After this feeling of melancholy subsided, the discomfort of seeing him for the first time became much lighter.
Now I think back on the past events with him, one after another, just like the events in the previous life, my heart is calm, there is no more waves, let alone the word "go back".
I secretly looked back at the misty sky and said helplessly: "Guijun is just some unresolved knots in his heart.
I have already said that with a character like Guijun, he only pursues things that he cannot get in his life.
Once he possesses them, he will never I will cherish it again.
Gui Jun is now devoted to me. , but because after I was abandoned by Guijun, I couldn't find a good place to bump him to death, but I was still alive and well, so Guijun felt that I had never taken Guijun to my heart, and felt that I had never got him.
The fox’s heart under the fox’s skin has led to this entanglement.”
The corners of his upturned eyes were slightly red, making his face even more gorgeous.
He didn't answer, but just stared at me deeply.
I calmed down, unfolded the folding fan, and stroked the peach blossoms on the fan.
After caressing for a while, he finally said softly: "We will never sit and talk peacefully like we do today.
There are some things I'd better explain clearly.
Seventy thousand years ago, I first tasted love because of you.
Because this is my first time, I am not as good as the veteran Hua Cong, so I am naturally more cold and passive, but the affection I feel for you in my heart is...
It's full of things.
My mother-in-law is always worried that I am not lovable enough because of my ungrateful temperament, and that I will not be able to get married without relying on the prestige of the Bai family.
You don't know my life experience, and you don't even know that I am originally a girl.
You can really like me, and send me many love poems day after day, and even send me a lot of love poems.
My concubine, I am very happy and grateful.
Although we, the white fox clan, are beasts, we are not as loving and affectionate as ordinary beasts.
At that time, I have definitely regarded you as mine.
If there is no such thing as Xuannv, I will become a disciple when I finish my studies.
Of course, I want to marry you.
You also know that there was some discord between our two families at that time.
Since I stayed with you, I have been thinking about how to convince my father and mother to agree to our marriage in the future.
It’s really silly to write down every good reason on the silk because I’m afraid of forgetting it.”
Li Jing's lips trembled a few times.
I continued to caress the fan and said calmly: "Xuan Nu can help you, but I can't help you if I take the position of Qingqiu Goddess in vain.
But you gave me the gift of love when my love for you was strong and strong.
A slap in the face.
I found out about the affair between you and Xuan Nu, and I couldn’t help but feel the pain in my heart.
I lamented that I was stupid at first, and I wanted to show my heart to Xuannv, but in the end, I just wanted to slap her, but you protected me like that.
You know how uncomfortable your words were at first.
It really makes me feel discouraged.
You just want me to let it go.
It's cool, but I don't know how much sadness and pain is behind this coolness.
Not everyone can wear the pain openly on their face.
Even if it is not on their face, I always think that the pain is not a lot.
I can be your wife, but I don’t want to end it It was all a joke.
One of my daily nightmares was that you hugged Xuannv and pushed me away from Kunlun.
When the nightmares continued, I could only hear that you married Xuannv with four unicorn beasts.
I went to Da Ziming Palace and congratulated him for nine days.
It's ridiculous to say it.
Although I said it calmly, I still have undue thoughts about you after the incident.
After the chaos among the ghost clan, Xuan Nu was beaten by Qing Cang and carried to Kunlun Xu.
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I was secretly happy.
Privately.
As soon as I have free time, I can't help but find excuses for you to make myself believe in you.
I believe that you don’t really love Xuannv, otherwise you wouldn’t have allowed Xuannv to suffer like that.
Only then did you realize that it was a bitter memory of your disciple.
Li Jing, you don’t want to know that.
What was it like in my heart at that time?
After my father passed away, I went to Da Ziming Palace with a humble heart to ask for the jade soul.
You will never understand how much courage I mustered, nor how much you disappointed me that day.
You said you were jealous of Master.
You don’t want to give me a jade soul, but Li Jing, you hurt me like this Deep, it really can’t compare to one ten thousandth of what Master has shown me.
When I lost too much blood, was seriously injured and my life was hanging by a thread in the Yanhua Cave, I knew that it was not your face that came to my eyes.
This emotional pain was finally over.
At that time, I was relieved.”
Li Jing closed his eyes tightly and opened them after a while.
His eyes turned red and he choked with sobs: "Ayin, stop talking."
I reluctantly put away the fan and said sadly: "Li Jing, you are indeed the only man I, Bai Qian, have loved with all my heart in the past 140,000 years.
But we can't go back after all the changes."
His body trembled, and finally he shed two lines of tears.
After a while, he said solemnly: "I understood too late, and you will not wait for me where you are after all."
I nodded, not caring about the ghost clan anymore, and sighed before leaving: "I will just be a passerby from now on, no need to see you again."
Then I said goodbye and left.
After clearing the fog, Ye Hua was waiting not far ahead and said, "It's obviously such a sweet thing to say, but it's so heartbreaking to say it."
I forced a smile back at him.
When we arrived at the Nantian Gate, we saw no heavenly general guarding the gate, only a few tigers taking a nap next to each other.
Their yellow and black fur was shiny and smooth, and they looked like spiritual creatures with extraordinary cultivation.
I knocked on my fan and joked: "This is the entrance to my Qingqiu.
After all, there is still a Migu formation.
Do you, in this Thirty-six Heaven Realm, only let a few tigers guard the gate?"
Ye Hua frowned: "The Supreme Master is giving a sermon today.
I think they are going to the Master's Dharma conference."
Then he smiled and said to me: "I heard that he was helping Yuan Zhen cross over to the mortal world.
During the calamity, Qianqian often discussed Taoism with Yuan Zhen.
I think the Taoist roots are deeply rooted.
Laojun has been talking about the invincible hand in the sky for so many years, and you are very lonely in the realm of being cold at high places.
You can go to heaven this time.
Let’s argue with him.”
I swallowed my saliva and smiled dryly: "Easy to say, easy to say."
Outside the Nantianmen, there are vast white clouds and a plain color.
After passing the Nantianmen, it is a completely different scene.
Gold is the ground, jade is the steps, bamboos are the bamboos, and there are thousands of auspicious signs.
Compared with the glittering golden light of the Sihai Crystal Palace, it is even worse.
Fortunately, before coming up, I tied up Bai Ling very wisely just in case, otherwise these eyes would probably be useless.
Occasionally, a few cranes would whistle and fly overhead with fluttering wings.
I sighed with emotion, took Ye Hua's hands and said sincerely, "Your family is really rich."
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Ye Hua's face turned pale and green for a while, then he said, "Not all palaces in the sky are like this."
We walked slowly along the way.
If you look closely, you will see that the wealth and splendor of Jiuzhongtian is very different from the Qianmo farmhouse in Qingqiu, and it also has its own unique charm.
What's rare is that the few palace ladies I met occasionally were cautious and polite, and they looked good.
They were not surprised when they saw my strange appearance with a white silk-clad face.
They all greeted Ye Hua respectfully.
I'm very pleased.
I heard that when Ye Hua went to the palace to have his teeth built at thirty thousand years old, the palace that the Heavenly Lord granted him was called Xiwu Palace when he entered the palace.
The name is sour and elegant.
Now I stand in front of Xiwu Palace, but I feel a little surprised.
It is true that I have never been to the ninth heaven, but somehow I always feel that Xiwu Palace was not as dark as it is now.
Although it is not as warm as the walls made of gold or the tiles made of jade, it is brighter and more lively.
I was in a daze when Ye Hua led me towards the back door.
He looked at the wall at the back door seriously for a moment, then pointed at a spot and said, "Jump."
I said blankly: "What?"
He frowned, hugged me, and jumped into the yard along the wall he just pointed to.
For a moment, I couldn't tell the difference in my heart.
It turns out that in this ninth heaven, people don't want to go through the door when entering a house, but they are all jumping over the wall.
Ye Hua smoothed his sleeves, saw my expression, smiled awkwardly and said, "If you go through the main entrance, you will definitely disturb the whole courtyard.
The shouting and drinking will be very annoying, so it is easier to jump over the wall."
Suddenly an idea flashed in my mind.
I tapped his shoulder with my fan and said, "We left early today.
After all, it's not yet time for the little immortal official Ga Yun to deliver the documents.
Could it be that you didn't remind Ga Yun."
There is no need to send documents to Qingqiu today , It would have been a waste of time for him to go in.
It would be a bit troublesome if he alerted the little immortal official Ga Yun.
Hehe, by the way, it was already quite late when we returned to the cave last night, and we had accumulated a few days' worth of paperwork. , how did you read it?"
He froze, his face turned slightly red, he rolled up his sleeves and coughed uncomfortably.
I have always been worried that Ye Hua is a bit immature, but at only 50,000 years old, I suddenly saw that he was more serious and steady than Dong Hua, an upright god.
Today, he was able to show such an expression that only a young man can have.
I shook my fan and felt very happy.
Ye Hua lived in Zichen Hall, which was next to Qingyun Hall in Tuanzi.
I will only stay in this ninth heaven for three or two days.
Since I came quietly and didn't name myself as a god, I naturally couldn't let Ye Hua make a big show of carving out a dormitory for me.
I was about to mention to him humbly that I just spent the past two days at Qingyun Hall in Tuanzi.
But he took me to a special courtyard.
Looking up, there are four seal characters engraved on a plaque hanging high above the courtyard gate, enveloping youth.
Ye Hua's eyes flickered and he said, "This is your yard."
I shook my fan and pondered for a while, feeling that the scenes in heaven were indeed very different from those on earth.
I remember that when I went down to the lower realm to help Yuan Zhen overcome the calamity, I barely had a courtyard because I lived there for a long time.
This time I only stayed in heaven for two or three days, but I was able to live in separate courtyards.
There was an Immortal Emperor and a Human Emperor.
They were both members of the Wang family, but their demeanor was really different.
I sighed and reached out to push open the courtyard door.
With a creak, the vermilion door opened, and there were peach trees and peach blossoms in one courtyard.
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Looking in from the outside, your eyes are filled with flowers and colors.
I was stunned for a moment and said nonchalantly: "So you tricked me into coming here to help the Queen of Heaven guard the peach garden."
Ye Hua's expression froze, and he twitched the corner of his mouth and said, "I don't know how big the peach garden is.
You think it's just this yard.
The peach blossoms here were planted by me more than two hundred years ago.
They have only bloomed for the first time this year." ” My heart jumped suddenly, but I didn't know the reason for this jump.
He walked slowly into the courtyard and picked up a peach tree branch with his fan.
This peach blossom blooms very beautifully and elegantly
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