"No, I won't allow you to continue," I raised my voice a little and looked at Guo Mingze and said.
"Xiaoxiao, I endure so hard to be my listener, let me tell you the words that have been accumulated in my heart for so many years."
"You, are you really sure you'll be okay if you tell it," I confirmed to Guo Mingze again.
"I promise you that I'm fine, and only in front of you will I dare to speak up."
Guo Mingze looked at me and said.
"Well, as long as you're okay, I'll be your listener without saying a word."
The hot pot on the table was all steaming, forming a layer of mist between me and Guo Mingze, making me a little unable to see the expression on his face.
However, his hand being held by me made me clearly feel that his mood at the moment should be very complicated.
The white, delicate and good-looking fingers in the past are now touching a thick layer of calluses.
His cold hands, slightly sweaty palms, betrayed his current mood.
"Xiaoxiao, after my mother died, my dad has been drinking heavily, almost every day drunk to death, when he worked in the unit during the day, the relationship with his colleagues was very tense, and he fell asleep after drinking, and I felt like an orphan at that time."
Guo Mingze paused at this point, and at this time, his eyes were slightly red, and he tried his best to hold back his tears from falling.
I looked at him, my heart was very complicated, and I still wanted to persuade him to stop and stop talking.
But I know his character, and if he really doesn't want to say it, no one wants to get a word out of his mouth.
He opened his heart today, did not care about any face, and completely dissected himself in front of me, proving that in his heart, I was his trustworthy person.
I resisted the urge to rush over and cover his mouth, held his hand tightly, and continued to listen to him.
"I'm listening, if you're feeling uncomfortable, take it a long time, okay?"
My voice was so soft that only the two of us could hear, and I carefully persuaded him.
Guo Mingze glanced at me and slowly shook his head at me: "I'm fine" I took a deep breath and felt a swelling pain in my entire chest, and it hurt my heart the most.
Nodding at him, "Okay, you speak slowly." ” "My dad and I left in a hurry, and we were so hurried that we didn't have time to pack up a lot of things at home, it wasn't moving, I can use one sentence to describe it was simply an embarrassing escape After so many years, the original embarrassment is still vivid in my mind."
Listening to Guo Mingze's word by word narration of what happened back then, I felt that every time I breathed, my heart tightened, and I throbbed and throbbed.
Tears had blurred my vision, making it impossible for me to see Guo Mingze's face in front of me clearly.
With one hand free, he quickly wiped away the tears that filled his eyes. forced myself to squeeze out an ugly smile, because I didn't want Guo Mingze to see me crying, I was afraid that he would be sad, and I was afraid that he would be embarrassed.
"It's all over, and it will be a little more comfortable to say it."
I didn't know how to persuade him, so I could only hold his hand tightly and not let go, as if I wanted him to feel the power in my body.
"Yes, I didn't dare to say it before it was all over, but now I can say it as easily as a story, because I am really tired and tired in my heart" Guo Mingze held my hand and said. aa2705221: