Hao Quan nodded silently, looking at his appearance, it was not that he had compromised with me, but that at this time, he was unable to walk, as if he was sick.
Moreover, his illness is not the first time, it should be an old problem, and he himself knows it very well, so he will not panic, he just wants to run away quickly.
After thinking about that, I didn't worry about him at all.
"How did you get on the cruise ship and gain the trust of these people and the little pavilion master, and what means did you use?"
I asked.
That's what I'm asking, and in my opinion, that's the crux of the matter, and it has something to do with the fact that he's having a seizure at this time.
"Hmph."
He leaned against the wall and smiled wryly, but he didn't answer.
I continued, "You're not worried that someone will find out you're missing, and there wasn't anyone in the hallway at all, right?"
He lowered his head slightly, glared at me, and looked at me from below, a cold smile froze on his face.
"Who do you think you are, do you think you can see through everything, do you think you can see through me" He laughed grimly: "What are you kidding, well, do you understand my pain, do you know the pressure I am under every day, do you know that I even died" He didn't say any more, and his voice began to choke.
"I really don't know.
But since Asaka and I are here, and she's here specifically for you, why don't you tell us the truth and maybe we can help you?"
I stopped abruptly as he spoke, for he began to cry with a smile and laughter, and tears fell silently, and a glimmer of light shone right on him, and I could see no other expression on his face than sadness.
After a while, he slowly crouched down, looking up at the dark ceiling, the glimmer of light shining on his eyes.
He said, "Asaka, although she doesn't call her by that name, let's just say Asaka."
I know she wants me to go back, and she's been waiting for me, but there's no way, we can't go back, her illness can be cured, and mine can't be cured. ” He thumped his chest, choking and sobbing.
"You tell her for me, don't wait for me any longer, I can't go back, she's a good woman, but I don't have this blessing."
I walked up to him, squatted down, and looked at him: "If it's a gentleman, don't cry here, cheer up and tell me now, what's wrong with you, although I'm younger than you, I don't necessarily see less than you." ” He was stunned, and a tear froze in the corner of his eye.
After looking at me for two seconds, he tugged his sleeve up and placed his wrist under the beam.
"Didn't you ask me how these wounds came from, then I'll tell you now."
After he finished speaking, he took out a long nail about ten centimeters from his pocket, and the tip of the nail looked very sharp.
He held the nail in his hand and stabbed it his wrist, and a new wound appeared.
Blood flowed out, he pulled out the nails, sucked it off, and put down his sleeves again.
"Why are you hurting yourself like this?"
"Because that's the only way to keep me awake, not to forget my mission, and to try to remember what I've done," he didn't say.
"What do you do when you're not awake?"
I asked cautiously.
"It eats people."
He looked at me with a cold, cruel look in his eyes.
The little girl said to me that she would stone her best friends to death and eat their brains with the same look.
"So, in order to get on this cruise ship, to gain the trust of the enemy, and to complete the tasks assigned to you by the organization, you really started eating people and became a member of the cannibal tribe, right?"
I asked.
He was silent, and after a while he said to me: "You won't understand what it's like to eat away at my fellow human beings and then become numb until I really forget who I am, forget the task given to me by the organization, go from being an undercover agent to becoming a real devil.
So, I don't know who I really am now. ” "You are Hao Quan, a policeman, you have to remember this, and you haven't forgotten, otherwise you won't save me, won't you?"
"Forget it, you don't have to say this, I know my own situation."
He said: "I tried my best to restrain myself so that I didn't hurt you, in fact, I didn't mean to threaten you just now, but I really wanted to kill you.
So I can't go back, even if I complete the tasks assigned by the organization, I will never be able to go back, and I can't go back to my old self. ” He lowered his head in pain, I don't know how to describe my mood at the moment, in short, it was very depressed.
He can't get out of here anymore, and even has a sense of dependence in his heart, which is really tricky, but I can't watch him fall here, I think, everything still has a chance to be saved.
However, there should be other reasons for his current situation, and the reason why he lost himself must have something to do with his undercover mission.
Seeing him so desperate and sad, and so painfully persistent, I suddenly had a bold conjecture.
"Brother Quan, isn't it, your undercover mission no longer exists" I thought for a moment and reorganized the language: "In other words, is your mission canceled but you are still insisting, right, you are insisting" "Is there any smoke?"
he asked suddenly.
I dug into my pocket, and I really felt a box of cigarettes, soaked in water, and although I warmed them up a bit, the smoke was still damp.
"Can't smoke it."
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I say.
"It's okay, give it to me."
He took one and I lit it for him, and the damp smoke was so choking that he coughed violently for a while, but he looked much calmer.
"Actually, I didn't want to admit it, but I knew that I was abandoned by the organization.
I haven't had any contact with the organization for three months.
The last time I saw someone associated with the police station was the leader, the person who brought me into the cruise ship in the first place.
He was really proud and said that he had inquired about the exact news, that the police department had completely abandoned the case, and that the leader who had secretly assigned me the task had died. ” He wiped away his tears and smiled wryly: "In other words, no one knows whether I am an undercover agent or a real villain." ” "Why is he telling you this, does he already know that you are an undercover agent?"
I asked.
"I don't know, maybe, I've been pretending to be in cahoots with him, maybe someone leaked the news and let him know that I was undercover, anyway, he completely cut off my way back to the police station."
Hao Quan said sadly.
He suddenly reminded me of the movie Infernal Affairs, and the conversation between Andy Lau and Tony Leung on the rooftop at the end: "I'm sorry, I'm a police officer."
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