Zhang Xiaohan asked herself if she was not a sentimental person, but her long-term loneliness had made her almost forget what kind of person she used to be.
In her past life or in this life, in the face of too many choices that she needed, she slowly lost herself, and even forgot what she was like in the first place.
She rubbed the white wolf's head, then slowly let go of them, looking up at the white mist, the white mist was so thick that she couldn't see through anything, and she didn't want to see through it.
When did she become like this, and what would she become in the future, if it weren't for the forgotten jade slip in the sea, she would probably have really lost herself, although she is no longer the same person she used to be.
What was she like in the past, sticking to her heart The one in her previous life was really blurred in her memory, she even forgot her appearance, she couldn't remember the appearance of the person who made her sad, and she didn't even intentionally recall it, she forgot that there was still that person.
Even if you think about it, it doesn't mean anything anymore, not because the mood is no longer fluctuating, but that person has been reincarnated I don't know how many times, and there is no meaning in existence for a long time, just like in the whole world, after hundreds of thousands of years or more, no one remembers her anymore, and she has unconsciously lost the meaning of existence.
Zhang Xiaohan felt that she was at peace, and she could think about it again after choosing the path she wanted to take, and when she experienced the difficulties of this road, it was not only in walking, but in the choice of the heart.
Can she bear so much karma, which should not be borne by ordinary people.
A person, from the time he was born, was destined to be what kind of person he would be in this life, what kind of big things he would undertake, not everyone could be an emperor, not born in the royal family can do it.
In the same way, not everyone can bear the cause and effect that should be borne by others, in mortals, only the emperor's family can do it, and in the immortal cultivation world, only a monk like the emperor can bear it.
The emperor's family seems to enjoy the glory and wealth that ordinary people can't enjoy, but they don't bear a burden that is dozens or hundreds of times heavier than ordinary people, and in the same way, when the monks are struggling for their lives, as emperors, they are also struggling for the fate of ordinary monks.
The so-called Son of Heaven is angry, ambushing millions of corpses and bleeding thousands of miles, but after that, all the cause and effect will also be borne by the Son of Heaven, or not just by him personally, all those related to the Son of Heaven, his relatives, friends and even subordinates.
With such cause and effect, if you know the consequences, which ordinary person would be willing to repay it in this life, in this life, in the next life, or even in the next life or even in the next few lifetimes or dozens of lifetimes She, Zhang Xiaohan, was just an ordinary mortal in the previous life, an ordinary mortal who can be described as an ant, and in this life, she is just a victim who was unfortunately chosen by Providence, after the choice under a moment of anger, does she really have the courage to bet on her present life, the next life, or the endless future life.
The white fog is vast, and she can't see through anything, only after everything is obscured, she carefully analyzes herself.
Can she really afford it She has not forgotten the memories in her obsession, she has not forgotten all kinds of complex emotions in her memory, she is just an ordinary and simple monk, a person who has not given up her obsession, she can really do it to the extent of the emperor, the emperor of heaven, and the phoenix If she takes over these causes and effects, and then takes over all the causes and effects, she will be able to stand at the same height as the Emperor, the Emperor of Heaven, and the Phoenix Queen, and even only compete with the Emperor of Heaven and the Phoenix Queen, but can she really take it Her mind, reason, will it really not collapse After all, she was born just an ordinary mortal, she had never been educated by the emperor, and she was not prepared to bear the burden on the emperor's shoulders.
Just to be able to stand in front of Huang Ji and fight against it in the end, you have to pay such a price Now that she has given up and continued in a state of confusion, what she enjoys in this life will be everything that ordinary monks cannot enjoy, and in the next life, what she has given up and cannot get in this life will be compensated, and she is just leaving everything to others before the end of her long life, in fact, everyone, whether it is an ordinary mortal or a monk, is not it before the end of life that everything that has been struggling in life is taken away by others Whether it is money, power, or cultivation, which one is not brought by life or death, no matter how hard you struggle, it is just to marry someone.
Why can't she see it, why should she use her life to bet on a game that she can't win at all.
She is not the maker of the game, why is she delusional about changing the rules of the game But she knew why, because she was unwilling.
Even if she calmly recalled everything that happened before in her mind, even if she thought of all the consequences she might bear in the future, she still knew why, just because she was unwilling.
She Zhang Xiaohan will always be better than broken, in the past life, in this life, in the next life, even if her ant-like life is trampled again and again, even if her life is spent in endless struggle in every life, she will not give in.
Her future is afraid that it is like the white fog in front of her, obscuring everything, as long as she waves her hand, she can disperse, and she doesn't have to grope in the fog to hit a wall, or even break her head and bleed, but how can she go against her heart.
Her heart Zhang Xiaohan's hand slowly pressed on the heart, is this heart still hers She thought about her past and present lives, and thought of her next life, but she didn't even think about all the people, friends, or relatives around her in this life.
Along the way, she forgot many people, even if she had been friends with her, she had forgotten them all, and ignored them in her future choices.
She looked at Bai Wu with wide eyes, and wanted to see the faces and memories she had forgotten from the white mist, but in front of Bai Mist, she couldn't think of anything, and she needed to deliberately recall them in order to remember the few people, but even when she thought of them, she lost the feeling she once had, only a complete strangeness.
That's the price.
Not only gambling on this life and the next life, but also all the worries of this life.
Zhang Xiaohan sat in this white mist for several days, she had never analyzed her heart so seriously, not from the perspective of a monk, nor from the past and present lives, but from her own heart.
Once decided, she can only go on, and there is no turning back, and on this path, she must abandon all her companions and must also move forward.
Once decided, she will no longer be an ordinary monk, and one day she will stand at the same height as Emperor Huang Ji, but she will also lose many, many things.
Outside the white mist, Yi Frame stood with his hands in his hands, just like Zhang Xiaohan in the white mist, he thought a lot, everything 300,000 years ago was as far away as the previous life, and it seemed to be right in front of him, if he could choose, whether he would be an ordinary monk and finish this life safely, or would he be a wise man like 300,000 years, bearing the heavy burden on his heart, just to become a human being The person in the white fog is probably also in the decision.
He suddenly wanted to understand her, and reason told him that he should stay away from Zhang Xiaohan, this female cultivator who was not imagined by common sense, but he was unwilling in his heart, he wanted to know what kind of person this female cultivator who could not divinate his identity, in this world, there should be only two people who he could not divination.
Yi Frame finally turned around, stretched out his hand to lay down the ban, and circled the hibiscus into the prohibition, the hibiscus seemed to have lost three souls and seven spirits, and it took a while to notice that Yi Frame was standing in front of him.
"Mu Daoyou, don't you feel that you have lost something, and you are inexplicably relaxed."
Yi Frame's voice was muffled.
Mu Hibiscus frowned slightly, and was silent for a while before saying: "I lost my relaxation, I just suddenly had an epiphany, and I thought about everything in the past more clearly." ” Yi Frame's eyes dimmed unconsciously, and then he stretched out his hand and made a gesture to sit down, Hibiscus smiled, and with a wave of his hand, a small table and two chairs suddenly appeared in front of him.
Yi Jian smiled and sat down, but saw that a pot of tea had appeared on the small table, two teacups, hibiscus holding the hand to pour tea, the green tea was poured, and the faint fragrance of tea followed.
"Fellow Daoists will enjoy life when they arrive."
Yi Frame praised.
Mu Hibiscus put down the teapot steadily and made a gesture of please: "In fact, the process of making tea is also a kind of enjoyment, and the process of preparing in advance is not necessarily for elegance, but it is just to satisfy your appetite when you need it." ” Saying this, his mind couldn't help but flash the surprise of seeing for the first time what was originally an elegant thing turned into a appetite, but after thinking about it, he only felt strange, he picked up the teacup and took a shallow sip, only felt that this spiritual tea was no longer delicious, shook his head and said: "In this way, although the spiritual tea is both beautiful and fragrant, it has lost the original heart of tea." ” Yi Frame looked at the hibiscus quietly for a while, and also took a sip of the tea, which was the first time he had tasted spiritual tea in hundreds of thousands of years.
"A lot of things in the past seem to be far away, and what I once thought was worth doing suddenly seemed like a joke, like this spiritual tea brewed in advance."
Mu Hibiscus put down the spirit tea that he had only taken a sip of, and seemed to be a little disgusted by this spirit tea, and then stared at Yi Frame and asked.
Yi Frame held the teacup and said: "Spirit tea is still spirit tea, is there a difference?"
Mu Hibiscus stretched out his hand, and an empty teapot suddenly appeared on the table, Mu Hibiscus reached out and slowly lifted the lid of the pot, put in the spiritual tea, injected the spiritual water, and the spiritual fire in his hand slowly surrounded the teapot, boiling the spiritual water, and then held the pot, poured the green tea again, and another tea fragrance rose.
"Tea, as it should be, has lost its spirituality before."
Yi Frame was silent for a moment, put down the teacup in his hand, and picked up the last cup, the taste of the two cups of spiritual tea was originally the same, but I don't know why he tasted different.
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"This last cup of tea, it seems to have lost something."
Yi Frame said slowly.
"Yes" Hibiscus tasted it again, but slowly shook his head and smiled lightly, "The senior said yes." ” But he stretched out his hand and wanted to blow the previous pot of tea to the ground, Yi Frame raised his hand and held the teapot in his hand: "If you brew it for a long time, it will be thicker, which is suitable for the old man." ” After speaking, he was slightly stunned, but he still filled the original teacup that he had only drunk one sip of, and took it up and drank it in one gulp.
A smile suddenly appeared on Hibiscus's face, as if he was lazy, and he drank the tea in his hand slowly.
"Daoyou and Zhang Daoyou have known each other for a long time."
Zhang Daoyou said three words, and Yi Frame hesitated slightly.
"I've known each other for almost 10,000 years," Hibiscus put down the teacup and raised his eyebrows, "What do seniors want to know?"
"What if the old man wants to know everything," replied Yiku.
Mu Hibiscus shook his head: "Although we have known each other for 10,000 years, the younger generation suddenly feels very strange to Boss Zhang, and I don't seem to have ever known her." ” "Boss Zhang" Yi Frame Fox said suspiciously.
"Yes, Boss Zhang, when it comes to the three words Zhang Xiaohan, there may be many monks in the human world who don't know, and when it comes to Boss Zhang, everyone knows it."
Mu Hibiscus still smiled, "In the human world, it is rare to have such a responsible monk as Boss Zhang, and the women are not allowed to shave their eyebrows." ” At the mention of Boss Zhang's three words, Hibiscus's mind seemed to be in a trance, as if there was something missing in his memory, he thought about it and smiled again: "Strange." ” Yi Frame knew that Hibiscus had a strange feeling, and he waited quietly, waiting for Hibiscus to follow next, but Hibiscus thought for a while, and did not speak.
"Why don't you go on?"
asked Yi Frame.
"What do you say" Hibiscus shook his head: "The junior obviously knows Boss Zhang very well, and it seems that he used to be the monk who was most familiar with Boss Zhang, but when I thought about it, I found that I had never understood her, so I couldn't talk about it." ” There is no way to talk about it, the cause and effect are withdrawn, and from then on he is a stranger Yi Frame looked back at the white fog behind him, he couldn't see through it, did he not want to see through it or he couldn't see through it at all.
He stood up slowly, his hand seemed to be inadvertently brushing the table, the teapot that he took out first disappeared, and he dispelled the prohibition, looking at the white mist, he asked himself that he has always been a decisive person, but in the face of this female cultivator who had only known each other for a short time, he hesitated.
The so-called Boss Zhang of this world of cause and effect actually took it all in, how much she endured Suddenly, he waved his hand and spread the same white mist, cutting off all sight and visitation.
He sat down slowly, pondered for a long time, and finally punched out a complex spell with both hands, his fingers counted in the void, and a series of spiritual lights appeared in front of him, and the words were complex textures, as if there was something communicating with the heavens, and the spiritual light in front of him kept changing, and finally converged into an inexplicable pattern.
Yi Frame slowly lowered his hand and stared at the pattern in front of him for a long time, until the aura in the pattern was exhausted and slowly disappeared.
He knew that he couldn't divinate Zhang Xiaohan's future, so he was divining the future of this divine realm, but the divine realm had no way to divination, and he couldn't predict the future of the divine realm.
Is it just because the cause and effect of the divine realm has changed, or is this change outside the will of heaven, and the will of heaven is no longer allowed to be peeped at, or is it because Boss Zhang is originally the master, and everything about the lord is unpredictable t1706231537: