Apricot just stood at the door of the room in a daze, and her ears echoed the words of her mother repeatedly: "Apricot is a wild seed for you and that woman, and Apricot is a wild seed" That sentence, like a sharp knife, stabbed at Xing'er's heart at once, poked out a huge blood hole, and pierced her heart.
A huge pain came from her heart, Xing'er trembled all over, and then she stretched out a hand and pressed her chest tightly, her face turned pale, and her body was shaky.
Since she was a child, Xing'er has rarely seen her parents quarrel, but today, the first time they quarreled so fiercely, it was because of themselves.
Xing'er felt that God was really cruel enough, originally she thought that she was the darling of fate, although she was abandoned by her biological parents, she was picked up by her adoptive parents and raised as a treasure.
Moreover, she also met the most important man in her life, other people's Prince Charming, who was met after going through a lot of hardships and trekking thousands of mountains and rivers, and her own Prince Charming, God sent him to her when she was very young.
Therefore, Xing'er has always felt that God is really kind to her.
However, today, she realized that God was not favoring her, but playing a big joke on herself.
Xing'er thought sadly, no wonder her brother would reject her like that, could it be that in the dark, he already knew that it would never be possible between them Xing'er originally thought that her brother might just not be able to accept her all at once, but after a while, he might change his mind, and she was thinking about whether to come up with a bitter plan She knows that since she was a child, her brother has always loved her very much, and he must be reluctant to let herself suffer, as long as she goes on a hunger strike for a few days, or pretends to commit suicide, and makes herself look like a ghost or a ghost, at that time, her brother will definitely be distressed to death, and in that case, he will naturally surrender to himself.
Xing'er has been spoiled since she was a child, even if she wants the moon in the sky, her family will find a way to satisfy her, since she was a child, she has never had something she can't get, so, in order to get her brother, Xing'er plans to do whatever it takes.
But now, all this is meaningless, she and her brother are biological brothers and sisters, and they have a close blood relationship, this news is like a thunderbolt from the sky, splitting Xing'er to pieces.
Apricot only felt like she had collapsed, she stumbled back to her room, her back against the wall behind the door, her body slowly slid along the wall and sat on the ground, she hugged her legs tightly, buried her head deep between her legs, and kept that position for a long time.
After a long while, she raised her head slightly, opened a pair of distracted eyes, looked at the dark room, tears slipped silently, and her whole body began to tremble uncontrollably.
In the parents' room not far away, there were a few quarrels from time to time, especially the mother's voice, which was even more hysterical, what else she said, Xing'er didn't listen to a word, only heard the word "wild seed" in every word of her words.
Apricot covered her ears with her hands, not wanting to hear those two words, but they seemed to be deliberately against her, and even if she covered them tightly, they still got into her ears.
"Wild Seed, Wild Seed, Wild Seed" These two words were like a knife, slashing at her heart, and Xing'er felt that her heart had been torn out of thousands of holes, and blood flowed.
She covered her ears and shook her head desperately, hoping that it was just a nightmare, and she was just immersed in this nightmare and couldn't wake up for a while.
This dream was so terrible, Xing'er wanted to get out of this dream as soon as possible, so she suddenly put down the hand covering her ears and pinched her palm with her nails, she saw that there were blood marks in the palm of her hand, accompanied by bursts of pain, but she still couldn't wake up from this nightmare.
Isn't this a dream No, no, Xing'er shook her head in horror, she really hoped that at this moment, someone would suddenly stand up and tell her that it wasn't true, it was just a dream.
Xing'er shook her head desperately like crazy, the tears on her face were splashed everywhere by her, and she knew more and more that all this was not a dream, but a real thing.
I don't know how long it took, Xing'er faintly heard footsteps, coming from the corridor, and the footsteps also stopped when she walked to the door of her parents' room.
Xing'er knew that the footsteps must have been her brother's, and when it was over, he must have heard his parents' quarrel and knew that they were brothers and sisters.
After that, he will never fall in love with himself again, and everything is over Xing'er felt that she was about to collapse, and she didn't notice that the footsteps had left the door of her parents' room and were slowly walking towards her room.
When Xiao Yihan walked to the door of Xing'er's room, he saw that the door of the room was open, the light was not turned on in the room, and there was a small black shadow curled up on the ground, and through the faint light coming in through the window, he saw that Xing'er's face was full of tears, and her whole body was still twitching.
Xing'er didn't notice the figure approaching him at all, and when he felt someone hugging him, he realized that it was his brother who had come to him.
Xing'er couldn't help but shiver, if it was in the past, how much she wished her brother could hold her like this.
However, now it is different, she and her brother are biological brothers and sisters, and there can only be family affection between them, but there can be no love.
For the next few days, Apricot locked herself in the room, never left the room for half a step, and locked the door.
She doesn't know how to continue her life, she doesn't know how to face her brother, she doesn't know how to deal with her feelings, and she doesn't know if she can live without her brother.
She locked herself in her room for three whole days, during which she lay on the bed without eating or drinking, allowing her brother and father to shout outside the door and cut their throats, and Xing'er did not open the door.
In these three days, although Xing'er didn't eat water and rice for three days, her mother didn't care about herself again, and Xing'er knew that her mother must hate her wild seed, so she wouldn't care about her life or death.
This matter, no matter which woman it is put on, I'm afraid it's hard to accept after all, my mother used to love herself like that, but now, she must feel that she has been deceived for so many years, and she must want to disappear in front of her eyes immediately.
Although Xing'er understands her mother's mood very well, she still feels very uncomfortable, after all, in her subconscious, she has always regarded her as her biological mother. t1706231537: