I want to say no, she hasn't thought about it clearly about her and Qin Lei.However, before she could speak, Qin Lei had already turned around and left.After eating, Qin Lei rode a bicycle to send Zhen Zhen to school, and on the way he said: "I told you when I left, and we will have a good talk when we come back."
Is it okay to go home at night?"
said Zhen Zhen.But it will be decided according to what he says.When he arrived at school, Qin Lei said, "At noon, I'll come and pick you up from school." ”Hearing that Qin Lei was going to pick him up at noon, Zhen Zhen hurriedly said, "No, you are busy with yours, I will go home by myself at noon." ”Qin Lei looked at Zhen Zhen deeply, and he said, "Zhen Zhen, you have to give me a chance." ”Zhen Zhen was teased by Qin Lei's eyes, even if she was a little shaken about the relationship between them now, she still couldn't resist his teasing.Maybe Qin Lei didn't mean to tease her, but Zhen Zhen just felt that she was picked up by Qin Lei again."
Take it if you want," Zhen said.Qin Lei grinned and wanted to touch Zhen Zhen's head, but there were people around, so he didn't dare to move.He said, "I'll come over at noon," and rode away.At noon, Qin Lei waited for Zhen Zhen at the school gate on time, and sent her to school after lunch, and she was still the same after school in the afternoon.Qin Lei appeared frequently on this day, and many classmates used the ambiguous sunshine to see Zhenzhen.On the way home, Zhen Zhen said to Qin Lei: "Don't be like this in the future, I'm very embarrassed to be looked at by my classmates." ”Qin Lei didn't care, he couldn't wait for all the students in Zhen Zhen School, especially the male students, to know that his real boyfriend existed."
It's good that they're used to it," Qin said.Zhen Zhen really felt that this person was becoming less and less cute.As soon as dinner was over in the evening, Qin Lei said to the three little hairy heads: "I have important things to say to you Sister Zhenzhen, and I am not allowed to disturb them." ”Qin Miao and Chang'an listened to it, and "dared to be angry" to Qin Lei.Zhen Zhen and Qin Lei arrived at his bedroom, and Zhen Zhen sat in the chair and waited for Qin Lei to speak.Qin Lei saw Zhen Zhen sitting in the chair, he looked at the bed again, if he sat on the edge of the bed, he would be tall, and the bed was higher than the chair, so when Zhen Zhen looked at him, he had to tilt his head slightly, he didn't like that."
You sit on the bed," Qin Lei said.Zhen Zhen didn't know why Qin Lei wanted her to sit on the bed, she felt that it was the same to sit there, so she sat still and didn't move.Qin Lei saw that Zhen Zhen didn't move, so he pulled her to the side of the bed.Zhen Zhen sat there helplessly, and Qin Lei sat on the chair opposite her.Zhen Zhen sat on the bed and looked at Qin Lei level.Only then did I know the reason why Qin Lei asked her to sit on the bed, her heart seemed to be bathed in the warm sun, and it was very warm.This man is always very caring.Qin Lei was silent for a while, and he said, "I apologize for what happened that day, I was impulsive."
Zhen Zhen, can you forgive me" Zhen Zhen was silent, she felt that it was not a question of forgiveness or not.She wondered how someone who always put her feelings first could do something like that day regardless of her feelings.Vera is not really a teenage girl, she has the soul of a mature woman.Although she didn't have much deep contact with men in her previous life, every time Qin Lei was with her, he could still see the restraint of lust.But what Qin Lei did to her that day didn't seem to be due to lust, but a kind of venting, he was venting some emotions in his heart."
Why?"
asked Vera.Zhen Zhen's question made Qin Lei silent.He didn't know what to say, did he want to say that he was afraid, afraid of losing her.There are certain self-esteems in men that make it difficult for him to speak.He can express in every way in front of Vera that he loves her.But he was unwilling to admit his apprehension and inferiority to their feelings.Seeing Qin Lei's silence, Zhen Zhen asked again, "Why, why were you like that that day."
I don't think it's because of Yuan Shiming. ”Facing Zhen Zhen's second inquiry, Qin Lei was a little irritable, he got up and took a box of cigarettes from the table, and was about to take out one, but his hand was stunned, and then he looked at Zhen Zhen.Vera nodded, indicating that she didn't mind.She doesn't dislike Qin Lei smoking, as long as he doesn't have a smoking addiction.Qin Lei took out a cigarette, put it in his mouth, then took a match and frowned and lit it, then sat back in his chair and smoked.He was really upset right now, maybe he could make up a reason to tell Vera, but he didn't want to.However, the most humble feeling in his heart, do you really have to spread it in front of Zhen knows, what will happen Zhen Zhen looked at the man in front of her who was frowning and smoking, without the coldness and fortitude of the past, and without the gentleness when facing her.He is now surrounded by anxiety, melancholy, and decadence.My heart suddenly hurt a little, this is not the state that her brother Lei should have, and suddenly felt that the reason for the matter is not so important, as long as he returns to his original state."
I don't want to know why."
Zhen Zhen said softly, to Qin Lei, and to herself.Hearing Zhen Zhen's words, Qin Lei raised his head and looked at his beloved girl.is still too kind, I can't see him like this, so my heart softened.He extinguished the cigarette in his hand, got up and held Zhen Zhen in his arms, and said, "Zhen Zhen, I really love you, I love you very much." ”Zhen Zhen put her head on Qin Lei's chest, smelling the faint smell of tobacco on his body, her heart was so calm, in fact, she never doubted Qin Lei's love for her.She told herself, what do you care about so much."
I know, that thing is over."
Zhen Zhen said.Zhen Zhen's words did not make Qin Lei happy, but his heart was heavier, as if he was pressed by a big stone.He squatted down, took Zhen Zhen's hand and said, "If I'm wrong, I'm wrong, I'm willing to be punished, you say, how do you want to punish me." ”Qin Lei thought that if Zhen Zhen was angry with him, he would feel better.How to punish her, how would she know that she had never thought about this question.However, now that Qin Lei has proposed it herself, Zhen Zhen feels that she should seize this opportunity."
How are you punished when you are in the army?"
asked Zhen Zhen."
Running laps, doing push-ups, and confinement," Qin Lei said very honestly.Zhen Zhen thought about it, running circles, it was a big night, and the movement was a bit big.Confinement is not good, it affects his work.In the end, I think about it, it is best to do push-ups.It's just doing it in this room, and no one else knows about it, and it seems to be tiring.How many push-ups do Zhen Zhen reminds me of those military-themed TV series I watched in my previous life, and the push-ups of special forces are calculated by the hour.I don't know how many Qin Lei, a former army elite, can do.