Zi Bing naturally mentioned Huang, and did not shy away from Shui Chun, "Huang often comes here, saying that she can be quiet here." ” The three of them slowly walked into the first hall, Zhang Xiaohan looked around, the darkness made her heart gradually calm down, "What about you?"
Zi Bing said peacefully: "Celestial people rarely have emotional fluctuations, and we will adjust ourselves according to the emotions of our masters. ” "But you're free now."
Zhang Xiaohan said.
"No Celestial Clan monk is completely free."
Zi Bing said calmly.
Zhang Xiaohan shook his head, "You already have your own thoughts, and no one imprisons your actions, how can you not be free." ” Having said that, people were a little stunned, although Zi Bing thought that she was not free, could she be free and free, and where is this Five Realms monk who is completely and truly free, freedom is always relatively not absolute, and she is stealing a moment of freedom in this underworld.
It's just that she won't say such thoughts, and there is no one to confide in, I don't know when, the feeling of boredom erodes her heart little by little, from endless struggle step by step to the height of expectations, people have reached this height, but the meaning lives up to the original existence.
Before she stood on the highest place, she had gradually experienced the feeling of the phoenix, compared to the peace of the phoenix in the underworld, it was also to escape some kind of responsibility that had to exist.
She didn't have any responsibilities on her body, she didn't need to be like this, along the way, the initial insistence gradually became a habit, and her heart gradually became inertia, and there was more push from the people around her, and there was invisible oppression.
How much she wanted to give up these and just be herself, now that she thinks about it, even if she was in the Zhang family at the beginning of the crossing, she was happy, at least she was full of enthusiasm at that time.
These thoughts swirled in her mind, and she forcibly suppressed them, and over the years, she had long learned to hide her true thoughts, and suddenly a sentence crossed her mind: the height is not cold.
Hehe, she sneered in her heart, in the face of this sentence, about a thousand people will have a thousand explanations, the so-called high place, the so-called unbearable cold.
But her heart gradually became cold.
"Since the Five Realms have been connected, everything in the Five Realms is under the control of the Underworld."
Zhang Xiaohan asked.
Shui Chun nodded and said: "Everything in the world, as long as it has happened, cannot escape cause and effect, everything in the lower realm, the upper realm, and the fairy realm, but there is no memory of God, and God is not under the control of the underworld." ” In Zhang Xiaohan's expectation, her soul wore a mask, and she could only see the Five Realms, including the gods she knew in the Five Realms, she could see Ling Shu, but she couldn't find Qianji, probably because she didn't know that Qianji was also in the human realm.
The mind moves slightly, the divine thoughts spread in the underworld, the souls pass through the wall of the dead life, recall the past life, leave the memory in the underworld forever, turn into a blank for the dead, there are also souls who are detained, imprisoned in various cells, and there are souls who have even given up on the afterlife, willing to turn into nothingness, and disappear forever.
In her thoughts, she also saw Yan Qingshan's figure, he was standing in front of the cell in the side courtyard, where every small courtyard had a soul refining lamp, burning the soul's body day and night in the underworld, all souls lost their freedom and lost control of their own destiny, originally, everyone couldn't control their own destiny.
Shui Chun raised his hand in front of him, and there were ripples of air fluctuations in the darkness, and an image appeared in front of the three of them, first the vast forest, and then gradually pushed away, Zhang Xiaohan recognized that it was the demon beast forest in the nether realm.
The mountain gate of the Xuanzhen sect appeared, the outer door, the inner door, the monks who were walking in a hurry, the image suddenly turned, and a spacious living room appeared, a female cultivator who Zhang Xiaohan had never seen was leaning in front of the dresser with a sad face, and half of her figure was reflected in the dressing mirror.
The door behind him was pushed open, Yan Dao walked in, looking at the female cultivator gently, and at the same moment, the female cultivator's face showed a moment of fear, Yan Dao spoke, the image was silent, but Zhang Xiaohan knew what Yan Dao said.
"Madame is worried again."
Yan Dao said with comfort.
The nun put away her expression and turned around, facing Yan Dao with her back.
Yan Dao walked up and put his hand on the female cultivator's shoulder: "I gave you all the honors I can give, not only the Xuanzhen Sect, but the entire Xuanhuang Continent, who doesn't know that I, Yan Dao, obeys my wife's orders, except for the major affairs of the sect, everything is decided by my wife." ” The nun didn't say a word, Yan Dao smiled, and gazed at the nun gently through the dressing mirror.
The picture changed, this is a simple stone room, a young man meditates and cultivates on his knees, his eyebrows and eyes are vaguely similar to Yan Dao and the female cultivator, it is the young Yan Qingshan, the door of the stone room was pushed open, Yan Dao walked in, and when he saw Yan Qingshan, he couldn't help but smile, as if he saw a treasure.
If you don't understand, of course you will think that Yan Dao is looking at her treasure-like son, but if you understand, seeing such a smile, Ren Zhang Xiaohan's heart is cold, and he only feels cold, this gaze is clearly looking at a treasure, not a son.
"Father, since the morning, I have felt that my blood is boiling, have I achieved my cultivation" The young Qingshan looked at Yan Dao, his eyes flashing with joy.
Zhang Xiaohan only felt a pain in her heart, she couldn't bear to look at such a picture.
Shui Qing seemed to know her thoughts, the picture appeared ripples, and then appeared a small mountain village, a little boy in the mountain forest with dirty hands on the ground digging out a wild vegetable, stuffed into his mouth, in the distance, a gentle monk walked, his eyes inadvertently swept over the boy, suddenly turned his head, his eyes showed joy, followed by drifting, no need to speak, only from the boy's surprise can guess what they said.
The monk's hand gently stroked the boy's head, and then drew intricate patterns on the boy's head, Zhang Xiaohan slowly closed his eyes, Madame, son, apprentice, a person can mutilate his loved ones like this, what else can he not do The picture disappeared, Zhang Xiaohan's mind re-invested in front of the small courtyard where Yan Qingshan was standing, Yan Qingshan stared at the soul tossing and turning under the soul refining lamp in the small courtyard for a long time.
"Actually, after being an omniscient god for a long time, I don't think it makes much sense, it's nothing more than seeing a lot of life, whether it's a person, a monk, or even a god, it's all driven by a sharp word."
Shui Chun sighed softly.
The hustle and bustle of the world is all for profit, the hustle and bustle of the world is for profit, the past and present life, are all wise sayings, I don't know that when the Emperor of Heaven created this world, what he did was also a good word.
"But who can escape fate" Zhang Xiaohan shook her head slowly, I don't know why she thought of those people who escaped from the world in her previous life, they entered the mountains and completely separated from human society, whether it was because they saw through the various states of life No one can think that they have the right to change the fate of others, no one can interfere in other people's ways, but there are too many people who want to interfere with others, and too many people think that everything they do is for the good of others.
Therefore, many times the gods are high up, looking at the world with a cold eye, and allowing mortals to struggle in time.
That's about the difference between gods and mortals, mortals are self-righteous, and gods look down on all beings.
Should she be the same, watch from the sidelines, and be a real god, like the god who was enshrined in the temple in her previous life.
"Fate is fate, the reincarnation of heaven is the truth of this world, since you are born in this world, you can't get rid of it," Shui Chun was slightly distracted, but still continued, "Any world should be like this, I'm here, and I can't help but want to see Boss Zhang's past, but I only see Boss Zhang's life, and even the previous life is counted as this life, and I don't know even if the previous life is still this life." ” The air in front of him rippled again, and in a simple room, Zhang Qingjiu's face sitting cross-legged on the wooden bed suddenly distorted, and then he suddenly opened his eyes, his eyes were dazed, his eyes gradually became focused, and when he looked down, it was the first scene of Zhang Xiaohan's soul penetrating into this world.
This scene seems to be just yesterday, and it seems to be far, far away, everything in the previous life suddenly appeared in her mind, high-rise buildings, wide roads, shops on both sides, hurried crowds, when was she in between, she had forgotten her original thoughts, no longer considered the origin of her past life and this life, no longer considered the connection between here and the earth, even the moment she became a god, knowing that she would have the power to destroy the world or even more powerful, she did not think of this.
"In my previous life, I was just a mortal, our world is a mortal world, everyone only has less than a hundred years of life, they are children before the age of fifteen, they are counted as teenagers after the age of fifteen, they are adults at the age of twenty, before the age of thirty, most people will have offspring, if they are not sick, this life is the best, the strongest time will last until the age of sixty, and sixty is already counted as aging, if I don't come to this world, so am I, in which world, we all know that time is rushing, Most of the time we are at work, in order to earn expenses that make life a little easier. ” Zhang Xiaohan slowly recalled that there is not much difference in the essence of the past life and this life, and the difference is only the process of survival, some people have been struggling for survival all their lives, and some people have started life quickly, this life is just doubling the time of the previous life, and the process is extended exponentially, and the meaning is the same.
And she has been struggling to survive for the past 10,000 years, even if she becomes a god now, she is still in the process of survival.
"In the previous life, there were also people who explored everything in the world and pinned everything good on becoming a god, so they escaped into the mountains in order to escape the world, probably hoping to get rid of the suffering of mortals in the next life, and there were also people who sought power all their lives and devoted themselves to ten thousand people, and there were also people who spent their lives serving others for the purpose of finding their own happiness, but most of them are ordinary people, and no one knows which world came from where, and I was the same back then."
Zhang Xiaohan said slowly, but what she thought in her heart was countless times more than what she said, the previous life she lived in was called modern, and before, what she experienced was called ancient, and in the past, it was divided into all kinds, compared to the world of this life, it is much richer and more wonderful on the whole.
It seems true that this world was created by the Emperor of Heaven, but what about the world in the previous life, could it be that there will be many Emperors of Heaven in the vast universe who have created many worlds, although she thinks so in her heart, she has no desire to fully understand.
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If she falls, will she have another life?
Probably she doesn't want it anymore, after going through the past and present lives, she doesn't want to take on too many responsibilities.
"Phoenix used to be so sad."
Zi Bing said suddenly.
Zhang Xiaohan slowly turned his head and threw himself into question.
"Every time Huang comes here, he sits alone for a long time, and when he leaves here again, he will be the same as before."
Zibing explained.
"This is the second time you have taken the initiative to mention Huang, is it because my body will eventually prepare for Huang" Zhang Xiaohan finally asked.
By now, she has been calm enough to mention this, and there is not even unwillingness and anger in her heart.
"You are very similar to the phoenix, but not like you, I see many shadows of the phoenix in your body, and there are many things that the phoenix does not have."
Zi Bing should have shown a puzzled expression, but he just looked at Zhang Xiaohan calmly.
Zhang Xiaohan shook her head, "The phoenix will know what she wants to do, I am a mortal, my body has become a god, but there is still a mortal soul living in my heart, I can't achieve the height of the phoenix, one thing may be the same, they all regard this place as a place of relaxation and tranquility, the difference is that the phoenix is here to seek a moment of tranquility, but I am here to find the support of the soul." ” Inside, I'm nowhere near as strong as the phoenix.
Zhang Xiaohan silently added this sentence in his heart.
Yan Qingshan's gaze moved away from under the soul refining lamp and looked towards the main hall, Zhang Xiaohan also looked over and saw him turn around and walk over quickly.
"How many people dream of becoming gods and have the power of gods."
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"God is also a human, Qianqi is also a god, Ling Shu is also a god, and the world of gods is just another copy of the mortal world."
Zhang Xiaohan met Shui Chun's gaze, "Different people stand here, facing reincarnation, they will have different ideas, leaving here, life will be the same, no one can escape forever, I am like this, Huang is also like this, maybe the Emperor of Heaven is also like this, and you, Shui Chun, I really don't want you to bear some kind of responsibility for me." ” "Who can really do what they want."
Shui Chun said lightly, "It's to seek peace of mind and peace of mind for yourself." ” Yan Qingshan walked over and stood in front of them, and several people looked over.
"I have a natural affinity for the soul under the soul refining lamp."
Yan Qingshan looked at Zhang Xiaohan first, and then said to Shui Chun: "I almost became the acting city lord of the underworld, before you came here.
"It's all about explaining the familiarity of the place.
Shui Chun nodded, "What you see is a monk from the fairy realm, waiting for his clone." ” Yan Qingshan tilted his head slightly, "His clone, he must not want to come soon." ” Yan Qingshan didn't want Shui Chun's answer, and there was no need to really ask for an answer, he didn't even ask about the past, he was a person who really died once, just like Shui Chun. t1706231537: