"Your uncle lived in this house at the time, and later had a good relationship with a boy in this family, so he brought him to the imperial capital to play, that is a particularly handsome and laughing young man, a mouthful of big white teeth, black eyes, when he left, he said that he seemed to have come to the fairy palace" "Your little aunt took a lot of things away for him, and he carried them away with a smile" Song Sanye said this, pausing for a while, "Not long after, your uncle came back."
Your little aunt asked him about that young man, but your uncle just wouldn't say it.
After more than a year, your uncle drank too much, and then he cried and said to your little aunt, that young man, when he got home, he hanged himself."
Song Ersheng's eyes moved slightly in the depths of his eyes and committed suicide "This incident is still a thorn in your little aunt's heart.
She was restless at night.
She always regrets it, if she hadn't taken that young man around, wouldn't he have committed suicide because of the big gap, obviously he is such a good boy who loves to talk and laugh, so your little aunt is worried, if she goes back to her hometown, has a good relationship with the people in her hometown, and brings the people from her hometown to the city, will the people in her hometown also despair because of the difference in living environment?"
Song Sanye looked at Song Ersheng, "Although I promised her that the people of our old Song family will never be so unproductive, but I don't dare to guarantee that the people of our family will no longer maintain their original good attitude When you have been living at the bottom of the well, then you will always think that this sky is only as big as the mouth of the well, but once you get out of the bottom of the well and see the outside world, how can you be willing to go back to the bottom of the well."
"Three thousand, you tell you the truth, you have lived in the city for more than ten days, this kind of house has a toilet and a faucet, a heating in winter and an air-conditioned life in summer, you go back to the countryside, go back to your home, will you get used to it, will you not miss it at all and regret it?"
Song Ersheng didn't expect that the trauma in Song Huaying's heart would be like this.
Although she was paranoid, this idea was indeed right.
When people go to high places, it is difficult for anyone to return to the low places of the past.
The collapse of an imbalance of mind is devastating.
She does like the life of the building, but it is still the same sentence, even if it is a thousand good places, it is not her home.
Song Sanye was also full of helplessness in the face of Song Ersheng's always unchanged look.
Say she doesn't understand, but she should understand. said she understood, but she didn't even change her eyes "Grandpa told you so much, not to break you up and Lao Jiu, but to really think about you.
Your father's life, no matter how hard he tries, it's too late, and that's basically it, I can't save him, but at least, I can save you Your grandfather is extremely smart for a lifetime, and in the end he lost to your father, his thoughts before he died, I don't have to think about it to be able to expect it, but because it is my own child, I don't feel disappointed.
However, if you can study hard and become a very successful person, at least after I die, I can proudly tell your grandfather that his descendants have not insulted him."
Song Ersheng couldn't stop sighing in her heart, she was really just an ordinary heroine of farming, why did everyone have to be so literary The third grandfather's compassionate mentality, she understands very well, she used to be a person who stood at the top of the society.
However, in the past few years in the countryside, Song Ersheng has also experienced a different concept of life.
Although there are many drawbacks to rural life, life is real and vulgar.
And in the city, most of the places are cultured people, just like the third grandfather and his children, they are the elite people in society, living self-refined because they are smart, because they are educated, they believe too much in their own judgment, although this judgment is very subjective, but in a sense, it is actually right.
No one is in a position to blame others for wrongness.
However, it is also only a matter of personal judgment.
Song Ersheng can come up with 10,000 reasons to refute the third grandfather, but she doesn't want to.
The third grandfather's guilt for his grandfather, his father's care, and his expectations for her are all out of sincerity.
Even if there is a bit of self-satisfaction in him, it can't overshadow his love and partiality at all.
Sincerity is sincerity, just rush this sincerity, Song Ersheng doesn't want to refute him.
When the third grandfather is in his hometown or when he reads his father's speech, he is not the same as the little aunt, so he chooses words and sentences.
In his bones, he still retains the authenticity of rural people.
It is precisely because of this truth that his expectation of changing his life is deeper Aunt Lian's alienation from her hometown is due to the fear of trouble, and the reason why she is too responsible, and she is afraid that she can't help but worry about it as soon as she comes into contact.
This is also the weakness of good people.
Uncle is afraid that he will irritate his father, and would rather not contact him for more than ten years, this ruthlessness, to others, but also to himself.
The little aunt has had such a psychological trauma, afraid that her life will hurt her relatives in her hometown, and she doesn't dare to show her face and Gina, she is serious and almost strict, but she is gentle everywhere Everyone is kind and considerate, but they are also selfish and cruel.
Aunt Lian is like that, isn't it a kind of contempt for the ruthlessness of the uncle, isn't it a kind of kindness that looks down on the little aunt, isn't it a kind of disrespect for Gina's thoughtfulness, and isn't it a kind of belittling In their gentleness, they also carried countless knives, and those who poked with knives saw blood and bones The gentleness that the poor get is bloody.
No one truly understands the self-esteem of a poor person.
Just like the poor who have received donations, if anyone really wants to laugh like that, holding a donation slip and taking a picture with a group of people in suits and leather shoes, when help and charity become a kind of display, then in the same way, gentleness can become a kind of cruelty.
We are rural people, our Song family, we are very poor, but we are not so unproductive, you are too underestimated Song Ersheng's expression was still the same, and he didn't say a word.
On the white and tender little face, there was a shallow smile, and even the slightly curved curvature of the corners of the mouth did not change at all.
I, Song Ersheng, am so ignorant of the third grandfather, I'm sorry.
Besides, the idea of a father like yours to raise his children when he fails is completely backward upbringing.
Even if I'm like my own grandfather, I can't do it. t1706231537: