In the past ten minutes, because the surrounding environment is in a quiet state, Guo Mingze's mood has slowly stabilized, and the speed of chest ups and downs has gradually stabilized.
"I'm sorry, didn't I scared you just now," Guo Mingze finally looked at me with a blank look in his eyes and asked.
"No," I turned my speech speed and voice to a minimum, and looked at Guo Mingze and replied.
"I didn't control my emotions just now, I don't know what's wrong with me, I feel like my brain is blank, my eyes are swollen, my head seems to be pumped, my head is pressurized by a pressurized pump, I have a headache and I can't control it and want to roar."
Guo Mingze used another hand that was not held by me to hold his forehead and shook his head vigorously a few times.
After shaking his head a few times, he still felt as if there was no relief, and he reached out to hit his own head.
I quickly reached out to stop him, but I didn't say much, just shook my head at him, and then slowly pressed down with his hand, which wanted to hit my head, and held it with my own hand.
"You'll be fine, I was just a little emotional just now, nothing will happen with me, believe me or not" I looked at Guo Mingze and said gently.
"Am I sick" Guo Mingze's eyes were a little blurry, "In the past few years, I also feel that my state is getting worse and worse, it is easy to have mood swings, sometimes I like to think cranky, and I always have to think about the headache when I think about it, thinking that the morning is already bright, I can slowly calm down, and I have spent every night in insomnia in this way for the past few years." ” "I know I've known you've been in this situation for a long time, and when I saw you again, I already had a vague feeling, and I just wanted to talk to you when everything was over."
I continued to look at Guo Mingze and said.
"I can't hide anything from you, you are still like when you were a child, you like to observe a person's words and deeds so much, and you haven't changed it for so many years" Guo Mingze finally began to slowly return to normal.
I observed that his emotions were no longer serious, so I rubbed his two hands that were grabbed by me, and said softly: "Don't think about anything, I will always be by your side, not leaving you for a single step, if you want to talk, I will listen quietly, if you don't want to say, I will never force you." ” "Thank you, little daughter-in-law," Guo Mingze said, pulling out the two hands that I was holding and hugging me.
I let him hold me like that, he hugged me so tightly that I had a hard time breathing, but I still didn't move, let him hold me in his arms, looking for the kind of security he needed at this moment.
Guo Mingze hugged me, and almost five minutes passed, and finally sent me away, and my eyes were red as if I had cried.
Although I was wearing a little more clothes, I was sure that he had cried, I had seen him cry when he was a child, it was the kind of crying that didn't make a sound at all, only the tears couldn't stop flowing.
In fact, this method of crying is the worst, which proves that the crying person has been controlling his emotions, it is better to vent it directly, and crying is more completely released, so holding it is even worse for the body. aa2705221: