In front of the dimly lit background, there was a lonely nun, her hair curled up in half, without any ornamentation, a gray robe draped loosely over her body, and a belt of the same color outlined her figure, so that she could tell that this was a nun.
In the simple memory, Zhang Xiaohan also wore other clothes, nuns', slightly bright and gorgeous colors, but just like a flash in the pan, it was as if her face was always so delicate. became temperamental, more and more repulsive to people thousands of miles away, those eyes became more and more emotional, and even when she looked at him, when she said that she was willing to marry him, there was no trace of brilliance.
"What's more" Jian Jian heard his voice, he was also emotionless, he knew that he was gradually losing her, as she said, she has become the real Boss Zhang, and there will be no more Zhang Xiaohan in these five realms.
"That's something that will happen later."
The inheritance of the Heavenly Clan, the conjecture of the furnace, the unpredictable fate arrangement, it is Zhang Xiaohan who is worried and afraid of all this and is eager to know the truth, and she has already abandoned the three words Zhang Xiaohan when she decided to embark on this difficult road and walked alone on this road.
She used to think that she was still Zhang Xiaohan, but when she met Jane before, she already knew that she would no longer be Zhang Xiaohan, and in front of all the monks, she could only be Boss Zhang.
"Why" This is the second time that Jane asked, and it has nothing to do with identity and cultivation strength.
"There is no choice."
Zhang Xiaohan quickly said these four words, yes, there was no choice, from the time her eyes fell on the storage bag, from the time she woke up from Zhang Qingjiu's body, everything was already on track, when she was ignorant, when she was struggling to survive, when she was becoming stronger step by step, when she found that she had lost her emotions.
"You're after the Ascension."
Zhang Xiaohan ended the conversation about her with a rhetorical question.
"After experiencing life and death, after falling from a high position, I saw the essence of the process of cultivating immortals more clearly, once, cultivating immortals was called Xiuzhen, but later, the word Xiuzhen was gradually forgotten, and the monks were cultivating immortals, cultivating to become immortals, living with the sky, and the sun and moon with the light, there are really such immortals.
That's why I've been ascending again and again, and the local monks will never be able to understand the significance of the ascension to the ascension monks, and Boss Zhang will probably not be able to deeply understand it, after all, in that realm, Boss Zhang can't be called a superior person in the real sense, you are just a lonely immortal cultivator above all the monks. ” Zhang Xiaohan's heart moved slightly, this was the first time she had heard such words from the mouths of other monks.
"But for me, for monks like me who have really managed a heaven and earth, for us who are really in control, the status has plummeted after the ascension, and for the monks who have jumped from one extreme to the other, the meaning of the ascension is probably vividly realized, after the ascension, I used ten years to observe and think, these ten years, I used some of my wealth, in exchange for the time to live in the inner realm, I watched the life of ordinary monks, and then settled in the place where mortal people live, Watching babies born in the mortal world and watching them grow, I reminisced about my childhood, and then realized that I didn't have a childhood. ” Jane was silent for a while, as if recalling the ten years he spent with mortals, simple, for the work of a few copper plates, he got a new clothes, and had the joy of eating meat, even if he observed it for ten years, he still couldn't understand the meaning of that happiness.
"The original ten years, and then continued for ten years, twenty years, in addition to the mortals around me, the most I thought of was Boss Zhang, in Boss Zhang's face I saw the same satisfaction, and the same persistence, so I finally thought of it, after becoming an immortal, after having endless longevity Twenty years later, I returned to the monks, and began to carry out the tasks that every ascended monk had to accept outside the territory, experienced the fighting, from the monks or the gods and demons, accepted the threat of life, also from different places, and then retreated in the narrow cave, and continued to think about the meaning of all this, I understood the reluctance of the ascended monks, understood their persistence, such a difficult step by step, the struggle to regain the status of the former realm.
So, I longed for your appearance, your ascension, only your eyes were still clear in the process of struggling, there was no regret in the face of death threats, and you faced everything honestly, I think I knew the meaning of cultivating the truth, not cultivating immortals, cultivating the truth, finding the true self, not for an illusory goal.
Then, I suddenly saw you, not Zhang Xiaohan, it was Boss Zhang. ” Jian Jian ended his answer with three words, Boss Zhang's experience is the experience of an ordinary monk, but his state of mind is very different, and it is Zhang Xiaohan who completely destroys all this.
Whether it is Zhang Xiaohan or the former Boss Zhang, they are almost perfect, and there is a particularly attractive brilliance on her body, which is the same heart, but now, all of them are gone.
Zhang Xiaohan stared at the darkness, she could imagine what she had done in the past twenty years, he was originally a loner like her, and his cruelty was against her kindness, so he carefully maintained her kindness, but he didn't know that when he couldn't see, she learned to be cruel, and in her heart, there was also a cruel side.
This is how they drifted apart, attracted because of misunderstanding, brought together because they didn't understand, and because everything that happened in a long time was quietly changing, maybe the simplicity did not change, he had his cold side, when they first met, he was not the boy who came to the sun, that painting has become the background, forever and ever.
But no matter what, she believed him.
"I think I've approached the meaning of cultivation, the true meaning of our cultivation."
The simple voice was still so indifferent, when he thought that he would find the true meaning of cultivating immortals, cultivating truth, and life.
This is not the best time to discuss these things, but it just happened so naturally, the two people's moods are slightly different, and in Zhang Xiaohan's opinion, the providence left her less time.
It seems to be saying goodbye to the past, but when the past is completely let go, she will go to the end of her life without regrets and complete the mission she should have undertaken in this world.
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