the next day.
When Xu Yuelin got up to have breakfast, her parents had already gone downstairs to exercise.
Xu Wentao looked at his sister's face, which was getting fairer and fairer day by day, and finally couldn't help but sigh: "Love, sister, you shouldn't have insomnia when you sleep at night.
I see that your complexion is much better than a while ago."
"It's okay."
I did sleep well last night.
Gu Jingzhou, who was sitting next to him, was confused, "Insomnia" "Yes, brother-in-law, you may not know that during this period, my sister has been suffering from insomnia and heart palpitations every night, and she is completely haggard."
Xu Wentao said.
"What are you talking about?
I didn't know I had insomnia."
It was just that the sleep time was very short, and most of them felt like their chest was blocked, making them uncomfortable and panicked.
Speaking of which, why didn’t I feel that uncomfortable feeling this morning?
Xu Yuelin was a little strange.
"Of course you don't know."
Xu Wentao rolled his eyes, "You cry all night long in your dreams.
Several times I woke up in the middle of the night and went to the bathroom and felt numb."
As he said this, he trembled in fear.
""Is there any?
Xu Yuelin really doesn't know.
But Gu Jingzhou paused, raised his head and asked him: "Approximately when did it start?"
"Just a few days ago," Xu Wentao recalled, "It seemed like it started on New Year's Day.
When I got up in the morning, my sister's haggard look shocked me."
New Year's Day?
Gu Jingzhou's eyes narrowed.
After breakfast, Xu Wentao found a reason to go out.
Staying at home with tons of dog food waiting for him made his eyes irritate.
After Xu Yuelin put away the dishes, she went out and saw Gu Jingzhou sitting on the sofa, wondering what he was thinking.
She admitted that the man in front of her really made her heart beat.
At the same time, she is also afraid that in the end she will be just a substitute.
Even though she had never seen him before, her memories of the past twenty years were filled with the feeling of familiarity that made her feel strange.
After standing at the door for a while, Gu Jingzhou seemed to notice her and looked towards her.
"Come here," he said.
But Xu Yuelin didn't move.
Gu Jingzhou stared at her for a while, then suddenly relaxed his body, leaned back on the sofa, and said in a self-deprecating tone: "You are always like this, always leaving a way out for yourself.
Things you are not sure of, things you cannot afford to lose, never Dare to touch it.
Xu Yuelin, let me ask you, will you choose to give up everything that is possible, including me?
" Xu Yuelin's heart suffocated, and the long-lost uncomfortable feeling came back again.
She wanted to refute, but that's exactly what she did.
Because of uncertainty and fear that in the end I will be someone else's substitute, even if I am very moved and like it very much, I still try my best to restrain that emotion.
"Yes."
Xu Yuelin admitted, "I am very selfish."
"Ha."
He chuckled, half self-deprecating and half disappointed, "I know."
Gu Jingzhou stood up and looked at her politely and distantly, "Since you don't want to, I won't force you.
Thank you for your hospitality last night.
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Goodbye."
Xu Yuelin watched him leave until he opened the door and his figure completely disappeared behind the door.
Only then did a huge sense of loss come over me.
She hid at the door, feeling empty and uncomfortable.
Because of fear, I dare not fight for it.
So I deserve to feel uncomfortable.
To be continued
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