The two of them remained silent for a long time.
I don't know how long it took, but the Supreme Emperor suddenly sighed heavily, "Oh, times have changed, things have changed, and everything has changed."
Shen Yan also sighed in his heart, yes, things have changed and people have changed.
In his previous life, he worked hard to live, thinking that God would be kind to him, and died inexplicably in the end.
He just didn't expect that he could be reborn and live again, and many things around him had not changed much.
The only thing that had changed was Chen Su. .
Maybe it was Chen Su's change that changed his life, otherwise he would still repeat the same path of his previous life, but be killed in advance.
"But, son," the Supreme Emperor looked at Shen Yan and said, "There are some things that you may not know yet.
The Emperor also just heard what I said.
Maybe, this is a nightmare for you, but no matter what, , I want to tell you today, maybe you will hate me, but it doesn’t matter, I will go to see your mother soon. " The Emperor calls his mother, not his concubine, and the meaning is actually very clear.
Of course, although Shen Yan was confused about this title at this moment, he just thought that the Supreme Emperor thought that his mother did not like the harem disputes, so he said that.
Shen Yan didn't understand what the Emperor meant, so he could only stand aside and wait for the Emperor to say more.
And how could Li Guiquan, who was accompanying him, not know what the Emperor meant?
The Emperor was planning to tell Shen Yan everything about Concubine Feng.
At the same time, he wanted Shen Yan to know that he was not the emperor's child, but Concubine Feng and others. man child.
"I have been a soldier all my life.
In order to be able to sit on this throne, I have stained my hands with the blood of many people.
I can't even remember.
As far as I am concerned, all the women in the harem are just wives so that I can consolidate the throne. , maybe, there are some who are considerate and can make me happy, at least among the many people, they are loved by me at that time, but that is more because of the power of the mother clan behind them, which makes me love them. them."
"Since childhood, my father has told us that emperors are ruthless.
It's not that they are truly ruthless, but that under the righteousness and secularity, we have more important things and cannot have personal affairs between children.
Because of this, I have always Following this belief, he began a long career as an emperor."
"I also thought that I would go on like this and live out my glorious life, but I never thought that one day, I would meet your mother during my tour in the south.
Her beauty, her wisdom, her unyieldingness, They all attract me.
I feel like I see a long-lost familiarity in her, which attracts me deeply.”
"I heard that she was just a young lady from an aristocratic family traveling south.
She took two maids with her, evaded the guards of her family, and ran out directly.
We had a great conversation.
She liked Song poetry, and I also liked Song poetry.
Occasionally, the two of us would Writing lyrics and talking together, we have never been more comfortable than before.
She regards me as a rare confidant, and I regard her as a beauty.
In just ten days of getting along, I have fallen deeply in love with her, especially But when I saw her crying and feeling sad and aggrieved, I felt that even if I sacrificed everything for her, I wanted to win her smile. " "Later, I told her that I had been attracted by everything about her talent, temperament, and had fallen deeply in love with her.
I also thought she would like me, but later she told me in surprise that she was I have a sweetheart, she doesn’t like me, but she just treats me as a confidant, a very good friend, just a very good friend.”
When the Supreme Emperor said this, he suddenly smiled bitterly.
Shen Yan looked at the Supreme Emperor, his doubts deepening in his heart.
According to the information he received from the inquiry, his mother did meet the Emperor when he went south, and was later forcibly taken into the palace by the Supreme Emperor.
As for who his mother was, he still wanted to find out, but he found that there was a strange resistance that covered up all the previous things.
It was too old, and Shen Yan tried to investigate deeply but failed.
"I was really heartbroken at the time.
I didn't expect that the woman I longed for actually already had a sweetheart.
This is really ironic.
I am the right son and the emperor of a country.
I have never encountered a single rejection.
Over the years, I wanted to do whatever I wanted, but when I met her, I failed.
Fortunately, she actually has a man she likes."
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"Maybe it was because of my strong jealousy that I wanted to take her as my own, so I took her into the palace by force.
She made trouble and cried at first, but for me, this was nothing.
It’s not a big deal, as long as I can keep her by my side, even if it’s just her skin, I don’t care.”
"But suddenly" the Supreme Emperor recalled long-ago events, looked at Shen Yan, and suddenly paused, his eyes were red, as if he remembered something that made him sad again.
"But suddenly, one day, Feng'er told me that she was already pregnant with her sweetheart's child.
They were already engaged and planning to get married.
They were separated by me.
She begged me to let her go and let her be with her sweetheart.
Reunion.”
When Shen Yan heard this, his expression suddenly changed and he stared at the emperor.
His heart felt like it was hit hard by something.
Apart from being surprised, Shen Yan couldn't believe it.
In this way, his biological father is not the Supreme Emperor in front of him.
"How could this happen?"
Shen Yan naturally couldn't believe it, and the Supreme Emperor also smiled bitterly when he saw him like this.
"How could it be?
At that time, just like you now, I couldn't believe it.
After all, she was wearing a woman's bun at that time.
I thought she was just a woman with a sweetheart.
But later I found out that she She eloped with her sweetheart and was lying about sneaking around.
But when we got there, her sweetheart left and she was just wandering around the town alone.
My selfish desires prevented the three of them from meeting again. " "After listening to what she said, I asked the imperial doctor to come over to check my pulse, but I found out that she had not lied to me.
She was really pregnant, and she was nearly four months old.
Because her belly was not pregnant at that time, I Never found it.”
After the Emperor finished speaking, he paused for a long time.
He seemed to be thinking about the past, and his mood fluctuated greatly.
He didn't know how to continue.
"What happened next?"
Shen Yan asked softly, but the slight trembling in his body betrayed him.
He was naturally surprised.
At the same time, he didn't expect the whole thing to be so tortuous.
"The Supreme Emperor" Li Guiquan spoke to him in a pleading tone, but the Supreme Emperor just waved his hand.
"Later, as you can see now, I did not let her go.
I loved her very much.
Even if I raise a child for someone else, it is still good to keep her like this for the rest of my life.
Even if it is just a skin, it is still good to stay with me."
The Supreme Emperor raised his head and looked at Shen Yan with a silly smile, "Maybe you will think that I am crazy.
If others know about it, they will also think that I am crazy.
After all, no one dares to do this, and even if they do, they will naturally not dare to say it.
Because it’s too dirty, but I’m the one who has both feet in the coffin ready to close it, so naturally I’m not afraid of you hating me.
I can tell you that you will hate me.”
Shen Yan didn't know what he should say at this moment because he couldn't find a good word to say.
The Supreme Emperor's move was extremely immoral.
He thought that if a man took away his Su'er in this way, he would have to cut that man into pieces even if he was thrown into poverty.
If Su'er likes a man and follows that man and he can't keep her, she can let her go and let him find what he wants.
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This is understandable.
After fighting for it to no avail, he can only let her go.
However, if his life was torn apart, he might go crazy.
But after all, the people who were separated were not him and Su'er, but his parents.
He didn't understand what happened back then, but one thing was for sure.
The behavior of the Supreme Emperor back then was actually very wrong, but He is the leader of a country, and he is used to doing whatever he wants.
He thinks that the world belongs to him, not to mention that he is just a woman.
Therefore, although the Supreme Emperor's move made him feel shameful, he had already done it.
If he hated the Supreme Emperor, Shen Yan probably didn't hate it too much because he was enjoying a happy life.
He thought, if it wasn't for such a chaotic life, maybe he wouldn't be able to meet his wife, let alone have this beautiful marriage.
As for Shen Yan doesn't intend to forgive everything that happened in the past, but he doesn't want to continue to pursue it.
Shen Yan's calmness was unexpected by the Supreme Emperor.
He did not expect that Shen Yan would be so calm.
"You don't hate me?"
The Emperor hesitated and then asked.
Shen Yan looked at him for a while and then said: "I'm afraid you won't believe it if I say I don't hate you.
What's more, I, the Supreme Emperor, broke up our family.
You said, if it were you and your wife and children were separated, you "What should be done" Shen Yan's tone was very harsh, saying that he was not angry, but how could he not be angry at all?
Li Guiquan was afraid that the Supreme Emperor would be irritated, so he pointed at Shen Yan and said angrily: "Shen Yan, pay attention to your words."
However, Li Guiquan's words did not have much effect.
The Supreme Emperor waved his hand and said: "Guiquan, step back.
This is a matter between him and me.
You don't need to interfere."
"Yes, Your Majesty."
Even though he said this, Li Guiquan still gouged Shen Yan with his eyes.
For Li Guiquan, the emperor was his master in this life, and no one could disrespect him.
This was an emperor who was once more than ten thousand people.
Even with the Zen status, in In his heart, he is still the aloof emperor.
The Supreme Emperor smiled helplessly and nodded, "Yes, taking away your mother caused your wives to be separated.
Your father is probably looking for you somewhere now, and your mother, because of my Selfish, I have died just to give birth to you, how can you not hate me?"
Shen Yan didn't speak, but the Supreme Emperor himself said that these words were from Shen Yan's own heart.
However, the Emperor was wrong in one thing.
Shen Yan inquired about the birth of Concubine Feng, and the maid said that Concubine Feng was poisoned herself, and it was not caused by her later entry into the palace.
She was poisoned by herself.
He was poisoned and found out later.
In order to protect him from harm, he was taken out of the palace.
As for where the poison came from, the maid didn't know.
Only Concubine Feng knew about it.
Therefore, Concubine Feng was not killed by the emperor, but she fell into exile.
Such a rough life was caused by the emperor.
Fortunately, he met his daughter-in-law Su'er.
If not, Shen Yan would be even more like the emperor.
"Okay, I've finished talking now.
Regarding everything I did back then, I dare to admit it.
Even now, I don't think I did anything wrong.
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I think I can impress Feng'er with my sincerity.
It won't take a year.
Just two years, or ten years if it doesn’t work, it’s worth spending your whole life to impress her and make her smile.
As for what outsiders and future generations will say, that’s other people’s business, I don’t care.”
Indeed, the Supreme Emperor is the master of a country.
He only has what he wants to do, and there is nothing he cannot do.
If you like these things, you can do them without caring about others.
Shen Yan thought clearly and naturally did not judge his gains and losses.
"Now, you know the cause and effect of everything.
You also know your life experience.
I am also old.
If you hate me, you can kill me.
I will not blame you.
This is what I owe your mother. , maybe, when I get underground, I can still see her and plead guilty to her in person."
Shen Yan snorted coldly, he is a selfish emperor.
Shen Yan stood there without speaking for a long time, only staring at the Supreme Emperor with his eyes.
After a while, Shen Yancai said: "Although I hate you and hate you for breaking up our family, but you are the Supreme Emperor, I can't do anything to you, and I don't want to do anything to you.
You also said that you are As a person who is about to step into the coffin, I don’t want to get my hands stained with blood for the grievances of my previous life.
My wife already has a child, and I want to accumulate virtue for him.
As for you, whether you live or die has nothing to do with me. " After Shen Yan finished speaking, he paused and then said: "Also, I hope you can live well and forgive me for what you have done.
As for my mother, I don't want you to have the opportunity to see her again. , she should be reincarnated, instead of continuing to hold on to the past, she should be happy, and you, live and suffer."
After saying that, Shen Yan stopped looking at him and left quickly, as if there were some jackals, tigers and leopards chasing him behind him.
"You" Li Guiquan was very angry and glared at Shen Yan who was walking away, but was stopped by the Supreme Emperor.
"Guiquan, don't be upset, I did something wrong.
Besides, this child has a good heart."
The Supreme Emperor shook his head, feeling even more owed to Concubine Feng and this child.
Although the words he just said seemed to be a curse, how could the Emperor not understand the meaning of his words after seeing so many people over the years.
Shen Yan said he was letting him suffer, but in fact he was just telling him to live well and not dwell on the past.
He killed his mother, and his father has not been found until now, and he has experienced so much suffering and still has such a big heart.
The emperor knew that this child was a person who could do great things, a good person, and a wise man.
In front of this child, the Supreme Emperor felt that his mind was too narrow-minded.
If he had let go of Feng'er back then, maybe he would have had a confidant.
Even if he saw her smiling in the arms of another man, he should not have caught her by his side.
Like the walking dead It's a pity that the Supreme Emperor understood it too late.
Everything was over.
There was no more Feng Fei, no confidant and beauty.
Life was spent in such regrets and regrets.
Li Guiquan looked at the Emperor's expression and knew that he was recalling sad past events.
He also understood the meaning of Shen Yan's words, and quickly comforted him: "Don't be sad, Your Majesty.
Everything is in the past.
Holding on to the past will only make you sad, just like what Prime Minister Shen said. , The Supreme Emperor can only give the best explanation to Concubine Feng by living well."
The Supreme Emperor glanced at Li Guiquan, then chuckled, "Guiquan, I know what you are thinking.
Fortunately, I have been with you all these years, so my life has not been so lonely."
How could Li Guiquan dare to say yes?
He quickly said: "If it hadn't been for the Supreme Emperor, Guiquan wouldn't be as prosperous as he is today.
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The Supreme Emperor is the noble man of Guiquan."
"hehe" Helpless voices in the room laughed, but Shen Yan outside had already hurried out.
The emperor was waiting outside.
When he saw Shen Yan coming out, he turned around to greet him.
"Prime Minister" Su Yiyan wanted to say something, but seeing Shen Yan's face, she didn't know what else she could say.
"Your Majesty, I am not feeling well today, so I will take my leave first."
Shen Yan said, with mixed emotions in his eyes.
Su Yiyan also knew that asking further questions would be to force people into trouble and poke people's hearts.
This matter, let alone Shen Yan, was that he couldn't understand why his father did this.
He didn't like to do things that made things difficult for others.
And his father not only brought women who didn't like him into the palace, but even It broke up other people's families, leading to this current situation.
Su Yiyan thought, if it were him, he would probably kill his enemy directly.
Now that Shen Yan is doing this, it is considered excellent, and Shen Yan would do this, probably half of it is for his sake.
Seeing this, Su Yiyan couldn't say anything more, so she could only nod and said: "Okay, let's go."
Shen Yan nodded and walked quickly.
Indeed, Shen Yan's previous words were all because of the emperor's relationship.
No matter what, this Supreme Emperor was the emperor's father, and he was once the king of the country of Yan, and the wrong things he did were already among those Things in memory.
As he said, it was to build virtue for his children.
Anyway, he really couldn't kill the Supreme Emperor.
His identity was there, so he couldn't do it at all.
If you can't do anything, just ignore it and pretend you never knew this person.
When Shen Yan went back, it was already late at night.
Chen Su had already laid down and fell asleep.
He was cold and should have washed up before entering the room.
But after thinking about the Supreme Emperor breaking up his parents, he missed his wife inexplicably and felt very uncomfortable because he couldn't look at her.
When he entered the room with a cold air, Shen Yan took off his outer robe in the outer room, fearing that the cold air would be brought into the inner room. t: