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403. I don't have my own children in my life


Shen Yan raised his eyebrows and said, "Do I seem to be lying to you?

When this matter went to court, A Ming told me that A Ming couldn't go into the yard and tell you, so he could only tell me."

"Does Zhang Zhang know that A Ming likes her?

Or, how does Zhang Zhang feel about A Ming?

Does A Ming know?"

Shen Yan shook his head, "You have to ask them themselves.

A Ming didn't say much.

You can ask him when he comes over later."

Chen Su nodded, a little excited.

She didn't have such a strong secular concept here, so A Ming often entered the courtyard, but most of the time he accompanied Shen Yan.

A Ming didn't dare to come in just to avoid suspicion.

Chen Su was a little excited.

After waiting for a long time, A Ming came in.

Everyone in the room was dismissed except for Shen Yan, Chen Su, his wife, and A Ming.

A Ming seems to be very smart and wise, but sometimes he seems to be very timid.

Just like now, when he looks at the couple, he feels a little timid.

"A Ming, don't be afraid, just say what you have to say," Chen Su said, trying to make A Ming relax.

The feelings between men and women in this era are not expressed as easily and clearly as in modern times.

People here pay attention to being well-matched, face-saving, and various.

In modern times, when you like someone, you pay attention to confession.

After the confession, will the other person accept it?

As for you, that's the other person's business.

Anyway, it will be fine after you try your best.

But it's different here.

They are afraid of the embarrassment after confessing.

Usually, the two people have feelings for each other, and then talk about it in private before asking the elders for marriage.

Only those whose family members disagree may choose to do so in private.

Thanks to heaven and earth, this is considered a wedding, and when the time comes, their family will not be able to stop them from being together.

A Ming took two steps forward, nodded towards the two of them and said, "Master, Madam" "Go on, tell Madam if you have anything to say."

Shen Yan said without saying anything more.

A Ming nodded, a little cautiously.

He took two steps forward, looked at the two people in front of him, and then said with a look of death: "Madam, this subordinate likes Zhang Zhang."

Chen Su: "Uh" This guy was so direct.

Su Mang made A Ming unable to answer what he said.

After calming down for a while, Chen Su said with a smile: "It's a good thing that you like her, but this relationship is also about your own will.

So Zhang Zhang is interested in you.

Have you thought clearly about the purpose of today?"

" A Ming looked at Chen Su blankly and thought again and again, "Madam, I don't know what Zhang Zhang is thinking.

Before, Zhang Zhang and I had a good relationship, and they could talk about it together, but then , I don’t know why, but I don’t like talking to my subordinates.

I seem to be avoiding my subordinates every day, for fear that if I talk to my subordinates, they won’t understand.”

"Two days ago, Zhang Fanzhen and Li Nan got married.

My subordinate happened to meet Zhang Zhang.

I told her my thoughts, but Zhang Zhang ran away quickly as if he had seen a ghost.

Why" A Ming's face was confused, and his handsome face was full of anxiety.

Seeing him like this and saying these words, Su Mang was murmuring in his heart.

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"Then do you think it's possible that Zhang Zhang likes you?"

"It's possible.

I always feel that she is running away from something.

I haven't been able to talk to her in the past few days.

I was a little worried about her, so I went to ask the young master.

I didn't know what to do before I came here.

Looking for the lady."

A Ming scratched his head and ears, looking very painful.

Chen Su looked at A Ming, and finally glanced at her husband next to her.

Men may not be so meticulous in their thoughts, but they are much bolder than women when they like someone or dislike someone.

At least, in this world , men are bolder.

She looked at Shen Yan with questioning eyes, but the other party didn't give her any expression.

"Then you want me to ask Zhang Zhang, right?"

Chen Su asked.

"Yes, I want to know Zhang Zhang's thoughts.

In recent days, she has been avoiding me even more.

I can't find her even if I want to find her.

I can only ask my wife to ask her what she thinks, whether she likes it or not.

If she likes me, as long as she says it seriously, I will accept it.”

"But didn't you say before that Zhang Zhang ran away because you said what was in your heart?"

"She ran away, but my subordinates feel that Zhang Zhang also likes me.

I don't know what's wrong with her now.

I heard her say some things about her before.

I always felt that she was hiding something from me, so I It will be like this.”

Chen Sunao didn't understand what was going on.

Thinking about it, it seemed that Zhang Zhang had also changed since the day of Xiao Zi Qin'er's wedding.

It seemed that she had been running away from something.

Lingling said that she cried at night, and during the day A Ming But he confessed to her.

Generally speaking, if you don't like someone, no matter how much the other person confesses, you will just feel a little guilty, so how can you cry?

Is it possible that Zhang Zhang likes A Ming?

Just as A Ming said, there is something he is hiding from A Ming, so he refuses and then cries because he is sad that they cannot be together.

Such a guess made Chen Su feel that it really made sense.

So, why did Zhang Zhang not agree to A Ming's request but cry alone?

Chen Su thought about it and continued to use his imagination to bring in all the scenes from the modern Kimchi TV series.

He wondered if Zhang Zhang had some disease, which was why Zhang Zhang was like this.

Thinking of this, Chen Su felt bad all over.

Modern TV dramas often have scenes like this.

Whether the male protagonist is sick or the female protagonist is sick, in the end they will find excuses to dislike each other and stay away from each other, and then bear the pain alone.

The more Chen Su thought about it, the more he forgot to answer A Ming's words.

She didn't come back to her senses until Shen Yan took her hand.

"Oh, A Ming, I will ask someone to ask Zhang Zhang about this matter, and maybe there will be a result."

Chen Su said to A Ming.

A Ming looked worried, and he had long lost the timidity he had when he first came in.

"Thank you, madam."

"You don't need to thank me.

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I'm just caring about my maid.

As for you, you said you like Zhangzhang.

Are you just talking casually or if Zhangzhang agrees to be with you, you will be with her for a long time.

If you It’s just for fun, I advise you not to provoke Zhang Zhang.”

"Madam, this subordinate is absolutely sincere to Zhang Zhang."

A Ming said hurriedly, and then looked at the two people in front of him, "The young master and the madam are so affectionate.

We, the subordinates, see it and hope that we can The love you have is not half-hearted.

I want to know what Zhang Zhang is thinking and have a good talk with her. " Chen Su sighed slightly, looking at A Ming's sincere eyes, he couldn't find anything bad about A Ming.

"Zhang Zhang is relatively stubborn and has her own opinions.

She will consider the consequences of everything she does.

She will consider everything thoughtfully and will not act recklessly.

It is difficult to guess what she is thinking when she behaves like this.

After all, this matter is about the relationship between the two of you.

I can ask Zhang Zhang what happened recently, but about the relationship between you and her, you should ask her."

"That madam" A Ming was puzzled.

"I'll make arrangements for you two to meet.

You can tell Zhang Zhang everything about yourself and see what she says."

Chen Su always feels that she can ask about emotional matters, but she can't interfere too much.

From the previous incident of Shen Xiuhance, as well as the incident between Gu Zixi and Chen Chengyan, it can be seen that she can only know and then ask, but she can't interfere much. of.

When A Ming saw this, his face lit up with joy, "Okay, then my subordinate will talk to Zhang Zhang first."

Chen Su quickly called Xiao Zi and asked Xiao Zi to take Zhang Zhang to the backyard.

Don't let anyone get close to him.

Let A Ming wait there.

No matter what, he should make it clear what he was thinking and ask Zhang Zhang not to run away. .

However, it seemed that the effect was not very good.

Although Zhang Zhang went and stayed for a long time, and seemed to have talked a lot with A Ming, in the end, A Ming came out with a depressed head, and Zhang Zhang's face did not change.

Much better than A Ming, the look on his face was not apologetic, but full of sadness.

Chen Su looked at her like that and called her into the room.

There were only two masters and servants in the room.

Her hand held Zhang Zhang's hand tightly, feeling that her palm was cold.

"Madam, I'm fine."

He was as stubborn as Zhang Zhang.

Even though he was very sad in his heart, he still acted very calmly and looked at Chen Su with a smile.

Seeing Zhang Zhang with eyes full of red frames, but forcing a smile, Chen Su felt very distressed.

This girl is the most sensible among the women, and Chen Su is also the most optimistic about her.

She has a childish temperament like Qin'er and Xiaozi's straightforwardness, but Zhang Zhang takes care of her like a big sister.

With them, everything they do is very organized.

"Zhang Zhang, if you feel uncomfortable, don't wrong yourself.

Tell me what's on your mind, you know?"

Chen Su said earnestly.

Seeing Zhang Zhang feeling uncomfortable, he felt uncomfortable too.

"Madam, I'm fine."

Zhang Zhang shook his head, but tears were about to fall unconsciously.

"Everyone can see that you are feeling uncomfortable, so why should you hold it in yourself?"

Chen Su sighed and said, "A Ming came to tell me about your affairs today.

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Seeing that he was not joking, I arranged for you to We met, and I also listened to what A Ming said, you guys played well before, why are you like this?"

Seeing the tears accumulating in Zhang Zhang's eyes, Chen Su was a little worried, "If you were just afraid of hurting A Ming's feelings and just owed A Ming, you probably wouldn't be sad today.

Since Xiao Zi Qin'er and the others Since the day you got married, you have been acting strangely.

Although I am your master in name, I am also your sister.

I hope you are both happy.

Now that you are like this, I am also worried for you.

These days, I asked Lingling and the others, and then Xiaozi and Qin'er, to know what happened to you, but you hid it so well that I couldn't guess what was going on in your mind."

As he said that, Chen Su suddenly smiled and said: "At first, when I saw you looking unhappy, I thought you had fallen in love with one of them, Li Nan or Zhang Fanzhen.

After all, they are both very good people, and you usually interact with them.

Yes, there are only a few people around Ayan, so I wonder if you two will like the same person at the same time, so you will be so sad."

"I have made Madam worried, and Zhang Zhang deserves to die."

Zhang Zhang said and quickly knelt down, but Chen Su quickly helped him up.

"Don't kneel down all the time.

We don't have so many rules in our family.

Don't deserve death.

I treat you all as relatives, that's why I care so much.

You should also know that Ayan and I don't have anything to do with each other."

What kind of relatives?

The people you take care of around us are our closest relatives.

I hope you can all be happy.

Now Xiaozi and Qin'er are married, Zixi is also settled, Li Yue is still young, and Ling Ling Ling and the others are still young, so you are the only one whose life-long affairs have not been decided yet.

As a sister, I will also be worried for you. " "A girl's prime time is only a few years.

After a few years, it's hard to find someone you really like.

I'm not saying there aren't any, but there are relatively few.

While the prime is still there, find someone who knows both coldness and warmth.

It's better than anything else.

I can see that A Ming likes you very much, and you are not without feelings for A Ming.

In this case, why would you refuse to agree to A Ming?"

"Madam" Zhang Zhang burst into tears, hugged Chen Su, and began to cry.

She cried very sadly, and Chen Su couldn't do anything except patting her back to make her feel better.

"Ma'am, I feel bad" "Don't be afraid.

You have us.

If you have any grievances, just say it.

If you keep it in your heart, you will hurt yourself."

"But I can't say" "What can't be said?

A person's voice is so short-lived.

If you have wronged yourself like this, do you still want to wait a hundred years and not wrong yourself again?

People say that there are past lives and afterlives, but even so, people who have no memory of the previous life are just like Just like a new person, do you still want to wrong yourself like this?

Why not enjoy life more while you can live?"

"Madam" Zhang Zhang was still unwilling to say anything more, and just kept crying.

Chen Su knew that she was suffering so much that even if she wanted to, she couldn't say anything at the moment.

After waiting for a while, Zhang Zhang's voice slowly stopped, but his face was still very uncomfortable.

Chen Su wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes distressedly, "Okay, I'm so uncomfortable that I cried.

If you have any grievances, tell me.

Maybe there is a way to solve things that you may not be able to solve alone because there are more people than strength." , doesn’t mean we can’t help you solve it.”

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Zhang Zhang shook his head, "It can't be solved."

She sobbed and wiped away her tears.

"Come on, sit down first, tell me if you have anything to do, don't feel wronged in your heart."

Zhang Zhang nodded, and after a while, his mood finally calmed down.

After a long time, Zhang Zhang finally spoke: "Madam, it's not that I don't like A Ming, it's just..."

Chen Su looked at her and saw that it was difficult for her to speak, so he asked: "Just what?"

"It's just, madam, I can't have a child of my own."

Zhang Zhang finished quickly, and then tears fell down again.

After hearing this, Chen Su forgot to move his head for a moment.

I heard Zhang Zhang say again: "Madam, I will never have children of my own in this life.

I don't want to hurt A Ming.

A woman without children is not a real woman."

Zhang Zhang wiped his tears, but found that the tears kept falling as if they had stopped.

Chen Su looked at her distressedly and wiped her tears, "You mean, you can't have children?"

After Chen Su finished speaking, he was even shocked.

How could this be possible?

Zhang Zhang nodded, "Yes, when I was very young, my body was seriously injured.

Later, the doctor said that I would never be a normal woman in this life.

I would not have children of my own, and my family would not be able to have children of my own."

Knowing this, he sold me to a slave and made me a slave."

Chen Su was shocked, but didn't know what to say.

In this era, if a woman is incapable of giving birth to children, she cannot even get married, because here we follow the principle of filial piety first, and there is no DINK family.

In this era, what is important is having children, and the most important role of a woman is to serve the family.

To bring benefits and give birth to a child for the husband's family, it must be a boy, not a girl.

If it is true as Zhang Zhang himself said, Zhang Zhang is sterile and no husband's family is willing to marry her.

Even if she is a concubine, the emphasis is on the reproduction of heirs.

Therefore, it is precisely because of this that Zhang Zhang is so sad.

This era has created women of this era like this.

Chen Su alone cannot change it.

Even in modern times, there are several couples in the DINK family in China.

Although there are many overseas, they are not the same as the national conditions, let alone this era. .

"But Zhang Zhang, you were still young at that time, and the doctors' medical skills were definitely not as good as they are now.

How could you be so sure that you really would never be able to conceive a child?

You haven't verified it again, so you can't say for certain. " Chen Su comforted her, always feeling that nothing in the world is difficult except for those who are willing, and as long as they work harder, it is impossible not to succeed.

But Zhang Zhang just shook his head, "Madam, it's impossible for me to be pregnant with my own child again, you don't need to comfort me."

"I'm not comforting you, I'm just talking about some possibilities.

Why don't we go find the imperial doctor in the palace to see if there may be a way?

The private doctors are indeed not as good as the imperial doctors in the palace.

You should know that.

You My body is in such good shape now that it cannot be cured."

Perhaps Chen Su's words of persuasion had an effect.

Zhang Zhang, who had been convinced that he was infertile from the beginning, suddenly relaxed a little and kept asking Chen Su if it was really possible to take good care of his body.

When she was a child, she went to the river to work in the winter.

She went to the ice out of fun and fell into the ice water.

She was unconscious for three days and three nights.

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Later, the doctor said that her health was broken and she might not be able to have children of her own. child.

Xiao Zhangzhang kept these words firmly in mind.

Within two years, at the age of ten, she was sold to a slave by her stepmother, and this was how she started her journey as a slave.

In her early years, Zhang Zhang paid great attention to taking good care of her body, but many doctors said that no matter how much she took good care of her body, she would not be able to get pregnant.

Gradually, Zhang Zhang also gave up.

If she killed herself, she could still get married, and she could still get married.

The thought of giving birth to children.

In addition, they are slaves and maids.

Generally, if the master is not good, they cannot remarry, and they may die without knowing it.

Zhang Zhang never thought that he would meet the current pair of masters who treat them so well and treat them like sisters

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