"17 September 2003 Today, I called my mom and said that there was no class today, and I would go back to dinner in the evening.
My mother promised me to make me a delicious fish soup.
I used to have a politics class in the afternoon, and after the class, I would not be able to get home in the evening.
But I felt as if something was going to happen at home, and my heart was pounding, so I should skip class and go home immediately. ” Perhaps it's because it's so old that the handwriting on it is a little blurry.
But Tong Yao clearly knew that this was a letter she wrote to herself when she was reborn in 2003.
This shows that being born again is real, and it is indeed true.
The doubts of the past, those doubts that are inexplicable, are really just coincidences.
She lowered her head and read the letter again.
She was to remember the contents of the letter, and she was to remember it in her dreams.
Maybe then she will be reborn to September 17, 2003, back to that moment.
She hopes that she can change all this, be able to help the current Won Hoon, and be able to make Won Hoon not discredited because of this incident.
Of course, I hope that there is a 1 in 10,000 chance that she will change her mother's fate.
With that in mind, she walked over to the bedside and prepared to lie down and sleep.
But the moment she lay down, she remembered something.
Medicine.
She remembered that in the past, Won Hoon always asked her to take medicine, and she didn't like to take it, but Won Hoon forced her to take it.
Take medicine, dream, be born again In the dark, it seems to be somewhat related.
Tong Yao walked to the table, took out a medicine bottle, poured a glass of white water, and took it.
Whatever it was that triggered the opportunity for rebirth, she hoped that she would have another chance to be reborn on the afternoon of September 17, 2003.
The sun was shining on her body, and she was sweating.
In my ears was the sound of the crumbling cicadas.
Tong Yao held her head and stood under the wall with difficulty.
Her consciousness was blurred for a moment, not knowing who she was or what to do.
As the memories faded back, she lifted her face and carefully discerned everything around her.
It belongs to the old house in 2003, belongs to the dilapidated shopping mall in 2003, and belongs to the red banner of the college entrance examination when he was eighteen years old.
She really had to be born again, and she was born again to that moment.
When she realized this, her heart skipped a beat.
"Mommy, Mommy" She never dared to hold out any hope, but at this moment, she was desperate to see her mother.
She can save Yuan Xun and save her mother, right?
She tried to check the time, but there was no watch on her wrist and no phone on her, so how could she know what time it was Look at the sun, is it already three or four o'clock in the afternoon at this time Thinking of this possibility, she panicked and hurriedly ran home.
Running on the asphalt road, her feet hurt, so she tried to stop a taxi, but there was not even a car around Her chest began to boil.
This is the only chance to be reborn, maybe only a short chance, and I have to rush home She used all the strength of her life, clutching her burning throat, mechanically taking one step after another, desperately running in the direction of home.
I don't know how long it took, she ran into the community, ran into the corridor, entered the door, she banged on the door desperately, but found that the door was not locked at all.
Excitedly rushed in, the scene in front of her made her blood freeze.
The floor was almost red, and there was a big puddle of blood.
And my mother fell in a pool of blood.
Next to his mother, twenty-two-year-old Yuan Xun was holding a pair of bloody scissors and getting up as if to do something.
Seeing Tong Yao walk in, Yuan Xun looked shocked.
"Yaoyao" Tong Yao glanced at the young Yuan Xun and threw herself directly in front of her mother.
"I, what's going on with my mother, how's it going?"
she asked, panting, pale.
"She" young Yuan Xun didn't seem to know what to say.
Tong Yao knelt in a pool of blood, staring eagerly at her mother, but saw blood gurgling from her mother's chest.
She knew that her mother couldn't live, and she still couldn't live.
In fact, the so-called rebirth has no way to change the actual events that have happened "Mom, I'm sorry, I'm late again."
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She could only watch her mother die, but she couldn't do anything about it.
"Yaoyao" Su Wanqiu at this time still had a little consciousness left.
"Mom" Tong Yao held her mother's hand with tears.
She felt that her mother must have something to say to her.
"Yaoyao, give you this" Saying this, Su Wanqiu used her last strength to hand a crumpled page of paper to Tong Yao: "Yaoyao, live well, Yuanxun, he will take care of you" After saying this, Su Wanqiu tilted her head.
Tong Yao hugged her mother and cried bitterly.
In fact, she had a hunch and knew that even if she came back, she couldn't change anything, but along the way, she still had one in ten thousand hopes.
Maybe, maybe it changed.
Maybe when she is twenty-five years old, she will be able to see her mother looking at her with a smile But it's all just a luxury.
She has been reborn many times, and her mother's fate has never changed I don't know how long it took, she finally stopped crying, looked down at her mother who was gradually cooling in her arms, and saw the piece of paper falling on her cuff.
She held it in her hand and unfolded it to read, it was a letter that her mother had left for her.
Perhaps, it should be called a suicide note.
Yaoyao: Mom wants to say sorry to you first, in the past, Mom was a selfish woman who only cared about pursuing her own happiness, but she never thought about many of your feelings.
As a mother I didn't take good care of my daughter, and it was perhaps the biggest failure of my life.
But Yaoyao, what Mom is going to do next may be even more sorry for you.
Please forgive Mom, because Mom just can't hold on anymore.
Your original uncle is gone, which leaves me in agony every day, and I always dream about him.
He said he was lonely and he needed me to go over and be there for him.
Over the years, he has been almost my only spiritual support, and I don't know how I would have lived without him.
So Yaoyao, my mother is leaving, and I want to leave you alone in the world.
Please forgive mom for being selfish again.
Mom's last pen 17 September 2003 This suicide note, because of the bloodstained color, has been wrinkled in many places.
But Tong Yao still read it carefully twice from beginning to end.
Finally, tears fell on the paper, and she raised her head crying and asked Yuan Xun next to her, who was standing there in a daze.
"Why, why not stop her" "I'm sorry."
He lowered his head, and a deep pain and apology appeared in his eyes: "When I rushed over, she was going to commit suicide, so I had to snatch this pair of scissors, but I didn't expect that she had been" He didn't say anything more.
Tong Yao clutched her mother's masterpiece and cried: "How do you know why you came here when my mother is going to have an accident?"
"My aunt suddenly called me and asked me to come over, saying that she had something to talk to me about."
"What did she say to you" Saying this, Tong Yao suddenly stood up and asked the young Yuan Xun with tears in her eyes.
"She said she wished I could take good care of you, and she made me swear."
Yuan Xun blushed on his face and gritted his teeth and said.
"Then why didn't you tell me, why didn't you tell me that I asked you so many times, why didn't you tell me" Tong Yao shouted almost loudly.
Her mother actually committed suicide, because she couldn't accept the fact that her uncle had died, and felt that even if there was her biological daughter in the world, it was still not enough to support her to live So her mom committed suicide.
So the mother abandoned her as a daughter.
But she asked Yuan Xun so many times, why Yuan Xun never said why he remained silent in front of this matter from beginning to end, without saying a word With a hint of anger in her teary eyes, she stared at the young Won-hoon.
"Why" tears flowed down his face and fell on the corners of his mouth, a salty taste: "Why didn't you tell me." ” If he could tell her, she wouldn't have hated him for seven years.
"Yaoyao" The young Yuan Xun walked over step by step, staring at the eighteen-year-old Tong Yao: "Sometimes truth is more cruel than deception. ” Sometimes truth is more cruel than deception.
Twenty-two-year-old Yuan Xun said.
That voice, as if with an infinite echo, kept echoing in Tong Yao's ears.
Truth is crueler than deception.
Truth is crueler than deception "Mommy, Mommy" In the continuous voice, a childish voice interjected and broke the original melody that seemed to be eternal and unchanging.
Truth is crueler than deception.
Tong Yao opened her eyes suddenly.
In the blurred vision, it was Yuan Xiu's anxious and worried gaze.
Her gaze gradually became clear, she furrowed her eyebrows slightly, and looked at Yuan Xiu suspiciously.
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"Yuan Xiu" The voice Yuan Xiu called, and she realized that her voice was full of exhaustion.
She's back to reality.
Once reborn, she didn't make any changes, neither saved her mother, nor helped Yuan Xun get any evidence.
"Mom, are you having a nightmare, I heard your screams in the room."
Yuan Xiu's brows furrowed, full of worry.
"I'm fine."
She struggled to sit up.
I smelled a little vague aroma in my nose, which was a long-lost fragrance.
"What does it taste like?"
"Taste" Yuan Xiu sniffed suspiciously, and shook his head: "It seems that there is no smell." ” Tong Yao was silent for a while, and finally shook his head: "I'm fine, I want to rest, you go back first." ” Yuan Xiu looked at his mother, and nodded after half a ring: "Okay, Mom." ” Tong Yao closed her eyes and leaned on the bedside table, thinking about everything that happened after she was reborn, every detail.
Suddenly, her eyes widened, and a glimmer of hope came to her mind.
That suicide note.
Now that the suicide note appeared, then the eighteen-year-old self at the time would definitely keep it properly.
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