In the end, I sat down on the chair at the table in frustration, resisting the food that was churning my stomach.
Many people like to eat food with both color and flavor, but sometimes it is unacceptable to many people until it comes to the raw materials.
Just like me, I think organ meats are disgusting food, because the organs in the stomach are used for detoxification or digestion.
I'm going to be a forensic doctor myself, and I'm going to deal with these internal organs a lot, and no matter how calm I am during the dissection, at least for now, I can't pick up the internal organs and put them in my mouth without changing my face.
It's a psychological resistance, maybe I'm not a forensic doctor in the future, maybe I can sit in front of my friends at a food stall and feast on these internal organs However, I still can't swallow them without changing my face, and although Master has tried his best to make them look and smell like this, I can't convince myself at that level in my heart.
Master and Guo Mingze had already picked up the chopsticks, and both of them stuffed the internal organs that were no longer visible into their mouths.
Guo Mingze even ate it very deliciously, as if he was deliberately eating it for me, but I won't be fooled by him easily I didn't stretch out my chopsticks for a long time, I struggled with myself in my heart, and the question of whether to eat or not to eat was always entangled in my heart.
If I don't eat, I'm hungry, and if I eat, I don't know if I can swallow it.
Maybe many people will see me like this, and they will say that this person is really hypocritical, and if you don't eat, it means that this person is not hungry, and what she eats for her two meals is fragrant.
I don't agree with that, if you're a forensic doctor, you face so many internal organs being taken out of your stomach every day, and then stuffed back into your stomach after being sliced.
At that point, I'm sure the person who said me would react more strongly than I did, probably seeing these things just hugging the bathroom and throwing up.
I can still sit calmly at the table, watching Master and Guo Mingze stuff the written internal organs into their mouths, chewing them with relish without spitting up, which is also the result of my practice for a long time.
I'm not hypocritical, it's the ability of a person's heart, and some people are not as good as me Sometimes a person may vomit at a certain taste, but I feel that my senses and taste have begun to become numb.
Master kept looking at me, she hoped that I could overcome the mental obstacle, pick up the chopsticks and put the writing in my mouth, in fact, she not only wanted me to replenish my blood, but also a kind of exercise for me.
Forensic medicine is to be out of the scene, no matter how bad the environment may be, so you must overcome the level of vomiting.
I've been restraining myself, hoping that I can be like Master, no matter how disgusting the scene is, I can empty my eyes and only have work in my head.
However, I am still a student now, and I don't have the strong psychology of Master, and I keep telling myself that there is still time, so take your time In fact, looking forward, time has passed day by day, and if I don't force myself to overcome it ruthlessly, maybe when I really become a forensic doctor and step into the work, I will be embarrassed in front of everyone and thrown home. aa2705221: