I stared at her for two seconds, and asked, "What's the matter, you won't want to confess to me, I'm not ready to fall in love" Although I don't know much about love, I'm not really wood, I can feel that Hu Meier is unusual to me, especially on the issue of Xu Mo, Hu Meier always has a sense of jealousy, I think she may really fall in love with me.Actually, I don't reject Hu Meier, but this rhythm is too fast, I haven't been clear about my feelings for her, I definitely can't just talk about love so hastily Hu Meier heard my words, couldn't help but roll her eyes, curled her lips and said: "What do you want, am I such a casual person" Hearing Hu Meier say this, I was suddenly a little embarrassed, it seems that I am too shallow in the matter of feelings, and I don't understand women's hearts, Hu Meier is just a little better to me, I was a little dissatisfied with Xu Mo's fierce rival, and I thought she liked me.Alas, how can people take a fancy to me easily.I don't know what it's like in my heart now, relaxed or lost Anyway, embarrassment is indispensable, I didn't dare to look at Hu Meier anymore, I only said softly: "I'm sorry, I misunderstood, what do you want to say" Hu Meier coughed lightly twice, and then said slowly: "I'm talking about Li Jianfei, Li Jianfei will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, I heard that he is going to make a grand confession to Xu Mo at school at noon tomorrow, this kind of public confession, at least shows that Li Jianfei is serious about Xu Mo, So I hope you don't get involved in their affairs anymore, Xu Mo is not a child, who she likes, who she accepts, is her own business, she can call the shots" Listening to Hu Mei'er's words, my heart suddenly tightened, and an indescribable knot blocked my chest.My reason clearly told myself that Hu Meier was right, I have nothing to do with Xu Mo, I have no position to interfere with her feelings, she and Li Jianfei are in love with the two of them, even if Li Jianfei is a scumbag, it has nothing to do with me.However, my emotions are uncontrollable, I just feel aggrieved and depressed, I am really enough, I actually know that the reason why Hu Meier said this to me so solemnly, three times and twice persuaded me not to interfere, is that I am afraid that I will be reckless, for Xu Mo to offend Li Jianfei, she knows very well that once I openly offend Li Jianfei, I will not have a good life in the future.I understood Hu Meier's kindness, and also gave her a reassuring answer: "Don't worry, I have nothing to do with Xu Mo, it's none of my business if she wants to accept anyone, I won't get involved" When I said this, I was also convincing myself in my heart, don't think about it anymore, I've done enough, I asked Hu Meier to remind Xu Mo, Xu Mo doesn't believe me, I can't help it, why should I embarrass myself for her Hu Meier saw me make a decision, her brows finally relaxed, she had a happy heart, and I drank coffee here for a long time, A cup of coffee went from hot to cold, a warm scene and harmony, Hu Meier has been chatting with me easily, and I seem to be happy to respond.In the end, after saying goodbye to Hu Meier and leaving the coffee shop, I couldn't show my face anymore.My heart seemed to be blocked by something, and the wounds on my chest seemed to be touched, and I felt a dull pain.My brow furrowed slightly, and my face was clouded.After going back to school for dinner, I stayed in the dormitory, I couldn't read, I couldn't do anything, even if An Jie talked to me, I didn't pay much attention, the whole person was listless.At night, I lay down early in bed, I wanted to go to bed early, but I couldn't.I actually feel that I am very cheap, obviously the current state of life is already very good, finally no one bothered, quiet and free, but I just asked for trouble, I persuaded myself in my heart ten thousand times, don't care about Xu Mo's business, don't care but I stubbornly appeared in my mind Xu Mo's figure, I can't wave it, I can't drive away this night, because of Xu Mo, I completely lost sleep the next day, the sun spreads the earth, the wind is beautiful, the temperature is suitable, the sky is very beautiful, as if God is blessing Li Jianfei, I wish him a successful confession today I lay on the bed, watching the golden sunlight shine through the window into the balcony, everything seems to be beautiful, but my heart is always irritable, I would rather today's lightning and thunder, downpouring, drowning Li Jianfei's good mood.It's a pity that in the end, it was myself who was drowned, my emotions were overflowing, all kinds of entanglements and struggles, and my wounds hurt as if they were all in the mood.I couldn't get out of bed, I didn't want to go to class, I didn't eat, I just lay like a zombie.At noon, the school was boiling, and an explosion news caused a sensation throughout the campus, Li Jianfei openly courted Xu Mo, and the location was downstairs in Xu Mo's dormitory.For students who love gossip, this is an exciting event, the school ground is like an earthquake, many people are walking in a warm pace, hurried towards the girls' dormitory building, even the students who are eating in the cafeteria, can't help but be curious, put down the dishes and chopsticks, and ran to the girls' dormitory.An Jie in my dormitory, when he heard this, he danced with joy, he ran to my bedside with ten thousand excitement, and said excitedly: "Su Yan, don't sleep, big thing, big thing, Li Jianfei is going to confess his true feelings to Xu Mo, hurry up and take a look" This is big news for them, but I don't mention it to me, I said to An Jie a little weakly: "I'm not interested, you go" After speaking, I turned over and continued to sleep.An Jie knew my character, and he couldn't persuade what he didn't want to do, so he simply didn't persuade him, and ran away quickly.This time the incident was really shocking enough, even the otaku in my bedroom who only knew how to play games, ran to join in the fun, as for the fat man who loves to show off, he has already gone to the scene.In the bedroom, I was the only one left, lying alone in bed, I looked like I had slept for a day, but in fact I really didn't close my eyes, obviously tired and wanted to die, but I just couldn't sleep.Because, I have a strong feeling that Li Jianfei's confession will definitely succeed.Li Jianfei, a hypocritical villain, pays the most attention to face, and he will not risk losing face to do things that he is not sure of.Since this time, he was fully prepared to confess, and even to make such a public courtship, then he must be 100% sure that Xu Mo would agree.When I thought of Xu Mo and Li Jianfei together, I panicked in my heart, and it was not a good taste.I can't help but wonder, is this inexplicable pain just because Li Jianfei is a despicable villain, and he is not worthy of Xu Mo, I can't convince myself of this reason.Suddenly, an unprecedented idea popped up in my heart, maybe, I really like Xu Mo I have to admit that Xu Mo is special to me, she transferred to my class in the first year of high school, I was attracted to her at first sight, she is very beautiful, and she is very weird, very different from ordinary girls, it is easy to attract attention.Later, she blackmailed me every day, I gave her money to spend without regrets, she joked that I was her daughter-in-law, I would be very happy, she took the initiative to kiss me, and I was excited for a day.In those times, although I was blackmailed and bullied, I was happy.Until that day, Xu Mo took off my pants in front of the whole class, which made me completely lose my self-esteem and heartbreak, and made me feel that Xu Mo had never put me in her eyes, she looked down on me from the bottom of her heart, which made me very angry and uncomfortable.However, my mother went to class and beat her hard, and she didn't go to class for many days in a row, and my heart was empty again, and I even missed the days when she bullied me.All these feelings seem to show that my heart is moving for her.However, when my mother was kidnapped and blackmailed by Xu Mo's cousin, and when my mother was imprisoned for murder, my feelings for Xu Mo were completely washed away by the flood of hatred.It's just that no matter how much I hate her, I can't do anything cruel to her, I met her again in college, not only did I not retaliate against her, but I couldn't help but help her, I clearly warned myself to stay away from her, leave her alone, but my heart pulled me to care about her and help her.I always felt that I was very conflicted with Xu Mo, and I always felt that I just hated her, but I ignored the fact that Xu Mo really entered my heart back then, which made me innocent, and my love was just beginning, and it also made me have a trace of love that I didn't even notice.If I deliberately ignore and bury my love for Xu Mo, then I may magnify my hatred for her again, I always remember that she hurt my mother, so I don't dare to like her, I just want to hate her, because of this paranoia, I never even seriously think about Xu Mo.And now, I try to let go of hatred and prejudice, analyze her with an objective vision, and consider it from her point of view.I remember that the first time Xu Mo came to me in this school, she took the initiative to apologize to me, and her attitude was very sincere, she seemed to want to explain to me what happened back then, just because I didn't want to face her and didn't want to expose the scars, so I didn't listen to her explanation.But Xu Mo still tried her best to help me again and again, I heard that she was originally very low-key, but later it was because of me that she showed up, repeatedly targeting Huang Kun, and also made Li Jianfei take advantage of the loophole, and used his insidious and despicable means to win Xu Mo's favor.In fact, if you think about it carefully, Xu Mo's heart is very kind, such a girl should not be able to do vicious things, my mother's incident back then may not be Xu Mo's intention.In the past few years, Xu Mo has changed from a female gangster to a pure school flower, and the span in the middle is indeed too big, I think she must have experienced a profound lesson to have such a big change.And the reason for her change must be my mother's incident.Thinking about this, I felt that I was really too arbitrary, I have been forcing myself to reject Xu Mo, but I have never thought about it objectively.Perhaps, I should calm down and ask her what was going on back then, and I should have opened up with her and had a good chat.Yes, no matter what, I can't beat Xu Mo to death with a stick, I want to give her a chance, and I also give myself a chance, I can't let Xu Mo fall into Li Jianfei's way like this, I can't let her fall into Li Jianfei's wolf den because of me, I want to stop them from thinking about this together, I immediately got up from the bed, put on my clothes casually, and rushed out of the bedroom.I hadn't slept all night, my face was very ugly, my panda eyes were very dazzling, my hair was messy, and my clothes were even more messy, but I didn't care about these things for a long time, and just hurried in the direction of the girls' dormitory.The sun is shining, the voices are boiling, and the girls' dormitory is upstairs and downstairs, and there are crowds of people.In the dormitory building where Xu Mo was located, every balcony was full of people, and many girls poked their heads out to watch this grand event.The same was true in several nearby dormitory buildings, where almost everyone rushed to the balcony to watch the pomp and circumstance below.The open space downstairs has long been boiling, and the human wall composed of many of Li Jianfei's brothers has formed a large circle, outside the circle is the crowd of onlookers, and inside the circle is the confession set up by Li Jianfei.The atmosphere outside the circle is hot, and the scenery inside the circle is romantic.Li Jianfei's two brothers pulled up a wide banner in the circle, and five big characters were written on the banner: Xu Mo, I love you.The ground in front of the banner is full of flowers, and the flowers form a group of English: ioveyou The open space in front of the English flowers is a heart shape made of boxes of tiramisu, which is an empty heart shape, and Li Jianfei is standing inside the hollow.The heart-shaped tiramisu around Li Jianfei is delicate and beautiful, and it seems that it is carefully made by the cake chef.And Li Jianfei himself, who was standing in the hollow, had been dressed up carefully, his hairstyle was meticulous, he was wearing a straight white suit, and white leather shoes on his feet.What's more striking is his left hand, which is still wrapped in a bandage and hangs around his neck, and his right hand, holding a bouquet of noble blue roses, he is like an English prince in the last century, waiting for the woman he loves, Xu Mo, with the most pious gesture.No matter from which point of view, you can see Li Jianfei's sincerity and intentions, and the grand confession he created was really shocking, causing all the girls present to look straight in the eyes, with envy and admiration.Watching the lively boys was even more excited, enthusiastic and crazy, and many people unconsciously acted as a water army, shouting for Li Jianfei and shouting Xu Mo.This unprecedented scene is indeed a rare spectacle in the school, the noise and passion, all of which vibrated in the sky above the campus, bringing out extraordinary excitement and stirring people's hearts.In anticipation, in the surging voice, the heroine Xu Mo finally walked out of the dormitory building slowly, she wore a colorful long skirt, stepped into the sun with elegant steps.The golden light shone on her, making her look like a fluttering butterfly, fresh and beautiful, and full of vitality, she met the burning eyes of the audience, and walked gently towards Li Jianfei.Li Jianfei was still standing straight, his expression was solemn, his attitude was sincere, his eyes were shining with excitement, when Xu Mo stood in front of him, he immediately stood in front of the whole school, knelt on one knee, handed the rose to Xu Mo, and looked up at her, and said affectionately: "Xu Mo, I love you, be my girlfriend" A courtship immediately caused an uproar, the huge campus was boiling fiercely, and many people were excitedly echoing: "Promise him, promise him, promise him" The atmosphere of the scene, Instantly soared to the highest dynasty, full of affection, full of passion Xu Mo was submerged in this strong atmosphere, and looked at Li Jianfei with a pair of eyes.She can feel Li Jianfei's most sincere intentions, especially seeing Li Jianfei injured, which touched her soft heartstrings, she silently recalled everything Li Jianfei had done for her, silently reviewed the bits and pieces of their past, finally, her eyes were red, her expression was moving, her eyes were bright, in the most excited expectation of the audience, she slowly stretched out her hand, took the rose handed over by Li Jianfei, and then softly said four words: "I promise you" Boom, the audience burst into the warmest cheers, Xu Mo agreed, Everyone was excited, Li Jianfei stood up and smiled happily, his brother was crazy and excited, the crowd of onlookers was shouting and shouting, and everyone blessed this pair of lovers with the most heroic emotions At this moment of celebration with the school, I was embarrassed, squeezed out of the boiling crowd, and rushed into the confession scene, and then, I opened my throat and shouted with all my strength: "You can't promise him"