"How have you been all these years, you look good."
Aunt Chunfang asked.
"Well, I'm doing well."
Wakakage smiled.
"Oh, by the way, I have something that I found when I cleaned up your room after you left, and it fell at the bottom of the box, I will help you keep it, thinking that you will always come back to read Yunshu."
It's a little sad to say it.
"Is it my mother's" Wakakage was a little strange, she looked at the house when she left, but she didn't see anything special.
"Well, it seems to be a notebook, you go home with me, and I'll give it to you."
Sitting in the car on the way back, Ruoying took out the diary with a nervous mood, the book is very old, and the cover is a little off, it seems that this book is a little old.
Flip to the first page: November 6, 1982 Xiu Mo confessed to me today, he said that he likes me very much, in fact, I have always liked him, today I am really happy, the two of us are finally together, in this tense sophomore year of high school study life, he is a breath of fresh air in my heart.
July 18, 1983 Today, the two of us went to the temple fair together, he kissed me, I was so nervous, but I felt so sweet, he said that we must be admitted to university together, and then be together forever.
On May 11, 1984, Xiu Mo came to me, and he suddenly said that he didn't want to take the university entrance examination, and he wanted to stay to take care of his father, who had fallen off the elevated road on the construction site not long ago and broke his leg.
I felt so sad in my heart, I always knew that he had high ambitions, and he must have been very sad when something like this happened.
On May 22, 1984, under the threat of my soft grinding and even hunger strike, my parents finally compromised and went to the Gu family with the dowry, to propose, I want to marry Xiu Mo, not go to college, I want to take care of my father for him, so that he can go to college without worry.
On August 20, 1984, Xiu Mo finally got the admission letter from Tsinghua University, looking at his excited expression, I knew that all my efforts were worth it.
Today, August 26, 1984, we held a simple marriage ceremony, and tomorrow he will leave this small mountain village and go to Beijing.
He told me that he would not disappoint me, and he would come back after graduation and make me happy for the rest of my life.
On October 28, 1984, Xiu Mo sent a letter, which described the beautiful campus environment of Tsinghua University and many students, and the excitement jumped on the page.
Listening to his description, I can also imagine what it would be like if I went to college myself.
Xiu Mo's father was kind to me, and I also began to learn to farm, and I raised ten chickens in the yard this year, and I should be able to kill one to eat when the Chinese New Year is over, and make up for Xiu Mo's father.
On December 3, 1985, Xiu Mo's father's cough seemed to be getting worse and worse, and he spent 50 yuan on the last hospitalization, and today I went back to my parents' house and secretly asked my mother to borrow 50 yuan, and I will take my father to the hospital again tomorrow.
On June 16, 1986, Xiu Mo sent a letter, saying that he was not going to come back during the summer vacation, and his classmates introduced a unit to him for an internship, so that he could exercise.
On April 15, 1987, Xiu Mo's letters became less and less, and the letters always said that he was very busy, and Liao Liao ended with a few sentences.
I had a bad feeling in my heart.
On July 8, 1988, Xiu Mo said that he had found a job in City A, a newspaper reporter, who had just worked, and hoped to make some achievements, and then come back to see me and my father.
On August 15, 1990, Xiu Mo hadn't written for a long time, I didn't know what was going on, I always had a bad premonition in my heart, and I wanted to go to City A to find him, but my father was still sick, and I really couldn't leave, what should I do On January 15, 1991, my father's illness became more and more serious, and it seemed that he could not do it, so I sent a letter to Xiu Mo and asked him to go home quickly.
On January 25, 1991, Xiu Mo came back, became more handsome, steady and mature, and came back with a girl, named Yang Yunshi, young and beautiful, with outstanding temperament, at first glance is a city person, compared with her, I think I am very old, although I am only 24 years old, my father is very happy to see Xiu Mo come back, and the illness seems to be much better.
And my heart hurts, I know my hunch is about to come true.
On January 30, 1991, Dad's illness stabilized, but Xiu Mo had a showdown with me, in fact, I have always felt this way, but I just didn't want to face it, he said that he and Yang Yunshi have been together for a long time, he loves her very much, and they already have a son, four years old.
My heart seemed to be broken, everything was shattered, my youth, my hopes, my future were so dark that I couldn't think about it.
He said he was sorry for me, hoped to dissolve my marriage, and hoped that I would forgive him.
I'm unwilling, so unwilling, I've paid so much, I've waited for so many years, but in the end it's this kind of result, my heart hurts, I hate it.
I said to him, never, I was born as a member of their ancient family, and I died as a ghost of their ancient family.
The two of them want to be together in the open and dream On February 1, 1991, my father also knew about it, but fortunately, the old man was very aware of the righteousness, he said that he did not agree to our divorce, and he only recognized me as a daughter-in-law, Xiu Mo was very embarrassed.
February 4, 1991 Tonight is my nightmare, it's a shame, I hate it so much, I hate it, but I have nowhere to tell, no one believes me, no one they only believe in their eyes, thinking that I have done something wrong with the two cows next door, but how it all happened, I really don't know, I woke up and saw those eyes looking at me On February 7, 1991, my father left, and that incident hit him too hard, and he couldn't bear that his daughter-in-law, who had always been strict with etiquette, would do such a thing, hehe, but who knew my suffering, even Xiu Mo was distrustful, and didn't believe that I was really framed.
On February 10, 1991, everyone in the village looked at me with strange eyes, scolding me, thinking that I had killed my father.
I have nothing to love in my life On February 20, 1991, I wanted to throw myself into the river, but I was rescued, it was Erniu who saved me, he confessed to me, said sorry for me, he couldn't help it, he owed a lot of gambling debts, and he was desperate to agree to the man's request.
I asked him who framed me, and he said it was Yang Yunshi.
Hehe, in fact, I should have guessed that it was her, her goal was finally achieved and she wanted to go to Xiu Mo and tell him the truth, but what if she told him, nothing could be changed, nothing could be changed, no change could be changed from the fact that I was defiled, and no change from Xiu Mo's changed heart On May 10, 1991, I went to the hospital for a check-up, and the results showed that I was 3 months pregnant. 160420oshow7: