The old man had been standing on the altar in the center of the big array, without moving half a step, and the sunlight poured on his figure, gilding his figure with a layer of golden light.
"Senior, more than 10,000 years of time is enough to change everything, even if it is a monk, time is his worst enemy, no one can escape time, time is the end of everything."
Zhang Xiaohan said slowly.
The old man stared at Zhang Xiaohan: "What do you want to express?"
The bits and pieces of the past life suddenly appeared in his mind, intertwined with everything in this life, Zhang Xiaohan said softly: "To live is for a process, a process to prove that you have lived, whether the process is happy or painful, whether it is joyful or sour, to live is to experience the ups and downs." ” Zhang Xiaohan closed her eyes slightly, in her past life and this life, she had a confidant Suddenly a burst of sourness welled up in her heart, ten thousand years, the old man has lived alone for ten thousand years, what kind of perseverance did he survive If it is himself, can he endure ten thousand years of loneliness These words just now, not so much to the old man, but to themselves, aren't you just lonely and silently bearing the sourness of life "Yes, living is a process, and only you can taste the ups and downs during this period, more than 10,000 years," the old man sighed.
"I thought about it for more than 10,000 years, chewed every day and everything I lived many times, at the beginning, I still have hatred in my heart, and unwillingness, I want to roar, I want to vent, but gradually, the hate is gone, only unwillingness, but in the end, there is nothing, as long as there are memories I am content."
Even when he said hate, the old man's tone was very flat: "Little girl, you're right, time will end everything, it's just that it took me nearly 10,000 years to figure out the truth, how did you think of it at a young age?"
Zhang Xiaohan was silent for a while, she didn't have the desire to talk, she didn't have the desire to pour out her inner emotions at all, her emotions had disappeared once in her previous life, and in this life, she didn't seem to have paid yet.
However, is it really not giving?
"It seems that you have been through a lot," the old man said softly.
The corners of Zhang Xiaohan's mouth moved slightly, she wanted to smile, but she couldn't laugh, she only sighed softly: "Perhaps, in a hundred years, all this will seem so boring and ridiculous, but now, when I experience it, only I can understand the bitterness in it." ” After a moment of silence, the old man suddenly said: "Little girl, my time is running out, you don't want to know anything from me."
Zhang Xiaohan paused for a moment, and suddenly laughed: "Senior, I am so easy to feel it, and it is easy to have someone who can let me talk and understand me." ” The old man shook his head, and shook his head again: "Little girl, you look at the sun, when the sun is not so sufficient, my primordial spirit will dissipate, aren't you curious about these?"
Zhang Xiaohan thought about it and said: "I was still curious at first, but, senior, I don't have any lofty ideals for the future, and I haven't thought about anything about soaring." ” "Now, don't you want to now?"
Zhang Xiaohan thought about it carefully for a while, and slowly shook his head: "Ascension is too slim for me. ” "If it's not slim, what if there is such a chance?"
"Opportunity" Zhang Xiaohan repeated softly: "Seniors, not every opportunity has to be seized, it is enough to know some things before 10,000 years and imagine the glory of 10,000 years ago." ” Zhang Xiaohan's voice suddenly became louder: "People always have to die, as the predecessors said, come from heaven and earth, return to heaven and earth, to live, is to live a process, live a self, the process may not be exciting, but it is enough to work hard and have memories." ” "It's a good process of living out, living out of yourself, the old man's calm heart was almost moved by what you said, little girl, how did you live before you took it, only then did you have such an idea" The old man looked at Zhang Xiaohan again.
Zhang Xiaohan smiled slightly: "Senior, time is short, do you really want to hear it?"
What a strange thing, the shark and the big bird stood next to them nervously, the two of them actually talked about irrelevant things at all, and they talked happily, and Zhang Xiaohan actually talked about her.
Zhang Xiaohan didn't know why she wanted to tell the secret in her heart, she was going to keep it in her heart all the time, but today she suddenly wanted to indulge herself once, and wanted to pour out the secret that couldn't be said to others.
The memories of his previous life are far away, but they are still buried in his heart, and it is so easy to recall, Zhang Xiaohan tells it eloquently, as if he is telling someone else's story.
Whether it is for the old man or for the mackerel and the big bird, it is an unimaginable world, and they listen intently and imagine that world.
Zhang Xiaohan did not reserve, she talked about her crossing, about the mysterious mask, about her identity as a furnace, and about her struggle She also spoke of the people she had met, of her hopes and disappointments, and she was calm, knowing that when she had told it all, she would be at odds with the past.
The sunlight is gradually shifting, the shadow is gradually elongating, during which the mackerel returns to the Nasu bottle, and only Zhang Xiaohan's crisp and calm voice is in the silent empty field of the main peak.
Finally, Zhang Xiaohan stopped, and she smiled lightly: "Senior, I actually said so much. ” The old man looked up at the sun, and then said: "Little girl, I didn't expect to hear this before my life really disappeared, nor did I expect that there would be such a strange world outside this world, let alone that you would be so indifferent at a young age. ” Saying that, he lowered his head: "I still have half an hour, little girl, don't look at me as just a primordial soul, but there are still many things I can do, say your wishes, let me satisfy you." ” Zhang Xiaohan smiled lightly: "Senior, I thought that in this life, I would never narrate the secrets of my heart in my life, whether it was in my previous life or in this life, being able to talk to you about my inner secrets, and you being able to listen to my story, is already the best satisfaction for me." ” The old man looked at Zhang Xiaohan intently for a while, then nodded slowly: "I have to thank you for rescuing me from the Spirit Snatching Array, whether you need it or not." ” Saying that, a point of light suddenly floated out of his forehead, the old man stretched out his hand and pointed at it, and the point of light quickly shot towards Zhang Xiaohan, Zhang Xiaohan was startled, and subconsciously wanted to dodge, but the point of light rushed straight over, and suddenly it didn't enter his forehead.
Zhang Xiaohan only felt a chill on her forehead, and then something burrowed into her sea of consciousness, she was shocked, quickly transferred away from her divine sense, and surrounded that point of light.
"Little girl, don't worry, people are dying, their words are also good, this point of light is harmless to you, maybe you won't need it in your life, but I still look forward to you opening it, hehe, for it, I don't have half an hour's time, I'm going to dissipate, this heavenly array may only be lonely and wait here."
The old man's figure began to fade.
"Little girl, if this voice is safe, don't have feelings, the one who hurts you the most is the closest person around you, I have been thinking, at the beginning, if he was straight to me, would I have stepped into this formation?"
The sun has begun to set in the west, and the figure of the old man continues to dim: "How many years, I have been asking myself, at that time, I really didn't realize his intentions, is it true that I don't know now, maybe, I already knew, I just can't believe it." ” Zhang Xiaohan silently looked at the dim figure of the old man, and suddenly asked impulsively: "Is he a man or a woman?"
"Why bother with men and women, after all, they are the closest people to the original, female baby, remember, the one who hurts you the most will always be the person you trust the most" A gust of wind blew, the figure of the old man completely disappeared between heaven and earth, and there was only a lonely formation in front of Zhang Xiaohan, and the old man seemed to have never appeared.
Zhang Xiaohan's divine sense also surrounded that strange point of light, and the old man's words echoed in his head.
After a while, Big Bird suddenly sent a message: "That Yuan Soul won't hurt you, if you want to hurt him, you have already done it." ” Zhang Xiaohan sighed softly, and removed the divine consciousness surrounding the point of light a little, no matter whether the old man had malicious intent or not, it always felt uncomfortable to have more things in his head that did not belong to him.
"Am I suspicious?"
The big bird flapped its wings: "You human nature, you human beings are not honest enough.
Saying that, he tilted his head and looked at Zhang Xiaohan: "You are the most honest human person I have ever seen, Zhang Xiaohan, you really don't plan to get the inheritance of that Yuan Soul" Zhang Xiaohan also tilted his head to look at the big bird: "What more inheritance do I get, as long as we are safe, thank God." ” Looking at the obvious suspicion in the eyes of the big bird, Zhang Xiaohan shrugged: "You also heard what I said, I have experienced enough, I have seen enough and seen enough, compared to my previous life, I am now a earth-shaking change, and people must learn to be content." ” As he spoke, he turned around and faced the big bird: "But then again, my heart is much more comfortable now, you know, these words have been pressed in my heart for a long time, and I have never wanted to say it, or because I have never had a suitable opportunity." ” Big Bird agreed, "Your words are not appropriate for humans. ” Zhang Xiaohan stared at the big bird for a while, and then changed the topic: "You said, what kind of light ball did the old man get into my knowledge of the sea in his head, and it's always sad that he has something in his head that is not his own, is it some kind of soul mark or something like a mess?"
As soon as the words fell, the mackerel suddenly jumped out of the bottle, although she was replenishing water in the bottle, but she had also been listening to the movements of the outside world, and the old man's ball of light had not entered Zhang Xiaohan's forehead, and it knew everything.
"How can it be a mess" jumped out, and the mackerel passed on the idea. , monthly pass, your support, is my biggest motivation.
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