Dr.
Tang looked at me helplessly, "You still don't seem to believe me. ” "No, you're honest enough."
He smiled, "Not enough, at least not honest enough in your opinion."
Because I am a psychiatrist, many people are very resistant to being observed in their hearts, no way, this is my occupational disease, so I did not intend to offend you, but if it has made you feel uncomfortable, please accept my apology. ” What else can I say to a suave gentleman I understood where I was and there weren't many people who could help me, so I decided to let his guard down.
"You said you could help me remember something by hypnotizing me, right?"
"That's right."
"But I don't want you to know what I know."
"You can rest assured of this.
Because you're not the only one who wants to protect yourself, I'm going to video the whole thing and you don't know what's going on when you fall asleep, but the camera won't lie, and you'll know if I'm listening to your secrets. ” He paused after speaking, "Oh, by the way, I won't use any instruments on you, but rely on my own words to guide you and help you remember the past." ” I asked him what I needed to do.
He said it was very simple, just lie down and sleep, he smiled, and I smiled easily and breathed a sigh of relief.
"By the way, what can I do to help with your illness" I scratched my head, wondering how could someone as smart as him need my help "I encountered something strange that I couldn't explain.
I think you can help me, but don't worry, I'll talk about it later.
Let's help you first. ” After he finished speaking, he stood up and led me to the back room, where there are still a large number of plants, arranged as pleasantly as the Lin family's small courtyard, with large floor-to-ceiling windows that can see the blue sky outside.
It would be better if the city outside the window was not reinforced concrete.
There was a birdcage hanging on the balcony, but it was covered with a black cloth, and if there was any place in the house that made me feel depressed, it was this birdcage.
It's not that I'm prejudiced against this cage, or that I don't have any thoughts about his hobby of raising birds, it's just a feeling that at a glance, I feel dull, as if I am locked in the cage.
He made me lie on a bamboo rattan recliner with a DV player on the small table facing the rattan chair, and he turned on the DV again.
I took a deep breath and lay back in the chair, which was comfortable, while he sat down on the chair next to me.
"During the whole hypnosis process, your consciousness will be very clear, and it will be more awake than usual, so you don't have to worry that you won't wake up, as long as you do what I say.
Since you don't want me to see your past and any memories, I'm not going to let you say it, in fact, when you wake up, even if the hypnosis doesn't tell me anything, you'll remember it very clearly. ” His voice was very steady and low, and I nodded at him as I listened to his voice.
He handed me a blanket, put it over my body, adjusted to a comfortable sitting position, and closed my eyes.
Dr.
Tang first helped me to release my whole body and adjust my breathing, just like a breathing class in yoga.
It wasn't until I felt relaxed and comfortable that he began to guide me to imagine myself standing at the top of the stairs, ready to go down, and then down the stairs one step at a time, and my heart became more peaceful and serene.
"When you go to the basement, you have a new understanding of yourself, and you remember a lot of very important memories, some memories that you lost."
He said calmly.
When I reached the tenth step, I felt unusually peaceful, a feeling that I had never felt before, a warm light appeared around me, and for a long time after that, Dr.
Tang did not speak, I felt like I had passed all day, but it was also very comfortable and pleasant.
Later, when I saw the DVV, I realized that Dr.
Tang intended to let me stay for only three minutes.
I walked into the basement, and Dr.
Tang slowly counted from one to ten, and the basement became a path paved with sunlight and shade.
It's not the paragraph I want to recall, because there won't be cryptic texts here.
But I don't regret it, I really like the view.
I walked on a small dirt road in the countryside, lined with tall poplar trees, the sun was shining and the shade was cool, and on both sides of the road were fields, and the path winded to the nearest hill to our village, the slopes were gentle, and the mountains were overgrown with colorful wildflowers.
Halfway up the hill not far away, there are two tall and stout elm trees, and their canopies are intertwined over the years, which is my favorite place for my sister and I when we were young.
At this time, my sister walked ahead of me.
It dawned on me that it was the summer vacation after her freshman year, and that time before she got sick.
To my surprise, I had no memory of this memory at all.
My sister and I went up the hillside, under the two elm trees.
After sitting in the shade and resting for a while, my sister smiled at me, "Qiangzi, you have to remember this place, but don't tell others, because I have a treasure hidden here, and it is for you." ” I begged my sister to tell me what it was, where the baby was.
Of course, for these scenes, I am now like a ghost, just a bystander hiding behind a tree.
My sister knocked on my head, and although I didn't like it when she knocked on my head like that, because I was grown up, I wasn't the little kid who couldn't even get on a bike, but in order for my sister to tell me what she left me, I didn't care, driven by a strong curiosity.
"Do you see that row of low stone walls?"
she pointed to the south of the elm tree, about a dozen meters away from us, and the low stone walls stretched east and west until the bottom of the mountain.
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I know where the low wall came from, listen to my grandmother.
That was a boundary between our village and the neighboring villages, because the two villages once had a dispute over grazing sheep on the hillside, and then it was like drawing the 38th parallel, and the stone wall was built, and after so many years, the stone wall has become a lot shorter, and there are also many places where there are fractures and collapses, like a pile of rocks scattered randomly on the hillside.
Although the grudges of the year are long gone, no one minds the existence of this stone wall, so it has not been demolished.
After all, who wants to be idle and come to the mountains to carry stones "See.
Is there what you gave me?"
"Yes.
If there is such a day, you will remember my words for today, and then you will go to the westernmost end of the stone wall, and the thing is under the largest piece of granite there. ” I sat in the shade of the elm tree, looked at my sister suspiciously, and said with a smile: "Sister, is it possible that I will have amnesia, otherwise why do you say, if I think about it again, can't I see what it is now?"
My sister stood up and patted the soil on her pants, "Let's go, my mother should have already cooked the meal, let's go home." ” I got up from under the tree after my sister, but suddenly turned my head to look at the ghostly me hiding behind the tree. 16:30 t1706231537: