The snow is still spreading around おcco.,In this endless wilderness.,It's like they're the only ones in the world.。
He stood with an umbrella in his hand, staring down without saying a word.She sat down in the snow, smiling stubbornly and looking up.But those eyes were red, and the edges of the eye sockets seemed to be completely depicted by vermilion, which was so frightening.It was her tears, in the midst of the unbearable pain, her eyes did not blink, but they fell out forcefully.It was so silent that even the sound of the wind had receded and the hustle and bustle remained, leaving only the sound of tears falling.Smack.Falling low, falling on her clothes, falling into the snow."
Can't move," he leaned over and whispered to her, then stretched out his hand to her, and the low, distant male voice sounded again, "I'll help you up." ”Seeing that his hand was about to hold her wrist, he desperately opened his eyes, not caring about the tears falling out, there was a hole in his heart, and he could no longer put it together after being brutally torn apart, she waved his hand away, and began to shout in a cold voice, "You don't want to be here anymore, if you want to laugh at it, it doesn't matter how you ridicule and sarcasm" His hand was waved away suddenly, and her cold female voice rose hoarsely, "Didn't you already know, didn't you receive the news" Now, What else does she have to hide, I'm afraid everyone already knows, she's just a complete joke, "Now that you know the news, why bother pretending to have nothing, why are you still here now, what are you caring about me," the hoarse female voice shouted, "You think I'm going to need this so-called kindness, I have already made it clear to you, and disappeared from my world" The dumb female voice was in great pain.Drifting slowly in the snow, even the wind seems to be whimpering.His hand froze in mid-air, standing still for a long time, like a sculpture rooted here, until the cold wind carried away her female voice, and then he opened his mouth again, but it became more and more abrupt and condensed, "When it's dark, you shouldn't go out alone." ”He was stunned, but in his panic, he remembered the scene when he left Feng's house in the early hours of this morning.He really knew it a long time ago, knew where she went, knew everything, she didn't guess, her eyes were sad, and she smiled and read those two words, "No" "Today, I shouldn't have gone to my uncle Feng Qizhen, and I shouldn't have gone to Lawyer Du to ask what happened" The overgrown and clear female voice, the more she spoke, the more intense it became, as if she had experienced too much in this night, and she was blank when she was waiting here to see the snow and meditate alone, but at this moment, she realized that it was not that she shouldn't, "Everything, where should it not be but I deserve it" Wei Rong listened to her voice, all of which penetrated into his ears, colder than the wind, penetrating through his clothes and seeping into the bone marrow, as if he was about to puncture all his blood."
Why don't you talk about me" Mansheng raised the corner of his lips, tilted his head slightly to look at him, still dizzy, the whole person seemed to be pulled by a certain nerve, and the stinging pain intensified to make her squint her eyes, but she couldn't see his face clearly, "Say I deserve to say I'm too stupid to say I'm naïve to ridiculous" That day, after the wedding, they met again for the first time.Who made you believe, who made you wait, you really deserve it, you are too stupid, you are stupid to naivety, naïve and ridiculous, the three explanations are still fresh in my memory, and it seems to be applicable at this moment, she just shouted at him, "Say" no longer need to care, no longer need condolences, and no longer need false tenderness at this moment.She would rather have a sharp blade and plunge it into her heart, as if pain can forget everything, in order to arm all the fragility But that figure suddenly pressed down, his hand was still holding the handle of the umbrella, and he directly held her shoulder, and the other hand wrapped around her waist, and hugged her horizontally, the wind and snow attacked, the tears in her eyes had already been frozen by the cold wind, turning into dried ice crystals, but facing his face close at hand, long eyelashes and sharp sword eyebrows, her body froze, she couldn't move at all, she had already fallen into the snow, wanting to let the snow erode herself.But at this moment, she could only control her voice, "let go of me" He just carried her forward and walked towards the outskirts of the wilderness, trying to find the exit."
Let me go, let you go," she kept shouting, but she couldn't stop him.The steps of walking, not my own feet, but I feel the wind passing by my ears.She didn't know how long she shouted, but her hoarse voice became choppy, because of the lack of oxygen, and because the last bit of strength was all consumed, and the exhaustion made her unable to break free.He was still walking forward, and the snow he walked through, leaving his footprints alone, was the pace of progress.She seemed to disarm and surrender, and found that she couldn't help him at all, and through the wind and snow, she kept muttering in a trembling voice, "You are the only one who can manipulate me now."
can laugh at me" seems to be a warning and threat, but it is empty and even feels pale, but only in this way can she seem to be able to pick up the last shred of dignity and walk in the snow, he heard her keep laughing and saying, "That's right" "My mother deceived me, my father hated me, my grandfather they were all just sympathizing with me" Her soft and nihilistic female voice spread out of the snow, "I am not my father's daughter at all, nor Jinyue's eldest lady" "I am nothing Lin Clan's eldest daughter" "You can laugh at me, That's all there is to it, only these" She frowned lightly, unable to dissolve the sorrow, but the corners of her mouth still raised a smile, I don't know who she was laughing at herself, but she said so stubbornly, "Let go I don't need you to be pitiful" He never echoed, just walked silently.In this world of ice and snow, being alone is like walking alone.But every step is so steady and so heavy.The umbrella that was held up still held up in the snow was a world without wind and snow, and no piece of snow would stain the hesitant face under the umbrella.It was her jet-black hair, covered in flying snow, that fell on the back of his hand, and even the strands of her hair were cold and unwarm.And ahead, in the snow on the outskirts of the wilderness, a figure appeared.The snow fell on the tips of the man's shoulders, and he breathed out a large cloud of white air to obscure his vision, but he clearly saw the two people approaching.The man clearly saw that it was Wei Rong who was walking in the snow with Lin Mansheng in his arms.He suddenly shouted, "Overgrown" She closed her eyes, and her pale side face did not have a trace of blood, as if she was asleep, and it seemed that she was sleeping here.Who is shouting She opened her eyes and saw a figure standing vaguely in front of her in the snow.It was the figure of a man, she tried her best to look at it, and finally recognized the person, not Shuhan, not Wen He, not Gao Jin and Cheng Mulei, not Gu Xiyuan, but Wang Yanhui was not far away, and Wang Yanhui was also staring at her.Facing her gaze, the anxiety in his heart seemed to dissipate, she was not sleeping, it was just an illusion, this was just an illusion Immediately, Wang Yan walked away quickly.He came to Wei Rong's face at once, and also saw Lin Mansheng weak in his arms."
Mansheng" Wang Yan saw that she was safe and sound, and her heart was settled, so she was about to step forward and take her over, "I'll send her back now" But Wei Rong refused to let go, "I'll send her" "You are not suitable" Wang Yanhui vetoed it at the moment, they should not have been involved for a long time."
You're not suitable," Wei Rong glanced at him, he didn't stop, he walked around him and walked forward.But at this time, a female voice sounded, it was she who opened her mouth to ask, "Take me away" Wang Yan's eyes suddenly froze, because he saw Lin Mansheng looking at himself and said such a request.He immediately blocked his way, looked at each other awe-inspiringly, "You heard her and asked me to send her back" Wei Rong's steps finally stopped.His hands were still holding her, maintaining a position, and she in his arms was shouting to another person, "Wang Yan send me back" Although the female voice was softer than the wind, it was clear that it was calling for another person."
I'll send you back now," Wang Yan replied, and he held out his hand again.The overgrown hand regathered a trace of strength and put it in his hand, "I can go by myself" Wang Yan looked back at this, and immediately held her hand, and was about to free her from his embrace.Wei Rong's eyes froze, but the hand that held her body was slightly forced, which made Wang Yanhui stop moving.He didn't seem to want to let go, and he didn't seem to want to let go, but in the end, he hung his hand.Put her down.In the next second, she had already gone from his hands to the other person."
I'll send her back."
Wang Yan helped Lin Mansheng back and left quickly.She didn't look back, and she didn't say a word again.After saying all those ridiculous words, they should have been so clear and clean.He just stood in place, in this snowy field, watching Wang Yanhui help her away.It was so far away that the wind and snow blocked the view, and I saw a car parked outside, and it was Wang Yanhui who helped her into the car.The "rumble" engine started and the car quickly drove away from the snow.He was still standing in the snow, and the umbrella in his hand, as if he had completed his mission, finally fell down.The umbrella flew into the distance with the wind, leaving a lone shadow behind.Those footprints were also buried by the wind and snow, leaving no traces.Tears are good, too.Whether it hurts or not, it's like it's all buried.There is only snow in the world.The man hadn't moved for a long time, and there was another snowman in the wilderness.In Feng's house, a strange guest was ushered in today.She is a relative of the Wei family from Haicheng, the daughter of the Chu family, Chu Yingyan.Chu Yingyan's sudden arrival, Zhao's mother politely entertained, "Miss Yingyan, please drink tea" "Thank you, Zhao's mother." ”Chu Yingyan smiled and thanked her, and her eyes looked at Young Master Bao sitting on the threshold of the hall of the mansion.He was waiting for the returning Lin Mansheng.In fact, everyone had already persuaded him, but Young Master Bao didn't listen to the persuasion, and stubbornly sat in place, as if he couldn't wait for the returnee, so he never got up.It wasn't until Chu Yingyan arrived that Young Master Bao was willing to speak, "It's my cousin." ”Chu Yingyan is the cousin of the Wei family, and naturally she is also the cousin of Young Master Bao.She has never come to visit, firstly, her identity at the moment is really untenable, and secondly, because Wei Rong seems to have let go, she should not come.But today, she waited for a day at the Langham Hotel, but there was no news of Lin Mansheng.Finally, he called Feng Zhai to inquire about the news, and at the same time asked about Young Master Bao's situation, but she learned everything from Mother Zhao, and she came quickly.Chu Yingyan nodded at Zhao's mother and motioned for her to come and talk to the child for a while.She quietly got up and came to Young Master Bao's side, and sat down on the horizontal bar of the threshold together, "Xiaobao, can Aunt Cousin sit here" Young Master Bao nodded."
Xiaobao, my aunt hasn't seen you for a long time, can my aunt build a snowman with you?"
Chu Yingyan tried to distract the child.However, Young Master Bao said, "No.I agreed with Aunt Lin today that I would wait for her to come back and build a snowman together. ”Chu Yingyan smiled and said, "Auntie knows, but Aunt Lin, she may be very busy in the company today, so Auntie will accompany you to build a snowman first."
When she comes back, will I stay with you again?"
”Young Master Kebao still insisted very much, "I'm going to wait for Aunt Lin to come back, I'll talk to her." ”Even if it is a child, he will stick to his oath like this, Chu Yingyan doesn't know whether to be happy or sad at this time.If tonight, if Lin Mansheng can't be found, she can't come back, then who can tell the child the reason "Xiaobao" Chu Yingyan was silent, and said softly, "Aunt Lin has been really busy with the company recently, and she will also work overtime, right, tonight she ""Dad said, Aunt Lin will definitely come back to build a snowman with me" The next second, Young Master Bao's more resolute voice sounded, directly interrupting her words.Chu Yingyan was really stunned, because she never thought that Wei Rong would make such a promise to him, "What he told you" "Hmm" Young Master Bao nodded, holding a snowball in both hands and playing alone, "Dad came to see me at school, he said that Aunt Lin will definitely come back" Wei Rong was also looking for her.During this time, I also went to school."
So that's the case" Chu Yingyan smiled, just accompanied Young Master Bao to continue waiting.I don't know how long it took, suddenly the maid guarding the door in front of me began to shout, "It's the eldest lady who is back, the eldest lady is back" Young Master Bao was overjoyed, "You can build a snowman" Chu Yingyan raised his eyes and looked over, only to see that it was Wang Yan who returned to find Lin Mansheng and returned safely, and it was his coat that was draped over her.Young Master Bao had already stepped forward happily.The child's hand shook Lin Mansheng's hand, as if to confirm what he had just said, he was extremely happy and shouted at Chu Yingyan, "Auntie, look, Dad didn't lie, it's Aunt Lin who is back" It's Wei Rong, and it's Wei Rong Wang Yan felt a pang in his heart, but he saw that Lin Mansheng just smiled and muttered, "Yes" There is no one in the world who can't lie.And the biggest lie he made is a sincere heart that never loses.Evening is coming, and another night is coming.In the studio of the Haitian Building, a slender figure stopped in front of the easel.It was quiet, and even the knock on the door was very soft, as if it was afraid of disturbing someone.Chang Tian silently walked to her side with a pair of slippers, and then said in a low voice, "Miss Rong Rou, you forgot to put on your shoes again, if you are seen by Young Master Rong, you will have to read it again" Rong Rou realized that she was walking here with only socks again, "I'm sorry, I'm used to it, it's really hard to change." ”Chang Tian said, "It's normal for you to be uncomfortable for a while. ”A person's habits are false if they can really be changed in one day."
I'm going to learn to remind myself in the future."
Rong Rou whispered, "This will reassure him." ”Chang Tian was silent, and he said again, "Miss Rong Rou, Young Master Rong went out early in the morning today, I just heard the call between Assistant Zong and Special Manager Ren, it seems that something happened to that Miss Lin" "I think Young Master Rong is going to find Miss Lin, but he and you" Chang Tian didn't know how to tell him, under such a relationship, whether it was Miss Rong Rou or that Miss Lin, none of them was wrong, but if they continued, it would only be endless entanglement.Even if it shouldn't, even if it's unfair, Chang Tian will only stand on Rong Rou's side, "Young Master Rong shouldn't run around for Miss Lin's affairs anymore, even if he is ashamed of his debts" "It's okay no matter what" Rong Rou said quietly.Chang Tian was surprised by her words, and heard her say, "As long as this painting is no longer sad," she stood in front of the easel, raised her hand slightly, and her slender fingers like white jade carefully touched the unfinished painting.Chang Tian tried to see what was different about the painting, but he couldn't see any difference.How can a painting be sadOnly people can have complex feelings and understand what sadness is.Just after Wang Yanhui sent Lin Mansheng back to Feng's house.Zhao's mother called Lin Shuhan and others as soon as possible.Wang Yanhui and Chu Yingyan did not stay long, so they said goodbye and left the Feng Mansion.On the way back to the Langham Hotel, the driver drove, and Wang Yanhui and Chu Yingyan sat in the back seat of the car.Chu Yingyan asked, "Brother Yanhui, where did you find Sister Mansheng?"
”Wang Yanhui replied in a low voice.Who would have thought that everyone was crazy and couldn't find her, but she was nearby, in that place.But then I thought of the reason, just because the land to which this wilderness belonged was not owned by Huineng in the past, but by Lin Mansheng, and it was a relic left to her by the Lin family's grandfather.Thinking of the relationship between her and the Lin family at this moment, Chu Yingyan only felt that she couldn't speak, and her heart was depressed and heavy.And what kind of mood did she feel when she went there?
From early morning to dawn, and then from dawn to afternoon, how did she spend the long night.must have thought a lot, thinking about all this, which made Chu Yingyan's heart palpitate.In the quiet, Chu Yingyan said softly, "How did you think that she would be there" How Wang Yanhui thought of it, in fact, he didn't know very well.In the process of searching for this day, I have been at a loss, like looking for a needle in a haystack.Wherever you find, you are there, it's not that there is no hope, but everywhere you go is disappointment.He contacted Lin Shuhan and Lin Wenhe, but there was no result.He thought of Young Master Bao again, maybe she would go to visit the child, but there was no news from the school.Even the cemetery where Mother Lin was buried, there was no trace of her.At the cemetery where Mother Lin was buried, the car was parked there, and Wang Yanhui felt barren and cold.Suddenly, he felt that what he had done was ridiculous.Mother Lin was buried in the Lin family cemetery, how could she come here at this moment.Isn't it boring to be self-deprecating, even if you want to come to worship your mother, you will stop because this is the Lin family's hope.Just in front of the cemetery, Wang Yan smoked a cigarette.Looking at the field around the cemetery, a place flashed in my mind.Absurd, even impossible, he was determined to find out.That's where the 1,000 acres of land that originally belonged to her name were.Wang Yanhui immediately drove to the wilderness, and when he arrived in the wilderness, the brick houses on the periphery were still there.He stopped the car and went into the brick house to see.It turned out that the stove was warm.Although the charcoal fire is extinguished, there is still residual warmth.This proves that there were people here, and they may have left and soon Wang Yanhui decided to go around to take a look, but he really found her, but Chu Yingyan calmed down for a while, she looked at him sideways, but found that he didn't say a word, and his handsome side face was solemn.She didn't know why he was unhappy, and couldn't help asking, "I've found Sister Mansheng, is there anything else I don't worry about?"
”Wang Yanhui replied in a low voice.He didn't feel uneasy about the things on the side, but if he could find Lin Mansheng first, it might be better than Wei Rong.But it was too late.In silence, the car finally returned to the Langham Hotel.The two of them were about to get out of the car and enter, but their mobile phones rang.Wang Yanhui stopped walking.Seeing this, Chu Yingyan silently bowed her head and entered alone first.Wang Yan looked back at the call, he stopped and looked at the snowfall outside the hotel and pressed to answer, "Father." ”This call came from Wang's father, who asked at the other end, "I heard that Lin Mansheng is not the daughter of the Lin family" Obviously, the father has received the news, Wang Yan responded, "If there is no accident, this should be true." ”"She is not the daughter of the Lin family," the royal father repeated again, as if he was suspicious and pondering.In the brick house on the outskirts of the wilderness of Fucheng, the temperature had already cooled down, and it was extremely cold.Someone sat quietly in a chair and just smoked in silence.I don't know how long it took, but someone came hurrying forward.Knocking on the door and entering, "Dong Dong" The person who came at this moment was Zong Quan, and as soon as he entered the house, he found that it was even colder than outside the house.Immediately, Zong Quan lit a charcoal fire in the stove.The warm light of the fire illuminated the whole room, Zong Quan picked up the charcoal fire with tongs and put it into the stove, he raised his eyes and said, "Rong Shao, I'm afraid that Haicheng has already received the news" The smoke was filled, and Wei Rong just smoked quietly.In the middle of the night, a cigarette also burned out, he threw the cigarette butt into the stove, and the flames ignited and burned into his eyes, Zong Quan raised his eyes to look at him, and heard him whisper in a deep voice, "Since you can't hide."
Then let the horses come. ”He had not ridden his horse to fight, but the horse's hooves had been splashed with wind and frost and mud, and he was about to fight completely.Near the village on the outskirts of Yicheng, the car was still parked in the distance.He Jiaqi was sitting in the car, she looked at Gu Xiyuan on the side, but saw him smoking.Since meeting Lawyer Du, he has not even gone anywhere.No one knew what he was thinking, and no matter how much he tried to persuade him, it didn't work.Almost extremely bored, He Jiaqi got out of the car and looked at the snowy scene.The sky gradually darkened until He Jiaqi received a call from Lin Shuhan's side, and learned the happy news, "Okay, I know" After He Jiaqi answered, he immediately got in the car and said to Gu Xiyuan, "Xi Yuan found her, she has gone home, it was Zhao's mother who called just now to say that she has gone home" Gu Xiyuan heard these words, the cigarette in his hand stopped, as if he had finally stopped this silent waiting.After hearing her safety, he said in a deep voice, "Just go home." ”He Jiaqi was worried about his too calm reaction at the moment, she grabbed his hand and asked, "Xi Yuan, why didn't you look for it just now?"
Why didn't you continue to look for it, obviously he was so worried, obviously he couldn't rest assured at all.Gu Xiyuan just restarted the car and drove away from this village, as if heading towards a future where there would never be an intersection again, "The person who found her shouldn't be me." ”He Jiaqi was stunned for a moment, and then he understood all this.It turned out that it was because it was unworthy.Not deserved.That night, Feng Zhai, Lin Shuhan and Lin Wenhe returned.After dinner, Mansheng called out to the two brothers to accompany Young Master Bao to build a snowman in the yard.The child's laughter burst into flames, and everyone suddenly thought that all the sorrow had not happened.Finally build a tall snowman.Mansheng instructed Mama Zheng to take Young Master Bao back to the room to bathe, and she said again, "Wenhe, you also go back to school, there should be classes today, take a day off." ”Lin Wenhe was silent and just nodded."
I'll send a driver to see you off."
Mansheng said, and asked the driver to prepare the car.Lin Wenhe didn't dare to disobey her at this moment, so he said goodbye and left.Lin Shuhan was still sitting there, and Mansheng said to him again, "Shuhan, you also go to accompany your aunt, it is rare for her to come to Yicheng, it is not good to let her alone." ”"I'm not going, my aunt is accompanying my father," Lin Shuhan said subconsciously, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he regretted it.He shouldn't have mentioned his father at this time, but Mansheng didn't seem to care.She smiled and said, "Then you go and accompany Daddy too." ”At this moment, Lin Shuhan was shocked.After all this happened, how could she still call this "Dad", as if she had been overgrown but smiled, looking at him with a worried face, she whispered, "I've been shouting for almost thirty years, and I can't change it for a while." ”Lin Shuhan didn't know how to speak, so Mansheng walked up to him, gently took his hand and shook it, "Obedient, go ahead." ”Just like when she was a child, she always held his hand like this, Lin Shuhan was silent and obedient, and then she was willing to leave.This night, Mansheng accompanied Young Master Bao to tell him a bedtime story, and watched him fall asleep, and then exited the room.Mother Zhao hadn't slept in the hall yet, and when she heard the movement, she immediately opened her eyes and asked, "Miss, where are you going?"
said with a smile, "Mother Zhao, I'm not going anywhere, I just want you to help me prepare something." ”Mother Zhao immediately asked, "Miss, you just have to say, what do you want to prepare?"
and "Move the stove to the hall in the backyard." ”Creeping whispered.The hall in the backyard is usually a place for leisure and cherry blossom viewing, so there are not many objects, and the inside is empty.It was a brass stove that burned gold leaf, and it was moved here by Zhao's mother, "Miss, the stove has been brought."
A fire was also lit. ”Mansheng sat on the recliner reading a book, covered with a blanket, she was very lazy, and shouted again, "Mother Zhao, go and take down the wooden box in the study upstairs." ”Zhao's mother immediately took off the wooden box.Mansheng took the wooden box and opened it, and Zhao's mother saw that there was a photo inside, which she recognized as a sixteen-year-old coming-of-age ceremony that year, and a group photo of her wearing a wedding dress.However, in the next second, she put the photo into the stove and burned it clean, and "Miss" Zhao's mother hurriedly shouted, but it was too late, and the photo was burned to ashes all of a sudden.Mansheng then ordered, "Go and get my wedding dress." ”Mother Zhao shook her head, she shouted tremblingly."
Miss" "Then I'll go by myself" Mansheng said and was about to get up, but Zhao's mother stopped her, "I'll go" But after a while, Zhao's mother returned with the wedding dress again, as if she saw through her intentions, she reluctantly shouted, "Miss, this wedding dress is your favorite" "Yes, my favorite is this" Mansheng smiled lightly, she stretched out her hand and said, "Take it." ”Mother Zhao had to hand it to her, but as soon as she took it, she directly pulled up a piece of the skirt of the wedding dress, and suddenly raised her hand to tear it open, and "hissed" with a shocking sound, Zhao's mother was silent for a while, and saw that she threw the torn skirt directly into the stove and burned it.Zhao's mother suddenly choked up and shouted."
Don't burn it," Mansheng smiled, "Mother Zhao, give me the scissors." ”Zhao's mother took the scissors to her with red eyes, but she directly cut the wedding dress and threw it into the furnace one by one to burn it, until the last piece of the gauze skirt was also burned clean, and she refused to give up.She was reading a book while waiting for her wedding dress to be burned.The books in her hand, turning the pages from time to time, are her favorite poems and songs.But at this moment, she seemed to have found a long-lost token, which was a note.And she was staring at the note, and suddenly, with another wave of her hand, the note was thrown into the stove.There were two lines of words on the note.The first line was quickly burned, except for the back line, written in delicate and concise handwriting.Hope for a lifetime of youth.Facing the desire for love until the end of life.She came closer, trying to see clearly.The last handwriting was also burned, and the ashes were blown up in the wind, as if burning the fragrance of books and ink, lingering in the heart, and finally becoming a ruin."
Miss, your hair" Zhao's mother exclaimed, but because she was too close, the ends of her hair were ignited by the flames.Zhao's mother hurriedly wanted to extinguish the flames, but in the blink of an eye, she had already picked up the scissors and "clicked" the knife, and her hair had been broken, and she threw it into the stove.What is cut at this moment, as if it is a young wish, a sincere heart, a day and night family relationship with his father and mother and family, a time of friendship with that young man, or that person, that desperate love is Zhao Ma choked and shouted, vaguely only heard her shouting, "Miss, why do you burn these you like this, I'm afraid" She just smiled, watching those flames burn everything clean, muttering two words, "Are you afraid" At this moment, she seemed to see her sixteen-year-old self.How I want to travel through time and space, so that I can tell her the answer: Are you afraid, Lin Mansheng.In fact, it is not terrible to love someone.I'm afraid of that person, you've never really come close.