But I never thought that one day, I would suddenly disappear from my life, and because of his disappearance.
I began to maintain a repulsive attitude towards all boys.
It's the same attitude towards Mengyang.
A straightforward refusal that doesn't drag the mud and water.
Give the other person any suggestive illusions.
I thought it was just my own feelings, but when Guo Mingze was in front of me just now, saying that he liked me, my brain, my heart.
I can't think and beat normally anymore.
"You, what do you say you say again" I was sure that what I heard was real or a dream, and I asked again, trying to make sure that I wasn't dreaming.
Guo Mingze's warm embrace let me know that I was really held in his arms.
"I said I like you, do you hear clearly, Xiaoxiao, I won't leave you again, please believe me again, okay?"
"I didn't say I forgave you, let me go" "If you don't forgive me, I'll hold you until you forgive me" I said that I didn't forgive him, but in fact, the moment he hugged me into his arms, I was already soft-hearted.
I haven't seen him for a few years, I don't know how many times I suddenly thought of him, and even in my dreams, I would dream that he was bullied by me before.
However, when I opened my eyes and woke up, I realized that it was just a dream.
I always close my eyes again, hoping to continue dreaming, hoping that I will never wake up.
In my dreams in the past few years, there will always be his figure, the figure that has made me accustomed to it.
That's how I get through every night I miss him, and at the same time I miss him, does he miss me?
When he said goodbye back then, he really stood in front of me today, with a lot of words in his heart, and he knew how to say it to him.
From the resentment towards him at the beginning, to the longing for him later, this feeling is known only to me, and it has always been buried deep in my heart, and I have never mentioned it to anyone.
Even when I went home for the New Year, my mother once asked me about it, but I stubbornly never admitted that I thought about him.
Always deliberately dodging, avoiding this sensitive topic, there is no one who knows me than my grandmother.
How could she not see my thoughts, but seeing that I obviously didn't want to answer, after asking once or twice, my grandmother never asked again.
I raised my two hands and slapped Guo Mingze's back hard, trying to get him to let go, trying to escape from his arms.
But he hugged me tightly, and let him snort when I hit him, but he still refused to let go.
It's as if as soon as he lets go, I'm going to disappear.
"I'll say it again, let go of me, this is the school, a lot of people are watching."
"Can You Forgive Me" "You let me go first" "You used to play tricks on me, and this time let me play tricks with you again, you promise to forgive me first, and I'll let you go" Tears ran down my cheeks, and I raised my head and looked stubbornly at the sky.
But I thought in my heart, "I haven't seen you for a few years, this guy has really learned Laipi, why can't he learn something good, and it's not a shame to be a big boy."
I broke free to no avail, but in the end I was defeated, and I compromised first: "You let go of me first, I can only give you a chance to explain first, and then consider whether to forgive you after listening to the reasons you explained." aa2705221: