However, after crying and sleeping, most of the emotions in my heart have been vented.I shook my head and threw the thoughts out of my head.After washing up, I changed into clean clothes and walked out of the dorm.I slept a lot of time, and by the time I walked out of the dormitory building, it was already a little dark.Regardless of whether what Qin Xue said before made me happy or true, I have a little good impression of her in my heart, when a person is the loneliest, if there is a person of the opposite sex by his side, it is easy to have some subtle feelings.I don't want to admit it, but I have to say that I probably really like her.It's not about body appearance, but the kind of liking from the heart.However, Qin Xue's identity is obviously not low, not to mention what kind of organization she is, just in terms of family background, she can definitely throw me off eight streets.I have no money and no power, I have a dick, and I don't look handsome, even if people are really blind and take a fancy to me, her family will agree that Dick Si counterattacked Bai Fumei, I just saw it on TV, how can there be so many good things in reality.I took a deep breath, with a slight wry smile on my face, the reality is too realistic after all, just think of it as a fruitless love, I want to understand this, I am no longer entangled in my heart, although there is unwillingness, but more of a helplessness.When I arrived downstairs in the girls' dormitory, I waited quietly.Ten minutes, twenty minutes, and half an hour later, there was no Qin Xue on the other side of the girls' dormitory building.Changing clothes can last so long, this little girl's skin won't really put me into a pigeon, I also have a brother next to me, neatly dressed and hated, holding flowers in his hands, and his hair is like a cow licking, very chic."
Brother, what about my girlfriend," he asked, smiling at me."
Hmm" I nodded slightly, smiling.He had been waiting here before I came, and he must have been waiting longer than I was.Seeing that I was talking, this guy became excited, and the conversation box opened, and there was a kind of gushing posture, and there was a slight grievance in his tone.This is a junior college student.,I just recently hooked up with a girl in the same department.,A few days after dating, I was fussy with others.,Annoyed that girl.。
Then, the thing is here now, and in his words, his girlfriend will definitely forgive him.Poor boy, as for his girlfriend if he doesn't go downstairs, he can still wait here forever Looking at the dormitory building, there is still no Qin Xue, I am a little disappointed.smiled self-deprecatingly, maybe people were really just making me happy, but I laughed at myself seriously.I patted the shoulder of the man holding the flowers, smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "Brother, wait slowly, I'll withdraw first" After speaking, I turned around and wanted to leave, I didn't even have the intention of calling Qin Xue, because there was no need.And at this moment, I heard the brother exclaim, he looked straight at the door of the dormitory building, with an expression of seeing an alien, "Damn, this is Qin Xue" I subconsciously turned around, and was stunned for a moment.At the door of the dormitory building, a beautiful figure appeared, like a beautiful scenery, which attracted everyone's attention.No matter who it is, when they see her, their eyes will definitely flash with amazement.It was indeed Qin Xue, at this time she changed her clothes, short-sleeved and short skirts, revealing her white and slender legs.Her original delicate facial features, at this time, are slightly powdered, which makes people feel a heartbeat.Qin Xue saw me at this time, and walked towards me with a smile, her body was a little unbalanced and a little swaying.After coming to my side, Qin Xue directly grabbed my arm and complained in a low voice: "I rarely wear high heels, and it is really hard to walk" I was amazed by Qin Xue's dress, and when she said this, I came back to my senses and looked at her feet.The white and tender little feet are worn in a stiletto sandal, and the beautiful feet look very cute."
If it's uncomfortable, don't wear it, why do you suffer from this crime," I said helplessly.Qin Xue snorted, glanced at me, and muttered: "Pretend to save face for you, otherwise you think I want to do this, don't be embarrassed to die, let's go, let's eat" The brother next to him was already stupid, looking at Qin Xue blankly, and then looking at me in a daze.Then, this brother looked at me with envy, jealousy, and hatred, and extended a thumbs up to me with an expression of admiration.Not to mention, I do have a little fluttering feeling in my heart at this time From leaving the downstairs of the girls' dormitory to the entrance of the college, half of Qin Xue's body is about to hang on me, and it can be seen that she really rarely wears high heels."
I regret it" When she arrived at the gate of the college, Qin Xue said with some annoyance: "I knew I was still wearing sneakers, these high heels are too uncomfortable to wear" "It's uncomfortable for you to buy it, if you want to be beautiful, you have to pay a little price" I said with a smile, and stopped a taxi.Hop into a taxi and drive to the city.At this moment, I completely put aside all thoughts and just wanted to enjoy this moment to the fullest.The first time I went on a date with a girl, it might be the last time, and I can't be distracted, otherwise I won't forgive myself if I die.Accompanying Qin Xue to get off the bus in the city, we ate at the couple's restaurant, watched movies, and went shopping as long as it was a couple's thing, except for the last line of defense, we did it all.I didn't let her spend a penny, all the money was paid by me, although I didn't have much money, although I couldn't invite her to a restaurant that was too high-end and couldn't afford anything too luxurious, but I did do my best.I'm very happy, yes, really happy, I've never held hands with a girl like this, the restlessness of youth hormones is tossing in my heart, this feeling is really amazing.Qin Xue was also very happy, but I could see that there was some confusion in her eyes when she looked at me, as if she was wondering why I was able to adjust my emotions so quickly in such a short period of time, after all, I was still crying like a child during the day.She didn't ask, and I didn't explain.And just like that, time passed little by little, and in the blink of an eye, it was almost twelve o'clock in the middle of the night.I sat on the park bench with her in my arms, her little white feet were a little red and swollen, but her face still had a look of excitement, and she seemed to be a little happy to go shopping."
Go back, it's late," she said with a smile.I nodded softly and let her take my arm and walk down the street.I stopped as I walked to the front of a hotel.Qin Xue misunderstood, looked at the hotel, glanced at me, and snorted and said: "Don't even think about it, on the first day of today's date, I won't go with you so casually" "Senior Sister Qin Xue, ask you something" I directly interrupted her words, and said softly: "Why did you fall in love with me" She was slightly stunned, blinked her eyes, and seemed to be a little unsure of what to say.I smiled slightly, looked at her, and said, "Is it because of my runes or because I was bitten by a ghost baby and still alive" When I said this, I obviously saw a little panic flashing in Qin Xue's eyes, and then she snorted, and said in a somewhat dissatisfied tone: "What do you mean, I" "No need to explain" I smiled, hugged her, and under her somewhat stunned gaze, I gently kissed her on the forehead.One touch was parting, facing her somewhat stunned appearance, I smiled and said: "Eighteen years, the first time I kissed a girl, the first time I went shopping with a girl and watched a movie, this is my first love, enough" The puzzle in Qin Xue's eyes became even stronger, stretched out her hand, touched my forehead, and muttered: "It was fine just now, why did you suddenly say such a thing, do you have a fever" I gently pulled her hand away, and at the same time let go of the hand holding her waist, and said softly: "Break up, we are not suitable" "Hmm" Qin Xue's eyes widened, with an expression of disbelief, and she stammered a little: "What did you say" "Break up" Although I was laughing, my heart was very bitter and painful, and I kept a gentle tone and said: "The first love of the day, for me, is enough, goodbye" Goodbye, or never see me again, I turned around and left, without the slightest nostalgia, Qin Xue's angry voice came from behind me."
Li Tianci, you bastard, you come back for me and make it clear" It should be that Qin Xue wants to chase me, but her high heels don't allow her to do so.I didn't look back, my eyes were gloomy, and I strode forward, my heart hurting and I couldn't breathe, and I felt the urge to let out a loud roar and vent.Maybe she really felt sorry for me, but I could only say sorry to her.There are some things that I have to do, even if I know that the outcome is likely to be beyond my reach.Because, that is my only relative, the only person I can rely on wholeheartedly since I was a child.I want him to tell me in person that those things have nothing to do with him, even if it's just a lie, I will accept it.Because he was my grandfather, the dear relative who raised me