It's not walking, it's not playing in the snow, it's more like an extreme sport.
This rural mountain village is inhabited, some of the footprints that can be seen are going up the mountain to catch pheasants, if it is not for someone in front of the road, at this time from time to time a foot is likely to step on the snow of twenty centimeters, that feeling, is quite sour, a careless, you will be unstable, and the snow on the ground to have a close contact.
Ye Qing was tired and sweating, looking at the mountain and running a dead horse, looking at the low mountain of several hundred meters before, walking for more than thirty minutes, along the gap in the neck, the hot air of sweat in the clothes began to come into contact with the cold air outside, and without Ye Qing opening her mouth, you could see the hot air coming out of her head.
Gritting her teeth, yoga exercises and running on weekdays are not enough to support Ye Qing to be like a fish in water in such an environment, she just doesn't want to speak, the stubbornness in her heart is with this scene, facing the future life at a glance, her already cold state is even more cold, quite sad than dead, her body is cold, I don't know how long I fell asleep last night, the dreams are one after another, when I woke up in the morning, I felt that my body was cold and cold, and when I touched it, my skin was cold.
For a moment, she felt that her emotions would not fluctuate too much in the future, life is like this, and she will have time to go out with her fellow travelers in the future, maybe look at the world to feel her existence.
Thinking in her heart, she didn't believe that she would coincide with Chen Hao, walking on this snow, the sweat on her body had penetrated the clothes inside, she felt her temperature again, her hand was held by him, and the power transmitted made her feel very relieved, she didn't have to worry that she would not be able to walk, with him If Thinking of this if, Ye Qing's eyes dimmed again, there is no if in life, if Chen Hao can have anything to do with him, then whether it is a big star or a best friend, she doesn't mind insisting on love when she tears it up in the end.
It's not love, and there is no if, perhaps, I gave myself to him, that is, the if, if you don't want to have regrets in this life, let yourself have him completely, even if it's only once.
"Alright, here we go."
The destination is at the foot of the low mountain, a few dozen meters upwards, there is a col, blocking the wind and snow outside, turn around and see that there is a cave inside that is not quite like a natural formation, to more like a man-made dug.
When I got closer, I realized that it was really artificially made, with a shield to protect against rolling off, and a wooden stake with fixed support in the cave.
"This is our base when we were children, and now there are too many things for children to play, and there are fewer and fewer people who come here to play for a day, and even if they come, they will not choose to come in winter."
In the col, in front of the cave, some branches have been piled up, and Chen Gang can be seen transporting branches here in the distance, while Kang Yanren is gone.
In the cave, Chen Hao easily set up a fire, the sound of creaking and burning, and the ice and snow stained on the branches made this flame burn and always felt that it lacked strength.
"Come on, sit down for a while, this is our homemade warm stone."
A big bluestone, Chen Hao spread a piece of fur in his backpack on the bluestone, Ye Qing didn't care about the cold, he sat down directly when he was tired, and untied his neck and hat, people always like to reduce the burden on their bodies, they don't like to wear a lot of clothes, they will feel out of breath when they are restrained.
The fire was filled by Chen Hao, and then he took out a worn-out iron bucket from the cave, no, an iron stove made of iron buckets, and opened the backpack that Chen Gang and Kang Yan threw in the cave, and one of them also contained a lot of charcoal.
Unable to feel the cool air under him, Ye Qing stood up and touched the bluestone, there was a warmth in addition to the smoothness, I didn't know what was going on, I got to the front of the fire and suddenly realized, this bluestone didn't know how it was made, a deep ridge was cut out below, the fire was next to the bluestone, a certain amount of heat rolled into the deep edge, although it will not make the bluestone hot, but let it dry and dry to conduct a little heat, it is still okay.
There is meat, fish, pots, wild tableware, plus a mountain pheasant touched by Kang Yan, as a sitting household, about not letting them eat, anyway, Chen Hao and Chen Gang did not eat less when they were children, and they never felt that there was anything wrong with eating.
After Chen Gang and Kang Yan brought enough branches to serve as firewood, the two of them returned first, Ye Qing walked for more than thirty minutes, and it was more than ten minutes away from the two of them.
"Don't make fish, stew a pheasant, put some potatoes and mushrooms, wear a big beef skewer, we grill and play" Ye Qing faced such an environment, he was interested, and after resting, he was also busy, when Chen Hao took out the small wine jug and took a sip, she also grabbed it, and after taking a sip of the spicy little soju, she felt that she was burned, and the little coolness that was still left before was completely dispelled by this small soju.
While handling all the ingredients familiarly, Chen Hao was thinking about it in pieces, saying something that he didn't know if others liked to hear or not, he said that he was very hilarious, recalling the past, anyone who talked about the past that he thought was interesting would be endless.
"When I was a child, Gangzi and I would sometimes break away from the friends around us, so we would bring our second son over, so that we could get some game, get some wine from home, eat and drink enough, this stone is also warm, lie down and take a nap, it is really not for a fairy."
"Later, with the game hall, with the Internet café, fewer and fewer people came here, I didn't want to come, the eldest sister just went to work to make some money, and every month she would secretly give me some, plus my parents have always been tolerant enough to me, I am not rich in my pocket but I will not lack money, just gone, Aunt Dongmei also took the second son away, many young people in the village have left, I also soaked in the Internet café all day long, I didn't think about what would happen in the future, eating instant noodles and sitting cross-legged on the sofa chair watching movies and playing games, I didn't feel how happy I was, and I didn't feel how unbearable it was.
I never thought about what to do on the second day, third day, or even in the short term, and the thought occasionally came to my mind. ” "Do you know that before that incident, I would have the same dream every day when I played in an Internet café or went home and went to bed, at that time I explained to myself that I had watched too many movies, and I always thought that I could be an actor one day, which was so enjoyable, I could experience different lives in different films, and from time to time I could also learn about ancient times, and I could also go to the war years, at that time I felt that being an actor was the best profession in the world, maybe from that time on, I could be regarded as having a dream."
"After the accident, the family lost everything, no one said about me, and some people praised me, saying that there is a man in the family who will not be bullied in the future, when I go to the Internet café to play, someone will hand me cigarettes, and someone will call me brother, even the owner of the Internet café, from time to time when he has lunch and dinner, he will call me.
I didn't want to go home for many days, I didn't want to see my parents' pretended sadness, I didn't want to accept that my eldest sister went on a blind date with a man who everyone said was not worthy of her for me, and I didn't want to face the sad eyes of my second sister. ” "I went to Yanjing, which is called chasing dreams, but in fact, I just want to get away from it and get a good night's sleep.
I don't think I've done anything wrong, if I don't cut down those people and beat them away, I will bully our family in the future, but the price of cutting down is to compensate our family for being poor and white, I didn't understand for a long time, and even in Yanjing for more than three years, I didn't turn this corner, until one day I felt that I was enlightened, I didn't know what was going on, no one was wrong, only because I was not strong enough, so I would feel helpless when I encountered something. ” Chen Hao went from boiling water to cleaning up the pheasant, to plucking, cutting, cleaning up, and putting it in the pot to stew.
From cutting the beef, putting it on with a big skewer, and handing it to Ye Qing to let her roast it on the shelf, the process lasted for half an hour, and he was always talking, saying whatever he wanted, Ye Qing always listened quietly, and after he took over the barbecue work, Ye Qing sat on the bluestone, his chin resting on his knees, looking at him intently from the side, listening to his broken thoughts, not focusing on the cold eyes, and gradually having some clarity.
I don't have any hopes for the future Am I scared to face the current situation?
Do I want to escape the future?
Yes, what is the reason, he has already said, it is that we ourselves are not strong enough.
He has become an Internet celebrity anchor, a big star, and has become more and more powerful, and this strength is reflected in the outside.
As for me, as long as I make my heart stronger, the future is not firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, not a simple marriage, and the whole person will not be happy, perhaps, I should really live for myself, Ye Zi does not owe the family, and I do not owe it to myself.
"I want to go to every corner of the world."
Ye Qing finally spoke.
"Then you need to have a healthy body, you need to have a certain amount of self-protection, and the rest is to learn how to be a veteran tourist, and all other problems are not a problem for you."
There is another sentence, Chen Hao feels that he should say it, but as a man, facing a girl who has a good impression of him and is even willing to let him kiss Fangze, if he says that sentence, I am afraid that he will feel that he is inferior to a beast.
Until after eating, drinking, and sitting side by side on the bluestone, Chen Hao told the story of his travel, Ye Qing listened, and asked some questions she didn't understand from time to time, and the sky also darkened, after Chen Gang and Kang Yan came to pick up the two of them.
Chen Hao still spoke: "How do you know that your future, the person who will become a part of your future life, will not give up all choices and wander the world with you?"
Ye Qing was stunned, and after a long time, he showed a very bright smile, and there was a little playfulness in this smile: "Do you know that if you become a saint, then you will lose the opportunity tonight, I am still the first time, thinking that only for you is not a loss, now, tsk, okay, 88, saint." ” Touching the cheek that was kissed, Chen Hao gently patted his cheek with his palm: "Tell you to pretend." ”: