It's not long in time.,Night has already quietly fallen.。
In a restaurant in the building, the two of them had just finished eating, Gu Xiyuan looked at the other person who was talking opposite, "Wenhe, I'm so free to come over today" "I heard that the eldest brother has set up an office in Yicheng, so I've always wanted to come and see." ”Lin Wenhe has already admired the surroundings, it is indeed a luxurious location, "The environment is very good." ”Gu Xiyuan smiled, "You came here on purpose, just to visit" Lin Wenhe will come today, one is to congratulate, and the other is to Lin Mansheng, "Big brother, you are not at ease." ”When Gu Xiyuan heard this, he didn't say anything.After a pause, he said, "She has nothing to worry about, don't you know, she's been busy lately." ”Lin Wenhe didn't know that Lin Mansheng has now become a crucial figure in the company, "The eldest sister is now a strong woman in the mall, and she has really changed." ”Finally, Lin Wenhe still spoke, "But I always feel that I am far away from the eldest sister now." ”This kind of distance is not that they have never met thousands of miles apart, but that this person is clearly in front of him, close at hand, but he feels the temperature and the courage he once had.All the expectations for life and the future seem to have cooled down the enthusiasm, but like a puppet without flexibility, she is living a step-by-step life.Gu Xiyuan was suddenly stunned, suddenly feeling bored, but he still said, "Wenhe, this is just your illusion." ”It was a kind of self-awareness, a feeling that could only be understood by oneself, Lin Wenhe didn't know how to tell it, he didn't want to pay much attention, he would rather believe that it was an illusion, "Maybe." ”Seeing him with his head down, looking worried, Gu Xiyuan said loudly, "Your eldest sister, if she sees you like this, she will be worried." ”The days always have to go over and over again, and all Lin Wenhe can do is to live his life seriously, "Big brother, why don't we go and see the eldest sister and Xiaobao now" Gu Xiyuan smiled, "I want to, but I have an appointment." ”"You have to go" Lin Wenhe felt a little surprised, Gu Xiyuan's concern for Lin Mansheng, he saw it all.He had learned from Lin Shuhan that Lin Mansheng and Wei Rong met in the teahouse this morning, and the result was of course unsatisfactory.In this case, he shouldn't bear it.Gu Xiyuan's expression was extremely resolute.This made Lin Wenhe confused and suspicious, and saw that he put away his napkin and was about to leave, when he heard him say, "I'll go first, and we'll talk another day." ”Lin Wenhe stared contemplatively, but Gu Xiyuan had already smiled and got up to leave.Could it be that the person he rushed to the appointment tonight was Wei Rong Lin Wenhe couldn't help but take out his mobile phone and dial Lin Mansheng's number.Soon, the other end picked up and smiled at him and asked, "Wenhe, why are you so free to call me today" Lin Wenhe said truthfully, "Eldest sister, I was with my eldest brother just now." ”"So you're going to come to me now," she didn't seem surprised.Lin Wenhe didn't say it for this, and finally told him, "Big brother is probably going to see Wei Rong now" and she asked, "Probably" "Because I didn't have time to ask, he left, but I can be sure that I'm afraid that something will happen" Lin Wenhe said worriedly, holding his mobile phone and waiting.But on the other end, she just said, "They want to fight you to the death, I can't control it, and I can't control it."
In the future, don't say it to me again, it has nothing to do with me. ”Suddenly, Lin Wenhe was speechless.She wasn't wrong, but he did feel the distance.In fact, it's just that the mind is as calm as water.Backwater.In another hamburger shop, Mansheng was queuing, she put away her mobile phone, and kept her eyes on the table where Young Master Bao was waiting in a chair."
Miss, you've ordered all the food," the clerk greeted, and she thanked her and picked up the plate.Young Master Bao had been waiting for a long time, and as soon as Mansheng put down the dinner plate, he immediately asked, "Aunt Lin, did you buy French fries" "Bought it" "Tomato sauce" "Yes" Mansheng replied with a smile, "And the super large chicken leg hamburger you want to eat is the same as Coke" The child's little face raised a bright smile, Mansheng took the hamburger, carefully tore some of the meal paper for him, and then handed it to him, "Here you go." ”Young Master Bao held the hamburger in both hands, lowered his head and took a big bite, and nodded contentedly, "Hmm" Seeing that he was so satisfied, he couldn't help but say, "Xiaobao, the hamburger is really so delicious" "Because in the past, at home, grandpa and they didn't give me food." ”Young Master Bao replied.With such a background tutor as the Wei family, this kind of fast food is of course strictly prohibited.The delicacies of the mountains and seas that ordinary people can't eat, children think they are bland.On the contrary, it is just a hamburger, but it can make him so happy."
Aunt Lin, you eat too" Young Master Bao shouted, and Mansheng also picked it up and ate it.While the two were eating, Young Master Bao asked, "Aunt Lin, why did you take me out to buy books today, and you also want me to eat hamburgers" Just now they went to the bookstore to buy books, and when they got out of the bookstore, Mansheng asked him what he wanted to eat, Young Master Bao said casually at first, and Mansheng said: Tonight, Xiaobao can eat whatever he wants, and then he replied with three words: hamburger "In the future, Auntie will take you out to visit the bookstore every Friday, and you can pick your favorite things to eat that night, how about it" Mansheng said with a smile.Young Master Bao's eyes were bent into two little moons, and the innocent words of "It seems to be celebrating a birthday" made people's hearts soft, and Mansheng picked up the napkin and wiped the ketchup from the corner of his mouth for him, "Then let's just say so." ”Young Master Bao nodded seriously, and suddenly said, "Aunt Lin, my father came to see me at school today. ”"Is Xiaobao happy" Mansheng asked softly, but Young Master Bao asked rhetorically, "Is Aunt Lin happy" Mansheng stared at him, "As long as Xiaobao is happy, Auntie will be happy" Young Master Bao was still holding a hamburger, and said after a while, "Aunt Lin, in the future, if you and Dad don't live together, there is nothing that everyone has to live together, I know" The words that I wanted to say were said by the child first, Mansheng was stunned, and his heart was also fluttering, and he came to his senses and said, "If Xiaobao misses his father in the future, I will send you to see him." ”Young Master Bao didn't respond, but said, "Aunt Lin, you said that you would always be with me, and I will always be with you" At this moment, it seemed that the softest place in the heart was said.Adults think that children need companionship.Only then did she realize that the person who really needed to be accompanied turned out to be her.It's yourself who is alone.At this time, the green bamboo garden has long since ceased to be what it used to be.This was once an ecological park under the name of Wen Shanglin, Wen's Shaodong, and it took countless efforts to build.But later, there was an internal coup d'état in the Wen family, and after that, the garden was in the hands of Wei Rong.But somehow, the entire courtyard was demolished and has not been opened to this day after becoming a private property.It is said that another garden has been renovated here, but no one knows what kind of garden it is.And today, Gu Xi came here, half because he was curious, and half wanted to come and have a look.The Dash Bamboo Garden has been transformed into a castle and is lush and greened by flowers and plants at night.Ren Xiang stepped forward and said, "Mr.
Gu, please come here" Gu Xiyuan continued to go deeper under the leadership of Ren Xiang, and when he walked through a dense forest, suddenly a magnificent castle came into view.Such magnificent, such retro huge, but the only regret is that this is not a finished product, just a semi-finished product, and those steel jungles are still being built, indicating that it will take time before it is completed.But the pavilion lights were already lit, and people couldn't help but fix their eyes, Gu Xiyuan's pace slowed down, and he heard someone shouting in his ears, "Mr.
Gu." ”That's when he took another step.He was then taken to another building.It was a watchtower, not far from the villa, with a high spire at the top, and there was no glass around it, so the night breeze whistled by, but at the same time the beautiful scenery came into view.The unfinished castle seemed so illusory in the dark night, uninhabited by no one, and even more lonely when it was empty.On the top floor of the watchtower, Wei Rong stood in front of the windowsill and looked sideways at the castle in the distance.The surroundings were quiet until Ren Xiang spoke, "Mr.
Wei, Mr.
Gu is here." ”Gu Xiyuan stopped here, and saw Wei Rong slowly looking back.I don't know if it's because the moonlight is too silvery, or because of something else, there is no trace of blood on that face."
Mr.
Gu.Have a seat. ”Wei Rong invited loudly.Gu Xiyuan strolled forward, but bypassed the sofa chair, and walked to the other side of the windowsill and said, "Mr.
Wei is so good at Yaxing, I chose such a place to enjoy the moonlight." ”"Where did I have such an interest, but it was because Mr.
Gu mentioned it that I remembered that there was another property under my name here."
Wei Rong replied with a smile.Gu Xiyuan's eyes lit up and said, "Since I don't care about it like this, why bother building it anyway, it's just a semi-finished product, and it's not a pity to demolish it, this piece of land is very valuable" "It seems that Mr.
Gu is also interested" Wei Rong raised his lips and said, "It's just a pity, I sometimes like to be empty."
Some things would rather be left there than given to others.Even if it is thrown away, it is not the turn of others to pick it up" He was not talking about the item, it was clearly meant that Gu Xiyuan became more and more heavy-eyed.dash" His arrogant words were humiliating Lin Mansheng, and the green tendons on Gu Xiyuan's forehead burst out, and the male voice also sank, "You are a person who reneges on your oath and repents of marriage, what qualifications do you have to say such unashamed words now?"
"I regret my marriage." ”Wei Rong said directly, "But it's not your turn to pick it up" Picking up this word made Gu Xiyuan's heart pierced, "She's not an item you want to throw away, you can throw it away if you want to" "Otherwise" Wei Rong asked rhetorically, and said in a cold voice, "Now I've thrown it away and abandoned it" In fact, Gu Xiyuan has already asked himself countless times, otherwise, what else can he do, it is already like this, it is impossible to reverse her injuries, and it is impossible to recover it, but he actually watched her, walked towards another man, and faced all the injuries, But he was still helpless, and he couldn't give her any comfort and warmth at all, "I knew that you would be like this, I knew that you would regret your marriage for another woman, I would never let go at that time" Gu Xiyuan really thought so, and at this moment he gritted his teeth.Even if the person in her heart is no longer him, he shouldn't let go.Even if he would be hated by her, he shouldn't let go.I'd rather she hate herself for the rest of her life than if she was hurt like this." ”Wei Rong smiled coldly, like a mockery, more like he had already known, "Actually, you have always wanted to be like this, and you can't wait to take her away from me, and take her for yourself, you Gu Xiyuan is so ruthless to himself, and he will not show mercy to others" "You said that you let go at that time, you let it go once, but I didn't expect to repeat the same mistake, who is to blame" Wei Rong looked directly at him.As soon as the fierce male voice came out, it seemed to be admonishing and summarizing, but all of them were sarcastic, "It's not that you don't have a firm position, and I can't help it if you don't have a strong will, so I picked her up" "You say it again" Gu Xiyuan reprimanded, his hand was already clenched into fists, and the captain looked at him and smiled, "I said it a hundred times, it's the same, why is it so quick to fight for a woman I don't want" Gu Xiyuan suddenly looked at the captain, the two men were also tall and long, standing tall and standing at the moment, the air seemed to be condensed, and the surroundings were even more suffocating."
If you want to do it, then it's not the first time anyway" Wei Rong said with a smile, free and presumptuous, "No one will disturb the fun today" Gu Xiyuan almost couldn't restrain himself, and there was irrepressible anger rolling in his chest, which was distressed and pity for her, and even more annoyed by his own inaction.But who knows, Gu Xiyuan's originally clenched fist loosened suddenly, and instead laughed, "Ha Weirong, you are deliberately trying to fight now" "Wei Rong Shao, who has always been calm in front of outsiders, and Mr.
Wei, who is invincible in the shopping mall, saw me so impatient to mess up today" Gu Xiyuan calmed down in an instant, recalling that since he stepped here, he was deliberately ridiculed by him, as if he wanted to force himself to make a move, "Or do you want me to punch you a few times, so that my conscience will be a little better" Gu Xiyuan smiled, "Lin Shuhan has already seen you, and he hasn't done anything to you, so I won't do it to you because of a person like you, it's not worth it, I won't do it with you, because she won't care about you to her, it's just the past, and it doesn't mean anything anymore" The words were like a storm passing through the country, and Wei Rong's expression became more and more calm, so calm that it was almost shocking.Suddenly, he moved his lips and said coldly, "Gu Xiyuan, you think you have meaning, it's ridiculous, it's a bit of a past, you can't live in this life" In an instant, Gu Xiyuan's face suddenly turned pale The years that can't be passed, and the past that can't be passed will become an eternal pain in his heart, Gu Xiyuan said to the captain, at this moment he said, "You don't have to remind me again and again that I know better than you, I and her are no longer possible" "It's just that now, you are just the second me, and you are just the same as me, but you have just become a past in her life."
Gu Xi seemed to have been awake for a long time, but his life was not the end for him at this moment.Because, he is already in Yicheng, and because "it's really gratifying" Gu Xiyuan smiled and said, "I can still accompany her quietly and watch the bits and pieces of her future life, at least when she sees me, she will smile at me and talk to me, and she won't think that I don't exist" "But what about you" Gu Xiyuan asked with a smile, everything suddenly became clear after the change of position, "She won't pay attention to you anymore, and she won't pay attention to any thing anymore You are in his heart, better than a stranger, just a real passerby" Gu Xiyuan's laughter sounded in the wind, Suddenly stared at him and said, "Wei Rong, could it be that you are really ridiculous if you are envious and jealous" Wei Rong's eyes suddenly turned cold, Gu Xiyuan stared at him and said, "Actually, why should she be completely awake when you regret your marriage and leave, no matter how envious and jealous you are, it will not help" But I heard a faint chuckle, as if I was laughing at all this is too ridiculous and absurd, like an idiot dream, Wei Rong replied faintly, "It's me who doesn't want her, it's me who abandoned her, and I will be envious and jealous of Gu Xiyuan, I don't know how to write the word conscience, and it doesn't matter" "But in your lifetime, as long as you are with her, some of the past will not be like this, and the peaceful history will reappear one by one, and you will say it when the time comes.What kind of expression does she want to use to face you, can she still talk and laugh with you, and shout big brother again" Wei Rong asked with a deep smile, but the male voice was weird in the wind.Gu Xiyuan only felt like a biting cold wind penetrating through his clothes, and the needles were like pins and needles all over his body, it was like a shackle shackling him, and after seeping into the bone marrow, only the pain of drilling his heart remained, but even the pain was not enough to make up for it.Everything seemed to stand still, and he came back to his senses in a panic, and whispered, "You think that if you say that, I will be afraid" "What else are you afraid of" Wei Rong smiled, but said like a demon, "It's just that when the time comes, the child will no longer be able to follow her."
You should know that I can let go now also because I don't want to.But I won't allow it.Any accident happens" The so-called trace of accident made Gu Xiyuan think of the phone call he had made, and he didn't even think about the possibility of himself.All this is just the will of heaven Gu Xiyuan really couldn't say a word, it seemed like he was defeated, he had already been defeated, but today was just another defeat.And the reason why he has been defeated again and again is only because of himself.Silence suddenly returned, and no one was silent for a long time.The castle was in the shadows, the night sky was so clear, Wei Rong retracted his gaze, looked ahead, and said, "Gains and losses, you have always been a person who understands" Even the conclusion of this last sentence is just a backlash, Gu Xiyuan admitted everything, and there was nothing to say.Ren Xiang was waiting at the bottom of the watchtower, and when he saw Gu Xiyuan coming out, he shouted respectfully, "Mr.
Gu go slowly." ”However, Gu Xiyuan didn't seem to hear about it, but he just took his subordinates away.Ren Xiang immediately went up to the top floor of the watchtower, and he saw Wei Rong standing still, "Rong Shao, please rest early." ”Wei Rong never left, silently smoked a cigarette, and looked at the castle in front of him, which was still under construction.Ren Xiang didn't know what he was looking at, but he just looked at it so intently, as if it could be frozen into eternity, engraved into his mind and never disappear.After a long time, Wei Rongcai said, "The progress of the project is too slow. ”Ren Xiang was a little stunned, and finally asked, "Rong Shao, it's to rush the work" This castle was built for Lin Mansheng, and now it continues to be built, but it seems that it has long been meaningless, but the figure has already disappeared, and the moment it disappeared at the entrance of the steps, Ren Xiang heard him say, "There will always be someone who will live." ”Who will this person be, is it Miss Rongrou in Beicheng, Yicheng Airport Yicheng is not a first-tier city, and the airport is also small and medium-sized.There is only one passage between the entrances and exits of the departure hall and the arrival hall.Today, however, the man sat quietly at the exit of that passage, attracting the attention of everyone.Just because he was born really extraordinary, taller than a model, more handsome than a star, and I don't know where such a beautiful man came from.The man looked at the English financial magazine in his hand, and his subordinates stood beside him.Suddenly, at the passage of the reception hall, another group of people walked out.It was a woman in a wheelchair.She was wrapped in a silk scarf, but the half of her face was beautiful.Suddenly, the subordinate stepped forward and shouted, "Miss Huo." ”Huo Yunshu looked at it fixedly, only to find that it was Ren Xiang.Looking for his gaze, he found that there was a person sitting behind him.That was Wei Rong Huo Yunshu was naturally a little surprised, but after thinking about it, he also regained his composure, "What's the matter?"
"Mr.
Wei asked you to come over and talk about a business." ”Ren Xiang said.Huo Yunshu was even more confused, but she still ordered her subordinates to push her over.When she arrived in front of Wei Rong, she asked him, "You want to talk to me about business" Wei Rong did not take his eyes off the magazine, and said indifferently, "I heard that the land in your hand is going to be developed, so it is better to resell it before this." ”Huo Yunshu understood what he meant, "For the aviation project", "You can make a price."
Poly is willing to buy it at a high price. ”Wei Rong said the following.Huo Yunshu frowned, but said, "I thought you were going to buy it in your private name to pay off your debts." ”"No, I don't."
Wei Rong replied very directly, but said, "Now she doesn't care about the land, she only cares about the interests." ”Huo Yunshu didn't understand now, what did this mean, "Mr.
Wei." ”Ren Xiang shouted and signaled that it was time to go.Wei Rong put away the magazine, slowly got up and left with a sentence, "If you are interested, feel free to contact us." ”Almost quickly, he took Ren Xiang and disappeared in a hurry, leaving Huo Yunshu at a loss.After a while, she also left the airport with her subordinate assistant.But there were two other people in front of him.Huo Yunshu recognized the other party, it was Gao Jin, the team leader next to Lin Mansheng, and Cheng Mulei, the assistant, Cheng Mulei stepped forward and said, "Miss Huo, our vice president knows that you arrived in Yicheng today and wants to make an appointment with you to talk about the project, I don't know if you are free" Huo Yunshu understood what Wei Rong's words just now meant.It's actually in one sentence, but it makes people feel so terrible that the weather is still sunny in Yicheng on the weekend.Today, Uncle Jiang saw Lin Shuhan returning, and shouted happily, "Young Master Shuhan, the master is in the collection room. ”When he disappeared above the stairs, Gao Changjing walked out from another place, "Uncle Jiang, you go and take care of the garden." ”"Yes, ma'am."
Uncle Jiang immediately retreated.Gao Changjing, with a hint of doubt, followed Lin Shuhan's steps.That collection room is the warehouse that Lin's father used to treasure his collections.At this moment, the door of the storeroom was ajar, as if waiting for someone to arrive.Father Lin was wiping his favorite vase, and Lin Shuhan stepped forward and shouted, "Dad." ”"I thought you, like your sister, had forgotten where your home was," Father Lin looked back and scolded angrily.Lin Shuhan said, "The company has been too busy recently. ”"How busy are you" Father Lin asked, "Busy fighting against your brother" Lin Shuhan frowned and replied, "The company's operations are through high-level meetings, and everything is handled according to the rules" However, it is rare that Father Lin did not reprimand him this time, he put down the vase and said, "I came back to you today, not to talk to you about the company, you know that Gu Xi was originally in Yicheng" Lin Shuhan responded, "I know." ”"Since you already know, you didn't tell me right away" Father Lin asked unhappily, "Is your sister going to be with him?"
Lin Shuhan didn't know what happened between them, but now he said pertinently, "If my sister really wants to be with him, I don't object." ”Father Lin denied it, "She is not allowed to be with Gu Xiyuan" Lin Shuhan was really puzzled, and felt even more angry, "Dad, why do you always oppose your sister's engagement with the Wei family three times and twice, you oppose this time, you have to oppose Gu Xiyuan, what kind of person is Gu Xiyuan, in order to make you satisfied, in order to become your son-in-law, do you have to let your sister marry someone she doesn't love at all, to be happy" "Dad, you are too partial, too unfair, why do you want to treat your sister like this, I really doubt it."
dash" Lin Shuhan blurted out the last sentence, and he glared angrily."
You are simply presumptuous" However, Father Lin was even more annoyed, he stepped forward and raised his hand, a slap was about to fall Lin Shuhan stood up straight, and directly met him, and said even more stubbornly, "If you want to fight, you can fight" Father Lin looked at him, but the eyebrows and eyes on this face belonged to him but they were so similar to his mother, along with this stubbornness.The raised hand froze in mid-air for a long time, but it never fell.Facing Lin Shuhan's raised face, Father Lin finally withdrew his hand, "Are you going to be angry with me?"
Father Lin then slapped the case again, slamming the table with a "bang" sound, and said angrily, "How are you like your sister, how did your mother teach you" The angry reprimands came from afar, but no one noticed that the door of the warehouse had been pushed open.A figure stood outside the door and heard everything, and saw it all through the cracks.Gao Changjing was shocked, and he didn't know what kind of feeling he felt in his heart.The woman who had never been mentioned, the woman who had long since died, had always existed in his heart.At this moment, she seemed to recognize it.For so many years, who is the favorite son in that person's heart.The most lingering and unforgettable woman "Vice President, watch your feet" Yu Anan accompanied Mansheng, and Gao Jin and Cheng Mulei were accompanied by him.Today, Mansheng came here to meet Huo Yunshu.And here is the more than 1,000 acres of land that once belonged to her, walking on this plot, Mansheng has always been silent.Yu An'an was a little apprehensive, because she knew the beginning and end of these lands, and she knew even more about how this more than 1,000 acres of land came from Lin Mansheng's hands to the Huo family.But now, she wants to discuss with Huo Yunshu here, which is really embarrassing, and she feels that it is like reincarnation.Huo Yunshu had already arrived, and on a flat ground in front of him, the wheelchair was already waiting.Next to her, there were also several subordinates."
Miss Huo, it's Vice President Jin Yuelin who is here."
When the subordinates saw the comer, they immediately reminded them.Huo Yunshu looked sideways, and really saw that on the path, it was Lin Mansheng and his party.After Mansheng approached, he ordered Gao Jin and Cheng Mulei to retreat, and then said to Yu An'an, "Let's walk around you." ”So the three of them left.At the same time, Huo Yunshu also had a very tacit understanding and waved away the subordinates beside him.Finally, as if clearing the field, Mansheng quietly walked to Huo Yunshu's side and stopped.The two of them looked at the wide area that was already overgrown with weeds, but no one said anything for a moment.It's just that the warm afternoon sun shines on the body, and when it is sprinkled on the body, it is so warm.It can really make people drowsy.Because the air is too fresh, the smell of grass fills the air.After standing for a moment, Huo Yunshu said softly, "I never thought that one day I would stand here with you to discuss cooperation. ”"I didn't think about it either."
Mansheng also replied softly, and even asked teasingly, "The two of us, don't look like the front waves and the back waves" Her sudden relaxed smile made Huo Yunshu stunned, how could she not understand what the front waves and the back waves meant.She and her, met the same man, fell in love with the same man, but neither of them stayed with him."
You're optimistic, and you can laugh in a good mood."
Huo Yunshu admired her a little.Mansheng replied, "Do you want to cry with a sad face" Huo Yunshu was silent, even if he was crying.But in fact, they are also different.Her love for him was nothing more than wishful thinking, because he had never loved him, let alone made a vow.Huo Yunshu thought of the past, she looked sideways and said, "At least, you are the only apprentice he recognizes, the first girlfriend he admits, and the one he is willing to marry." ”"I admit all of what you say, but please add two words," he replied.Huo Yunshu smiled and said, "At least, there used to be." ”However, at this time, seeing Lin Mansheng looking at the vast sky, she slowly lowered her eyes.Looking at her and asking aloud, "Have you ever tasted the taste of falling from heaven to hell in one day" Huo Yunshu's heart was shocked, and he heard her say again, "Fortunately, you don't have those once." ”What a painful realization of those who were once devastated, she seemed to be a bird that had been shackled, although she soared into the sky, she was covered with holes and bruises "You" Huo Yunshu finally found his voice, and then asked, "Don't you hate him" Mansheng looked at the sky again.I saw that there was no trace of brilliance in her eyes, so she smiled so quietly and wantonly and said three words, "I admit it." ”Huo Yunshu finally lost his voice completely.There is no greater mourning than death.I admit it, but that's it.