When she woke up again, what she saw was not a white paradise or a cloudy underworld, but an infirmary filled with the smell of formalin.
The old man was standing at the window, his back to her.
My mother washed her face with tears on the side.
Dad counted her down on the hospital bed, scolded her, and blamed her.
She believed that if it wasn't for the old man's presence, her father would have been able to beat her.
As for what was said, she didn't hear it at all, her eyes just looked at her wrist in a daze.
She committed suicide by slitting her wrists, but there were no bandages, no plasters, no wounds, not even a trace of pain.
What happened Concubine Jing was asking herself, she clearly remembered, a deep cut crossed her wrist, and red blood flowed out desperately.
Cold, cold, cold It wasn't a hallucination, it wasn't a dream, it was real, she knew for sure.
Yet why are there no wounds now?
What the hell is going on On this day, she knew one thing, that is, the old man, her fiancé possessed unpredictable powers.
It was this ability that allowed her wounds to heal in just one hour.
It's just that the blood that has passed cannot be recovered, and she still needs to recuperate for a while.
On this day, she also learned another thing, her father didn't sell her, but still loved her.
In the days when my father disappeared, he was fighting with this old man.
It was also because of his father's desperate struggle that he won him three years to marry the old man when she graduated at the age of 18.
However, she couldn't be happy.
She still hated him in her heart Negotiations began, and Concubine Jing threatened her life to force the old man to have another seven years of freedom.
It was after her 25th birthday that she would go into service.
Why 25 years old Concubine Jing herself didn't know, she just vaguely remembered that a fortune teller had calculated for her when she was a child, and she would meet a noble person when she was 25 years old.
Who is it She didn't know But in her heart, the noble man must not be referring to the old man.
The graduation trip, the scene in Shennongjia, made her realize that she really didn't have any choice.
She can't even control death, what else can she choose After that, she gradually became numb and became almost a walking corpse.
Then, she entered the acting department and tried to numb herself by acting.
In the play, she is the queen who controls everything, and everyone in and out of the play has to stammer her and please her.
Whether it is a director, screenwriter, producer, or various big names, they all have to please her.
She wants that feeling of being in control, she says that one is one, and two is two, and no director dares to go casually Of course, she herself is also working hard to play well.
When acting, she is quite devoted, trying to paralyze herself in the glamorous world.
Although at the end of the day's filming, when she returned to the hotel and lay in bed, she would still be confused, afraid, and crying, and she would still know that everything was fake and unreal.
However, she has no power to change her fate, so she can only escape by herself.
When she was 20 years old, her mother, who had been worried about her and worried, died, and she became even more self-isolated.
Since then, I have no more contact with my father.
In her heart, her mother's death was caused by her father.
He doesn't have the ability to change all this, but he has the ability to comfort and take care of his mother.
If he had been by his mother's side, if he hadn't slept in those lover's beds every day, his mother wouldn't have died alone.
It was my dad who betrayed my mom.
She will never forgive Until one day she suddenly realized that she was not without nothing, she was capable.
So, she began to take revenge.
Naturally, she won't kill her father if she is a relative, but if she gets close to her father and has a relationship with her father, she will send people to the hospital.
It's like when she was in high school, when the old man beat away the boys who pursued her.
Dad went crazy and started asking the old man for help.
But unfortunately, the old man only cares about her, not her father, so naturally he won't care.
The benefits have been given, how to use it, how to use it, whether it is used or not, he doesn't care.
Dad surrendered to her, but it still couldn't relieve the pain of Mom's departure.
In the end, my father went crazy and began to desperately find a woman, whether it was serious or improper.
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Anyway, he is not ready to develop a relationship, and it doesn't matter if his daughter beats them, at most give some money.
He has money, and he can do the evil.
Concubine Jing also felt that it was not a way to go on like this, and just wanted to cut off his financial route, but unexpectedly got the news that her father was sick. hehe Although he was cured, he could not do it again.
Concubine Jing also stopped, this seems to be the best result, this is the price of betraying her mother.
But slowly she found that she had become a loner, and there was no one around her who could say intimate words.
Pursuing her, no Best friend, just borrowing her hand to climb up, will only compliment her, nothing else.
The director, screenwriter, producer, and big names will only welcome her.
Love, she has no choice, all that awaits her is boundless darkness.
Family affection, she no longer has family affection.
Friendship is still a luxury for her.
Even if he is a very good friend in the play, he disappears immediately after the play.
The only friends are just some players who know each other in the game.
Talking to them, there is no psychological burden, and it is really relaxing.
It's just a pity that because of filming, she couldn't relax with them for a long time.
Sometimes she even thinks that she should simply let go of her glamorous appearance and be an otaku After listening to Concubine Jing'er's memories, Ji Ning also let out a long sigh: "I didn't expect you to live so miserably under your glamorous appearance." ” Concubine Jing grinned with a smile and didn't speak, she couldn't speak.
Stubborn, she didn't want to shed tears of humiliation.
"Don't worry, I'll talk to you in the future."
Concubine Jing smiled bitterly and shook her head gently.
Even if Ji Ning finally defeated the old man, what could her life be, there was still no change in the slightest.
The big names in filming are still welcoming her, and she still has no friends who are confidants.
The only thing she can gain may be love, or an incomplete love.
As a national soldier, Ji Ning is destined not to have only one wife.
Ji Ning gently hugged Concubine Jing, suddenly "Click" The sound of the shutter, celebrities are very sensitive to this. looked up suddenly, and sure enough, Ji Ning was taking a selfie with her.
"What are you doing" Concubine Jing was like a frightened little white rabbit, and quickly escaped from Ji Ning's arms.
"Take a picture, what else can you do right idol, can you take off your sunglasses?"
"Can't" "Forget it, you can see it this way."
After speaking, Ji Ning stuffed his head and started tinkering.
"What are you doing?"
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