お If a person has been blinded by dark clouds, then she will really not be happy for the rest of her life.But now she has repented and decided to start her life again.Ren Shengming's face was very pale, and his expression was even more painful, because he had no way to get out of this matter."
Ah Lian, I know that everything that has caused you great pain in the past, but can you give me a chance to make amends to you."
Ren Shengming's heart was already in extreme pain.As he said this, he felt himself choked.Shen Bilian looked indifferent, "Shengming, everything between us has passed."
In the future, you are you, I am me, I will have a new life, and you will have it. ”Only by taking all this down can we completely get rid of the past life, and the current Shen Bilian is such an idea.Even if you love someone again, after experiencing so much hurt, you will slowly start to forget.It's like that: when a person touches a fire and it hurts, he knows to let go.Although there are many unwillingness, moths to the fire will eventually perish."
Yes, but I want to compensate you before this, can you give me a chance" Although Sheng Ming knew, the current Shen Bilian had no way to forgive herself.But he could wait for time, and slowly she would forgive herself.Once so deep hurt, there is always a time to pay for it.Shen Bilian shook her head, "You can start to understand me, that's the happiest thing for me."
At least my efforts over the years have not been in vain, and although I have suffered for so many years, I am quite happy that you finally know my suffering.I wish you happiness in the future, so be it, it's not too early, I'm going to go first. ”Even if two people continue to be together, it will not be happy.She knew that as long as his mother didn't say yes for a day, even if they were together, there would be no happiness at all.She doesn't want Shengming to be uncomfortable in the middle, she doesn't want Shengming to be difficult, so it's better to get hurt herself, and it's nothing anyway.Shen Bilian waved her hand, ready to leave this place.Sheng Ming grabbed her hand and didn't let her go."
Ah Lian, let's start again, everything is the same as before, I still love you."
Over the years, he has always hoped that one day he can say all the words from the bottom of his heart.At this moment, he finally broke out, because he really let her know that he had actually loved her all along, but he didn't dare to love, for fear that he would be hurt "No, we can't go back, Shengming, let it go." ”Shen Bilian is still so resolute.Sheng Ming had no choice but to slowly let go of her hand and watch her disappear into this small space.After escaping from the scenic villa, Shen Bilian took a taxi and left.She was afraid that she would be soft-hearted, afraid that she would be touched by him.I'm afraid I'll make mistakes again.Only leaving is the best choice for her.Ren Shengming came to the private room next door with a sad face, and the atmosphere inside was very embarrassing, but he didn't feel it at all.Because the heart is dead, there is no longer any feeling for anything.He walked over to Shaofeng's side and sat down quietly, like a walking corpse.When Shaofeng saw him like this, he seemed to understand something."
Shengming, where is Ah Lian" Shaofeng immediately asked, this is also what Chen Xin'er and they desperately want to know.Sheng Ming just shook his head, "She's gone." ”said a word of pain and drank all the wine in front of Shaofeng."
Why don't you chase after it" This Shengming is really too stupid, Shaofeng is almost angry, such a good girl, if you don't chase it again, she will definitely be snatched away by others.When Xin'er heard this, she was about to go crazy."
I said Ren Shengming, how can you do such a thing, Ah Lian is gone, you should chase it.You're here, what's the use" Ice cube face is ice cube face, doing things, it's all so cold.Thanks to Ah Lian liking him for so many years, he is really a waste, an out-and-out waste."
She told me not to disturb her life anymore, and my heart hurt as I watched her leave."
After Ren Shengming finished speaking, he drank another glass of wine.He only felt that he didn't feel any of these wines, how could he not get drunk Chen Xin'er's face was full of anger, "Didn't I say you, Ren Shengming, do you know how Ah Lian has come these days, washing her face with tears every day, and she is in pain."
Now that you finally know the truth, you still don't chase her back, when will you chase her or do you really want to marry that ugly monster" Ren Shengming was silent, why didn't he want to do this, but what Ah Lian said just now was so obvious, she didn't want to have any disputes with herself, why did he bother with other people's lives" Ren Shengming, I was really completely defeated by you, I have never seen a useless man like you.Since you love someone, then grab her hand well, escaping will not solve any problems, drinking is useless, drunk is useless, you are a coward. ”Chen Xin'er was about to go crazy.Hearing Xin'er being so sarcastic, Shaofeng's heart was also very uncomfortable."
Okay, Xin'er, I know you want to help Ah Lian now, but this is not the time to sarcastically mock Shengming.He is also very painful in his heart now, the mistakes he made in the past were made by his mother, not by him, so don't talk about it anymore. ”Shaofeng helped Shengming, hoping that Xin'er would not continue like this.In fact, everyone knows in their hearts that this will not solve any problems.It's better to deal with it well, everyone takes a step back, and when Shengming goes back by himself, think about what to do "Since you say so, then I won't say it."
But I also want to tell you Ren Shengming, don't do anything that makes me feel despised for you, it's a man, just chase Ah Lian back to me. ”After speaking, Chen Xin'er also shut up.Xue Lin and Liu Ping next to her also mean the same thing, they have been with Shen Bilian for so long, they all know what kind of girl she is, and they all like this big sister very much.A meal, the meal is unpleasant.When she returned home, Ren's mother was waiting for Shengming there, and she was worried in the past two days, especially when she asked Shengming if she had eaten with Qiuyue, but Qiuyue said that Shengming was with Shaofeng.If Shaofeng really chewed the root of his tongue in front of Sheng Ming, then what should I do with this engagement aa2705221