Chen Jieyu sighed first: "What am I going to do when I go out?
My parents are already old, and my brother and sister-in-law are not close.
Sister Gao knows that my family is only well-off.
The land has been rented out, so I can only eat according to the future.
Yes, my body is cultivated by medicine all day long.
It’s okay to be in the palace.
I’m a Jieyu.
I can’t live without food and medicine.
I have to go back.
How can I afford it?”
"Don't say that, I'm just asking you if you want to" Gao Jieyu was so obsessed with this issue, which surprised Chen Jieyu.
Gao Jieyu entered the palace earlier, and she was the person who served the emperor before he ascended the throne.
Could it be that as soon as the holy will came out this time, even Gao Jieyu was confused?
"Speaking of whether you have thought about it or not, you have actually thought about it."
Chen Jieyu was speaking truly from her heart, and she had never mentioned a word to anyone else.
"Sister Gao knows about me.
I was born well and pampered by my family.
I didn't expect that I would be selected into the palace and become the emperor's concubine.
At that time, I really didn't know how high the sky was.
Everyone in the harem looked like rubble and I felt that others They are all stupid and think that they are different from others since they were born and are destined to enjoy this wealth. " Gao Jieyu couldn't help laughing when she said this.
"You really weren't likeable back then."
He was so arrogant and arrogant that his tail almost reached the sky.
Chen Jieyu also laughed: "That's right.
I'm not afraid to tell my sister.
At that time, I thought that I might be able to be the queen one day.
I was granted the title of Jieyu only two years after entering the palace, and I was promoted step by step. , one day he will take over the Kunning Palace."
But falling out of favor seemed to happen in the blink of an eye.
She rolled and fell from the clouds before she even understood what happened.
At that time, she was ashamed, annoyed, and resentful.
She hated the Xie family who had taken away her favor, and she also hated the emperor for being so unkind and willing to change things whenever he asked.
In fact, she already understood in her heart at that time that the emperor was not affectionate, but had no affection for her at all.
She only relied on her good looks to gain favor, but she never entered the emperor's heart.
And Mrs.
Xie was the one who really made the emperor fall in love with her.
For her, if the emperor didn't recruit other concubines, it would be ordinary people outside.
If a man has extra money, he would still have extramarital affairs.
Put it on the emperor.
The harem was full of his women, but he paid no attention to any of them because of the imperial concubine.
Even when the imperial concubine was pregnant, the emperor would rather stay empty than find someone else.
This is called true love, so what is true love?
Chen Jieyu used to only think that the imperial concubine was not more beautiful than her, and she was not necessarily more clever and lovable than her.
How did she win her favor?
Later, she no longer thought so.
Getting the emperor to treat her like this was definitely not something she could do with her face, figure, or a few flattering words.
It's not that the emperor has no sincerity, but that sincerity does not fall on himself.
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"Perhaps I was too careless in my behavior.
I was treated as a target and made many mistakes, and finally fell out of favor.
At that time, I once thought that I could leave the palace and never come back.
But that thought later became Never again.
This time the emperor said he could let people out.
I didn't want to go out, but I couldn't help but think about what my life would be like now if I hadn't entered the palace at that time.
I have a bad temper.
If I got married outside the palace, I'm afraid that my parents-in-law, sisters-in-law, and sisters-in-law would also die.
If you want to cause discord, you will never learn to behave again if you don’t stumble a few times.”
But she fell too hard in the palace.
Once she fell, she would never be able to get up again in her life.
Gao Jieyu listened on the side, stunned.
Every word Chen Jieyu said was sincere, without any adulteration.
It's really like it was taken out of Gao Jieyu's own heart.
Every word spoke to her own heart.
She has had these thoughts.
Why doesn't the emperor favor her?
Why does the emperor favor others?
Why does her belly fail to live up to expectations and she can't have a child?
What kind of life would she have lived if she had not entered the harem?
What kind of life would she have lived in the future if she could have left the harem?
When I am alone, when I have a long night of sleepless nights, when the people around me are vomiting, when I am sick and uncomfortable, these thoughts keep spinning in my heart.
Just like this time, the emperor issued such a decree, eliminating the need for a draft, so that no more young and delicate girls would be selected into the palace to endure such torture.
The reason for releasing the unfavored concubines from the palace should be out of good intentions.
They don't want them to die in the palace.
But it must be more for the sake of the concubine.
She doesn't want her to endure the jealousy and plotting of others anymore.
Someone took a desperate risk and harmed the emperor's heir.
There is nothing here about concubines like them who have been favored.
Of course, besides staying in the palace, women who had served the emperor could only go to nunneries and Taoist temples.
Gao Jieyu was very confused.
She also knew that she could never go out again, and even if she died, she would die in the palace, but she couldn't control her heart and always had random thoughts.
Chen Jieyu could see that she was upset, so she tried to persuade her: "It's hot out here, and I think my sister is not in good spirits these days.
She must have a bad appetite, and she doesn't sleep well at night.
We are already living a good life." , the emperor is generous, and the concubine is also needless to say.
I can’t find anyone who treats people better than her.
I don’t know about others, let’s just say I have offended her greatly.
More than once, need to change For such a small-minded person, can I still sit here and enjoy my happiness now?
The amount of medicine I take every day is not a small amount.
If the imperial concubine doesn’t take care of me, can the hospital be able to provide so much?
People outside are all different.
There are different It’s miserable.
Small families are worried about their livelihood, and the women of large families are not happy.
They have a lot of wives and concubines.
There are conflicts between husband and wife, and there are not a few who turn against each other.
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It’s good for us to do this.”
People will always be satisfied.
The good thing about Chen Jieyu now is that she has learned to be content.
Her days are not as good as hers, but her days are more than hers.
Besides, the people who had used and harmed her did not end well now, and her mood gradually calmed down.
"By the way, does Sister Gao know the news about that person?
I haven't seen her for a long time."
Gao Jieyu knew who she was asking, and while stroking her nails, she said, "You will never see her again in this life.
If it hadn't been for the Chinese New Year and Mrs.
Fang's happy event, she would have died long ago."
However, being locked up like this, without seeing the light of day, it is not clear which one is more uncomfortable for Concubine Shen, compared to living and dying.
Now no one in the palace mentions Concubine Shen, and there is no clear decree, but everyone knows that she is like a prisoner, and she will never come out again in this life
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