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347. Distressed, uncomfortable


Seeing her like that, Chen Su thought of the two of them who went out of the palace last night on New Year's Eve.

Maybe something happened to the two of them last night.

Because when she looked at Gu Zixi, her cheeks instantly turned red, and she felt like she was in love.

The appearance of the woman in the picture.

She changed her sitting position, sighed, and said: "I don't care about you anyway.

Just think about it clearly.

You have to live a happy life.

If you think it can make you happy, then that's it. " The two people being talked about stopped talking, but their hearts were as clear as a mirror, and some things gradually became clear.

"Um."

"Um."

The two of them answered in low voices, and no one dared to say anything else.

However, Gu Zixi has also thought clearly.

He picked up his life in this life.

He has died once anyway.

This time he will live well.

He should play as he should and love as he should.

No one is sure when he will die. , if she didn't try love just to avoid the possibility of dying that day, she felt it was better to just die.

She had spent her entire life decadent and trapped in that square room due to a heart disease.

She didn't want to spend the rest of her life in such a useless state.

She put her arm around Chen Su's and said with some guilt, "Da Su, thank you."

"Thank me for nothing," Chen Su said half-jokingly.

Gu Zixi didn't say anything.

She knew that Chen Su must know what she meant.

Anyway, she just wanted to thank her.

If it weren't for her words and questions that day, she believed that she still didn't know her own heart or what she meant.

Chen Chengyan’s feelings.

Chen Su touched Gu Zixi's hair with some distress, as if he were his own little sister.

Although the two were once classmates and good friends, due to the changes in their life experiences, Chen Su's psychological maturity is obviously much higher than that of Gu Zixi.

In addition, Chen Su was healthy in his previous life.

Unlike Gu Zixi, who was a little sick all day and had to stay at home.

He couldn't even take a second look at the outside world.

So overall, Chen Su has much more experience than Gu Zixi.

It is precisely because of this that Chen Su takes good care of Gu Zixi.

The two are friends and besties, and they are the only people in the world who know which world the other person has been in.

Chen Su took care of Gu Zixi as if she were his own sister.

Not only was she sympathetic, but she also felt that there was no one else in the world who came from that world like her.

So much so that Chen Su would worry about Gu Zixi's affairs.

She was afraid that she would be cheated and hurt.

However, Gu Zixi seems to be much more mature than she was in high school.

Maybe the experience of more than half a year has changed her.

Gu Zixi scratched her head and didn't know what to thank Chen Su for, but she knew that the person she wanted to thank the most was Chen Su.

"Anyway, thank you."

She smiled, her honest look making Chen Su feel warm in her heart.

"There's nothing to thank you for, and I haven't done anything to help you.

Everything I've done is very simple.

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As long as you understand it, I will bless you, Zixi.

I hope your life will always be happy.

Just like you, in such an environment, you can face life happily every day.

I just hope that you will always keep that smile and never cry sadly. " "Yeah, I understand."

Shen Xiu couldn't understand what they said, but she still happily held their hands tightly and said, "We all want to be happy."

"Um."

The carriage arrived at the foot of the mountain just as the sun began to set.

Looking at the high mountain peaks, Chen Su squinted his eyes slightly and asked, "Ayan, there are quite a few mountains here."

Shen Yan nodded, "Well, it's quite a lot."

As he spoke, Shen Yan pointed to a trail and said, "Going up from here, you can reach Yueci Temple in the middle of the mountain.

If you walk up here, you can get there in less than half an hour, even if you walk slowly."

Of course, if they took the main road, they would have to go around the mountain.

Although there was a carriage, it would be slower.

So, he left the carriage to others to slowly drive up the mountain, while Shen Yan and others walked up the mountain.

Because it was three or four o'clock in the afternoon, the sky was not too dark, so the group happily walked up the mountain.

Gu Zixi was all excited.

Shen Xiu held her hand, and the two of them walked in the front, jumping up and down like little girls who had grown up.

Chen Su held hands with Shen Yan, looked at the two people jumping in front, and said with a smile: "Looking at the two of them, I always feel that I am much older than them.

I don't like jumping around like this anymore.

They all It’s a little girl, I’ve become an old girl.”

Shen Yan smiled amused by her and said, "You are not an old girl.

You are already married.

You are now a married lady.

Of course, your words and deeds will become more mature."

When Chen Su heard what he said, he seemed to think it made sense.

He nodded and said, "You're right.

I already have a family now.

If I keep jumping around, people will say that I'm not married."

"Formal."

"Um."

"Then you mean, it would be shameful for me to jump around," Chen Su said with a pout.

Shen Yan, as if she had led her into a ditch, quickly denied: "Su'er, I didn't say that."

"Then I can also jump, but I don't have a formal shape."

Shen Yan was dumbfounded by what she said, and quickly said: "Don't you just want to go crazy with them?

Go ahead."

If Shen Yan couldn't see this little trick, he wouldn't be worthy of being called Chen Su's husband.

When Chen Su heard what he said, he immediately smiled and said, "Ayan, it was you who said that I can go to Tengda."

"Well, you can put it that way."

Shen Yan chuckled.

This daughter-in-law loves to play like this.

Of course, he also likes her to be like this, instead of being bound by the world's eyes and rules.

As long as it is not harmful to nature, it doesn't matter how people live.

It's up to you to decide, not what others say.

"Then I'll go up first."

Chen Su quickly got out of his way.

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Went up.

"Chen Su quickly broke free from Shen Yan's hand and jumped up the mountain, looking very happy.

Shen Yan saw that his palms were empty and his heart was empty, but when he saw the happy figure, a smile filled his lips again.

Han Ce and A Ming had already followed.

Shen Yan looked back at Han Ce and found that Han Ce was staring at his cousin who was jumping up the mountain.

Shen Yan couldn't help but slow down, walking slowly with Han Ce, and even asked A Ming to go up first to protect his wife and others.

"General, you have something to say to me."

Seeing Shen Yan's behavior, Han Ce guessed something and couldn't help but ask.

Shen Yan nodded, "I do have something to ask you."

"Well, tell me, General."

Shen Yan looked at the small steps under his feet and walked slowly.

After a moment of silence, he asked: "Han Ce, you have been following me for more than three years, and you have been in Jiangcheng for one year.

At that time, Xiu Xiu was with you.

You manage a hotpot restaurant, right?”

When Han Ce heard those two words, his heart skipped a beat, but he still nodded and said, "Yes."

"Then what do you think of this girl Xiuxiu?"

"She" Han Ce didn't know how to answer for a moment.

He looked at the woman jumping up the mountain and thought about her timid face.

"Xiuxiu is very good.

She is willing to endure hardships and understands etiquette.

She is a good girl.

She is as powerful as Madam."

"Then what do you think, do you like Xiuxiu?"

When Shen Yan said this, his eyes suddenly looked at Han Ce.

Han Ce felt guilty when he saw him.

He didn't know what Shen Yan meant by saying this.

When the general said he liked it, was it the kind of liking he understood, or was it just a simple liking?

Han Ce wasn't sure and didn't dare to answer immediately.

Seeing this, Shen Yan asked one more question, "Xiuxiu is not young anymore.

All the girls her age in Shenjiawan are already married, but she is not married yet.

Xiuxiu is also good-looking, and now she is capable She’s not young either, there must be many men who will like her, but” Shen Yan saw Han Ce's worried look on his face.

Han Ce felt guilty and lowered his head.

"Han Ce, you should know how Xiuxiu feels about you, if you like our Xiuxiu" "Xiuxiu is so outstanding and good, I'm afraid I am."

Han Ce interrupted quickly before Shen Yan could finish, but he was a little reluctant to give up.

He knows best how he feels about Shen Xiu.

He really likes this little girl, but he thinks that with his status, he is simply not worthy of Shen Xiu.

Shen Xiu should deserve someone better.

Seeing his hesitation, Shen Yan couldn't help but ask, "Are you afraid that you won't be worthy of Xiuxiu?"

After saying that, Shen Yan smiled, "External factors are not important, only the hearts of two people are important.

You have been by my side these two years to create a better environment and life for Su'er.

What kind of person are you?

I know Xiuxiu very well, and I also know her very well, so I can guess a little bit about what you two think about each other.

I don’t want to influence your thoughts, but what you say now is that I don’t deserve it.

I know what you mean, you are not worthy of her.

I think external factors are not important, but your heart is important.

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When you feel that you are not worthy of her, you really are not worthy of her. " Han Ce didn't dare to say a word after being told, and he suddenly reflected on himself.

He likes Shen Xiu, but he has low self-esteem and is afraid.

He feels that a girl as good as Shen Xiu should not be worthy of a weirdo like him with eyes of different colors.

He was even afraid that if the child he gave birth to after he and Shen Xiu got together looked at him, and the people around him looked at the child with strange eyes, how would the child's fragile heart bear it?

He would definitely be worried every day.

Ask people why their eyes are different from others, and whether they are a monster.

Thinking of this, Han Ce began to be afraid of his future.

He could bear it alone, but if Shen Xiu faced this with him, or even his future children would have to face it, he would feel particularly uncomfortable.

He might as well face it by himself.

Early in the morning, he kept his distance from Shen Xiu.

Maybe, in the future, Shen Xiu will find a man who loves her, treats her well, and is also very good.

Shen Yan saw that Han Ce had not spoken and knew that he was hesitating about other things.

Seeing that he didn't say anything, Shen Yan only said: "That's all, this is something you and Xiu Xiu only see.

You can also see how Xiu Xiu feels about you.

She came to the capital so quickly because Su'er didn't do it.

The letters came from Su'er.

She didn't receive the letters from Su'er.

She left Jiangcheng early in the morning.

Think about how brave she must have been for a girl who came all the way to the capital alone.

Don't tell me, you have been with me in the capital for so long, you should have figured out everything."

Han Ce nodded and said only three words, "I know."

Just knowing is one thing, how to treat it is another.

"Okay, let's not talk anymore.

Let's go.

They have already gone up.

Think about it for yourself.

It's time to give Xiuxiu an answer."

As Shen Yan spoke, his pace quickened, regardless of Han Ce walking slowly alone.

Han Ce looked at Shen Xiu who kept jumping up and down, and his heart sank to the bottom for a while.

He felt that he was not worthy of Shen Xiu, but he knew very well how he felt about Shen Xiu.

He liked her very much and wished he could be with her, like the general and his wife.

Every time he looked at the general's wife and the two of them, he would inexplicably think about whether he and Shen Xiu would be as happy as the general's wife if they were together.

However, when the mirror looked at his strangely colored eyes, he flinched.

He always felt that he was not good enough for Shen Xiu.

She was so good that she should not be mistaken for him.

Several times, Han Ce wanted to speak clearly to Shen Xiu and ask her not to waste time on him, but when he saw Shen Xiu's big watery eyes looking at him, full of words, Han Ce didn't know.

How should I speak?

He was afraid, afraid to see Shen Xiu's tears, afraid that he and Shen Xiu would no longer have anything to do with each other.

The thought of losing Shen Xiu would make him very heartbroken.

He would dream at night and wake up the next day to find traces of tears in the corners of his eyes. .

He has never liked crying.

He feels that big things will not be solved if he cries.

He would rather keep it in his heart or drink some wine to solve it.

However, every time I think about Shen Xiu, I feel heartbroken.

He knew that he had a demon, but he was enjoying the feeling of being possessed.

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It seemed that only in this way could he feel that he liked Shen Xiu and was unwilling to let her go.

That's it, that's it, just spend it like this.

Maybe in another two or three days, he will gradually understand his decision, and Shen Xiu will slowly give up on him after his alienation.

He didn't need to say anything at that time, Shen Xiu should have understood.

However, my heart still hurts.

Han Ce lowered his head and looked at the position of his heart.

The heart, which was hidden by flesh and blood, was twitching as if being pulled hard by someone

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