When there was such a loud bang, she looked back and saw that the clock had fallen to the ground, and the wind blew, and everything around her fell silent, and there was no more sound in her mother's room.
It was such a loud bang, and the world seemed to change.
If it hadn't been for this voice, she would have walked into her mother's room that night.
If you walk into your mother's room at that time, she will see something At the thought of this possibility, a chill ran down her back, and her whole body seemed to invade the cold water of Layue.
After a long time, she opened her eyes with difficulty, took a deep breath, picked up her phone tremblingly, opened the Internet, and began to search the Internet for information about depression.
"Depressed mood is not commensurate with his situation, and emotional depression can range from depression to grief, low self-esteem and depression, and even pessimistic and misanthropic, and there may be suicide attempts or behaviors; Even stupor; Some cases have significant anxiety and motor agitation; In severe cases, psychotic symptoms such as hallucinations and delusions may occur. ” She stared at this for a long time, and finally shook her head.
They all said she was sick and that she might have suffered from postpartum depression.
But she clearly knows that her thinking is clear, her logic is clear, she is not depressed and depressed, she is not depressed, inferior and depressed, and it is absolutely impossible for her to be pessimistic and misanthropic and attempt suicide.
As for hallucinations, delusions Is she hallucinating Tong Yao closed her eyes, and two sets of memories of her came to mind.
Which is real and which is hallucination If Won-hoon didn't lie, she really got sick and had depression, then she might be hallucinating.
If she was hallucinating, then maybe her previous cold and depressive memories were her own delusions.
But if Yuan Xun deceived people and didn't get sick, then his memory was accurate, and he was reborn and changed everything in reality.
But since it has changed, why does Yuan Xun still say that he is sick now Tong Yao thought for a while, and finally hugged her head in frustration, everything in front of her was too mysterious, she really couldn't tell the difference.
There seemed to be two voices arguing in the body, one chose to give up thinking, and the other couldn't help but think and explore.
Finally, as if there was a burst of fragrance coming to her, she was also a little tired, and closed her eyes tiredly.
When Tong Yao woke up again, the room was very dark, almost only a little light from the window, and there was a vague fragrance lingering around her nose, she couldn't tell what the fragrance was, she only felt as if she had smelled it.
She opened her eyes in a daze, her vision blurred, and she couldn't tell where she was.
There was also a blank space in the brain.
The blurred vision gradually converged and became clearer.
It was her room, her bed, and the silhouette of a tall man was standing beside it, staring down at her.
She was startled, and every pore in her body instantly opened.
Her eyes widened and she stared in horror at the shadow in front of her, fear making her almost stop breathing.
The man stretched out his hand and pressed it on her shoulder as if soothingly: "Yaoyao, don't be afraid, it's me." ” The voice is deep and familiar, this is Yuan Xun's voice.
But no matter how familiar and gentle this voice was, it could not recall the slightest warmth from her, and the original fear disappeared and was replaced by a heartfelt fear.
"Why did you come back all of a sudden, what time is it now," she sat up cautiously.
Yuan Xun sat directly on the edge of the bed, and then stretched out his legs to the bed.
"There's something going on in the company today, and I'm coming back late, it's three o'clock in the morning."
As he said this, his big hand was already wrapped around her waist, and she couldn't think about it now.
His hand was steady and strong, pressing on her waist with little force or too much.
She froze there suddenly, like a snake frozen in winter.
"Yaoyao."
He hugged her from behind, like a child: "What's wrong with Yaoyao, is she still uncomfortable?"
His mellow and deep man's sexy voice is full of tenderness, so gentle that it makes people want to shed tears.
But is all this true?
When he saw that she did not answer, he leaned down and kissed her ear and chin with his lips.
He kissed slowly and seriously, as if he were an eighteen or nineteen-year-old boy kissing his favorite girl for the first time.
Under his lips, she even felt that she was a rare treasure, being pampered and worshipped.
"Why are you crying" In the dark, the man's burning breath burned her cheeks, and he whispered: "Good, don't cry" Then she heard a moist voice, he pecking at her tears.
She cried, but she didn't feel it.
"Yuan Xun" she bit her lip, trying to calm herself from the shiver he brought: "Why were you standing there just now" At night, he stood there watching her, and if she hadn't woken up, he didn't know how long he would have watched or what he was going to do.
"I came back late, I wanted to sleep with you, and I was afraid of waking you up, so I was hesitating to go to bed, who knew that you would still wake up."
The rough sound is like a slow wind blowing through the coarse sand.
There was no flaw in this statement, but she still felt that something was wrong, and when she was about to think about it, she couldn't help but let out a low cry.
In the darkness of the night, in the room with the windows and doors closed, it was just him and her.
When she screamed so lowly, she was particularly conspicuous.
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She heard her voice soft, low, long, and wistful.
She wanted to say something more, but when she opened her mouth, it was a broken low cry.
"Don't" she pushed him back with her hand, but he was like a beast in the mountains, and he didn't mean to stop at all.
She didn't know how long it had lasted or how far it had gotten, but she remembered that in the darkened room, her eyes bloomed again and again.
It was the pinnacle of the trembling body, blank brain, and soul almost out of the body, and the great harmony that life has been passed down from ancient times to the present.
She can't help herself, she can only passively bear all this.
When she finally cleared her mind and her body stopped trembling, it seemed as if it was already dawning outside.
She lay there, her back wet and sticky, her hair scattered on her back like aquatic plants, on the bed, and her pajamas had long been torn aside.
Just as she was about to move her exhausted body, the bathroom door opened.
Lying on the bed, she could see that the man was wearing only a pair of black satin slacks, and the waist was tied up with a ribbon of the same color.
He walked over from the bathroom and sat down on the edge of the bed.
The side of the bed sank in.
"I'll take you to a bath," said this, and the man's hand was about to pick her up.
She lay there and turned her face away.
"What's wrong" The man bent down, almost half-pressed on top of her.
She bit her lip and remained silent.
"Good baby, take a bath first, eat something, okay" The man's tone seemed to be coaxing a little baby.
She was silent.
It's almost the middle of the night, she should have cried, she should have begged, she has cried and begged, and now she doesn't even have the strength to open her mouth and make a sound.
"Angry with me," he whispered, cautiously probing.
He whispered, but she could feel the toughness in his bones.
"Yaoyao baby" His voice was more gentle, even a little flattering, and he rubbed the tip of his hard nose against her head.
But the more gentle he was, Tong Yao was also afraid.
Last night, like a beast of prey, he took and took from her.
She even began to have the illusion that Yuan Xun, who was holding herself and doing the most intimate thing in the world, had never seen through it.
What is he like, the indifferent man who lives in a cold and dark room, or the considerate husband who sleeps with him in his arms every night What should I do?
The only friend she could think of was Chen Siqi, but she knew that she couldn't ask Chen Siqi for help.
Her only blood bond is her son, but will he help him?
The man who made her unpredictable was beside her, gentle as water, and there was an almost heartbreaking pampering in his tone.
"Baby Yaoyao, what do you want," the man's voice was like a sigh.
What the hell should she do, Jinjiang Literature City exclusive debut After a long time, Tong Yao finally buried her face in the pillow and said sullenly: "I still want to go to work, can I?"
"Of course, you can go if you want, but don't go out these days," he seemed to be discussing with himself.
"Why" "I'm afraid it's really dangerous outside, and the main kidnapper back then was haunted nearby.
And I'm afraid that you will be too tired and your old illness will recur.
His large hands caressed her loose strands of hair with concern.
"It means I stay at home and can't go anywhere.
Lie down in bed every day, eat and hold up, take a bath and hold it, sleep you hold it" "You can think so."
He found Tong Yao's angry tone, thought about it seriously, and nodded and said so.
Tong Yao gritted her teeth, plucked up her courage, and raised her head and glared at him stubbornly: "Is this imprisonment?"
"It's not."
He looked at the stubborn look in her eyes, and gently but firmly denied: "Good Yaoyao, you are my wife, I am your husband, I just want to protect you and don't want you to suffer anything." ” Wife husband protects These words, instead of appeasing Tong Yao, aroused the fear that had been hidden in her heart for a long time, and this fear finally turned into anger and poured out at this most extreme moment.
Tong Yao sat up suddenly, her chest rose and fell violently, and a spark of anger burst out in her eyes: "I'm not your wife at all, just a puppet in your hand, you are at the mercy of everything around, let me follow you to play a big drama of husband and wife love" Yuan Xun looked at her silently for a while: "Do you think so?"
"Otherwise, what should I think?"
"I just want to give you what you want."
"You know what I want" Yuan Xun bent down slightly, his eyes met, he twisted his eyebrows and asked her: "Don't you like to have a gentle and considerate husband, a lovely and sensible son, and a warm and relaxed home, aren't these what you want?"
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Tong Yao shook her head: "No, this is not what I want, all this suffocates me, this is all fake, it is all a lie" "Yaoyao, you think too much" Yuan Xun's demeanor was firm and gentle, and his eyes were indulgent, like looking at a vexatious child.
The more gentle he is, the more Tong Yao feels that all this is so hypocritical, just like a glamorous and beautiful stage play, in which she plays the role of a wife, and there can be no behavior that exceeds the rules, and if she is not careful, she may tear off the false curtain placed on the side She already knew that it might all be a disguise, and he might have felt something, but he was still trying to coax himself to continue the show She was even angrier.
This anger even surpassed her fear of him.
Jinjiang Literature City exclusive debut She stared at Yuan Xun and said word by word: "What about going to work, I still live in your cage, but this cage is bigger and more spacious, and no matter how spacious the cage is, I am the pet dog under your feet, a play on the stage play you arranged, your abstinence, and your sex."
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Hou halfway by the queen is not at home By the way, let's enjoy a clip: Originally, she was tired from this day, she was really tired, and she soaked her feet again, and she should have fallen asleep soon.
But with such a tiger-like existence lying beside her, she really couldn't sleep.
Besides, on a hot day, his man was like a big furnace, and in the slight smell of smoked wine, it emitted a heat that was about to scorch people, and roasted her uncomfortably, and roasted her like a fish.
I don't know how long it took, but a dull voice suddenly came into my ears: "I can't sleep" "Well, it's too hot" "You used to be afraid of the cold, but I didn't see you say that you were afraid of the heat."
"It used to be before, and now it is now, I was young before, and now I'm old, I can't compare."
"Not old."
Xiao Xinghua couldn't help but laugh when she heard his concise two words: "I didn't think I wouldn't see you for many years, but now you're going to say something coaxing."
"Coaxing" "Yes, isn't it just to coax me to be happy I know very well in my heart, my sons are older, I marry my daughter-in-law, and in a year or two, I can't say that I will hold my grandson as a grandmother, I am really old."
"Then I'm going to be a grandfather too."
"We're different."
"How is it different?"
"Can this be the same" Xiao Xinghua almost wanted to say, what nonsense, do you still need to ask, but considering that the person next to her was not Xiao Tiedan, but the high-ranking and powerful Xiao Zhanting that the family was counting on, she didn't dare to say it.
"I just want to know, how is it different."
Xiao Zhanting suddenly turned over and faced Xiao Xinghua sideways.
Xiao Xinghua only felt that in the dark night, it seemed that a pair of burning eyes shot over, staring at her, and she had to ask one, two, three.
She said a little sneeringly: "This, it must be different, if I didn't meet you, I would be an unwelcome stinky woman in the market, the owner of the Li family is short, say a few words of gossip, earn two small dollars, and then look forward to her daughter marrying a good family, and the daughter-in-law will quickly get a big belly." ” She turned her face away, she didn't dare to look at Xiao Zhanting, but instead looked at the black roof.
"As for you, how can it be the same.
Actually, although I am in a small town, I don't know much, but I have heard of it.
People said that the Marquis of Zhenguo led the soldiers and horses to repel the Beidi people, and also gathered the old department, pursued all the way for 3,000 miles, and directly hit the Beidi royal court, so that they bowed down and became vassals, and then had no power to fight back. ” In the dark, Xiao Zhanting didn't say anything, but she couldn't help but continue to chatter: "I just listened to it at the time, and I always felt that it had nothing to do with me.
After all, in my opinion, it's all heavenly, and I still honestly earn my two small copper plates on the ground.
But I never thought that that person would be you. ” He is no longer called Xiao Tiedan, he has changed his name, he is called Xiao Zhanting, Xiao Zhanting, who is famous and known to everyone, and Xiao Zhanting who is above 10,000 people under one person.
It is rumored that he has supported it all today.
Such a person, in this world, what does he want?
She is Chinese New Year's Eve two years old today, and he is two years older than her, thirty-four.
For Xiao Xinghua, who is begging for a life in a small town, thirty-two years old is already old.
For Xiao Zhanting, who was calling for wind and rain in the court, thirty-four years old was the best age.
Thinking about it, in that distant Yanjing City, there is definitely not only one Princess Baoyi who is infatuated with Xiao Zhanting and can't wait to marry him.
At her age, with such knowledge, she is not qualified to be his Mrs.
Hou at all, everything depends on his conscience.
He has a good conscience, respects her as a bad wife, loves her children, and she can be beautiful.
If he turns his face and doesn't recognize people, marries a fresh son and enters the door, she will cry, and there will be no place to cry.
Moreover, he has now learned to read and write, and he is dressed majesticly, and he has long since lost the poor land that Kui was born in the mountains under the mountain.
As she thought about it, she felt discomfort in her throat, and her hair was clogged, as if something was overflowing from her chest.
But she was in control.
Over the years, she may not have learned anything else, but there is only one word "forbearance", and she has not done it well.
She finally endured the inexplicable craze, pretended to sigh easily, and joked with a smile: "In the capital, there are still many women who want to marry you, just like Princess Baoyi."
Who knew that after she said it, he didn't answer at all.
She turned her head curiously, only to see that his eyes were staring at her.
She was startled.
He slowly withdrew his gaze and said lightly and deeply: "Yes, a lot." ” She smiled reluctantly, remembering that Princess Baoyi was coming, and sighed: "Actually, that girl is good-looking, tender and tender, exactly the kind you will like, but unfortunately she has a bad temperament and no eyes, and she looks spoiled by her family."
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"Why would I like that?"
"Poof, don't pretend, I don't know you yet, I know at a glance that that girl is what you love, if it weren't for the royal princess, you wouldn't have asked for someone in a hurry" Xiao Zhanting pursed his lips and said nothing, turning over and looking out the window.
Xiao Xinghua only acquiesced to him, and said with a smile: "Actually, I have already guessed that Ming people don't say dark words, and there are no outsiders here, so give me a thorough understanding, have you already bullied others and touched them or have you done them all?"
Xiao Zhanting suddenly spoke: "Are you thinking of me as this kind of person?"
When Xiao Xinghua heard this, she couldn't help but sneer, and couldn't help but cover her lips and said: "Others don't know you, I don't know yet, I'm afraid that you will roar at a glance when you see someone, and then look at her Qiao-like look, if you are willing to ask for it, she can't wait to crawl over and give it to you, this marriage has been given, I think about it, you should have touched it, but you may not have done the last one."
Who knew that she was talking in a colorful voice, and saw Xiao Zhanting suddenly stretch out his hand and squeeze her hand bones violently.
He really used his strength, so she cried out "oops", and it hurt so much.
She was a little annoyed all of a sudden, her willow eyebrows were upside down, and she said hatefully: "I have no heart, this is also raised by my mother's biological parents, you pinch it like this, who doesn't know that it hurts."
Xiao Zhanting's breath was heavy, and his chest rose and fell violently, but he didn't answer.
Xiao Xinghua was helpless, and she didn't dare to really go up to beat him, so she had to fall on the kang in frustration, and was ready to sleep.
Just when she was about to fall asleep, she heard Xiao Zhanting sneer.
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