The atmosphere was eased all of a sudden, and the topic was no longer so heavy, Guo Mingze told me intermittently, what happened in the past few years since he disappeared.
He told me that in the past few years, he has been working and going to school at the same time, and part of the money from his part-time job is used to buy wine for Guo's father, part of it is to buy medicine for him to see a doctor, and the remaining part is used by Guo Mingze for living expenses.
He studied hard and was able to get a part of the scholarship every year, which could be used to deduct his tuition fees and support him to complete his studies.
That's why he worked in this restaurant, he was really miserable at that time, he only had to do work, no matter how dirty and tired he was.
At the beginning, he couldn't pull his face, but later, when people were forced to a certain extent, and even life became a problem, face was no longer important.
Although he resents Father Guo in his heart, the blood relationship is indelible, no matter how angry he is, he can't do anything that doesn't care about Father Guo.
Because, Guo's mother is no longer there, and he only has one relative, Guo's father, and the heart in his body is still emotional and rational.
He couldn't do anything to watch Guo's father care, and when Guo's father was found to have cancer, he couldn't be ruthless to watch Guo's father ignore it.
In fact, he is doing what he should do as a child in the end, because no matter how developed the hospital is today, cancer is an insurmountable problem, and he already knows the final result of Guo's father.
As a child, as a man, he supported the family, and he made the last responsibility for Guo's father's only remaining life.
He worked as a car washer, washed dishes in a restaurant, worked as a food delivery waiter, helped in the back kitchen, and did all the work with his head down, forcing himself not to care about anyone's eyes.
In the end, he insisted on not giving up, skipped a grade ahead of schedule and completed his studies, and he could finally find a good job again with dignity.
But at this time, Uncle Guo, who had been drinking for a long time, giving up on himself, and breaking the jar, was close to the finish line of death.
The doctor has already told Guo Mingze that if Uncle Guo no longer drinks heavily and cooperates with the doctor's treatment, his condition can be controlled and he can live a few more years.
However, after Uncle Guo knew that he had cancer, he became even more serious than before, almost starting to pretend to be crazy and stupid, deliberately scolding whatever was ugly, and deliberately working against Guo Mingze.
At the beginning, Guo Mingze would also get angry and quarrel with Uncle Guo and scold him, but Guo Mingze said that one day, Uncle Guo had just gone crazy with him, and Guo Mingze slammed the door in anger.
When he went out of the door and found that he didn't bring any money and was still wearing slippers, the moment he turned around and went home and pushed the door open, he actually saw a heart-wrenching scene.
When he said this, Guo Mingze's tears flowed down one by one, he ignored it at all, and continued to talk to me.
He said that he found Uncle Guo holding the photo of Guo's mother, slumped to the ground like a pile of mud, and confessed in his mouth: "Wife, I'm a bastard, I should die, you are cold over there, wife, I miss you so much, I used to be such a bastard, and now I have also got my due retribution, you are waiting for me over there, and soon I will go over there to accompany you, Xiao Ze, this child has grown up, and now he can stand up like a man, I am also relieved, I don't want to drag him down anymore, I am an incompetent father, I died early, Ozawa doesn't have to work so hard to raise me, a waste parasite, wife, I'm sorry for you and I'm sorry for Ozawa." aa2705221: