Fan Xiaofan glanced at Zhang Xiaohan's expression, he didn't understand where Zhang Xiaohan's sadness came from, she wouldn't sympathize with that female cultivator, such a female cultivator who was self-contemptuous and wanted to use others like fools was not worthy of sympathy.
Why is Zhang Xiaohan sad, did she think of her physique Fan Xiaofan didn't ask Zhang Xiaohan's physique, but the previous words made him clearly understand Zhang Xiaohan's physique, Zhang Xiaohan is a furnace that has been transformed the day after tomorrow.
Wu Xingyun would not and did not dare to hit Zhang Xiaohan's attention, Zhang Xiaohan raised her cultivation to the realm of the early stage of transformation into a god and exposed, which showed that she was not afraid of her physique being exposed to others at all.
She has enough strength now, not only her cultivation, but also her courage and resoluteness when playing with others, she is not alone, she also has a powerful spirit beast like the fire fox by her side.
But where did her sadness come from, Fan Xiaofan calmly put away the things that belonged to him and Wu Xingyun, and then handed Zhang Xiaohan's share in a storage bag.
Luo Qingyue sat on the side and meditated and cultivated, his current cultivation was even more at the bottom, when he saw Zhang Xiaohan put the body of the man in the early stage of transformation into the spirit beast bag, his heart trembled unknowingly, he remembered Bai Rongtie, he once watched Bai Rongtie's divine sense destroyed by Zhang Xiaohan, just like the man in front of him, and then Bai Rongtie became Zhang Xiaohan's slave.
Right now, Zhang Xiaohan has a new puppet and a new slave, which makes him feel oppressive in his heart, if the gap between him and Zhang Xiaohan's cultivation is too big, it is difficult to say whether Zhang Xiaohan will give up on him.
Especially Zhang Xiaohan also has a spirit beast like a fire fox.
Zhang Xiaohan didn't notice Luo Qingyue's expression, she didn't care what Luo Qingyue would think, Luo Qingyue's use value was basically here, she just regarded Luo Qingyue as a place now, and would not resist her entourage.
Zhang Xiaohan's mind stayed on her indifference to the tragic death of that female cultivator, on her unconsciously assimilated into this world, thinking back to her in her previous life, and then looking at the changes in this life, sadness gushed out inexplicably in her heart.
She didn't want to change, she always thought she was a passerby in this world, and never thought that one day she would go from being a passerby to a member of this world.
She has now adapted to the respect of the strong in this world, the law of the jungle, and the power of life and death, so one day, will she fully integrate into this world and give up her former outlook on life.
Even, just like Yunfeng or Luo Qingyue, in order to live, they can endure anything.
She couldn't help but shudder in her heart, would she become like that?
Fan Xiaofan finally turned his head sideways and carefully studied Zhang Xiaohan's expression, obviously it was something that should be happy, from leaving the station of Wuji Sect, they had gone all the way, everyone had gained a lot, he got rid of the shackles of the relics exercises, Zhang Xiaohan got the fire fox and the flower basket, and Wu Xingyun finally had the opportunity to improve his cultivation, all of which should be happy, why did Zhang Xiaohan be sad When did he start to care about Zhang Xiaohan Fan Xiaofan couldn t help frowning slightly, it was from the time when he was in the misty desert, or just after seeing her undisguised sadness "Zhang Daoyou, you" Fan Xiaofan hesitated.
Zhang Xiaohan turned his head and smiled slightly, with a hint of surprise in his smile: "Something" Fan Xiaofan opened his mouth, but shook his head, and everything calmed down.
The four of them walked together, and they all had a little secret about each other, Fan Xiaofan was only wary of Luo Qingyue now, he guessed what Zhang Xiaohan did to Luo Qingyue, but he was not very relieved.
Originally, he wanted to feed the gold-devouring ants, but seeing Zhang Xiaohan's gold-devouring ants evolve into such a state, it was impossible not to envy them, but he still didn't take them out immediately, just sat cross-legged, slowly refining the relics.
The four of them had four thoughts, and only Wu Xingyun and Luo Qingyue really devoted their minds to cultivation completely, Fan Xiaofan only divided half of his mind into cultivation, and the other half of his mind was still paying attention to the surroundings, Zhang Xiaohan simply did not cultivate, and thought about his thoughts silently.
Time was slipping away quietly, and at dawn, the fire fox stretched lazily, and all the spiritual power brought by the three primordial babies was absorbed, as if it had just been replenished, making it feel so comfortable.
The big watery eyes and eyes flowed, and it was immediately judged that Zhang Xiaohan had not cultivated, it stood up lightly and walked a few steps and jumped into Zhang Xiaohan's arms, rubbed on the crook of her arm, and found a comfortable position to lie down.
Zhang Xiaohan subconsciously rubbed the soft fur of the fire fox, and a sense of loneliness hit her one after another, yes, she has lived in this world for more than twenty years, she thought that she had adapted to the life of this world to cultivate, hunt, or have a job to earn spirit stones.
She thought she was adapted, but when she really adapted, how could she be so lonely in her heart, helpless She looked straight at the place where the nun was burned, and even the light ash was gone, how could she really become a person here unconsciously Everything in her previous life seemed to be blurred, far away from her, she couldn't help but ask herself, if she had the opportunity to return to her previous life, she could continue to be an ordinary woman in her previous life, be a clerk in the company, go shopping when she got off work, and then find someone as ordinary as her to start a family, have children, watch the children grow up, and then grow old Will she choose to go back and give up her cultivation here, she can manipulate the right of life and death of others A tear crept out of the corner of her eye, a small one, hanging on her long, upturned eyelashes.
The thick sorrow once again eroded her whole body, making her heart twitch, how could she be like this The streets of her past life were far away from her mind, including the pedestrians walking in a hurry on the streets, the children jumping around playfully holding their mother's hand, or the young people standing down to admire the shop windows.
She couldn't go back, even if the opportunity was right in front of her.
She won't go back, she won't go back to live that ordinary and peaceful life.
Feeling Zhang Xiaohan's sadness, the fire fox raised its head and looked at the tears in the corners of Zhang Xiaohan's eyes, it suddenly stood up, and then stretched out its small tongue to lick off the tears that Zhang Xiaohan hung on his eyelashes.
Zhang Xiaohan's gaze moved down and fell on the eyes of the fire fox, the eyes of the fire fox were very pure, it also looked at Zhang Xiaohan, and its concern came from his mind: "Master, who bullied you, the fire fox helped you get angry." ” Zhang Xiaohan gently hugged the fire fox tightly and shook his head: "I'm just homesick." ” "Home" Firefox tilted his head: "If we miss home, we'll go home" The corners of Zhang Xiaohan's mouth pulled out a reluctant smile, and the thick sadness was still between her eyes: "I can't go back." ” The fire fox looked at Zhang Xiaohan incomprehensibly, she couldn't understand Zhang Xiaohan's words, but she could feel Zhang Xiaohan's sadness, she stretched out her small tongue again, licked Zhang Xiaohan's earlobe, it was used to being alone, and it didn't understand the meaning of home, but with Zhang Xiaohan, because of the soul contract, it felt extraordinarily dependent on Zhang Xiaohan, Zhang Xiaohan was sad, and its heart was not good.
Zhang Xiaohan gently rubbed the soft fur of the fire fox again, and watched it quietly lie in his arms, obviously close at hand, but he felt that it was far away.
Her loneliness is unspeakable.
He suddenly realized the sorrow of the same kind in the Cave Mansion under the sea, what kind of mentality did he use to leave the words written in pinyin in his previous life, and he sank himself alone at the bottom of the sea, whether it was decades or hundreds of years In the future, will I be like him, and close myself alone in a certain place?
Zhang Xiaohan sat silently with the fire fox in her arms, but she felt as if her soul had detached from her body, looking at her outside her body.
She saw herself.
She sat in silence, her eyes full of sorrow.
There is nothing more sad for Zhang Xiaohan than recognizing herself and recognizing the reality, in order to live in the past, in order not to be regarded as a furnace by others, she never had time to think about these things, but now that she is strong, she finds that her heart is still so fragile, she is not ready to live forever in this world.
Deep down, she is still nostalgic for her previous life, even if the sky in her previous life was not as blue as here, even if she was not as strong as here in her previous life.
But in her previous life, she was simple and kind, and she would not be indifferent with blood on her hands, nor would she watch people die in front of her and say that she was innocent.
There is no previous life, even if the previous life is in front of her, she can't go back if she is invited to go back, and the simple and kind woman in the previous life has completely disappeared.
Zhang Xiaohan hung above her own head, silently and carefully examining herself, analyzing on the outside and inside, she wanted to know why she became like this, and wanted to know when she changed when she had been obsessed with in her heart.
She closed her eyes, unwilling to recall, unwilling to recall these twenty years of loneliness, she just wanted to forget these, forget the past life, forget this life, forget herself.
Her soul quietly returned to her body, silent in the depths of her heart, and in the dantian, the snow-white little man also opened his eyes in confusion and looked up.
The same dark eyes, like starlight, are deep, with confusion and confusion, is this also her Zhang Xiaohan stared at Yuan Ying's dark eyes, and slowly indulged.
It's okay like this, just indulge in the Yuan Baby, forget everything in the past life and this life, who cares about her simple and kind in her previous life, who cares about her loneliness and cruelty in this life, let everything be lost. , monthly pass, your support, is my biggest motivation.
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