Because Song Ersheng is really not the kind of person who will worry about the future, he has never thought deeply about this problem, but his mother's words today really began to make Song Ersheng want to have a direct showdown with Meng Ben But Song Ersheng really didn't expect it, just thought of a showdown, and the time came.
After the Song family's parents left, Meng Ben poured Song Ersheng a glass of water, and then sat beside him.
He's not stupid.
Even he is smarter than Song Ersheng in many places.
All along, when it comes to the silence of the child Sanqian, laughing without saying a word, and changing the topic, it seems to be silently conveying a signal to him.
It's just that at those times, he was immersed in the happy mood of wanting to be a father and didn't realize it.
Now I suddenly realized a little clue, and with the things that seemed to be ignored in the past, it became clear in an instant, and even, and then continued to expand, and then expanded "I heard what you said to your mother in the bathroom."
Meng Ben really didn't know how to speak.
He was scared.
I always feel that I have asked, there are some things, there is no way to turn back, but if I don't ask, this suspicion will become a thorn in his heart and between him and Sanqian, and over time, he will be painful, and it will also make Sanqian painful.
Song Ersheng thanked him, picked up the water glass, and hummed.
At that time, she noticed that there was someone outside the door, but she didn't pay much attention to it.
Even if his mother wore clothes when she was bathing herself, Meng Ben would not come in.
"Yongxin didn't say those words, did he?"
Song Ersheng put down the water glass and looked at Meng Ben, "You heard it too."
"Hang your eyelashes," right.
He didn't say it. ” So, "Why do you say that" The tension in Meng Ben's voice was about to break his whole person.
Song Ersheng raised his eyes and looked at Meng Ben, "Why do you think I said that?"
Meng Ben looked at Song Ersheng, but the focus in his eyes did not match Song Ersheng's eyes, his lips moved slightly, and it took a while before he spoke smoothly, "You, you don't want to have children, don't you?"
"Yes."
Song Ersheng really didn't expect that the time would come so quickly, and now that Meng Ben realized it, she didn't want to escape and hide it. simply admit it directly.
"Why" Meng Ben felt very uncomfortable and wanted to cry, "Because I'm an alien, I don't deserve to have a child with you on this earth?"
Song Ersheng wanted to pull Meng Ben's hand, but for the first time, he was avoided.
This is two people big and small meeting together.
For the first time.
Song Ersheng's calm heart trembled suddenly, and panic flashed in his heart, but he was finally pressed down by her.
"The key is not whether you are worthy or not, but that you are an alien and I am an earthling."
Song Ersheng took a breath, "You listen to me first" Meng Ben lowered his head, his mind was in a mess, but he still tried to calm himself down and listen to Sanqian.
"Have you ever experienced or know how your union of the same race and the other race gave birth to offspring, and you still haven't explained it to me, or rather, let me understand what kind of existence you are?
Aliens, no powers, with energy, help protect and control your growth space, you have lived on Earth for so long that you can't remember how long, you are like humans, you will be born, you will die, and then, again.
But how you were born, how you died, the point is, how you were reborn over and over again, you didn't let me understand. ” Song Ersheng's voice also carried a lot of inexplicable emotions, "I love you, I regard you as the closest person in the world, trust you unconditionally, I will not resent you if you let me die."
However, my life, I can decide, I decide to give it to you, this is my personal commitment to you.
But, my child, you and my child, let's not talk about what he will be like, just talk about his life, what qualifications do I have to decide for him that he has an alien father of unknown origin in his life, what he will think about if he grows up, how he will deal with these things, have you thought about it?"
"Parents are not just passing on the lineage, but using their own lives to continue the lives of the next generation.
And even if it is his own child, he is an independent being, he was born with many things by his parents, some of which he wants and some that he does not want.
If what he doesn't want is what he was born as a son of man and must accept, then I, as a mother, have the right and responsibility not to give my child those things that he may not want. ” Song Ersheng clasped his hands together, "It's really not easy to be a parent, you don't need exams to give birth to a child, it seems that if you can give birth, you will inevitably raise it, then, now on the earth, how can there be so many abused children and orphans and abandoned children, and the responsibility of the parents is very heavy, so heavy that they have to carry the lives of all future generations."
But I really can't have a baby with you in this situation. ” "Unknown you will bring a lot of unknown problems.
What does a child look like, will he be an earthling, will he be healthy, whether he can grow up smoothly on the earth, have you ever thought about these questions, have you also seen a lot of earthlings fantasizing, interracial union stories, such as shemales, what are the children born of, you know, if the children born by parents in fantasy are like that, then what kind of children will you and me, parents in reality, give birth to, have you thought about it?"
Song Ersheng looked at Meng Ben, who was always silent, "I know that I haven't taken the initiative to tell you this question, it's my fault, and it's my fault for using contraception privately, but I will think about these problems, haven't you thought about it or do you think, there's no need to think about it" Meng Ben's hands were trembling slightly, he really didn't think about it at all.
I never thought that Sanqian would bury so many doubts about him in the bottom of his heart, and then he could still love him wholeheartedly from beginning to end, he admitted that he loved Sanqian more than Sanqian loved himself, and now it seems that it is all a joke, it is all his self-righteousness.
If he is three thousand, he really can't do three thousand, so he will not accept an alien who wants to kill him and has an unknown origin as his lover, husband "Three thousand" He is sorry for three thousand, too much, too many Meng Ben flashed a lot of thoughts in his mind, each of which was going to make him collapse, so many years, from childhood to now, he said that he loved three thousand and loved three thousand, but how did he love it Song Ersheng wanted to hold Meng Ben again, but he avoided him.
Song Ersheng's heart was sour, and his hands clenched into fists, "I'm actually worried in my heart, if I tell you the truth, will you hate me and think I'm selfish, but I still want to tell you I hope I don't have anything to deceive you, I hope I can be good to you wholeheartedly, I hope we can be old and stupid together, look at me, okay" t1706231537: