Han Wenlei finished taking a shower, walked out of the bathroom in the white blue-edged pajamas sent by the leisurely messenger, wiped his wet hair, walked out of the room, passed through the silence, heard the sound of cooking in the kitchen, his eyes overflowed with a little tenderness, holding a blue towel in his hand, and walked into the Japanese-style kitchen barefoot, looking at Liu Xiaolu just holding some fried side dishes, turning around and putting them on the dining table at the other end of the kitchen.He stood in the doorway, looking at her silently.Liu Xiaolu raised his head, glanced at him, then turned around silently, picked up a blue porcelain bowl again, picked up a spoon, came to the soup pot, scooped a bowl of simple egg drop soup, and then removed some green onions, and then held it to the table again, and didn't look at him, just said quietly: "Come and sit."
I'll go get you some rice. ”Han Wenlei walked into the kitchen silently, sat at the dining table, looked at the table with cucumber fried ham, Filipino fried egg cake, a ball of beautiful coriander in the middle, and red tomatoes cut into four like flowers, and then saw the braised pigeon pieces that looked fragrant, with chilled and refreshing raw chili pepper grains on top, and then the bowl of fragrant egg drop soup, with a few white onions floating on it, looked very good-looking, his face overflowed with a little moving smile, raised his head, and saw Liu Xiaolu holding an unusually good-looking white porcelain bowl, Rice filled with white flowers, stupidly picked up the bowl, stood under the lamp, and shone back and forth "What are you doing" Han Wenlei looked at Liu Xiaolu like this, and asked strangely.Liu Xiaolu rotated the white porcelain bowl in her hand, and found that this bowl was really round and smooth, with a deep texture everywhere, so soft and comfortable, she was really a little amazed and said: "Your grass is beautiful, the leaves are beautiful, the house is beautiful, and even the hot spring villa is there, but this bowl is too outrageous, what kind of porcelain is this" Han Wenlei couldn't help laughing and said: "That's jade" "Jade" Liu Xiaolu held the bowl of rice, retracted his hand in fright, looked at Han Wenlei and said: "Your family eats a bowl of rice, you have to use jade to serve it, it's too luxurious."
Han Wenlei didn't choose to answer her question, just looked at her and said, "How long do you want to hold the rice, I'm hungry" Liu Xiaolu glanced at him, then put the bowl of rice in front of him, and then handed Du Jin's chopsticks before saying, "Eat quickly." ”After she finished speaking, she had already turned around, "You are going there" Han Wenlei looked at Liu Xiaolu a little nervously and said.Liu Xiaolu turned her head to look at him a little dumbfounded and said, "I'll clean up the kitchen."
I just cooked for you, these places are a little dirty, lest your servants will be scolded tomorrow, I am like this at home, the kitchen is a little dirty, my mother and housekeeper will scold the servants. ”"Hmm" Han Wenlei responded to her quietly, a little smile appeared on his face, seeing that Liu Xiaolu had turned around, picked up a clean rag, gently rubbed the black marble, wiped it so seriously, the petite back, under the pink light, looked so tender, he suddenly smiled with satisfaction, immediately picked up the chopsticks, picked up the bowl, and ate the rice in a big gulp, and then sandwiched a piece of pigeon meat with green chili peppers to eat, it was suddenly so refreshing and spicy, because the taste was light, this taste was exactly what he wanted, so he kept silent and continued to eat, I'm in a bit of a hurry.Liu Xiaolu quietly turned around while wiping the kitchen cabinet, and saw Han Wenlei holding the bowl and eating in a big gulp, but no matter how anxious he ate, he didn't change his somewhat elegant demeanor, and even ate handsomely, she couldn't help but smile, then put down the rag lightly, and said softly: "You eat slowly."
And there is no one to rush you. ”Han Wenlei remained silent and continued to eat his meal in silence.Liu Xiaolu stood next to the kitchen cabinet, watching the kitchen tidy up, and wanted to exit silently, but seeing him sitting there alone and eating, he was a little pitiful, so he didn't know what to do.Han Wenlei raised his head and saw Liu Xiaolu standing there alone, so he raised his head directly and said to her, "Come and sit, you're tired." ”Liu Xiaolu thought about it, so she had to come to the table in silence, sat down, and didn't look at him.Han Wenlei didn't dare to ask too much, just silently picked up the chopsticks, picked up the food and ate it, and asked while eating: "Are you still used to living here?"
”Liu Xiaolu was originally a very bold person, she lowered her head, picked up a silk pajamas, twisted her sleeves and said: "Do you often come here, you even have a study, isn't this a place for your grandma to rest?"
"Grandma has loved me since she was a child, so she will call me over to relieve her boredom." ”Han Wenlei picked up a piece of egg fried Philippine vegetables to eat, chewed it lightly, and there was a good and special taste, his eyes lit up, and he smiled at Liu Xiaolu and said: "This dish is delicious, I have never eaten this dish fried just hot, fragrant and crispy."
You eat some too. ”After he finished speaking, he also took a piece, handed it to Liu Xiaolu's mouth, and looked at her.Liu Xiaolu glanced at him, then smiled slightly, opened her mouth, and remembered that Han Wenfeng talked about Han Wenlei when he was a child today, and she said a little funny: "Your grandmother really loves you so much."
It seems that you liked her very much when you were a child" "Of course" Han Wenlei ate these small dishes, which was really appetizing, and said with a smile while eating: "I was good when I was a child, I often chatted with her old people, and I also peeled corn seeds for her to eat." ”Liu Xiaolu couldn't help but smile, and said with a little contempt for him: "I peeled it myself or the two brothers peeled it for you" Han Wenlei raised his head and looked at Liu Xiaolu, and asked strangely: "Is this what my second brother told you, isn't this stingy ghost just peeling the millet seeds" "Sneaking and playing tricks" Liu Xiaolu couldn't help but say."
What kind of cheating and tricking is called a trick, that is called smart, how many people want a head like mine, it's not good" Han Wenlei said while drinking egg drop soup, but this soup is really delicious, and I don't know if it's because I'm hungry, tonight's dishes are delicious."
I still want rice" Han Wenlei chewed the pigeon meat and raised his head to look at Liu Xiaolu.Liu Xiaolu immediately looked at Han Wenlei, and said with hot eyes: "After eating by yourself, you won't pretend to be yourself" "Oh" Han Wenlei answered, and he was a little pitiful to stand up with the bowl, but Liu Xiaolu snatched the bowl and glared at him, before standing up, walking to the edge of the kitchen, and serving him rice.Han Wenlei stood in the position and couldn't help but smile, looking at her slender little hands, holding the bowl, standing under the orange-colored lamp, those big watery eyes were really moving.Liu Xiaolu served a good meal and put it in front of Han Wenlei before saying, "You eat slowly, I won't accompany you."
I'm a little sleepy. ”She was indeed a little tired, so she wanted to walk out of the kitchen, but just when she turned around, her wrist was gently held, she was stunned, turned her head to look at Han Wenlei and looked at herself a little hopefully, and said, "Can't you accompany me to visit, I'm so bored by myself." ”Liu Xiaolu stood still, thought about it, and then slowly turned around and sat opposite him again, Han Wenlei smiled happily, immediately picked up the chopsticks, and ate happily again."
Why do you have to do this, drive a car out, what do you want to eat?"
Liu Xiaolu looked at him and said sincerely.Han Wenlei gulped down the egg and said, "It's not interesting to go out to eat."
I didn't like to eat alone before.Since I liked Cheng Ya, I have become even more lonely, so afraid of eating alone. ”Liu Xiaolu's heart moved, his eyes turned violently, and his emotions were inexplicably suppressed, and he said, "What are you doing with me?"
"Chat" Han Wenlei suddenly raised his head and looked at Liu Xiaolu, his eyes showed a little calmness.Liu Xiaolu turned her head and looked at this Japanese-style kitchen, which was quite warm, and the hanging lanterns added some fashionable non-vegetarian and non-mainstream patterns, which were even more eye-catching, she took a strong breath and blinked her eyes sharply before saying: "It's really rare, when are we old enough to talk about your good sister-in-law You also said at the time that I was not qualified to mention her." ”Han Wenlei held the chopsticks, looked at her pink side face, and the eyelashes were really long, and then he said faintly: "She is like you, she has a pair of big watery eyes, if she is in a bad mood, maybe nervous, she will bite her lower lip."
Characters are confused. ”Liu Xiaolu's eyes widened, and she hid a little tears before she said with a wry smile: "It turns out that you have always been close to me, just because I am a bit like her." ”"Yes at first," Han Wenlei looked at Liu Xiaolu and said frankly.Liu Xiaolu exhaled inexplicably, and then looked at the lantern.Han Wenlei continued to eat heartily before saying: "I met Cheng Ya in the company, she was confused at the time, and in front of the propaganda department on the third floor, she threw coffee on my body. ”Hearing this, Liu Xiaolu couldn't help but turn her head to look at him, and found that his eyes were a little lonely and sad, not at all like the usual arrogant him, her heart hurt inexplicably, her eyes immediately flushed, and she quickly lowered her head and sniffed pretending to be cold.Han Wenlei said with a smile: "At that time, I thought she was deliberately throwing coffee on my body, but when I found out that she was so beautiful and appeared in front of me, I couldn't help but like her."
It's as if she was the love of my life. ”Liu Xiaolu blinked her big clear eyes and listened quietly."
But" Han Wenlei remembered the past, his heart still tightened with palpitations, and he said a little breathlessly: "But who knows, this person who seems to be my love of life has such a terrible fate with my eldest brother in the past, no matter how much effort I make, she is destined not to belong to me."
Although she and I once found each other's feelings before the bridge was broken, they still couldn't save each other's tracks, and there was no chance or right to intersect with me. ”Liu Xiaolu finally raised her head again, seeing that Han Wenlei's eyes were moist, her heart suddenly tightened, she bit her lower lip, and was a little irritable, she really didn't want to listen to it.Han Wenlei continued to pick up chopsticks, picked up rice, and said while eating: "Then they have no choice but to get married."
The vows that Cheng Ya and I had reincarnated for thousands of years all disappeared at that moment. ”Liu Xiaolu finally looked at him with teary eyes.Han Wenlei suddenly said with a wry smile: "I heard that the light of the stars we see now was refracted in front of us by the planet tens of thousands of years ago through a long distance and tens of thousands of years.In fact, those planets are gone.So the starlight we see doesn't actually exist in this space-time.Just like my love with her, in fact, I foresaw a deep impossibility early on" Liu Xiaolu was silent, still looking at him deeply."
When you don't love someone, it's just a kind of loneliness.But falling in love with someone is a kind of loneliness, and loneliness seems to be related to being abandoned and abandoned.Worried about the unhappiness of her and her eldest brother, she is too happy, but her heart is so bitter and uncomfortable.This painful feeling has tormented me deeply for a long, long time.Until I meet you" Han Wenlei finally raised his head and looked at Liu Xiaolu with a slight smile.Liu Xiaolu looked at him a little puzzled.Han Wenlei looked at Liu Xiaolu's big elf eyes and said frankly: "The first time we met, you attracted me deeply, and then down, your bad temper, your naughtiness, your dates, your work, your betrayal, and everything about you, pulled me out of that lovelorn love."
When I found that I was no longer in pain, I found that this feeling was actually a little happy, like in the clouds, I really didn't want this feeling to disappear I would rather quarrel with you, deal with your family, and deal with your work, but all of this is so vivid, so bright, so comfortable. ”Liu Xiaolu's eyes quickly burst into tears, her nose immediately turned red, and she sniffed in a choked voice.Han Wenlei looked at Liu Xiaolu again and said sincerely: "But since the contradiction between me and you has become deeper and deeper, and you have become more and more in my heart, I have become afraid" Liu Xiaolu flashed his eyes, a little incomprehensible, but he didn't look at him.Han Wenlei looked at Liu Xiaolu deeply, and said a little choked: "I'm afraid that you are also the star that disappeared tens of thousands of years ago, what I saw in front of my eyes, it was just an illusion, that little starlight, it was just an illusion, no matter how beautiful it was, in fact, it didn't exist" Liu Xiaolu's intestines lowered, and tears dripped vertically.Han Wenlei's eyes flashed, floating a little tears, he smiled hurriedly, and said a little grateful to God: "But God helped me, it made you pregnant, I seem to feel that you are not a star in the sky, you are a blue sky in front of me, a white cloud, a bird, a cherry blossom, and I exist in the same world, in a time and space, this feeling is actually very real and beautiful."
I sometimes think, if you appear in my life in the future, how beautiful and funny it would be for me to see your playful smiling face every day, scolding like a little tiger, very funny, very cute. ”"I'm going back to my room, I don't want to hear it" Liu Xiaolu wiped her tears, quickly stood up, and walked out of the kitchen quickly.Han Wenlei was a little stunned and watched her back disappear into the kitchen, he suddenly put down his chopsticks nervously, walked out of the kitchen, followed her back and hurriedly said: "You forgive me, I am a little arrogant, I am sorry for what I said to you before."
You have known me for so long, do you really not understand me, I know that I am wrong, okay, I will definitely change my temper in the future, and I will definitely take good care of you and the baby, I really believe in me" Liu Xiaolu walked into his room all of a sudden, instantly closed the box door, leaned back against the box door, and suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and tears rolled down."
Xiaolu" Han Wenlei stood at the door, patted the door, and pleaded: "Do you forgive me, okay, I know it's wrong, it's true, everything was unintentional before, those scandals were fake, and I can't tolerate others in my heart now, believe me" Liu Xiaolu wiped away the tears on her face painfully, listening to him slamming the door outside the door, she suddenly turned around, opened the door all of a sudden, and looked at Han Wenlei's anxious face, but she suddenly calmed down, but the tears kept rolling down, and asked frankly: "Han Wenlei, do you love me" Han Wenlei was stunned, looked at Liu Xiaolu and didn't know how to answer for a while.A bean-sized teardrop rolled down Liu Xiaolu wiped away the tears, and then continued to look at Han Wenlei, and said sincerely: "Do you know why I don't accept you" Han Wenlei looked at her silently Liu Xiaolu choked up and said: "Because you once didn't let me mention her, I didn't let me mention your good sister-in-law, I knew that I would never be able to enter this man's heart in my life."
This man's heart is even more difficult to enter than the deep house of the wealthy family.No matter how much you put me in your heart, but I know that you will not love me 100%, and you will not leave the place of your heart 100% in front of us.Maybe I once thought about being the father of your children, and wanted to be with you.But I don't have the courage to enter your family, nor do I have the courage to enter your heart, these two things are so unattainable, in my opinion, my world is completely open, I am willing to have spiritual communication and exchange with people, I am also willing to love people, and let others love me.So I am actually very confident in my future, but I have no confidence in you" Han Wenlei's eyes turned red and looked at her.Liu Xiaolu's tears continued to roll down, looking at him and saying: "Your starlight only starts now, and it will be refracted to the next tens of thousands of years, I can't live that long, so I can't wait for your love" "Xiaolu" Han Wenlei suddenly wanted to step forward and hug her.Liu Xiaolu gritted her teeth all of a sudden, closed the door of the box, turned around immediately, and tears immediately poured out.Han Wenlei slammed the door hard again and shouted: "Xiaolu is not willing to give me a chance" Liu Xiaolu cried loudly and said: "You dare to say, you don't love your good sister-in-law now, if one day, when she falls into sadness, pain, and longing for your love, will you not give it to her, will you reject her" "I" Han Wenlei's heart tightened inexplicably.Liu Xiaolu choked up and cried again: "I'm just a blue sky, a white cloud, a bird, a cherry blossom In front of your good sister-in-law, I'm just your scenery, I can't become the person in your life, you go, you have a little feeling for me, just because you were falling out of love at that time, and I stupidly broke into your world and pulled you out."
Now that I've pulled you out, you'll have a good time alone in the future, and you'll meet the person you love.Come on, the child's father" Han Wenlei's eyes turned red, and he said angrily: "You are strong, I don't mean that, you open the door, listen to my explanation" "I'm sleepy, please go, this place is mine, without my permission, don't come in again."
The farther you go, the better.Please, get out of my world.Noble son, I don't dare to like people like you, and I won't be with you for the rest of my life. ”Liu Xiaolu once again was honest in her heart."
Every time you refuse someone, what you say is like a sharp knife, inserted into people's hearts, making people unable to live" Han Wenlei suddenly turned his back to the box door weakly, and sighed with tears in his eyes.Liu Xiaolu also turned her back to the door and wept silently.