"I've always been by your side," Guo Mingze hugged me tightly, and I only said this sentence.
All that was left in the room was my crying It wasn't until the sky began to light that I finally lost the strength to cry, and I fainted in front of my eyes When I woke up again, it was already afternoon.
I was the only one in the room, and my parents and Guo Mingze didn't know where I went The whole person seemed to collapse, lying on the bed like a corpse looked at everything familiar in the room, but only I couldn't see my grandmother anymore, and the smell of soap on her body.
My heart is empty A pair of eyes looked straight at the ceiling, and the bed that my grandmother slept on under him lay down, but there was no temperature at all.
I don't know how long it took, but I came back to my senses and slowly moved my body, trying to go down to the ground to find someone.
I don't want to be alone, too quiet will make me cranky.
Just like Guo Mingze said to me last night, my grandmother didn't see me so haggard and weak now.
No matter how much others try to persuade me, it is in vain, only I can make myself sober.
Life has to go on, this is what my grandmother said to me before.
Just like when my grandfather died, the discomfort in my grandmother's heart was only one person to bear.
When I was crying, her old man persuaded me in turn that no matter how sad the living were, I should continue to live.
In the past, my grandmother has always taken care of me, but in the future, I will only take care of myself.
Putting on my shoes and going to the ground, my legs were weak and I almost fell, but I endured and helped to relieve my dizziness, and slowly walked to the door.
I opened the door and found everyone sitting in the living room, talking about something.
Seeing me get up, my uncle looked at me and said, "Xiaoxiao come and sit, although you are a junior, you have the deepest relationship with your grandmother, and you have the right to participate in the matter of choosing a cemetery." ” Uncle's words are being said to everyone, telling them that he is the eldest brother in this family now, and there can be no chaos in his family.
I nodded, walked over to the couch and found a place to sit, not ready to speak.
The topic that I had just interrupted started again, and a group of parents said a word to me, and finally the matter of the cemetery was finalized.
The uncle said that there was no need to wait, and that he would go and pay for the cemetery tomorrow, and then find someone to choose a date to bury him.
After all, it is safe to enter the ground, which is also the last words of my grandmother.
Early the next morning, everyone gathered at my grandmother's house, or my uncle arranged a car, and everyone rushed to the cemetery.
After choosing the location, the uncle asked everyone to go home and wait for the news, and notified everyone after the burial date was confirmed.
In the days that followed, everyone was in a bad mood, and no one at the school called to urge me.
I didn't dare to ask Guo Mingze more, because I was afraid that if I really asked, he would leave me alone at this time if the company had something.
In the past, I carried it by myself if I could, and I didn't want to disrupt Guo Mingze's work because of my own affairs.
But this time I want to be selfish, because I need him by my side right now.
My mother took a long time off, my father didn't get out of the car, and several people were watching me at home, and they deliberately pretended to be natural.
For the first few days, I almost didn't speak, my mother cooked and called me, so I obediently went to eat, and if I didn't call me, I just sat stupidly in my grandmother's room.
Later, I figured it out by myself, I can't go on like this, my grandmother has passed away, and my parents are sad, but they still have to worry about taking care of me, and finally I began to take the initiative to talk to them. aa2705221: