Guo Mingze reached out and pulled the quilt on my side, helped me tuck the corner of the quilt, and then turned around and walked to the door of the ward.
But I looked out the window alone, and my heart was in a mess, wondering if Master would come back later and tell the story about it.
What I didn't expect was that, in fact, the little nurse was not actually asked by the attending doctor to call her Guo Mingze, but the master begged her to help tell a lie.
Later, I learned that the reason why Master called Guo Mingze out was because he didn't want to tell the matter in front of me.
However, looking at the problem from the master's point of view, she felt that it was necessary to tell Guo Mingze the truth of the matter.
When she saw that she was in the hospital room just now, I looked at her with anticipation, expecting her to help me keep the secret, and didn't want her to say it, she hesitated.
Therefore, she found an excuse to leave the ward, and outside the ward, the master thought about it for a while, and decided to tell Guo Mingze about it, because she felt that Guo Mingze needed to know all the things.
After thinking clearly, Master begged the nurse to find an excuse that sounded more reasonable and would not arouse the suspicion of Guo Mingze and me, and tricked Guo Mingze out of the ward.
As for how I know, all I can say is that I'm not stupid.
Master didn't come back after she left the ward, and it was already the next day when she came back.
When I saw Guo Mingze coming back alone, I was a little puzzled at first, why did the master come back before him, but the master hadn't come back yet.
Later, I observed that Guo Mingze had that deep pity on his face and eyes, and when he returned to the ward again, he looked at me with a look that was no longer the same as before he left the ward just now.
Lying on the hospital bed, I thought that he would continue to question me after he came back, but I didn't think that he would say anything when he came back, and he didn't continue to ask questions.
He just walked back to my bedside, took my hand and looked me in the eyes, I was a little too weak by him to know what kind of medicine he was selling in his gourd.
He didn't speak, and I kept pretending to be dumb, and the two of us just looked at each other like that, and neither of them said anything about what happened to me when I got home.
When I figured out what the master must have said to Guo Mingze, it was already night, and since Guo Mingze came back, the state of the whole person has changed.
Every word, every action, is so gentle, gentle as if I am a fragile porcelain doll, he is always careful, careful I felt every change in him, and finally I lay on the bed, looking at the white ceiling, and finally closed my eyes silently, tears flowing down the corners of my eyes.
He still knows it all The reason why he didn't talk about it after he came back was because he didn't want me to be sad or make me cry, and he protected my sensitive, crying nerves in his own way.
I am a very emotional person, but, except in front of my grandmother and Guo Mingze, I have always been a very strong person in front of the outside.
I don't like to tell strangers, I'd rather cover the quilt and cry under the strange gaze of others, rather than share the sadness in my heart.
However, in front of my grandmother and Guo Mingze, I will speak out the pain in my heart, and there will be no guards and defenses, because they are the people I trust the most, and I feel that I feel the most authentic self in front of them, and I don't feel faceless. aa2705221: