"Xiaoxiao, don't be like this, I'll feel sorry for you like this, sister."
Muzi trembled and stretched out her little lotus-like arms and brought her hand to my cheek with difficulty, trying to wipe away the tears from my face.
However, it failed, and it was now so weak that it had no strength to lift its arms, and the little hand that had just been raised to my cheek fell back in an instant.
I reached out and grabbed the little hand that it had fallen back to, and the other hand directly hugged its small body and held it in my arms. cold Now the feeling on Xiao Muzi's body gives me only one word, cold The soul must have no temperature, but Xiao Muzi is usually cold when he touches my body, and now the feeling on my body is completely like a piece of meat, frozen meat that has been frozen in a large freezer for a long time.
The moment I hugged its body, my body couldn't help but shiver, and I felt like I was holding a piece of frozen meat that had just been taken out of the freezer, and my whole body was bubbling with cold At this point, my brain system thinking was completely confused, and I thought about what the consequences were, but I was really not mentally prepared for the immediate consequences.
Growing up with it, it's like it's a part of my body.
Usually when it doesn't come out, it obediently lives in my little wooden doll that never leaves, how many times I feel very pitiful, and always wants to call it out in the dead of night, while my roommates have already fallen asleep, I want to call it out to breathe.
However, every time I have this idea, I am afraid that Xiao Muzi will be too happy when he comes out, and something big will happen if he is discovered by others.
Therefore, I always gritted my teeth and shook off the urge to let Xiaomuzi come out to breathe, but I did feel a sense of guilt in my heart, a sense of guilt for it However, Xiao Muzi never complained about me again, even if it was trapped in the wooden doll for a long, long time, and it complained to me when it came out, it was only because it missed me too much, not because it really wanted to mess with me.
I always needed it to get it out to breathe, and I felt like a bastard.
I have had such thoughts before, and I also told my grandmother about this problem, and my grandmother told me that she knew that I treated Muzi as a sister.
However, the soul is the soul, it does not belong to this world of the yang world, the reason why Xiao Muzi can continue to live in the little wooden doll, has stayed in the yang world, and has accompanied me all the way from childhood to the present.
It was a predestined fate, one that none of us could choose for ourselves.
When I was young, my grandmother also hinted to me intentionally or unintentionally that Xiao Muzi stayed in the yang world because of fate, maybe it was arranged by God.
However, when it accomplishes its destiny, one day, it will disappear completely from my life.
At that time, I was still young, and I didn't understand the meaning of my grandmother's words, so I didn't think too much about my grandmother's words, after all, neither my age nor my heart were mature enough at that time.
It's like saying what death is in front of a child, but in fact, a child can't understand the true meaning of death at all, maybe in the child's heart and brain world, it's just that the familiar person in front of him will leave for a while, and it will appear again after a while. aa2705221: