She quickly tore up the letter and wrote another one.
This time, she simply described the incident without the grievances she had expressed before.
But after writing to the end, Gu Zixi still couldn't help but want to tell Chen Chengyan that she missed him very much.
If she could, she really wanted to go to him and be by his side every day.
But Gu Zixi also thought that this matter was not practical, so he had to endure it in the end.
This night, after all, some people were happy and some were sad.
Early the next morning, when Shen Xiuna appeared in the restaurant with a red face, Chen Su looked at her like that and thought of what Shen Yan told her last night.
Han Ce must have said it to Shen Xiu, so now she looks like a newlywed, with a rosy face and a beaming face.
"Xiuxiu, why are you so happy today?
Is there any happy event?"
Chen Su asked playfully, deliberately asking in a teasing tone.
Shen Xiu was already shy, and Han Ce said a lot of nice things last night, which made her even more shy.
Now someone saw what she was thinking, and she quickly waved her hand and said, "No, it's nothing."
"You said it was nothing.
I see you smiling so happily, there must be some happy event."
Han Ce lowered his head and didn't speak.
Seeing Han Ce like this, Shen Xiu didn't know whether to talk to everyone now or wait until they get their parents and brothers back to the capital for discussion.
Shen Xiu couldn't make up his mind for a moment, so he quickly sat down, looked at the fried dough sticks, and changed the subject: "I'm so hungry, I need to eat first."
Chen Su shook his head and smiled, and happened to meet Gu Zixi's eyes, but saw the guy's face was full of sadness.
Thinking about it, that's right.
Chen Chengyan is not in Dayan, but she and Shen Xiu's men are by their side.
Gu Zixi will be envious even if he doesn't feel jealous when he sees other people loving each other like this.
However, in the end, in order to consider Gu Zixi's feelings, she didn't go any further.
Xiu Xiu was a little girl after all, and she would definitely be embarrassed to be asked like this in person.
At noon, Han Ce and Shen Xiu went out to buy things.
Chen Su had nothing to do, so he went to the yard where Gu Zixi was.
From a distance, he heard someone sobbing.
"Zixi" Chen Su shouted, and Gu Zixi quickly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.
When Chen Su passed by, Gu Zixi had already wiped away her tears, but the red and swollen eyes still couldn't deceive Chen Su.
"Da Su, what's the matter?"
Gu Zixi asked.
Although her voice deliberately suppressed her crying, people could still feel that she was crying.
"Zixi, are you crying?"
After Chen Su asked, the person in front of him shed tears again.
Seeing this guy crying so sadly, Chen Su's heart ached.
She hoped that everyone around her could be happy, but now that she saw Gu Zixi crying so sadly, she didn't know how to comfort her.
"Da Su" Gu Zixi stepped forward sadly, hugged Chen Su, "Da Su, I'm so sad, I miss him so much, I'm going crazy thinking about him."
"I know, I know, it's normal for you to miss him.
If Ayan goes that far, I will miss him too."
Chen Su quickly patted her back to comfort her.
When Shen Yan said she wanted to go to the capital, she burst into tears.
At that time, the relationship between the two was not as complete as that between Gu Zixi and Chen Chengyan.
They both liked each other, but they didn't say anything, it was just so different.
I am willing but unable to tell.
In that situation, after not seeing Shen Yan for more than two years, not to mention how sad Chen Su was, he secretly wiped away his tears countless times.
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Each time, his eyes were as big as walnuts from crying.
Xiao Zi was afraid at that time.
Her eyes were blinded by crying, and she went to the doctor several times to check her eyes because they were red, swollen and painful from crying too much.
It was only when she was injured and the doctor told her not to cry anymore that she would go blind from crying, so she could endure it again and again, but the longing in her heart only increased day by day and did not decrease by half.
She had comforted herself at the time that as time went by, this longing would disappear.
Her longing for Shen Yan was just because the two of them had lived together for a long time and had become a habit.
He suddenly said that he wanted to leave, but she couldn't accept it all of a sudden. , that’s why it’s like this.
But the longer the time passed and the more he missed him, the more Chen Su realized how deeply he loved this man, maybe even he didn't realize it.
"Da Su, how did you survive back then?"
Gu Zixi asked, crying louder.
She knew that Chen Su and Shen Yan had been separated for more than two years.
Later, it was Da Su who came to the capital to find Shen Yan and the two got together.
In the past two years, Gu Zixi felt that she had to wait for more than two months.
For those who suffered, those two years were like living in hell.
She didn’t know how Dasu survived.
Chen Su suddenly understood, then smiled and said: "He just got through it like this.
There is no obstacle that this person cannot overcome except death."
What Chen Su said was reasonable, but Gu Zixi didn't listen to her reasoning now.
Instead, she felt that Chen Su was perfunctory and stamped her feet.
"Da Su, don't joke with me.
I think I will go crazy if I have to wait two years.
Don't you know that the farthest distance in the world is not life and death?"
Chen Su couldn't help but laugh after hearing her fallacies.
He still remembers this sentence.
Indeed, the farthest distance in the world is not life and death, but the fact that people are still there but unable to see each other.
"Okay, okay, I won't tease you anymore.
Please stop crying first."
Chen Su patted her back and asked Qin'er to get some hot water for her face.
"I didn't think you were that crying before.
Didn't you say you were a strong child?
You have congenital heart disease.
The doctor said you would not live to be eight years old.
Didn't you also live to be eighteen years old?
Where did your strength go?
" Gu Zixi was helped to sit up, thinking to herself, is this the same as before?
She has become fragile now, because when people become dependent, they become fragile.
If Chen Chengyan didn't like her, she might have let go of this relationship now and wouldn't bother with it or think too much about it.
But it's different now.
Chen Chengyan likes her and wants to be with her, but the two of them He wanted to be with her, but they were thousands of miles apart.
There was no phone, no Internet, and no video chat.
It would take a long time for him to receive a letter.
When he sent it again, no matter how fast it was, it would still take ten years.
Queen of Heaven.
Sometimes he was delayed for something, and it would take half a month.
Even modern express delivery could not guarantee three to five days.
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How could she not be sad or entangled.
"I can't be strong now."
Gu Zixi whispered for a long time to express his grievance.
Seeing her little woman appearance, Chen Su said helplessly: "Sure enough, love will make people become another person."
"You are too, Da Su."
Chen Su choked and couldn't refute.
"Okay, as for this matter, it's normal for you to think about him.
He must be thinking about you while eating.
Maybe he even secretly sheds tears at night, making the pillow wet with tears."
Chen Su said with a joke tone, but looked at Gu Zixi and said seriously: "He won't cry.
He said he won't cry.
No matter how big things happen, he won't cry."
Chen Su didn't understand what the relationship between the two was like, but he still didn't expect that Chen Chengyan would say such things to Gu Zixi, even if he didn't cry, he would say it Men generally bleed but don’t shed tears.
When things happen to them, they often won’t cry.
Of course, if they reach a certain level, they may cry.
Isn’t there a saying that goes like this: “A man’s tears are not light.”
"It's just that it's not sad yet."
Maybe when a person is sad to a certain level, tears will come naturally.
Of course, whether Chen Chengyan will cry or not is not the point.
The point is, not long after Gu Zixi finished speaking, he suddenly burst into tears and laughed.
Chen Su made her smile a little baffled, "Why are you laughing?"
"I thought of the way Chen Chengyan looked when he was crying.
I don't know why, but I thought it was funny."
After Gu Zixi finished speaking, he looked at Chen Su covering his mouth and smiling, and then asked, "Have you ever seen your husband cry?"
Chen Su was stunned by her question again and began to think about what Shen Yan was like before.
When his parents died, he didn't cry, but his eyes were full of grief, which was even sadder than crying.
But thinking about the time when the two broke up and Shen Yan left for the capital, Chen Su remembered that he seemed to have seen Shen Yan's tears.
When she handed her over to him for the first time, she also saw tears in the corners of his eyes.
At that time, she was still thinking that she felt like she had raped a good woman, and he was crying like this.
Thinking of this, Chen Su shook his head, "He shed tears, but he never cried."
Gu Zixi looked at Chen Su suspiciously, but after thinking about it, he probably understood what Chen Su meant.
Crying and shedding tears are not actually the same concept.
Weeping is just shedding tears.
It only happens when you can't bear it anymore.
But crying is to vent your feelings.
After venting, everything will be fine.
"Then tell me, will Chen Chengyan cry for me?"
Gu Zixi asked Chen Su again, with a bit of expectation on his face.
But Chen Su didn't give her the answer she wanted.
She shook her head and said, "How could I know that?
He is Chen Chengyan, not Shen Yan.
He is your man.
You don't even know.
How could I know?
After all, I don't understand Chen Chengyan's character."
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"Can't you lie to me or coax me?"
Gu Zixi said with a frustrated look, but Chen Su just smiled.
"I can't guarantee the use of lying to you.
If I say he will cry, you will be happy, right?"
Gu Zixi looked at Chen Su and felt that everything she said made sense.
He couldn't find the words to refute even if he wanted to.
Oh, it was true.
"Okay, don't be too sad.
If you keep crying like this, you will go blind.
What will happen?
If the current Prince Yan still likes you, if you cry blindly and ugly, I think he will definitely not want you right away.
Leave you far away, after all, I have a high position and a lot of power, so what kind of woman do I need?"
"How dare he?"
Gu Zixi's eyes widened, as if if he dared to find another woman, I wouldn't let him go.
"Yes, you should have such a seven soul instead of feeling sorry for yourself all day long.
If you take good care of yourself and live a good life, when the prince comes back, he will definitely not be able to take his eyes away when he sees you so beautiful.
No matter how beautiful a woman is, he will not be able to seduce you away.
His soul, if you cry blindly, don’t say that the prince doesn’t want you, I will throw you on the street.”
"That's how you like to talk to me."
Gu Zixi muttered, but after saying this to Chen Su, she felt much better.
"Actually, I also know that I am being a little unreasonable.
If he has time to come to me, he will not fail to come.
I have heard what you and your husband said, saying that there is a mess in Xiyue Kingdom recently, and those princes and princes " Bullying from others might be just a few words of verbal bullying, or a fight between two people, but Chen Chengyan's kind of bullying might affect his life, so Gu Zixi didn't worry about it.
"Don't worry too much.
A prince with a different surname in Xiyue, who holds a heavy army and is named the God of War by the people, is not a reckless idiot like you.
Chen Chengyan is very powerful."
Chen Su said, seeing Gu Zixi His expression didn't soften much, and he added: "Ayan told me that Prince Yan will be fine.
In fact, he has already arranged everything for himself, and it will not affect him, or even those who may benefit the most.
That’s him.”
When Gu Zixi heard this, his eyes suddenly lit up, "What do you mean, he is the one who benefits the most?"
But Chen Su didn't seem to want to say anything more, and just said: "Anyway, don't worry about this matter.
I'm not a child.
I'm much smarter than you.
Maybe I'm just too smart, so I'm looking for you."
Silly girl, come and try to calm things down.
As for what is going on, you can ask him again when you see him in the future.
I am an outsider and I don’t know what I said, so I won’t lead you into trouble. " Although Gu Zixi was still a little curious about Chen Su's words, she heard Chen Su say Hearing what Chen Su said, she felt more at ease.
Even if she didn't believe Chen Su, she should believe Shen Yan.
Shen Yan's abilities were not guaranteed.
The two people were caught and finally rescued, which made the people behind the scenes jump immediately.
They just wanted to use these two people to lure out Chen Su and Shen Yan, but they didn't expect that those people were so incompetent that they would be followed.
They didn't know it all the way, and gave them a chance to rescue people.
Now, they have already alerted the enemy.
Now it is impossible for them to do anything.
Many people are staring at them, and any actions they take will be exposed instantly.
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But if you do nothing, it won't work, because you have already alerted the enemy, and you can no longer sit still and wait for death.
It's a pity that I didn't want to sit back and wait for death, but I didn't know that the other party had already arranged everything.
Their plan was not as good as that of the princeling and Gao Zhansong.
The various hidden lines they had just buried turned out to be under surveillance.
Now, there was a bit of trouble, and the other party took the lead before they could make a move.
"Damn it, damn it."
In the candle-lit room, the man swept all the items on the desk to the ground, his eyes red with anger.
"Su Yiyan, Shen Yan, you two, I want to kill you."
Several diners stood tremblingly not far away, seeing how angry the man in front of them was, but they didn't dare to say a word, not even to make a sound.
"Why did I tolerate it for so long?
I thought everything was well arranged.
But in the end, King Jin's people seemed to have known all this for a long time.
They directly knocked down all of my people.
Now, I am equal to my right-hand man.
It’s all gone, hehe, hehe, what ability do I have to compete with Su Yiyan?”
"You are all trash, losers, losers.
Didn't you say that everything is infallible?
Didn't you say that everything is ready?
Why did King Jin's people pick out our people so much?
Why did King Jin know everything down to the smallest detail?
Did you leak the secret?
Are you guys out?"
The man was so angry that he kicked a guest.
His eyes made him want to eat the man in front of him alive.
"Your Majesty, please calm down.
Your Majesty, please calm down."
This guest was simply frightened out of his mind by the man in front of him.
He always thought that he was following a prince who could do great things.
He was waiting for the day when the emperor died and helped him ascend the throne, and they would be considered ministers of humerus.
But now it seems that assisting a prince who is so easily angered is simply asking for death.
"Calm down your anger.
How can I calm down?
You are all such useless people.
You actually pulled out all the people we had put in with great effort.
This time, if we want to plant people again, it would be a dream."
The man said, looking at The doorman who was begging for mercy suddenly kicked him several times.
The man screamed in pain and finally passed out.
The man couldn't vent enough, so he turned his attention to several other people, "I ask you, what is going on?
Who betrayed me and let King Jin know all this so quickly?"
He didn't know that all of this actually stemmed from Shen Yan, a reborn man.
Although he knew that the sixth prince did not do much, he also knew that the other prince was a forbearing person, otherwise he would not have been killed when all the princelings fell. , but he can stay out of it.
In this way, he is still somewhat capable.
Therefore, in order to allow King Jin to sit on the dragon throne with peace of mind in the future, Shen Yan put a lot of thought into it.
He brought in those people who would be bribed by the Sixth Prince, as well as those who were originally the Sixth Prince or who had switched from the princelings to fight against him.
All the people were picked out one by one.
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Shen Yan had not touched these people.
He originally planned to see what the sixth prince was going to do.
But the crisis in the court was not just for one of the sixth princes, but also for other princes and the emperor's younger brothers.
These people were all eyeing the throne.
Therefore, rather than removing these people and letting people from other forces put people in, it is better to not move these people and watch these people under the nose.
This is much better than removing them.
But now, these things have happened to Gu Zixi and Shen Xiu, and other parties also know that the emperor's health is getting worse day by day, and he is likely to die in the near future.
At this time, it is natural to plan carefully.
So, there was the kidnapping of the Sixth Prince, and it was this incident that made Shen Yan determined to tell King Jin that he wanted to kill the person.
Everyone was trembling, thinking that the planning these days had not been exposed very much.
The only thing they thought about was that King Jin had a powerful assistant beside him.
"Could it be that this matter has been investigated by Shen Yan a long time ago?
King Hao, do you still remember how the prince's party was eliminated by this reckless man Shen Yan?"
When the sixth prince Su Tianhao heard the voice, his eyes instantly darkened, and finally turned into a bloodthirsty ruthlessness, "Shen Yan, Shen Yan":