Ziqing knew in his heart, heh, it was really because of the money.
No surprises, no disappointment.
Because Ziqing has no hope for this "mother's family" in his heart, and he doesn't have any spiritual sustenance, he can't talk about disappointment.
Ziqing said: "I just went to pay the advance payment for the house today, and now I only have a few thousand pocket money in my hand, and I can't take out that much for the time being." ” Lin Yuan was immediately unhappy, "Xiaoyun, even if your mother begs you, since you were a child, your mother has never begged you for anything."
You look at the head of our village and the end of the village, which family is sending their daughters to college, not all of them wait until they are sixteen or seventeen years old to say that they are people, pick the highest bride price, and send their daughters out directly, but we save money for you to go to college, you find a job in the city, buy a house in the city, get married, you think about it, when we are sad, when you insist on asking for a bride price of 180,000 yuan, in the end, we just want you to be good."
Lin Yuan spoke bitterly, there were tears in his eyes as he spoke, tears glittered on his face full of the vicissitudes of time, his nose was red, and his voice was a little choked.
Zi Jing's heart was a little sour.
These are facts, undeniable, indelible kindness.
But there is another fact in the original owner's heart: since he can remember, he has helped bring his younger brothers and sisters at home, helped cut pigweed, picked dung, cooked rice and washed clothes, and carried a basket to school.
She didn't have a childhood, she didn't have Sundays, and everything in the house revolved around her brother.
After nine years of compulsory education, if she hadn't been forced to die, I am afraid she might not have been able to go to high school.
The tuition fee was borrowed by her parents, but she promised countless times that she almost had to make a note to let her go to school In college, she studied diligently, did not compare or follow, and relied on scholarships and tutoring to distribute leaflets to earn her living expenses and the next year's tuition.
After working, she sent home all her first month's salary except for living expenses.
Because she works hard and hard-working, her salary is rising, and she pays off the money she paid for college in two months, and then she sends money to her family every month to sponsor her younger brother to go to school, then she plays with friends, and then she hits a wall when she finds a job These are just the memories of the original owner, if it weren't for Lin Yuan's emotional incitement at this time, I'm afraid she would never touch such a sour past of the original owner.
In fact, in the eyes of outsiders, how lucky she is, in fact, only she knows how much she has paid to be where she is now.
People's impression of her will always stay on the concept of being well-behaved and sensible, and the original owner uses her strength to maintain all the superficial calm and insipid.
As the original owner said, her life seems so plain, even the kind of unenviable ordinary life. have "enlightened" parents; a satisfying job and a house of your own; A husband who has no bad habits and is filial; There is also a mother-in-law who is so reasonable, and her life is so comfortable and happy.
But only the original owner himself knows what kind of life he lives under the appearance of all this ordinary life that whitewashes the peace.
The cold and cold pillow person, the selfish and miserly mother-in-law, and the indifferent parents Zi Jing closed his eyes slightly, and ran a few rounds of spiritual heart tricks to sweep away all these negative emotions.
In the depths of the calm eyes is a more indifference that is even cooler to the bone marrow.
Notice, just indifference, not indifference.
Apathy needs emotional support, whereas apathy doesn't.
Even if she is indifferent, Ziqing will abide by her own principles, and since she has now inherited the physical identity of the original owner, she has also assumed the obligation to support her parents.
You can't be disobedient, and you can't judge other people's kinship and kindness with a self-righteous view of right and wrong.
It's just that Ziqing really can't come up with so much money now.
Lin Yuan saw Ziqing's indifferent expression, thinking that the other party didn't want to give money to his younger brother, so he suddenly changed from silently wiping his tears to crying with a handful of snot and tears, "Dani, that's your own brother." is to inherit our Zhang family's incense, you, who are an older sister, don't help your younger brother get married, are you still a sister?"
Lin Yuan asked repeatedly, Ziqing rubbed his temples Fortunately, fortunately, there is a spiritual secret, a baby who can calm his mind.
She thought of the original owner, in such a living atmosphere, all the people around her had their grandiose reasons, and they forced her step by step, and imprisoned her step by step in the position of "being a daughter-in-law", "being a wife", "being a mother", "being a sister" and "being a daughter", and she couldn't move.
Yes, this is the ordinary life of almost most women, the dull and suffocating life.
It's not just the mentality that can solve the problem, but also the determination and perseverance to have "one skill" and fight for life.
Of course, if you don't have a good attitude, you can't get out of the confinement of this "identity" to yourself, let alone give full play to your expertise and find a breakthrough in life.
Self-reliance, self-improvement, self-esteem and self-love.
Love yourself, protect yourself, have a good attitude, and have a healthy body, both of which are indispensable, in order to break through such "blandness" and get a truly comfortable and comfortable life.
Ziqing understands Lin Yuan's feelings, in her heart, a girl is a foreign minister, so only her son is the inheritance of her life and family, so a woman should pay for a man.
It's just that she has never thought that she is also a woman.
Is the family she is talking about, the "Zhang family" she is talking about, her surname?
Oh, that's funny.
However, Zi Jing smiled a little bitter and sad.
This is a woman, who is not completely assimilated into another appendage born for inheritance and reproduction in such a "blandness", she must rise up and fight for her own life and her own life.
Just like the current Ziqing.
Obviously, the original owner, Xiaoyun, is making a difficult choice.
She didn't succeed in transforming into a woman like her mother, all for the sake of men, completely abandoning her independence and dignity as a human being or her personality or something.
So she felt depressed, and felt that what Wang Lin and Yuan Changqing had done to her made her feel suffocated.
Ziqing didn't want to discuss a woman's self-esteem and self-love with the woman in front of her who had the name of "mother" or anything, but said: "Mom, if you come just for this matter, I promise you that in half a year, I will prepare 100,000 yuan for you."
However, it is not because of my brother, but because of you, you gave birth to me and raised me.
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