Changqingjun was a matter of course, and it was also a match made in heaven.
Changqingjun also instructed us in martial arts.
Although the eldest sister and Changqingjun got married, they were a little less indifferent to us, looking at the eldest sister under the moon and looking at Changqingjun's gentle smile in a different way, although I was still uncomfortable in my heart, as long as the eldest sister was happy, I was happy.
The eldest sister said that she might have a baby, and my aunt would take him or her to play with her.
Although I didn't look forward to having another child to distract from my eldest sister, I knew that my eldest sister had to have a child.
She is the crown princess, how can the queen daughter not have an heir So I smiled and promised to play with the kids.
However, the eldest sister and Changqing Yujun have been married for more than three years, and I have already reached the end of the year, and the nineteen-year-old eldest sister still has no news in her stomach, and by the time I was fourteen years old, rumors began to circulate about Changqingjun in the court.
The eldest sister is the crown princess, and no one dares to talk about her as the morning light of the empire.
Even his father was a little anxious, and began to order the imperial doctor to treat Changqingjun and his eldest sister.
At that time, I didn't expect that Qiu Yuzhi, a brute, would do such a vicious thing.
Just looked at him looking at Changqing Yujun's eyes so cruel.
But I cowardly didn't dare to remind my eldest sister.
All I wanted was to go, go, and never come back Then, when he was gone, I thought I was free.
I can never revert to being that happy and simple girl.
Because every night, I dream of the cold and vicious eyes in the eyes of my twin brother Pretty Phoenix.
It wasn't until four years later, with the blessings of my brother and sister, that he returned, on the eve of my imposition to marry Qiu Lang.
The evil ghost returned to the capital with his more and more dazzling beauty and the same old and vicious heart with his wind and sand.
Back to our home. returned to the eldest sister's side.
He has changed, four years have passed, he has grown from a tangled teenager to a slender and majestic youth, but the beauty under his armor has been tempered by the wind and sand at the border pass, but it only shows more and more bewitching, and there is a kind of wildness that can make people hold their breath.
Everyone was cheering the name of Prince Chen, and in the past four years, his reputation for being brave and resourceful and his ruthless methods spread throughout the capital and the world.
Everyone saw that he was good at fighting and scheming, and he was quick to kill demons.
And I, and only my twin sister, saw him leading that terrible iron-blooded guard across the city walls, and I instantly understood that he went to the border to become stronger, to gain military power, and because he enjoyed the pleasure of killing.
He loves the smell of blood, for no reason, like his chase for power.
Just like later, in the long struggle between him and the eldest sister, he beheaded the eldest brother in front of the eldest sister, beheaded the second sister, broke the fourth brother's car, burned the third sister to death, and all those who dared to help the eldest sister had to take refuge in him because they were afraid of his power, or the neutral sister and brother could not escape his disgusting and vicious killing habit.
He kept the sick and weak second brother and the naïve younger brother who were the same mother as the eldest sister, just to taste the fear of the eldest sister and force the eldest sister to give in to him.
And he kept me for "Dear twin sister, your stupid kindness is like the nutrients that lack in my body, watching you so painful and helpless, so that this king can more and more understand how useless kindness is, so you, like the eldest sister, must live a long life."
Qiu Yuzhi lifted my chin, the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were full of bright light, his smile was overwhelming, but it was still so disgusting that I wanted to scratch his disgusting demon-like face.
He showed me how vicious a man's heart can be "This person."
Sitting on the ground, the embarrassed Fengqi eldest princess muttered to herself like a dream-like memory, and suddenly stopped, she raised her hand and pointed to Qin Sheng, who was sitting in the hall, still with a calm face, and said fiercely with a hideous face.
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"No, this demon son born of evil ghosts and demons, this evil seed, just like his father, is the flower of evil born in poisonous water, giving birth to such a demon-like beauty, and a demon-like brain, you don't be deceived by them like me, something like him should be born and strangled to death" Chu Yu's mood fluctuated when he heard this, and he almost didn't dare to look back at Qin Sheng's eyes.
His mind had always been deep in his eyes as deep as the sea, and at the moment, she couldn't even feel any fluctuations in his emotions.
This made Chu Yu's heart more and more uneasy.
Chu Yu took a deep breath, lowered his eyes, looked at the eldest princess of Fengqi and said word by word: "No one is born to be strangled to death, even if he is the son of demons, not to mention that I never think that he is the son of demons, he is him, his father is his father" The eldest princess of Fengqi looked at her stunned, for a while, she was like an old cat with her tail stepped on, she instantly exploded, she jumped up, trembling towards Chu Yu, pulling her shirt and howling: "You idiot, you cowardly woman, why don't you believe me, I didn't tell the eldest sister the truth about Qiu Yuzhi's beast, but I told you, why don't you believe it, why do you want to kill him, you have to kill him, only you can kill this demon" Chu Yu was startled, looked at the eldest princess with a distorted face, couldn't help frowning, and raised his hand to pinch her wrist: "Are you crazy, eldest princess Fengqi?"
"It's me who is crazy, yes, I'm crazy, I'm not crazy, let me tell you, only these demons can kill them, as long as you stick this knife into his heart, he will never hurt people again" Princess Fengqi dragged Chu Yu's clothes and refused to let go, smiling fiercely.
"The eldest sister has a chance to kill Yuzhi, she can't do it, she's crazy, you have a chance to kill Qinsheng's, don't you want to do it too, don't you kill him, kill him?"
The eldest princess of Fengqi suddenly stiffened, looked down at the slender silk thread that came out of her chest, and raised her hand to touch her throat, where a slender silk thread also passed, and the silk thread just passed through her vocal cords, and she couldn't make a sound anymore with a light mention.
"It's, it's so noisy."
Qin Sheng's cool and warm voice sounded in the inner hall, and he put down the tea cup in his hand, and the silk threads as thin as spider silk were wrapped around his plain white fingertips.
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The entanglement between the princess of Minglie and Prince Chen,It's because I wrote it in the confusing country drug concubine before.,It's also the sun and moon in my last book.,So what was written about the sun and moon in the sky at that time because I was looking at Io Kasda and some psychological analysis.,For a while, I couldn't be disgusted for many years.,My hands itched again.,Originally, it was a tragic ending.,I thought it was a long time since the end of the article.,No one read it.,As a result, I was a little stunned by a bunch of wails and hundreds of bricks in the book review area and the group.,So I put sugar in the group.,It's barely he.。
However, I sometimes feel that the tragedy is more poignant, and I am thinking of a new book, and I really want to write about what kind of fate it will be if the sun and the moon really have such a child.
Then the third master came out.
He and the Ninth Master will be like two extremes.
There are still some unsolved mysteries, which will be deciphered later.
As for Qiu Yuzhi, well, he is a pure antisocial personality. t1706231537: