And I, looking at the happy smile on everyone's face, began to feel a little bitter in my heart, as soon as I remembered that soon after, I would leave this city, leave my grandmother's side, and go to another city to study alone, the bitterness in my heart even spread to my mouth, even so many delicious things on the table, eating it was like chewing wax in my mouth.
When everyone was done, everyone went home one after another, and in the lively room just now, there were two people left, I poured a glass of milk for my grandmother, sat beside her obediently, and didn't know how to say some words.
Grandma looked at me with milk, some cloudy eyes, but also revealed the same reluctance as me, with my grandmother for so many years, I am the person who knows my grandmother best, and my grandmother is also the person who knows me best.
As soon as they got old, they looked at each other like this, and no one said anything, for fear that as soon as they opened their mouths, tears would flood out of control, and the lives of our ancestors and grandchildren were together, and our hearts were even more tightly together.
Others may be sad for a while because of my temporary departure, but my grandmother's heart will follow me to the distance of another city at the moment I leave, and my brain can clearly emerge that my grandmother can't sleep all night because she remembers me in the distance.
Thinking of this, my heart is like being held tightly by a hand, every breath will feel the pain of suppression, my heart is so conflicted, going to college is my grandmother's expectation of me, but I want to be by my grandmother's side all the time.
At this moment, I deeply realized the meaning of "loyalty and filial piety are difficult to fulfill".
"Xiaoxiao, since you have been admitted to college, this is the happiest thing for the whole family, don't think about anything, let alone worry about grandma, go to college with peace of mind, make yourself stronger, and then return to grandma, grandma promised you that she will always wait for you to come back."
In the end, it was my grandmother who said so much to me.
My eye sockets were sore, tears came out of my eyes directly, I lay on my grandmother's lap, snorted and said: "Grandma, you can't lie to me, you must wait for me to come back in good health and honor you."
"I'll wait for you to come back," my grandmother said softly, combing my hair with her fingers.
When I went to bed at night, I had to sleep with my grandmother, and my grandmother knew that I was sad because I was about to separate, so she simply hugged me directly on the bed and chatted.
The classmates around me began to receive the admission notice one after another, and I also received the admission notice from the Public Security University near August, my grandmother was illiterate, but when she held my admission notice, she actually held it with both hands and stuck it on her heart, and she didn't let go for a long time.
Several of my cousins and cousins were curious to take a look, but they were all sent away by my grandmother with a wave of her hand, and walked directly to the portrait of my grandfather on crutches, put my admission notice in front of the photo, and said: "Old man, this is our Xiaoxiao's university admission notice, you take a good look, are you also happy for Xiaoxiao, she is going to go to another city alone, if you know underground, you must bless us Xiaoxiao, eat and sleep well outside, everything goes smoothly and safely." ” aa2705221: