Nn Ruan Qingshuang put down the wine glass and smiled slightly: "You should have all heard of how Xu Yun and I met, a ruffian who took a few hooligans to the medicinal food I opened to ask for money.
I was already cornered, and Xu Yun's stepping up helped me solve the problem.
If it weren't for Xu Yun, I might have "nnnn" this is all in the past, so why mention it again.
Xu Yun said lightly: "Everything has long passed, and now it is much better."
"nnnn" yes, it's much better now.
Ruan Qingshuang continued: "Back then, that ruffian kept calling me sister-in-law, but in fact, I had nothing to do with him, it was my parents who agreed to the ruffian's family proposal in order to get the gift money for my younger brother at that time, and let me marry the ruffian's brother.
In fact, that ruffian's family is not bad, my father is our party secretary there, powerful and powerful, but I don't feel any feelings for that person, he only runs rampant in the countryside on weekdays, oppresses the people, and I can't marry such a person.
"Nnnn's situation at that time was really embarrassing for her, she would escape and come to Hedong City, it was really forced that there was no way. nnnn: "None of you can understand how I chose to leave.
Ruan Qingshuang said: "I have a really deep resentment against my parents, but I also feel sorry for them, I also feel sorry for my brother, I don't want to exchange my life's happiness for anything, so I chose to escape."
"nnnn" And the years I have escaped, what happened at home, I now regret it.
Ruan Qingshuang said: "I don't know if it's worth it or not, I was so adamant that I would never forgive them in my life, and when I saw them again, seeing their old faces and difficult situation, I really regretted it, if I knew that they would have suffered like this now, I don't know if I would choose to escape" nnnn Lin Ge said resolutely: "Of course you have to escape, Sister Shuang, no one is qualified to control your life, even if it is your parents, That can't be used as a bargaining chip for the child's happiness and future No matter what, I support your behavior back then, otherwise you wouldn't have been able to know Brother Yun, your decision was correct.
"nnnn" I know it's right, but I still can't bear it.
Ruan Qingshuang said: "My father is only fifty years old, but he looks like he is seventy years old, he is already two sideburns flying frost, his sallow face is wrinkled, he is always so thin, especially the hands with exposed green tendons, full of hard calluses, every time I hold his hand, the feeling in my heart is really, I really can't describe the pain."
NNNN Everyone fell silent, mentioning the word father, I believe many people will think of the oil painting created by the artist Luo Zhongli in the 80s of the last century, maybe this painting in the eyes of many urban children, should not be called father, should be called a farmer.
But in the eyes of rural children from poor families, this is the father, in his own eyes, and in his heart, the father of the heart, who has seen the painting, will have a very deep impression: the old man's complexion is dark, his thin face is covered with wrinkles like ravines and ruts, and his deep-set eyes reveal a sad and confused gaze with a little earnest, as if he is remembering the past, and as if he is looking forward to the future, so that we can feel the sight of the kind eyes like cattle and sheep. nnnn's chapped and scorched lips seem to have been dried for a long time, and the mouth with only one front tooth left does not know how much bitterness and bitterness he has tasted, and his big hand like a rake-plow is holding a broken and re-cursed porcelain bowl and drinking water, the beads of sweat oozing from the tiny pores have slipped off for a long time, and the sparse beard nnnn and the bitter mole that symbolizes the tragic color are deeply marked by the misery of his hard work life, standing in front of this huge portrait, people feel the unique smell of tobacco leaves on his body, I felt his skin tremble and his blood flowing.
When Ruan Qingshuang saw her father after many years, the picture that came to mind was this oil painting by Teacher Luo Zhongli, so no one could understand the self-blame and chagrin in her heart. nnnn Lin Ge was silent for a while, he was indeed thinking. nnnn "Pigeon, people are not sages, who can do nothing."
Ruan Qingshuang said lightly: "I know, you have your bottom line of acceptance, but when an old man who has reached the age of knowing the destiny of heaven wants to apologize and make amends, it may really be the last extravagant hope and request in his life."
NNNN Everyone was silent, the topic was a little heavy, and Lin Ge even felt that the heaviness made him a little out of breath. nnnn "If you can forgive, then forgive, time is faster than any one of us imagined."
Ruan Qingshuang said, her eyes were already full of tears, unconsciously, she suddenly opened her mouth and sang the tear-jerking ballad softly: "The old tree in front of the door grows new shoots, the dead wood in the yard blooms again, and there are a lot of words for half survival, hidden in the white hair, the little feet in the memory, the fleshy little mouth, give love to him all his life, just for that parents, where has the time gone, I have not felt young and old, I have children and daughters for a lifetime, my mind is full of children crying and laughing, where has the time gone, Before I take a good look at your eyes, firewood, rice, oil and salt for half a lifetime, in the blink of an eye, there are only wrinkles on my face, where has the time gone, I have grown old before I feel young, I have children and daughters for a lifetime, my mind is full of children crying and laughing, where has the time gone, I haven't taken a good look at your eyes, firewood, rice, oil and salt for half a lifetime, and in a blink of an eye, only wrinkles are left on my face" nnnn sang to the end, Ruan Qingshuang's tears couldn't stop rolling out of the corners of her eyes, she really didn't want to listen to this song, The feeling that this song brought to her was really too deep and deep.
Everyone will be heavy, and the weight of this song is really heavy in the hearts of any person who is a parent or a child, nnnn Under Ruan Qingshuang's soft singing, all Lin Ge's anger was transformed into silence, and his silence seemed to be heavier than others.
Any parent will feel where his time has gone, Lin Ge suddenly began to understand why Lin Yonghe appeared in front of him so desperately. nnnn Yes, he also had wrinkles on his face in a blink of an eye, he believed that even if Lin Yonghe had only been seeking revenge for twenty years, as soon as he closed his eyes, the picture of the child crying and laughing would still emerge, and his love had been transformed into hatred.
It was only when he was over half a hundred years old that he suddenly realized. nnnn "Pigeon, you should give him a chance."
No matter what, no matter what happens, even if you are unwilling," Ruan Qingshuang said: "But time can't wait for another twenty years, it's a pity that these twenty years have been wasted." nnnn Xu Yun took a deep breath: "Sister Shuang is right, pigeon, think about this matter yourself."
Where should we go from here?
After nnnn finished saying this, Xu Yun put his phone in front of Lin Ge: "There is his address on it, I asked him to leave it for me."
We want you to have already told you what you have done, and you will have to make your own choices about the rest.
You can rest assured, no matter what kind of choice you make, I have your back.
All of us have your back. nnnn Fang Ya also nodded: "Yes, we all support you, no matter what your decision is, any decision, I will listen to you."
"nnnn" Thank you Lin Ge couldn't help it, but he was a man, and he had always adhered to the oath of bleeding without tears, how could he cry in front of a woman, he got up and walked directly into the bathroom, and at this time, only the cold tap water could wash away the tears that could not be controlled in his eyes. nnnn When tears and water were mixed together, Lin Ge's heart calmed down a little, and he remembered the address on Xu Yun's mobile phone after just looking at it.
What he really thought in his heart, only he knew. isjgniitfreeti0: