Zhang Xiaohan closed her eyes, her physical body must be holding the small white jade bowl, looking at the clear water in the bowl, but her soul was sucked into the clear water of the small bowl, becoming what it is now.
If it's like this forever, it's good to spend the rest of your life in illusion As soon as this thought appeared, Zhang Xiaohan found that the surrounding environment seemed to be changing, she opened her eyes, and sure enough, it was changing.
She obviously didn't move, she was standing in place, but she actually moved, she was strolling forward, her eyes casually glancing at the stalls on the left and right, occasionally standing and looking at the crafts.
What is the situation, how can this be, I am obviously standing in place, not moving at all, but why is my body moving It is as if there is another mind that occupies one's body, that is in charge of the actions of this body, and that oneself is obviously in this body, but it is as if it is excluded from the body.
It was a strange feeling that she watched herself walk slowly down the street, and then stood at the corner of the street, looking at the snow-capped mountains, and forgot for a long time.
If I hadn't touched that bag at the time, my fate would have been like this.
Zhang Xiaohan felt silently, she wanted to feel the feeling of this body, but she could only look at this body, but she couldn't feel it at all.
She looked at the distant snow-capped mountains, a tear slowly flowed from her eyes, and then she reached out to wipe away the tear and walked forward silently.
She doesn't want to see her so sad as she was, she doesn't want to see her living alone in her previous life, these are all unrealistic, they are all illusions, she doesn't want to see it.
She wants to return to reality, return to the Nai He Bridge where she is, and return to the world of cultivating immortals, her life trajectory has already changed, she will not return to her previous life, and she will no longer live as an ordinary person in her previous life.
Zhang Xiaohan wanted to shout, wanting to get out of this body, but her soul seemed to be imprisoned here, and she could only watch her body in her previous life.
She returned to the hotel where she stayed, this is a fast hotel, a small single room, she was only generous when she was traveling in her previous life, and always lived in a single room, although it was very small, but it was better than a person.
Yes, she always wrapped herself, always unconsciously isolated herself from everyone else, she sat in the hotel, looking through the small window, at the blue of the sky.
What is she thinking, is she Zhang Xiaohan or herself Zhang Xiaohan Do you want to stay in this body forever, looking at this body as if you are looking for a certain trajectory to live, but you can't do anything, you can neither interfere nor change?
It was dark and bright, she had been in Tibet for a while, it was time to leave, the crowded train station, pedestrians with packages and luggage, hurried footsteps, she stopped in front of the sleeper.
She was always half-leaning on her bunk, sometimes holding a book, sometimes listening to music, occasionally talking to her neighbor, and then she returned to the familiar city.
Zhang Xiaohan knew that she had fallen into an illusion, which was not created by others, but by her own heart, and she could only rely on herself to get out.
But she was imprisoned in this illusion, and she couldn't get rid of it at all, and could only watch herself live like all other ordinary people in her previous life.
Alone, she finally met the person she liked, an ordinary person, and then, like everyone else, they fell in love, and the smile gradually reappeared on her face.
They dated, watched movies together, walked together, and then got married, and spent candles in the cave They have children, take care of the children together, have quarrels in the middle, have reconciled, and stumble and are quite happy.
That girl is no longer a girl, wrinkles have crept up her cheeks, she is gradually entering middle age, and the child is gradually growing up.
She is Zhang Xiaohan, Zhang Xiaohan, who is busy with life, who is she, another Zhang Xiaohan Zhang Xiaohan is imprisoned in Zhang Xiaohan's body It seems that a long decades have passed, and it seems that there is only a short moment, Zhang Xiaohan has experienced her past life, if she hadn't met the storage bag, if her soul hadn't been taken to another world by the storage bag, this would be her life.
If you haven't lived in another world, there's nothing wrong with this life trajectory, an ordinary girl, live a life of peace and tranquility.
But having lived in another world and seen the wonders of that world, how can she be content with this peaceful life?
She looked at the woman with a happy face, and there was not much change between her eyebrows, it was her, but she didn't like her, she didn't like her who was content with the status quo.
She wants to go back, to the world that belongs to her, even if that world is full of dangers, there will always be dangers, but that world is wonderful, and that world has things that she fights for.
This peaceful world doesn't belong to her anymore, it will never belong to her, and even if she returns here, she will be a passerby in a hurry.
This Zhang Xiaohan and she are already two different people in different worlds, completely different, and in the future, their lives will be two parallel lines that will never intersect.
She is her, she is not her, even if she is in the same body, she is still not her.
It's been more than twenty years, and she's been watching her live in her previous life for more than twenty years, watching her children grow up, and it's time for her to go back, to where she belongs.
Zhang Xiaohan felt that she was gradually withdrawing from Zhang Xiaohan's body, the scene in front of her was a little distant, her vision was expanding a little bit, she left her, left the familiar room, the city, and the planet, she retreated far away, and there was a ripple in front of her, and she returned to the Nai He Bridge.
It seemed that at the moment when she just lowered her head to look at the water in the bowl, the ripples had just spread, the water was still crystal clear, and her mood was still calm.
But something has changed, she has changed, and while she is looking at this bowl of water, she completely dissects her heart, and the only remaining nostalgia for her past life in her heart is completely gone, and she is reborn and becomes a person of this world.
I didn't have any regrets in my heart, no, if I went back to my previous life, it would be a pity to be an ordinary person again, Zhang Xiaohan looked at the water in the bowl, and suddenly made a move that surprised her.
She held the bowl in her hand, brought it to her lips, and slowly poured it down.
Chilly and sweet.
If it's really forgetful water, let her drink it, follow its past and present lives, and from now on, she is just herself.
Although she had such a thought in her heart, she didn't take it seriously, how could the various things in the past and this life be so easy to forget, and what Fan Xiaofan said about the various things in the Linglong Immortal Pagoda is dangerous and rewarding.
She has already reaped the danger, and she is almost lost in the regret of her previous life, so the next thing should be the harvest.
There are only a few mouthfuls of water, and it soon enters the abdomen, and there is only a small bowl left in his hand, this small bowl will definitely not be returned, Zhang Xiaohan smiled slightly, and as soon as his hand turned over, the small bowl disappeared into the storage ring.
The line of sight was like another small bowl, but as soon as the sight touched, his face changed, and something seemed to have changed in his body.
She was stunned for a moment, could it be that this bowl of water allowed her to wash the marrow and cut the scriptures, she was already a peak monk in the middle stage of the transformation of the gods, and the marrow washing and cutting scriptures should not have started in the foundation building period But she clearly hadn't gone through this stage, and every time her cultivation rose, she didn't go through it, and thought that this word was just a fabrication of her previous life.
She looked at her hands in a daze, her clothes already felt slimy, after all, her body had been washed by aura, and she had advanced many times, and there were not too many impurities.
She sighed softly, not knowing whether to be happy or not, she reached out and slapped out the dust sweeping charm, and soon her whole body was as fresh as ever, Zhang Xiaohan experienced it carefully, and there was obviously some kind of change in her body, just like the feeling after just advancing.
But the cultivation has not advanced, Zhang Xiaohan smiled, she is too greedy, this bowl of "forgetful water" not only made her break her expectations for her previous life, but also made her experience the marrow washing scriptures, she should be content.
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However, if the other monks have this process of washing the marrow and cutting the scriptures, they have to ask.
Zhang Xiaohan didn't want to let go of the small bowl on the bridge pillar on the other side, but after trying it, the small bowl was like being welded, and it couldn't be served down at all, so Zhang Xiaohan gave up.
Chance is like this, probably this opportunity on the bridge is just the same for yourself, but if you are really lost in your past life, and really linger in your past life and this life, what should it be like?
In my memory, the woman who is maturing and entering middle age suddenly appears in front of me again, that should be the self in the previous life, maybe what I just saw is the real self in the previous life.
Yes, it must be like this, in the body of the previous life, there must have been two selves, one of them left and lived another life here, and the other self lived peacefully in the previous life.
What I see is my own life in my previous life, my ordinary, ordinary self.
It's okay, then you won't worry about it anymore, and you will be safe and happy in that world.
Zhang Xiaohan raised her head and looked at the other end of the bridge, in the steam, she couldn't see what that end was, she didn't hesitate, she walked over firmly, no matter what that end was, she would go down.
At the same time, in another world, a middle-aged woman was making dumplings, her hands dexterously pinched out dumplings, and suddenly she seemed to feel something, and her hands that were pinching dumplings suddenly stopped.
Her eyes looked at the window, but there was a thick curtain that could not penetrate it, and she looked at the curtain and smiled, as if amused by her actions, and then lowered her head again, and concentrated on pinching the dumplings. , monthly pass, your support, is my biggest motivation.
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