Grandpa, my dearest person, not only lied to me, he also wanted to kill me, and he has been hiding this idea for eighteen years.In other words, I have been living in lies and deception for the past 18 years.From beginning to end, he lied to me that I couldn't accept this fact, I don't know what happened to my parents back then, I don't know why my father died, I don't know why my grandfather hated my mother so much.Now I am completely hopeless.If you die, you will die, and you should take my life to repay my grandfather for his eighteen years of nurturing.If there is an afterlife, I hope that I can be born in an ordinary and ordinary family, live a peaceful life, and no longer have any intrigues.That's it, even if you are unwilling, what can you do.Even if I turn into a ghost, I won't go to my mother for revenge, definitely.My consciousness was drifting unconscious, my body feeling colder, and I knew that it was a sign of too much blood loss in my body, and it wouldn't be long before I would be a cold corpse.And at this moment, I don't know if I was hallucinating, I faintly heard a song floating, like a broken gong, it was hard to hear."
What is the use of heaven and earth, you can't sit on the quilt.What is the use of the wind and the moon, you can't eat and drink the mango shoes and hats for a thousand years, and you will travel in the sky for eternity" After hearing this song, my spirit was lifted, and my original confused consciousness suddenly became a little sober at this time, and I turned my head to look outside the shroud store with difficulty.In the dark night, a figure staggered by, and in his hand he was carrying a lantern that emitted a faint green light, which was the yellow lantern in the shroud shop.Sloppy old man, when he came, I heard grandpa's roar, heard all kinds of noise, as if he was scolding and fighting or something.But I can't hear the specifics clearly, and I can't see them clearly.The moment of wakefulness just now, as if it was a return to light, as if I had exhausted all my strength, and then my consciousness fell into darkness.I felt like I was drifting, it was pitch black all around me, I didn't know where I was, I didn't know where I was going.In this way, my consciousness was chaotic, and I don't know how long it took, but I felt as if a hot feeling enveloped my whole body, and I faintly felt as if a voice was calling me.I drifted along the sound in a daze, and suddenly, a thunderclap-like sound resounded through the dark space."
The soul returns, return quickly" I woke up, opened my eyes, my consciousness was still a little blurry, and my eyes looked at everything in front of me in confusion.I'm dead, it's so painful, there are bursts of pain on my body, reminding me that I'm not dreaming, and it also makes me a little vaguely conscious.This is where I was at this time, in a strange room, poorly decorated, much like the kind of tiled house we used to live in in the countryside.I, on the other hand, sat in a large wooden barrel and soaked in a liquid that smelled of pungent medicine.The sloppy old man, now with a wooden sword in his hand, was bouncing around the barrel I was in."
Uh" I didn't know what to say for a moment, and stared at the sloppy old man.The sloppy old man saw me wake up, blinked his eyes, breathed a long sigh of relief, wiped the sweat on his forehead, beat his old waist, and sighed: "Old man, damn, it's so hard to summon a soul" Saying, he reached out and patted my head, hummed and said: "Your kid has a big life, if I don't come back in time, your little life will really be lost" Hearing him say this, my heart shook wildly, remembering what happened before I fell into a coma, and blurted out: "What about my grandfather" The sloppy old man looked at me deeply, frowned and said to me: "He treated you like this, you still think that his old boy was beaten away by me, he hid very deeply, I couldn't keep him, and I almost suffered a big loss" Hearing him say this, I was a little distracted at the same time, and I was relieved in my heart.Grandpa, I really don't know how to face him in the future.He wanted to kill me to avenge my father, whom I had never met, and to get revenge on my mother.I don't know anything about my parents, I don't know the cause and effect, and I can't understand my grandfather's feelings.It's just that this time grandpa did too much, killing the whole village, just to take revenge for what happened back then, how much do you have to hate to do such a cruel thing "Thank you, thank you" I looked at the sloppy old man, and said with a somewhat gloomy gaze.The sloppy old man sighed lightly and said, "Don't think too much about it now, taking care of your injuries is the most important thing, these herbs are very effective in treating injuries."
The injuries on your body are too serious, if you are sent to the hospital, it is estimated that those doctors will slice you and study you, so you can only use this method to help you recover slowly" "Hmm" I heard the other meaning in the sloppy old man's words, and looked down at my body with some confusion.Through the black-green herb juice, I saw the wound on my chest and was stunned.Grandpa stabbed the bamboo thorns on the frame of the paper figure into my body before, and there were many blood holes on my body, especially in the heart, and several holes were very conspicuous."
Your heart has been pierced, and it stands to reason that it can't be saved, but" The expression on the sloppy old man's face was a little strange, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he said a little vaguely: "Fortunately, you carried that Daozang with you, hehe, I felt a little strange before, the legendary Daozang can't be so ordinary."
Sure enough, my hunch was right, Daozang is still hiding such a secret" "What secret" I blurted out.The words of the sloppy old man made me feel very complicated.I thought it was really an heirloom given to me by my grandfather, but I didn't expect it to be left by my mother.I've learned all the runes and other things on it, but there are some more esoteric runes that can't be cast, and the sloppy old man said such things at this time, obviously there is some secret hidden in that Dao that I don't know.I don't know if my mother is still alive, but I know that this book is the only thing my mother left me, and maybe, if I have the opportunity in the future, I can use this book to find out my mother's whereabouts."
This matter is a bit unbelievable to explain, you better heal your injuries first, and then I'll have a good chat with you then" The sloppy old man didn't say anything more, leaving me here, and he turned and left.For the next few days, I did not leave this room, and stayed in this barrel all day, eating and drinking Lazar and taking care of it by a sloppy old man.I've been thinking a lot about my grandfather and about myself these days.I was sad and sad, and I was sad, but in the words of the sloppy old man, my current fate has been picked up, which is equivalent to being reborn, and some things should be let go or let go.I know what he means, what he means is that the moment my grandfather killed me, my life has been returned to my grandfather, and the eighteen years of nurturing grace can be regarded as paying off.It's just that people are not plants and trees, and they can be ruthless.Grandpa can kill me, but I can't do that to him.Even if he hates me, I can't treat him like he treats me, this is my bottom line.The sloppy old man shook his head and sighed, saying that my heart is too soft, and I will suffer in the future.Perhaps, maybe I'll become cold-blooded and impersonal after I've experienced more things in the future, but definitely not now.In the past few days, the most strange thing for me is the injuries on my body.According to the sloppy old man, my heart has been pierced, and it stands to reason that even if I were saved, it would not be possible to recover in just a few days.However, after a few days of soaking in the wooden barrel of liquid, I felt that my body had returned to its peak state, and my whole body was full of strength, and I had the illusion that a single punch could kill a calf.I asked the sloppy old man about the effect of these potions, and the sloppy old man gave me a blank look, saying that I was too whimsical, and if there was such a precious potion of liquids, he would rather take it out and sell it for wine at a high price than be willing to waste it for me.Later, the sloppy old man said that my body could recover so quickly mainly because of the Daozang, but he still didn't tell me much.After a full week, I finally left the damn barrel, and the wounds on my body were completely healed, but the scars on my body were still there, and they had a bit of a strong breath.A man has a little scar on his body, which is not a bad thing.After leaving the barrel and stepping out of this somewhat rudimentary tiled house, I saw the scenery outside.At this time, it was located on a barren mountain, and this tiled house looked a little old from the outside, like the house where the forest guards lived in the past.The sloppy old man was barbecuing a hare at this time, and directly tore a rabbit leg and threw it to me, I didn't care about the heat, and devoured it, although the smell was quite heavy, but the lips and teeth were fragrant."
You can tell me the secret of that Daozang now," I asked, nibbling on the rabbit leg, a little impatient.These days, this question is almost suffocating me.The sloppy old man gave me a strange look, silently took out a piece of paper from his pocket and threw it directly to me.I took it with some confusion, and when I saw this paper, my eyes widened.This is exactly my book of Taoism, but why is there only a palm-sized piece of paper left?