The mountain breeze is light, the branches are swaying, and I feel very cold.It's not cold physically, it's cold in the heart.This masked man obviously has something to do with his grandfather, his strength aside, I don't think about his half-human, half-ghost body, I am now full of his complicated eyes and the last few words to me.My body trembled, trying to grasp something.But there was not the slightest strength in his body.I had a guess in my mind, but as soon as it arose, I was squeezed out.No, it won't be him, it definitely won't be the crazy denial in his heart, denying this idea of himself, and I don't dare to continue thinking about it.I'm afraid that if it is really like what I suspected, then it will definitely hit me much harder than any time before.I don't know how long I've been sitting here, Zhang Heng and the others have already transported all the corpses here down the mountain, and I'm the only one left left.There was a slight sound of footsteps behind me, and I didn't look back, looking ahead in distraction.A faint fragrance came into my nose, and a pair of soft little hands gently hugged my head and gently hugged her arms."
Don't think about it, let's go, okay" Qin Xue's gentle voice sounded in my ears.At this time, I suddenly wanted to cry, but there were no tears.Buried his head in her arms, the suppressed emotions in his heart exploded at this moment, his body trembled slightly, and he said in a hoarse trembling voice: "You say, will he be my father" Yes, this is the speculation in my heart familiar facial contours, including those words that the man said before.It's hard for me not to think that my father is dead, and both my grandfather and Xiao Man's investigation are sure of that.But how did his father die in the first place, and where his grave was buried, no one knows, or rather, only grandpa knows that his father is his grandfather's adopted son, and is regarded by his grandfather as his own, and his father's feelings are hurt, and his grandfather is angry and destroys the other party, which shows his father's status in his grandfather's heart.My father died because of my mother, and my grandfather held a grudge against my mother, and thus hated me to the core, all of which showed that my father had an irreplaceable place in my grandfather's heart.If this man is really my father, why hasn't he appeared in front of me in the past eighteen years, is it because of his current appearance, who made it Grandpa, I said this, not to get an answer, but to make Qin Xue deny my speculation, because I can't accept such a fact.Qin Xue didn't say anything, she gently stroked my head, her body, and stiffened when I said this sentence just now.I know it in my heart.Her guess, like mine, she couldn't comfort me with words, because she didn't want to lie to me about it.After a while, I went down the mountain with her, silent all the way.My eyes were dull and my mind was blank.After going down the mountain, Zhang Heng and they were waiting for us, and after seeing us walking down the mountain, Zhang Heng and they seemed to say something to me.I didn't listen to anything, and the whole person seemed to have lost my soul, ignoring anyone, and walked forward.Now, I don't want to care about anything, I'm so tired, I really want to sleep.Maybe when I wake up, all my worries will disappear Xiao Man drove me and Qin Xue back to Haicheng and back to the Blue Mountain Apartment.After returning to the apartment, Xiao Man and Qin Xue looked at me with concern.As if he was saying something, I couldn't hear anything, shook my head slightly, and went back to my room, where I lay down on my bed.Go to sleep.I was so tired and physically and mentally exhausted that it didn't take long for me to fall asleep.In the dream, I saw a lot of people, grandfather, sloppy old man, and the unmasked parents in the dream, I can't remember the specific situation in the dream, I just feel very warm, everyone is together, very happy.This dream is so long, so long that I don't want to wake up from it and sink into it.However, there was always a time when I woke up from a dream, and I was woken up by the sound of a kicking on the door.When he woke up in a daze, Qin Xue's anxious voice came from outside the door, accompanied by a violent sound of kicking the door.Before I could respond, my door was violently kicked open.Qin Xue was dressed in pajamas, barefoot, and rushed into my room with an anxious face.I looked at her in a daze, a little unsure of which one she was singing."
You've slept for a day and a night, I thought you couldn't think of what happened" Qin Xue ran to my bedside and said hurriedly, before she finished speaking, she was stunned and looked at me in a daze.I rubbed my eyes, smiled on my face, and whispered, "I'm so tired, I slept relatively deeply, I didn't expect to sleep for so long."
However, it's quite comfortable, I haven't slept so comfortably for a long time" Qin Xue didn't respond.The whole person looked at me in a daze, as if petrified, and his eyes were full of shock.I also noticed that something was wrong, touched my face, and asked suspiciously: "What's wrong" Qin Xue looked at me, stammered and said in a trembling voice: "You your hair" What's wrong with my hair I touched it, it's normal, there are no symptoms of hair loss and baldness, but looking at Qin Xue's shocked look, I didn't say anything more, got out of bed and walked directly to the bathroom.When I saw myself in the mirror on the sink, I fell silent.In the mirror, my black hair has turned gray.The temples have turned a snow-white color.My face has not changed, and I gently stroked my hair with sideburns and frost.Hands tremble.At the age of eighteen, full of gray hair, I smiled before I got old, my smile was very bitter, and I was very sad at the bathroom door.Qin Xue looked at me with a complicated gaze, and said softly: "God's gift, you" "I'm fine, it's fine" I cleaned up my mood, looked at her, and said softly: "It's just hair, it's not a big deal" When a person is overly sad, it is very likely that a white head will happen overnight.The continuous blows during this period of time have exceeded my psychological bottom line for me.It's just gray hair.At least I'm not crazy now, I'm pretty good.Qin Xue's eyes were still complicated, as if she wanted to say something.I looked at her with a smile and whispered, "I'm really fine, you don't have to worry, really, I'm much better" With that, I walked out of the bathroom, went back to the room to change my clothes, washed up, and walked out of the apartment."
Where are you going, I'll accompany you," Qin Xue's voice came from behind.I waved my hand, didn't look back, and said, "Go and walk around, I'll be back in a minute, you're busy" Leaving the Blue Mountains Apartment, I bought some blank yellow rune paper from a small shop on the edge of the city, and then returned to the Blue Mountains Apartment.Qin Xue looked at me with some confusion, not understanding why I came back so quickly, and I didn't explain much.Shut himself in his room.He cut his palm with a knife, and the blood flowed out, dripping into the empty cup that had been prepared a long time ago, and it was half a cup of blood.I dipped my fingers in the blood and frantically began to make blood charms.The talismans recorded on the Daozang, as long as I can draw them, are all presented on the blank rune paper.There was a crazy voice roaring in my heart, but my eyes were cold and did not fluctuate in the slightest.The Blood Charm is the only hole card I can rely on now.After yesterday's events.I learned one thing, if you want to be free from the mercy of fate, you have to have the strength to ride on it and beat it violently.That kind of power, I haven't reached it yet, and I can't resist it.One day, when my strength reaches the level where I can resist, I will poke a hole in this sky.I want to use my actions to tell God that I, Li Tianci, am not at the mercy of this madness, I have drawn a lot of blood talismans, my face is gradually pale, and my spirit is also very consumed.In the end, Qin Xue couldn't help it anymore and rushed into my room again to stop my crazy behavior.She took a small medicine box and bandaged the wound on my palm, with a little blame in her tone, and a little resentment, and muttered: "Even if you don't think about yourself, think about me and the people around you, stop doing such stupid things."