When Xie Donglai ran into the gymnasium and finally found Li Shan sitting in the corner in the huge gymnasium, her mood had obviously stabilized a lot.
When she saw Xie Donglai, Li Shan couldn't help but smile and said, "Xie Donglai, why are you here?"
Although Li Shan's tone was very calm, Jie Dong could clearly see from the tear stains on her beautiful face and the messy hair that she must have cried bitterly just now.
Her delicate and charming beauty was enough to Make any man sad.
Xie Donglai couldn't help but hurriedly comforted him, "Classmate Li Shan, don't be sad.
That guy Fan Wei is that kind of person.
He has a bad temper but a very kind heart.
You must not be the same as him."
"You all know that Fan Wei asked you to come."
Li Shan looked a little flustered.
She straightened her clothes and said with a blush, "We didn't quarrel, we just had some disagreements."
"We haven't quarreled yet and you haven't seen how scary Fan Wei's black face is when he goes out.
I have never seen him so fierce.
What happened to you?
Is there anything you can say?"
Xie Donglai was really a little bit confused.
I don’t understand.
It stands to reason that this program can’t generate so much anger, right?
"You don't understand."
Li Shan shook her head lightly and said lightly with complicated eyes, "Actually, even I don't understand."
"What are you talking about?
I get more and more confused the more I listen to it."
Of course, Xie Donglai couldn't understand what Li Shan meant.
He said helplessly, "You guys are so noisy, what about tomorrow's performance?"
"I'm quitting.
I'm sorry."
Li Shan said directly, slightly apologetically, "I made Fan Wei angry.
I believe he will never pay attention to me again.
I'd better quit."
At this point, her beautiful eyes There was water mist gushing out from the middle, and he choked, "I, I may have hurt his heart."
"Ah, don't you want to quit?
We have worked so hard to put this show together.
If you quit, how can it be perfect?
I believe Fan Wei is not a stingy person.
If you have anything to do, please explain it clearly."
Xie Donglai was anxious.
After persuading him, he suddenly seemed to understand something.
He asked in a smart voice, "Did Fan Wei confess to you, you, you didn't promise him, you rejected him, that's why he became so angry?"
Li Shan smiled bitterly and shook her head.
She looked at the distance in the gymnasium, sat down again, and sighed faintly, "Xie Donglai, are you my friend?
If so, you also sit down, I want to Find someone to accompany me and chat.”
"Oh" Jie Donglai nodded in confusion and sat down next to Li Shan obediently.
As if she was reminiscing about something, Li Shan raised her face lightly, sitting there like a still fairy in the water, emerging from the mud but unsullied.
Her beautiful eyes flickered, and her eyes seemed to follow her thoughts and fly to an unknown distance in time and space.
"You know, I have been a little princess in my family since I was born.
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My family is a big family.
My parents and my brothers all love me very much and rarely let me suffer any grievances.
Sadness.
From childhood to adulthood, I have had such a smooth life.
In my world, it seems that there is never any difficulty, and there is never anything that I can't get, even if I want it, even the stars and the moon will do it.
Someone picked it for me," Li Shan said softly.
It was as if Jie Donglai was regarded as air, "After I grew up, I gradually realized that the world is actually very complicated, and interpersonal relationships are even more complicated.
It is never possible for a person to live a lifetime without worries and pain.
But for me, Those difficulties and worries are like those that have always appeared in movies.
They have never been touched or appeared at all.
My family members always took good care of me, until one day, my father gave me the first child in my life.
The problem, the first worry.”
When Xie Donglai heard this, he laughed at himself and said, "You are so kind and happy.
Unlike me, who was born with vitiligo and grew up under the strange eyes of others.
Until now, because of you and Fan Wei, It helped me find a little bit of self-confidence and made me feel like I was living like a normal person.”
"Yes, maybe I am so blessed that I don't know how blessed I am."
Li Shan showed a bitter smile and said dimly with her beautiful eyes, "When my father gave me this problem and confusion, my first reaction was I resisted, refused, and even went to other provinces to seek refuge with my relatives because of this incident.
But it was not until later that I discovered that I had no control over what my father decided and what my family decided.
I had no ability or chance to resist, so I returned home helplessly and dissatisfied for the first time, and in pain, I accepted the decision made by my father, a decision that I didn't agree with at that time.
I hate the man who made my father make such a decision.
Without him, my life would still be happy and worry-free.”
"Oh."
Jie Donglai nodded to express his understanding.
"Do you want to know who that man is?"
Li Shan turned to him and smiled bitterly.
"That man walked into my world, but did not stay too long.
He actually abandoned me without hesitation.
You didn't choose me, you can imagine, a proud princess, a happy girl who has never tasted any bitter fruit, after suffering How painful would such a blow be?
The sense of superiority I had built up since I was a child, and my self-esteem, which I had never felt would be looked down upon by others, suffered an unprecedented blow.
The figure of that man appeared, his voice and appearance, the heartless words he said and the look in his eyes that looked down upon me."
Seeing Li Shan's trembling body and clenching her pink fists with a sad and painful expression, Xie Donglai coughed awkwardly and asked in a low voice, "Does your father want to find you a fiancé, but that fiancé abandoned you?"
" Hearing Jin Donglai's inquiry, Li Shan softened like a deflated rubber ball and nodded helplessly, "Yes, I was completely defeated by a fiancé that I didn't like and didn't want.
From then on, my heart has changed."
A crack appeared, and everything started to become more meaningful.
I was a little uncertain and did not dare to have absolute confidence in myself.
At that time, I discovered that I must understand that man, find that man again, let him bow under my pomegranate skirt, and regain confidence in myself. , become a happy and proud princess again.”
"Have you found him now?"
Xie Donglai looked at Li Shan uncertainly and asked.
Li Shan did not answer his words, but said helplessly, "So what if I find it?
I was ignored by him time and time again, and was treated as nothing in front of him again and again.
I worked hard, even at the cost of my own identity I used some bad tactics, but he remained indifferent.
Not only did I not regain my old self-confidence, but I was even more hurt.
I gradually realized that this man could no longer be erased from my heart.
Fuck him inside me The weight of his heart undoubtedly began to get heavier and heavier.
It wasn’t until I finally couldn’t help but vent all the pain and dissatisfaction in my heart in front of him that I realized that I was so Silly, it turns out that the reason why he looked down on me, ignored me and despised me was just because he was afraid of being attracted to me.
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Do you think I'm ridiculous?
I felt like a clown.
I tried hard to get the answer, but found that the answer was ridiculous and not funny at all.
Need to find” "This person can't be Fan Wei."
Xie Donglai endured it for a long time and finally couldn't help but ask.
When he noticed that Li Shan's delicate body trembled fiercely, he was shocked and said, "My dear, really Him" Li Shan's eyes dimmed, she didn't speak, she just stood up from her seat silently, and walked slowly towards the aisle without looking back, until she disappeared into the darkness.
Looking at Li Shan's delicate and charming back, Xie Donglai couldn't help but punch the chair and cursed angrily, "This Fan Wei, I will go back to settle the score with him":