If I could continue to live, I would like it to grow up with me, and if it dies because of me, I'm sure my heart can't accept this tragic fact.
I wailed in pain, the grandmother and Muzi in front of me turned a blind eye to my wail, heard it but didn't hear it, and my grandmother shouted loudly to the mother behind me: "Yanzi, come over and help hold Xiaoxiao, you must not let her break free, otherwise everything will be wasted." ” No matter how I struggled, after all, I was just a child, and I was pressed by two adults and Muzi, and I didn't have any possibility of breaking free at all, but I just resisted and continued to struggle without giving up When I was exhausted and no longer had the strength to struggle, I could only beg my grandmother in pain: "Grandma, please, Xiaoxiao please, Muzi listens to you the most, you let Muzi stop, Xiaoxiao begs you, you see that Muzi's face is getting darker and darker, it's really too late to stop if you don't stop, I don't want Muzi to lose his life to save me, I'd rather not want it to save me, I don't want Muzi to have anything to do, grandma, please, save Muzi, let it stop" Muzi never let go of my arm, and a pair of big eyes were covered with a faint layer of moisture when he heard me say the words of pleading to my grandmother, how could it be that I was dazzled by the mistake My grandmother listened to my pleas and turned a deaf ear, and a pair of swaying eyes also shed tears, even my mother, who was standing behind me and pressed me, was in tears at this time, and I could feel my mother's tears drop by drop, all of them dripping on my neck, and that hot feeling still makes me unforgettable Constant scolding, constant resistance, and finally begging, I still couldn't get the three of them to let go, and I was exhausted and I couldn't resist anymore, because I knew that they would never let go of me when the black gas on my arms was not completely cleared.
Hot tears slid down my cheeks, just dripping on Mu Zi's tight grip on my arm, those two cold little hands, I clearly felt Mu Zi's trembling, the face surrounded by black resentment, there was a shallow smile for a moment, it slowly closed its eyes, and sucked hard Just when I had completely given up struggling, Muzi's last sharp inhale, suddenly opened his eyes, showed me a reassuring smile, slowly let go, biting the mouth of my arm, and the cold little hand, and fell weakly backwards "Muzi" An exclamation broke through the silent night, and with the last strength of my body, I threw my grandmother and my mother to press my hands, and threw myself directly towards Muzi, grabbed Muzi's body that was about to fall to the ground, and pulled it back, pulling the small body back, and fell heavily into my arms.
Muzi was originally a wooden doll, it will never grow up, and its small body lay quietly in my arms, without the resistance just now, without the bickering when I first saw me, and there was no trace of reaction on the lifeless face.
My heart hurt a little to suffocate, as if a knife was inserted into the heart, and the flesh was about to be ripped off piece by piece, and my brain was blank, and the distress and fear all came to me, and every nerve in my body was tense, as if it was about to break at any time aa2705221: